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Chapter-9
After saying goodbye to Andy and Lois, Gwen braced herself for the performance of her life with Jack, who stayed behind saying they needed to talk.
Now sitting across from Jack, Gwen is shaken by the look of pain, hurt, confusing and unmistaken traces of dried tears on his face. Leaving her to question why the though of them having sex would cause such a reaction.
Jack close his eyes rubbing his temple as if he could erase the memory of last night. Opening his eyes he began to apologies to Gwen for what happen. He would never do anything that would jeopardize their friendship, he doesn't remember drinking that much or understand what happen.
Although Gwen was secretly hurt by Jack words of regret and apologies, she again reassured Jack with the same words she spoken earlier, As for apology it's wasn't necessary, we both must share responsibility, as far as I'm concern it never happen.
As Jack is leaving Gwen reach out touching his hand, "Jack i don't want our friendship to change over a drunken mistake.''
"It wants Gwen", Jack says in a reassuring voice with a slight smile as the door close.
********************Jack POV************
I couldn't remember driving to or parking in the garage at my parent home, The pain, the guilt, consumed with so much guilt my heart was breaking, I thought of my betrayal of Ianto love and trust, him leaving me. I can't live without Ianto, my Ianto. How could this have happen?
The pain was unbearable i couldn't breath, I took out my phone calling the one person who would understand,'' help me i need you as i broke down in tears, telling him where i was, he said he would come everything would be alright.''
Oh god, I can't deal with mother this morning, my life is falling apart. Laying my head on the steering wheel i cried out, please hurry.
When the car door open, I started talking non-stop explaining how an innocent night of fun turn into a nightmare that could destroy my life. My life with Ianto. Life is hard but for anyone involved in an unconventional relationship like mine, societies make it twice as hard.
When you find that special someone and you both connect you cherish him or her, I was Ianto and Ianto was mines. . I explain how i achieved fame as a powerful ruthless lawyer, but outside the courtroom I live the fast life never settle down with one person living for the moment. Then i met Ianto who change that.
He listen as i told how Gwen said we should forget it ever happen, but i would know and this would eventually comes between us. When Ianto arrive and you spend some time with him you will understand the love and commitment we share, he's my soulmate, my forever.
He looks at me as seeing me for the first time, passing me a handkerchief before speaking, I think you already know what you have to do. Secrets alway have a way of resurfacing when you least expected, making thing worse than if they had been dealt with heads on. Jack i have to leave for work soon, we'll talk later. No one is up go to your room, If anyone ask i will say i watch you come in this morning and you're probably be sleeping late.
After he left, i entered from the patio taken the stairs quietly to my room. Thank goodness mother was still asleep.
*************Gwen POV***********************
After Jack left i started to clean my flat considering i never had a hangover, barely sipping two drinks most of the evening. I couldn't shake the memory of how Jack was so upset at the though of us having slept together, it not like this was our first time, although it was years ago.
When we went to dinner he couldn't keep his hands off me. I know he want me, Jack flirt it's his nature but that night was different, i didn't imagine it.
Gwen Cooper stop it, you're thinking to hard or course Jack want me as much as i want him, he just needed a nudge in the right direction. As i enter my bedroom i could still smell his scent, it finally hit me, Jack wasn't upset that we made love it was how it happen, he wanted it to be special not in a drunken moment.
As i clutch Jack pillow breathing in his intoxicating sensuous aroma, visions of being Mrs. Jackson Harkness jr. flood my mind, I would continue working at Cardiff P.D for a while.
Yes, Ms. Harkness will get her wish, Jack will relocated to Cardiff. But she will find out I'm my own woman I played her, not the other way around.
The bait was set and in a few days I'm going to reel my catch in, laughing as she clutch Jack pillow falling back on the bed.
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