o…my goodness….its been a while, yes? So sorry every1...this is the 2nd to last chapter….hope u love it….dang I missed u guys…

-jacoblackfanatic

A few YEARSlater, a town in Washington

BPOV

Chapter 9: Changing Fate

I walked faster, the cold wind whipping my brown hair up around my face. My bag was heavy upon my shoulder but I couldn't help but wonder if what I'd done had been for the greater good of my family. I thought of Emmanuel…of Halynn. Then the image of Jacob's beautiful face formed in my head and I doubled over in pain, my wolf-half howling for him in the inner recesses of my mind.

Why are you running, human? My she-wolf cried, her dark brown fur rippling as she paced in her cage called my mind.

Because they deserve better. I am just a human and—

Yes but not anymore. You have me! I can make us a better wife…a better mo—

NO! I screamed then slammed the door to her cage shut, ignoring her whines. She deserved the pain. We both deserved it.

Okay kids….this is a flashback. Its a few years after that part up there but several months after their honeymoon. Got it? Good! O.o( (but they are back at La Push…I :heart: la push…:-))

JPOV

"Are you okay, Bells? Do you need anything?" I asked, pulling a blanket tighter around her tiny body which was holding out son's even tinier one. I was so happy that we had this child but he was not our answer. Bella was still human. Which means there was only one other option.

Bella's chocolate eyes stared into mine with a patience surpassing her 17 years, "Jacob. Go out with Seth and Jared tonight. Emmanuel and I are fine." I felt a familiar tightening in my chest as I thought of leaving her and my offspring alone, unprotected, even the familiar houses of La Push didn't seem safe enough for my mate.

"Bella." I began. But I was cut off as she grabbed me by my shoulder and pulled me down, crushing our lips together. I growled and kissed her back, cursing internally at my son's close proximity.

"If we need anything, Leah is right across the street and Seth's house is next door for pity's sake. Please go." Bella said, our lips brushing as she spoke. I trembled and I suddenly didn't have enough strength to resist her every command…or request…or mumbled need. But I did want Leah to come watch Manny so Bella and I could fuck like teenagers. Well…she would be fucking because she's a teenager but I would be fucking her like an animalistic man.

Bella's eyes shifted down to my crotch, and then bounced back up to meet my eyes, her own widening. She gulped and my mouth watered as she licked her lips, "Is it too hard?"

I groaned and closed my eyes, "Getting there." I wasn't exactly sure what happened next except Leah and her fiancée Jonah had came and retrieved Manny and then Bella and I were on our mattress. Yes that's right, mattress not bed. We preferred the simple thing to that of a normal bed.

She pulled my shirt off greedily, her eyes roving my chest as if they could not and never would get their fill. Then I was pulling her tiny shorts off and lifting her body into a sitting position so I could remove her huge Texas A&M sweater. She wore nothing beneath either article of clothing. Bella's small, cool, pale hands gently pushed me to where I was lying down, her knees on either side of my hips.

"Jacob…why am I still human? I thought Manny would ensure my change." She said this as her now talented mouth nibbled and sucked my left nipple so it was increasingly hard…..to concentrate.

"I—I thought that…he-he-he would but evidently not." I could not breathe, let alone speak but I was trying.

Her mouth slid down to suck, bite, and lick my 8-pack. "Then how will I become like you?"

I couldn't think. She was intoxicating. My nostrils flared as I caught the scent of her extremely feminine scent of arousal and I was over the brink. My inner beast would have her. And he would have her now.

I pushed her down, wrapped one slender leg around my hip and pushed inside her, her body still taut around my cock even after birthing my child. Her sweet, wet, tight core was like that of a hot fist on my throbbing dick. Bella cried out, her sheath tightening. I lifted my hips, the flared head nearly coming free off her intimate embrace before I surged forward, her small body pressing back into the mattress.

I wasn't even thrusting, but pulling out then pushing back in, holding there a moment then repeating. "Harder, Jake." Bella's voice was a murmured plea. I angled her hips and fucked her hard, fast and relentlessly. Soon her sweet pussy was milking my cock of every drop and I shuddered, collapsing on top of her.

What seemed like hours later, I rolled off her and pulled her tight against my body, my cock all ready hard again for her. What was this? This had never happened before. I mean, sure, Bella could arouse me pretty fast no matter how many times we fucked, but never just from me holding her.

