"It's kind of funny talking to a messenger of God on a cell phone. It's kind of like watching a Hell's Angel ride a moped." Bella hears Dean joke over the phone as she stands next to Castiel by the side of the road.

"This isn't funny Dean! The voice says I'm also out if minuets. And if you insist con continuing the insane plane of killing the devil, the colt is the way to do it."

"Ok. You and Bella will pop in?" He hated the way that sounded. He knew about Bella and Castiel being meant to be together and at first he wasn't happy about it, but with Sam and him going their own ways, he figured she would need someone to lean on.

"Yes. Where are you?"

"Come on man, I just drove 16 hours straight and I need at least four hours of sleep." He shut the phone.

"Ok, we'll just," he heard the sound of the call being disconnected "wait here then." The two heard the sound of owl calling.

"Maybe we should find someplace to wait for him rather by the side of the road Cas." Bella said as she took his hand and intertwined their fingers. He nodded and walked with her to the near by truck stop.

2014

Dean and his sister looked at the man they had just knocked out. Bella knelt beside him and inhaled.

"What do you smell?" He growled

"You. I smell you. Lets get inside and see what we're dealing with." She stood up and mover her rifle to her left shoulder and as pick up the legs while he got the arms and carried him to Deans' cabin.

Dean started to wake up and saw himself and Isabella pointing guns at him.

"Who are you?" The two said together.

"I guess I'm you." He uses his head to gesture toward himself. He then explains how Zachariah pulled him from 2009 and dropped him here.

"Prove it. Tell me something only I would know." 2014 Dean asks.

"This could a little awkward for me, so I'm gonna go outside." As she left, he noted the silver on her left ring finger.

"So, Izzy, Cas finally make an honest women out of you?" He laughed but stopped when he saw the look of pain on her face and the sad look his future self had.

"Yeah, I'd like I ever be with that dick!" She yelled and stomped out and headed toward the woods. She leaned against a tree, crying as she slid down, not caring about the bark that was tearing into her bare shoulders.

Dean broke out of the cabin and found Chuck and nearly got pummeled by some chick named Risa. He asks where Cas is as Bella come out and nodded to Chuck that she'd take him to the cabin.

Once they got there, they heard sitar music, which caused her to roll her eyes and say "No offense big bro from 5 years ago, but I think I'd rather walk on broken glass without my healing factor then go in there. Besides, I need to info the pack on few things."

"The packs here?"

"We need every man or man wolf in this case we need. So I'll talk to you later." And she jumped over the railing of the porch and landed her feet.

Castiel sensed her out there as she and Dean came up to the porch and felt a small stab when she left. The two avoided each other as much as possible and were some what civil toward each other when Dean (2014) needed them.

After Dean learns that Cas is no longer an angel and is more or less a hippie, he asks the question that had on his mind since he heard Bella's anger toward him.

"Why aren't you and Bella together? I mean I talked to you before I fell asleep and you two seemed fine. Hell, half the time you two can barley keep you eyes off each other. And as much as I hate to ask this, but did you two ever…?"

Castiel takes off his shirt and shows him the paw print on his chest, right over his heart. "Does this answer your question?"

Bella laid in her and Aaron's cabin. She cried as she thought of her husband. (Yes, Aaron had been her husband.) Sobs began to rake her body as she remembered that horrible day.

FLASHBACK:

"Bella, I need you Aaron, some pack members, and Castiel go into the city for supplies. We're running low."

"You really want to send an ex-angel into a zombie infected city with a bunch of wolves, one of which promised me he'd pay for the pain he caused me?"

"I know better, but he requested to go with you guys." He walked away to do what ever fearless leader duties he had.

The small band of wolves and angel walked through the deserted city. Aaron had offered to shift into his wolf state and sniff around. Bella was by his side as well as Russell and Peter, his best friends.

Cas had to control his emotions. This was the closest he had been to her in nearly two years. Part of him wanted to shoot the her wolf bodyguards and throw her against a car, just so he could kiss her again. He was pulled out of his thoughts when he heard her scream.

"AARON!" Several coats came out of no where and attacked her husband. He fought them off while her and the others fired at them. Once all were dead, she knelt next to him as he shifted back to his human state. Russell covered him with his field jacket. He had changed over the years; his hair was slightly longer and his tan was mostly gone, as well as some muscles, but he was still beautiful. She began to sob as she held his head in her lap and inspected his wounds. Several bite marks had broken his skin. He was infected and it was only a matter of time before he turned on them.

"Isabella, you know what you have to do." He looked at his as he wiped tears from her eyes, accidentally streaking some blood onto her face.

"I know." She touched their foreheads together and kissed his temple as tears poured out. Her hand slipped to her hip holster and slipped a simple revolver out. Her head not leaving his, she clenched her eyes shut and whispered "Say hi to Melody for me. I love you."

