"Clary! You better not be smoking in there!" I heard Alec yell. I took one last drag before putting out my cigarette. "Sure!" I yell back sarcastically. I sighed I've been so stressed lately that I can't even walk outside to smoke. When I got out of the bathroom, I could see Alec making breakfast. Weird, he never makes breakfast. "Hey Alec, what're you making?" I stop short when I saw Jace sitting on one of the stools in the kitchen. "Hey Clary," he smiled, dammit he looked good. I shook my head, hoping to get rid of the thought.

"He's going to be staying here until we all go to New York for your big day." I forgot Jace was Alec's plus one, fuck! I laugh nervously, scratching the back of my head. "Don't tell me, he's going to be sleeping in your bed?" He rolled his eyes. "No, stupid he's going to be sleeping on the couch."

I shrugged, "Are you done with the food? I'm hungry."

Alec raised an eyebrow. "Didn't you just have breakfast with your boss?" That was true but for some reason my appetite has been off the grind lately so I just keep eating. "Maybe it's nerves," I suggested. I poured myself a glass of orange juice before chugging it down. "Alec food!"

"Kid you are not about to turn bridezilla on me," Alec scolded before laying a plate of breakfast goodies in front of me. "Of course not,"

I take a bite of the bacon and waffles. Weird it feels wrong…I swallow, starting to feel sick. "Nope! Nope! Oh crap!" I rush to the sink and blow chucks of my breakfasts. "Clary, are you okay?" Jace rushes to my aid before I do something stupid like slip on my own vomit. He carries me to the couch and feels my forehead. "I don't think you're sick." Alec hands me a glass of water and places a bucket near my head.

"You just make a crappy breakfast,"

I felt Alec glare at me but I ignored it. I start to feel hot shivers run down my spine. "I need a blanket," I whisper. A few seconds later I feel my body being wrapped in warmth. "Thanks,"

"Jace, can you leave us alone for a few minutes?" He looked up at Alec confused but when he saw how serious Alec was he simply nodded and headed over to my room. When I heard the door shut behind him and music started blaring, Alec sat down on the floor beside the couch. "Clary, I'm worried. We need to get you checked." I shook my head. "We can't I don't know if my insurance covers me in Rome."

He sounded frustrated. "Didn't you check before you left?"

"I didn't think about it, Alec. Stop nagging at me!"

"I'll pay if you can't get covered but please just let me take you to a doctor."

"Why, there's nothing wrong with me!" It was just some bad food. That's all it was. Maybe Alec has a point. I mentally shook my head. No Clary he's wrong. Ever since our talk about the night with Jace, he's been bugging me none stop about getting me checked out in case Jace carried an STD or if I was pregnant. Which I'm pretty sure I'm not. "Clary, just…okay?" I rolled my eyes at him. Such a whiney little bitch…"fine!"

I was pretty nervous because this could confirm all of the fears I've been having in my head. I held on to Alec's hand the whole time while getting checked out. "What if I'm diseased?" I could feel myself shaking at the very thought of it. "Don't worry babycakes. I highly doubt you will." But that led to another thing. "I don't want to be pregnant with his child…" My voice trailed off. "If I am I already ruined its life. Do you know how many times I've been drinking and smoking for the past days? A lot."

I felt sick to my stomach. There's always abortion. No I can't even process that in my head. If I am pregnant maybe I could just tell Simon that I was hold up at work and I can't go back in time for the wedding. No that's a bitch move. I'm so confused…

We turn to the door as it opens. We find Dr. Welsh going through the paper s in his hand. "Well guys I have some good news. You have shown up negative on all the tests, but there is one thing and we'll need to run some tests for that."

Oh crap.