August 3
"I think that we have to be aware that people are allowed to make mistakes in their life,"
~Christian Dior
He loves me
He loves me not
He loves me
He loves me not
Is it even fair to expect him to still love me?
After everything we have been through
After everything we will go through
If we stay together will he still love me?
Even if I'm not perfect?
Can you love someone so much even if they're not perfect?
I think it was the longest walk in my entire life. From Poseidon's cabin down to the sand of the beach I think I held my breath the whole time because the longer I could hold out the stronger I felt.
And strength was something I needed
And he was just sitting there thinking
Of something I'll never know
And he was just sitting there
Looking at the water
And I sat next to him, pushing my hair back as the wind blew it around. My eyes were no longer red from tears, they were bright blue. Electric blue. Filled with energy yet to be realized but already released.
"Hey," I said softly, my words flowing out like feathers tumbling out of a pillow.
Michael Grace smiled widely, looking to me and not noticing the fact that I wanted to just hide. Because for all I knew this was the last time "we" were "us" and I didn't want "us" to end.
"Couldn't get enough of me," he teased, before winking with his blue eyes.
Usually this would be were I would blush or laugh or say something sarcastic back but I didn't. I tried to brighten up my dim smile but I couldn't. "I need to talk to you…its important." I wanted to lie and change the subject and forget this whole mess happened but I wouldn't. Because he needed to know.
"Well first of all, Happy Anniversary! But what do you have to say?"
"Well…" I started really, really slowly. Dragging it out as long as I could as if waiting would maybe change the truth. But I knew it wouldn't, nothing would.
"I…I…Michael…I'm pregnant."
He loves me
He loves me not
He loves me
He loves me not
Guess what day it is?
NEW YEARS EVE YAY
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