Finally the writer's block has allowed me to make this much and now… I'm empty of ideas now, but enjoy this and reply please.

Today we have a special guest: Sephiroth!

Sephiroth: Kingdom Hearts is a Square Enix produce and isn't owned by ShadedHope. Lexen is the produce of ShadedHope and no one shall use her unless permitted.

Thank you Sephiroth and now on to the story!


Journal Entry X

Ten months it was the day I came to them. It was ten months ago when I joined them, but has only been a couple days ago when I returned to my world. With the memories of my life and his childhood in my possession I must find a way back home to my present time.

I have now learned that the world I used to live in took place fifteen years ago and that I was used to capture Xehanort's memory. They explained to me that the only one, who's name I don't remember, removed his memories so that their enemies wouldn't obtain it and destroy them. Now that they have a reason for capturing me, I can help in their plan. I still don't know if I should really help them, or stay on the side where I am now. This is all confusing to me, but I will understand later. For now… I mustn't tell anyone yet.

Lexen placed her pencil on the table and looked at her surroundings.

She was in the same room as it was at home, but now a much older Lexen now occupied it.

She looked onto her desk and stares at the two bottles on it. One was filled with lots of small crystals and seven large ones, each representing Xehanort, Braig, Dilan, Even, Aeleus, Ienzo, and Ansem.

The other bottle held only one crystal and it was colored silver.

It was the memory of Xehanort's childhood pulled from her mind.

She tapped on her mask that she worn and remembered how it came to be on her face.

The memories of those times ten months ago still linger in her mind and she remembers them like they were reacting it over again.

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She was taking a walk to town again after the ordeal in the lab. She wanted to clear her mind of the thoughts about them experimenting on the darkness in peoples hearts.

'Xehanort… what's going on? I thought you promised me that you wouldn't go into darkness, but now I can feel the darkness chewing away at your heart right now and at everyone else's hearts too."

She sighed and stopped where she was and stared at the bracelet Xehanort bought for her as a promise to her.

She closed her eyes and then continued onto the town with a sad expression pasted on her face.

"Lexen what's wrong?" asked Arith. Lexen jumped and spilled a bit of her drink on the floor.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you, but you seem extra sad today."

She looked at her and stared at her drink again.

"I'm just scared that's all. It's had to explain it, but well… the scientists are going deeper into there experiments and haven't spent any time with me so I feel a bit left out…"

She felt a hand on her shoulder and saw Arith standing next to her.

"If it makes you better we can go to the pond and pick a couple flowers."

Lexen smiled and nodded. She left the munny on the table and went with her to the pond near the edge of the town.

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She plucked at the flower she was holding in her hand as she watched Arith collect flowers.

"So how is the work going at the castle?" she asked while bending down to grab a daisy.

"They're getting more and more into their work that I'm worried that they might go to deep."

She twirled what was left of the flower and threw it at the pond.

"Lexen please don't be sad it makes the flowers wither," said Arith trying to cheer her up.

She looked up and gave her a grin. Then while standing up she said,

"I'll be going now Arith. I have to be home to check on the men." They waved good-bye and she was on her way home when something caught her eye.

She turned around and saw a stuffed toy. She smiled as she remembers Braig eyeing it one time when he was going with her to the town.

No one knew of his soft spot for stuffed animals, except her. She took out her wallet and searched through it to see if she got enough munny for it. She did and she ran in and asked the clerk if she could purchase it.

"Of course child, I'll even give you a discount since you're a guest to Master Ansem," he said with a grin.

She grabbed the stuffed prize in her arms and ran toward the castle.

'Braig's going to like this when I get home. He told me he never seen a stuffed toy when he was young, so I bet he'll love this,' she thought.

She ran down the alleyway that leads to the castle. She ran with joy in her face and then suddenly something or someone placed a hand over her mouth and grabbed her wrist causing her gift to fall and left her defenseless.

"Hello child," said a cold voice.


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