The Darkest day
Chapter Eight
"I'm sorry but...please leave..."
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"Edward...I..." That's when there was a knock at my door.

Jake opened my door and looked at us in surprise. He, the pack, didn't know that they were here. I didn't know 'til just a little bit ago. Edward had to talk to me and he sung to me, he made me feel love again. Something I thought I would never feel the same way again.

"What the hell is he doing here?" Jake said pissed as ever. His hands were shaking and it was only going to get worse. Edward stood up in his fighting position. He was always in the position when it came to Jake.

"Jake listen before you judge." I tried to say.

"Well well well look what the cat dragged in?" Edward asked smirking.

"Look what the dog's going to drag out!" Jake replied. He was getting worse. I mentally and physically prepared myself for this. This wasn't going to get pretty. I was in the middle of my bed...off it of course but still in the middle. I slowly backed up to my nightstand hoping they didn't and wouldn't notice.

"Well I was here first so get out and let us talk. You may not have manners but I know you have some to let us continue talking. There are a few things that I need to clear up and explain." Edward said very calmly. Jake was almost to the point the he was completely shaking.

"Well you won't need to. Bella is doing just fine without you and she doesn't want to hear what the hell you have to say bloodsucker." Jake replied. He was really, really, really pissed.

"I'm sure she wants to know why we left." Edward said.

"Actually she wants to know why you came back." I didn't like that they were talking for me.

"Stop talking like I'm not here. I can speak for myself and I know for a fact that neither one of you can read my mind so shut up when it comes to what I want." I said a bit heated. Actually I wanted to run into Edwards arm and let him protect me like he always did. I want to hear him say that he loves me to my face. I want him to never let go of me and I want nothing more then to be with him my whole life...But I couldn't let either one of them know that.

"Now please leave so we can continue." Edward said. Jake was shaking everywhere.

"I'm not going anywhere until you're out of this house." Everything else happened very quickly. Jake jumped and he was soon a werewolf and there was this hard bang like noise. It was Edward jumping and running into Jake. I was at my nightstand now and I opened the drawer still looking at what was going. Before I knew it and could do anything, all the Cullen's, besides Esme Carlisle, and the whole pack were fighting. I pulled out what I was looking for. I held it in my hand still wrapped in a circle and watched what was going on in shock. I knew I could stop it but I would never be able to stop the hatred that they both carried for each other. Couldn't they for once just get along?! That's all I ask of them is that they get along. They don't need to like each other but enough so they aren't at each others throats the whole time.

Edward and Jake were still going at it for what I could see. I have no clue that was attacking who but I do know that I had to do something now. But I couldn't. I just couldn't. The two families I still have are fighting so you would think with me being an assassin that I could stop them more then anything but it hurt just looking at that to do anything.

I was still staring at them in awe when something hard hit me and I stumbled back. It was Edward. Jake threw him against me and Edward caught himself and me before I could get hurt.

"You stupid mutt! Did you not realize that it was Bella you just threw me at?" Edward was holding my shoulder, well really he was squeezing it, and his face was stone. He was quiet then growled. I guess Jake said something that he shouldn't have.

"You stupid mutt. I will have your head on my nightstand by the time I'm done with you." That snapped me back into reality that they were going to kill each other before they stopped. I let go of most of it and gripped the handle. I threw it out and it wrapped around Edwards waist. I pulled with all my might and he fell back on the floor next to me. I saw Jake do his stupid laugh and I yanked it back, taking it off of Edward and threw it in the air by Jake. It made a huge crack and everything got silent. I pulled it back wrapping it around in a circle.

"Where did you get a whip?" Emmett asked amused. I could see Edward staring at me in amazement that I managed to pull him back. I knew for a fact that I looked like an assassin right now. I was in no mood to deal with this. The loves of my life were fighting to the death just because Edward was talking to me and Jake didn't like that.

"Right now that isn't the concern. What the hell do you think you're doing Jake?" I said turning my attention to him. He was still in wolf form so it didn't surprise me that Edward had to translate.

"He said he was saving you from me." Edward said getting up and dusting off himself (not that I had dust in my room).

"Last I checked my ass doesn't need saving. I can take care of myself." I said. The whip was still wrapped in a circle and I was holding it.

"So please Jake let us finish what we were doing." Edward said.

"Shut up Edward." I said snapping my voice to him. "I don't need you to speak for me. I can do that on my own." I heard Jake try to hide a laugh. I whipped the whip toward Jake and with the sound of the crack he stopped and flinched away from it. I heard Edward chuckle and I turned my glare to him. He straightened up and I pulled the whip back in making the circle again.

"I want to know what the hell is going on here. No not that, why the hell did you attack?" I said facing toward Jake. I waited for Edward to answer my question but he was quiet. I turned and looked at him.

"He won't tell me. He wants to tell you himself." Edward said still not looking at me. I pointed toward my bathroom and Jake walked over to it. How was he going to get through the door? My question is how did he not break my house? Jake started turning back and I turned my head as I saw him walk through the door at a semi-less hairy Jake went through it. Wow was all I had to say.

Before I knew it Jake was coming out in cut off jeans and no shirt...as always.

"Okay now that I can talk I and I won't have to deal with a bloodsucking demon rummaging through my head..." Jake said.

"There isn't much too really look for." Edward said cutting him off. I had totally forgotten about the rest of the Cullen's until Emmett started cracking up.

"Shut up Emmett." I said. He stopped laughing and just looked at me. I couldn't help but see the rest of the family trying not to laugh at Emmett. He was really a big goof.

"What did you want Jake?" I said moving my stare to him. His jaw was set and he looked like he was going to attack again.