She felt the hard press of my penis against her lower back and turned to face me, a smile on her dick-sucking lips. Then she took me off guard. She pushed away, put her butt in my direction and lifted her hips, wolf-wise. Her pussy was soaked and pink and practically begging. So I went to her. I got on my knees, positioning my hard-as-rock rod to where the capped head gently nudged her opening.

"Jake…please god…"she begged, bending over more to show me how much she needed it. I slid my fingers down her scarred back then shoved inside her. I slid one arm around her waist, fingering her clit while my other hand teased her nipples. Soon we were lost in our own rhythm, deaf to anything but the slapping of my flesh against hers, blind to anything but each other, mute except to scream our pleasures to each other, and the moon.

BPOV

I stroked Jake's face, cherishing the sight of him. He was so beautiful when awake, but asleep, he was a god. I leaned in, kissed his throat, then slid out of his arms, pulling just the sweater back on and padding down to the kitchen to make some coffee. A light tapping at the door scared me but I quickly recovered and opened it, surprised to see Seth, Leah, Jonah, Sam, Emily, and all their young standing there. It took all of 3 seconds for them all to enter and make themselves at home. I smiled and looked around, warmth flooding my insides. This was family, pack, love. I needed this. And I had it.

ONE YEAR LATER

"Jake….you never answered my question." I said, handing Leah my Halynn, my newborn daughter. It seems that wolves are extremely fertile.

Jacob looked at me, his brown eyes shining with love and Manny made a slow show of crossing the room on wobbly year old legs. "What question, Bells?"

"Why didn't having your baby change me?" I knew this question would be a buzz kill, but I didn't know everyone in the room would turn and look at us.

Jacob's face fell and he stood, walking over to Manny, picking him up the grasping my hand. He led me to our bedroom, closed the door then turned to me, "Because I never bit you."

"Bit me?" I asked, pulling my son away from Jacob and when he reached for me. Manny fit perfectly onto my hip.

Jacob's obsidian eyes bored into mine, "Yeah…I was supposed to bite you. After Manny was born, I was going to but then Paul's sister died then Leah had that miscarriage...and I just couldn't do it…"

I felt a blush of anger seep into my face, "Why not?"

Jake smoothed Manny's long, thick black hair from his face even as his other hand slid to grasp my neck, "Because it will hurt Bella."

I just stared at him. "I gave birth….twice. And you think a little bite will hurt me?"

Jake cringed then leaned in, kissing my forehead, "You're right, Bella. I'm sorry. When do you want me to do it?"

I smiled then looked over at our mattress. "Now."

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JPOV

I glanced over to where Manny and Halynn slept in their crib and then looked back at my sleeping wife. I had bitten her and she refused to show any kind of emotion. Actually, she'd just passed out. Her breathing had been labored and her face had broken out into a sweat, but then she'd fallen into a "peaceful oblivion" as Seth called it.

"Jacob?" I heard Sam say even as he opened the door. I turned to my Alpha and smiled, reaching out with my mind, trying, seeking for comfort.

"What brings you here, Sam?" I said, relaxing and smiling again. Then he shook his head.

"We've got problems, Jacob. Big ones."

"Who is that?" Seth asked, his hand covering his nose from the awful stench.

"Smells like a human. Male, mid-forties, lean, smoked a lot by the looks of his lungs." Sam said, completely emotionless as the pack stared at the mauled body. But for some reason, I paid no attention to the dead, mangled corpse. My mind was on Bella. Had she waken up yet? Was she in pain? Did she need anything?

"Jacob! Focus. This is a Quilette." Paul said, surging his hands through his hair.

"And my wife is under-going the transformation! She could very easily die!" I said, beginning to pace. But I knew they were right. I had to focus.

Sam stepped in my way and put a hand on my shoulder, "Emily is with her. They are fine."

I nodded and looked back at the body, anger at the pointless death searing through my brain. "Who could have done this?"

Jared spit then looked at me with intense, coal black eyes, "Who else? The Cullens."

BPOV

I woke to the sound of a screaming baby. But I didn't wake up like a normal person. Normal people wake up from being asleep. I woke up from being away from my body. I had been "separated" from my body as it stood from the bed, ignored Emily's voice and killed her. Then my body had looked at my children in hunger. That's when Manny began to scream, and my soul re-entered my body. That's when I jumped out the window, landing on surprisingly strong, limber legs and ran. Ran as far as I could. As fast as I could.