"I love you t…" he didn't finish his sentence as the sound of a gunshot echoed through the air. She drew his body to her and sobbed. Peter and Russell each put a hand on her shoulders and knelt down and cried with her.

Once the men composed themselves, Peter spoke "Isabella. We should go. We'll give him a proper funeral. The pack needs it's Alpha female to be strong."

She just nodded her head, kissing his forehead one last time she slowly got up.

"Castiel, as much as it pains me to ask this, Russell and I must carry the body, will you please take her?" Peter asks as he and Russell prepare to carry their friends body.

Cas just nodded and slipped his arm around her. She leaned her head on his shoulder, mostly cause her crying made it hard to walk on her own.

What he didn't know was that before Aaron was attacked, her heart ached for him, as it had for years. She was grateful for Aaron. He knew her pain and was there for her as she had been when his mate Melody died when the infection first broke out. He and what pack members were left came to the camp and asked Dean if they were permitted to stay.

Over the next few months, he was with Bella as she cried herself to sleep and dreamt of Castiel and the years he had been by her side and the brief love they shared. Aaron had even seen Castiel's mark on her chest the evening her married her. The handprint was scared, but still a light red, meaning he still loved her even though he was surrounded by women.

Cas watched as the women of the pack took Isabella to her and Aaron's cabin. He looked at the mournful faces of everyone, wolf and human. Several women, who hope he would leave Bella and choose one of them, started to cry. The wolf men helped Russell and Peter prepare the funeral pyre. Dean offered to help, but Andrea came out of the cabin and said "Your sister needs you now more then they Dean." And with that, he went to be with his sister.

As night fell, the whole camp came out. The entire pack had shifted into their form. Bella stood by the pyre with Andrea and Amy. Their faces mournful. Only the sound of the crickets and the priests words sounded over the crackle of the fire. Once the pray was finished, Bella led all in a depressing howl. Once the fire died out and the ashes blew away, she silently went back to her cabin and cried herself to sleep.

A knock at the door pulled he out of her thoughts. Wiping her eyes, she went to the door and opened to find Chuck.

"Hey Chuck, what'd ya need?"

"Your brothers having a meeting and needs you there. Are you ok? You seem upset. What do the moron Cas do this time?" Years ago, Chuck had seen how Castiel hurt Bella and never fully forgave him, as did Dean and Bobby, before he died.

"It wasn't him. Just bad memories. Thanks for the concern. I'll be right there."

Cas propped his boots on the table as Bella walked in. Her eyes were red and face a little puffy, but she was still the most beautiful thing he ever saw. She went and stood next to past Dean as future Dean laid out his plan to kill the devil. When he (Cas) looked back to say that if past Dean went with them, they was screwed, he saw Bella flinch and try not to cry. He wanted to go over and hold her, but he knew that would have to wait.

As the meeting broke up, future Dean asked Bella to stay and talk.

"What's up Dean?"

"You ok? I saw your face when you came in and when I mentioned the plan."

"I'm fine. I accepted a long time what the monster is and isn't anymore!" She growled.

"Be that as it may, I don't want you to go with us tomorrow."

"WHAT! You need me Dean!"

"Yes, to stay and lead these people if I don't make it back, which probably will happen and I don't want you to there for obvious reasons."

"Don't talk like you're not coming back Dean! You have to!" She started to cry again, and stiffened when her brother wrapped his arms around her. He hadn't held her since the day Aaron died and even that wasn't very long.

"I know I've asked a lot from you over the years, but please, do this one last thing for me Izzy. Please."

"Ok. But I won't be half the leader you are, Deano." She felt as if that was the last time she'd ever call her brother that. And she returned his hug.

It was late when she finally headed home, to find him sitting on her bed. He looked up at her with his blue eyes that she still adored, but tried to ignore him and the feelings he had right now.

"What do you want Cas?" She was tried to be strong with him in her home, on her bed, looking as good as he did.

"I wanted to see you alone." He rubbed his hands together as she walked up to him and placed her nose next to his neck and inhaled. He closed his eyes, enjoying the fact she was this close to him again. She must have felt his desire and stepped back.

"Don't get excited, I'm mostly checking to see if you're drunk or stoned."

"If I am, its cause I haven't been with you in years." He slowly got off the bed toward her, making her back into a wall. He moved both hands to block her exit.

"Why don't you go to one of your sluts to get some, cause you' not getting any from me, bub." She had trouble controlling her breathing. He was practically pinning her against the wall with his body, feeling something hard press against her thigh.

"Maybe I want to spend my last night on earth with my mate." He grabbed her hand and pushed it under his blue shirt, forcing her to feel the paw print she branded on his chest.

Both shuddered at the touch of his cool skin against her hot flesh.

"I don't know weather to kiss you or kick your ass right now." She heard herself growl as he raised his other hand and tucked a stubborn strand of hair behind her ear and then gently dragged his knuckles down her cheek and across her jaw. She was struggling now. It had been so long since she enjoyed his touch. She only had dreams of his stroking her face this way.