"I wanted to see if you were okay. I saw you run off with Rajah and I thought I could help. I heard what was going on and I knew that you were hurt. I was going to go in and help but then I heard the pixie girl speak. I knew that I would be in trouble so I went back and told the pack to attack when I made sure everything was okay. And that's when I heard Edward and you know the rest." Jake said standing with his hands clenched.

"You couldn't hear the fact that we were talking?" Edward said. Jake looked at him, really glared at him, and he started to shake.

"You know I've had about enough of you speaking for Bella." Jake said.

"Oh and you don't do that? You stupid mutt. Why the hell she would ever want to be friends or ever lovers with you I will never know when she can have me." Edward spat out. I guess he had a lot of anger to get rid of.

"Well at least I can keep her warm and not give her hypothermia." Jake said.

"Yeah you just give her heat stroke." Edward said.

"I've about had enough of you and you idiotic attitude." Jake said.

"Couldn't have said it any better my self." Edward said. The next thing I know Jake is a wolf again and Edward isn't at my side any more. I heard and crash and looked ahead to see all the Cullen's and the pack fighting. God what is it with them and fighting? Couldn't they just stop for once?

"Everyone in my house is a moron." I said under my breath. I guess I would be able to finally put this whip into work. I let go of the rope and held the handle tight. The whip lay on the ground and I could fell my knuckles getting white from holding so tight. I saw a break and whipped in between the space. The crack hurt ears but no one stopped. I moaned and was able to get the whip back before some one ripped it apart. I stepped a bit closer to the fight and threw the whip and I felt it catch around someone. I pulled hard to see that I had thrown Emmett out of the fight. I kept throwing people out of the fight and they just ran back in.

"I guess I know why this doesn't do a lot..." I thought about what I could do to stop the fight and I remembered the secret of the whip. "...unless..." I tightened my grip and twisted my wrist a little bit. The whip spun a little and I saw the shine of the small blades all over the whip. I remember the first time I used the whips special power...lets just say that Charlie wasn't very happy about it.

"Sorry guys." I said. I knew they would be mad at me about it. Of course so would Charlie and the next time I talk to him won't be a ball of joy. I ran full speed into the fight surprised that I hadn't gotten hit yet. I threw the whip out and felt the contact with some skin. I didn't stop at the sound of a cry. I whipped it a few more times and finally everyone stopped fighting and I let the whip drop from my hands.

"Sorry father." I whispered.

"Bella..." I heard Alice say.

"I'm sorry guys but you needed to stop. You would have destroyed the house." I looked up at all of them. Everyone was covered in blood and small cuts.

"If you just let us fight you wouldn't have had to do that." Emmett said. I snapped my head at him and glared at him.

"NO! I'M SICK AND TIRED OF YOU GUYS FIGHTING. YOU BOTH WERE HERE FIRST SO CULLEN'S STAY IN THE NORTH WING. WOLVES IN THE SOUTH WING. I DON'T WANT TO SEE EITHER ONE OF YOU GUYS TALKING OR IN EACH OTHERS WING. MY WING WILL BE THE NO MANS LAND. IT WILL BE JUST LIKE IT WAS IN FORKS. NOW LEAVE!" I yelled at them. The wolves packed out and headed toward the south wing and the Cullen's waited for them to be way out of the way. The just looked at me and I watched the pack leave. I never took my eyes off the door until I saw that Edward was the last one to leave.

"Edward stay." I said. He turned and looked at me. His face was twisted in shock and confusion. I wasn't really looking at him but more so staring at the floor.

"Bella..." He said quietly. I dropped to my knees and started to cry. I didn't hear him move but I felt his arms around me and I clung to him crying even harder. He got up and sat on my bed.

"Bella everything is fine. Please stop crying it breaks my heart to hear and see you cry." I looked up from him and moved away from him. I saw the hurt on his face as he tried to hide it.

"Edward it's the only thing I can do. You left me and hurt me so bad that I thought I would never get over it. Then all of a sudden you're back and I don't know what to do. You broke my heart when you left. I can't get you out of my head, I can't seem to forget about you when I really want to and some times need to that way I can continue living my life like it was before all this happened. My life this year has had more things happen in it and then it has my whole life. I don't know what to say to you or what to expect. I thought I had found something new with Jake and I did but when I saw you it was like he didn't matter to me anymore and that the only thing I wanted was to have you hold me in your arms, comment me everyday and saw that I was beautiful, or hear you say that you never want to let go of me or want this moment to end. to have you say that I'm the most beautiful thing in the world even when I looked like hell, smell like hell, and act like the devil going around and killing all these people like some kind monster. I just want all the troubles to go away and the one I truly fell in love with back in my life." I cried even harder holding my face. I felt the bed move and soon felt Edwards arms around me. He lelf me tight and before I could stop myself from throwing my arms around him. He pushed him closer to me and he moved. This was all I wanted was to feel him against me and have him never let go of me.

"Bella I love you so much. I don't ever want to let you go. Please tell me you will let the family and myself back into your life and we can continue on with our lives. Please tell me that you still love me." Edward said. I have never heard him like this and hear how much pain he was in. I was so hurt by it that I couldn't catch what I did next.

"I love you too, still." I whispered in his ear. He moved his head back and kissed me fully on the lips. He has never kissed me like this in my whole life. It was pure wanting and I wanted it too. He pulled back from the kiss and just looked at me with pure hope in his eyes.

"Edward I..." I said again. "I love you so much but...I can't take this pain that comes with it. I know you don't want to leave again or anything but...I'm sorry...but...please Edward...leave...I can't take it anymore. Not the pain that comes with it." Edward got up and started to leave. I grabbed his arm and he turned toward me. I kissed him one last time and let go of him.

"I love you so much I have to." I whispered to him. He headed out my door and I fell onto my pillow crying my eyes out.

"Happy Birthday Bella..." was the last thing I heard all night.