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I was awake, I could hear and feel everything around, from the beeping of the machines to my right to the steady breathing of someone to my left but I couldn't open my eyes. It felt like bags of sand were sitting atop my eyelids. I slowly cracked open one eyelid and saw Alex sound asleep holding my hand. I slowly managed to open both my eyes. I saw Derek walk past, glance into my room and keep walking. He then realised that my eyes were open and came in, "Iz," He said, I put a finger to my lips and pointed at Alex, "If I know Alex, This is the first time he's been asleep since I was admitted," I noticed a change in Alex's breathing and knew he was awake, "Alex!" He jumped up and looked around, "Oh sorry hun, did I wake you?" I said smiling, "So Derek, What's up?" I saw George behind his shoulder standing there, "The cancers back," I whispered, "H-how-" "Never mind how I know, just is that it?" "I'm afraid not, but the thing is you're pregnant," "Wha-What?" "Yes I'm afraid so, but if you have the surgery, you'll loose the baby, but if you don't you'll die," "So what its me or my baby?" I said raising my voice, "I'm afraid so, Izzie," "So what? You spring this on me, And expect me to choose between my life and the life of my unborn child!" I said practically screaming at Derek, "Look I'll live ye alone to talk," Alex pulled me into a hug as I cried into his shoulder, my long curly blonde hair covering both our shoulders.
After crying myself to sleep, I woke up in daze, I felt like something was missing. My babies, I needed my babies. I tried to get up but groaned in pain, Alex's eyes flew open and he bolted over to my bedside, "Iz, what's wrong? What hurts?" I just shook my head as the tears rolled down my cheeks, "I-I need my babies," I cried out, trying yet again to get up, only to be pushed down by Alex, "Shhhhh, Listen Iz, here's what I'll do, I'll ring Mer and get her to bring Haven over, and then I'll go talk to Arizona and ask her can I bring Asher down, How does that sound?" I just nodded rubbing away the signs of tears on my face "Okay I'll be back later," Alex said,pressing a tender kiss to my forehead and lingering there for a moment before walking out of the room, I still couldn't believe what happened. I came home, found out Mer had a baby, re-united with Alex,slept with Alex, Alex found out about the kids, Asher fell down the stairs and had to get surgery, meanwhile I've cancer, pregnant and was in a car crash yesterday. I mean like that's a lot to take in. I must have drifted off to sleep because the next thing I heard were the two most beautiful sounds in the world, my babies came running in "Mummy!" They screamed in unison, Haven jumped straight onto my bed, whereas Alex had to place Asher down as he was still weak from his surgery, "Hi babies," I said giving each of there heads a kiss, as they were cuddled underneath each of my arms. "Missed you Mommy, No like Mery," Haven mumbled into my arm, "I missed you too baby," I said, "Mommy's just gonna-gonna close her eyes for a minute babies," I said yawning as I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep in my own perfect peace of the world.
Alex P.O.V
I went back into the room to see were Izzie and the kids alright, I walked in and saw all three of them asleep in her bed. I hopped in beside them and pulled Asher towards me, I must have drifted off to sleep because that's the last thing I remember before it all kicked off.
Out of no where the monitors began to crash, I grabbed the twins and pulled them off the bed as Derek, the Chief, Bailey and Altman ran in. I just stood there in shock trying to hold the twins as close to me as possible, "Its her brain, She needs surgery now!" "Derek! The baby?" He just shook his head as they rushed her off to surgery, I brought Asher back up to his room and tucked him in, the minute this was done he fell asleep. I grabbed an intern, "Listen, I'm putting my daughter to sleep in this on-call room, make sure nothing happens to her!" I barked out at her, I tucked Haven in and like her brother she fell straight to sleep
I went to go find Derek or Bailey or anyone, to tell me how the woman I love was, wait no, I don't love her. Oh who am I kidding of course I do, I stood outside the door of the OR and waited for Derek, "Alex, The surgery was a success, we managed to get all the tumour, but we don't know has the baby survived and we can't do a test until Izzie's awake, Now Alex the odds that the baby survived are less then 2%, So don't get your hopes up," I just nodded, I lay by her in her bed and waited for her to wake up.
Normal P.O.V
I ever so gently opened my eyes to see Alex's face millimetres away from mine, I jumped but only ever so slightly. His eyes flew open and he jumped up, "Al, Alex, Its okay," He just nodded and lay back down next to me. "What happened?" I whispered, "There was a brain bleed in the tumour," "And the baby?" "They don't know there's a less then 2% that the baby survived," I just nodded, Derek walked in. "Oh Izzie! You're awake, The-" "I want an ultrasound now Derek!" I demanded as I cut him off, "I was just about to suggest that," I slid out of my bed and into the wheelchair Alex provided, I got in and lay down on the chair, "Good Morning, , I'm , Now this is going to be a little cold," She said, She gasped "What? What?" I said, "Izzie your baby's…"
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