"Why don't you kiss me and see how you afterwards?" His lips lightly touched hers, waiting for her answer. He was about to pull back when she captured his lower lip in hers. They kissed one hungrily, remember how they tasted.

"How long has it been for us?" He joked when they finally pulled apart to breath.

"Three and half years next month." She replied before slipping her hand behind his head and pull him back to her, this time slowly enjoying the feel of each other.

"Please let me love you tonight? I wanna die knowing you love me again." He pleaded, close to crying against her warm mouth.

"I never stopped Castiel. I swore that night I'd love you forever and I still do." She wiped a few tears that fell, making his eyes a little hazy.

"But you went to Aaron."

"I only went to him cause I thought you wouldn't want me anymore. I changed after Sam.. and the baby. Plus you started to get addicted to the pain killers after you hurt your foot."

"I'm sorry I made you feel that way. After you left, it got worse. I tried everything I could to forget you, but I couldn't. And every girl I was ever with, I wished was you. I even called them Isabella a few times."

"I love you Castiel." I looked him as tears ran down our faces. I gently took the hand that was still on the nape of my neck and moved it under my tank top, making him feel his handprint on my chest, resting between my breasts. I smile as he shudders. I guess he missed stroking me there.

"I love you Isabella and I will forever." He pulls me to lips and kisses me like there's no tomorrow, which if all go wrong in a few hours, there won't be. But even if we die tomorrow, I know he still loves me.

He lifts me up into his arms, his hands hugging my ass as I wrapped both legs around his waist. He carries me to the bed, kissing my collarbone as I arch my neck back wards.

After he lies me on the bed, he slowing moves to my legs and unties my boots. He removes them, and then my thick socks. He slowly pushes up one of legs of my jeans and lays soft kisses on my calf's and does the same with the other leg, the scruff on his face tickles. He continues his journey to the fly of my jeans and slowly unzips them. I have to lift my hips in order to help his get them off.

He moves up to her mouth and kisses her as she works to unbutton his jeans. He had taken his shoes and socks off when he arrived. He took the end of her tank top and pulled it over her head. He looked at her stomach and saw the scars from the Aaron sank his claws as he bit her, and the knife wound that killed their child. He pushed that memory out of his mind as he kissed her tones stomach and went all the way to nape of her right shoulder. He place his own mouth over the bite mark and bite lightly down, leaving teeth marks. He slowing moved to remove her panties as she did the same with his boxers.

"I'll be gentle. I want to savor this moment." He whispered as he slowly entered. Her finger clenched his shoulders as she adjusted to him being inside her.

She adjusted quickly and kissed his neck, dragging her tongue across his skin and feeling him shiver with desire. He slowly moves in and out and continues to kiss her lips softly.

They laid in one another's arms, not sleeping. They want to remember this moment. Where all was forgiven and they loved each other.

"I hope past Dean fixes everything so this never happens. I honestly don't know how I was able to away from you for 5 years." He whispers as he stokes the scars on her back.

"I hope he fixes more then that. I want both brothers back. I want to have our child. I want Aaron and Melody to be together." They make love one more time before they get ready to fight the devil.

They walked out of cabin, hand in hand, showing everyone they were together. Shedding a few tears as she hugs both Deans goodbye. Her tears fell harder as she held Castiel one more time and kissed him goodbye.

"I love you." She cries softly as they touch foreheads.

"I love you too. I always will." He whispers as he claps her angel wing necklace back around her neck. "Now I'll always be with you."

Moved by the gestured, she removes her mother protection cross from around her neck and slips it over his head. "And I'm with you."

Both try not cry as he gets in the jeep with past Dean.

"Hello Dean." Lucifer wearing Sam's body says. "Tell me how's Isabella? I haven't seen her since I killed her and Castiel's child."

"YOU! You killed my sister's baby?"

"Well, I had to sever the love the two had for each other. Did you know that if she had chosen me, she'd be a queen?"

"Sound like she made the right choice!" Dean harshly said.

"Dean, you fail to realize what role she plays in all this."

Zachariah brings him back to 2009 and asks what his answer is now that's he's seen one possible future.

"Nah" Is all he replies. Zachariah not liking the answers moves to strike, but discovers him gone.

Dean breaths a sigh of relief as Cas brings to where he and Bella are waiting. He smiles when he sees them holding hands and her leaning on Castiel's shoulder.

"You two don't ever change." He pulls out his phone and calls Sam.

I wait with Dean on the hood of the Impala and wait for Sam. He pulls up in a car and I wait while he and Dean talk. I briefly hear Dean say "I trust you."

I can't help but smile as both brother walk toward me and I tightly hug my twin.

"We make our future." Dean says as he starts the car.

This was one of my favorite episodes. At fist I thought it was weird seeing Castiel as a stoner and thought 'what if Bella leaving him and marrying Aaron was one of the reasons he turned into that. I mostly wanted him to be a romantic on his last night and spend with his true love.