Hey everyone. Yes, I know, I am the worst author! I never ever update! I was supposed to...what like 2 months ago, and I never got around to it. I mean, I have been doing homework like crazy, going through tough depression and other things. And when I do go on, I end up reading stories, instead of updating, then when I turn my computer off, I just remeamber I should ahve updated! But, all of us not only go onto Fanfiction to write stories, but to read and talk to different authors. Pretty sappy, I know but...you pretty much get my point. Anyway, hope you enjoy!
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S.P.O.V
I bolted straight up in my bed. I could feel the cold sweat that drenched me. The dream felt so real...the heat from the fire was was intesifying! I could practiclly feel me skin burning.
I sat up straighter, and sat against the head board, and glanced around the dark room. I felt tears brimming my eyes, and falling, without any reason. I slumped against the headboard, and sprawled my arms flat against the my bed. On my right, I felt something soft against my skin. I looked over and saw Chad laying there, his back to me.
I started to cry even more! Chad's going to get hurt because of me. I dragged him into this mess, when he was perfectly happy and safe. Now he has to deal with this situation, hes not even supposed to be involved in. All I know, is that if I go down, Chad is going to go down to.
I sat up straight, slammed a pillow against my face, and started crying. I couldn't stop. I kept thinking of Chad, whats going to happen to me, to us, my past life, my mom...I just couldn't believe all this had to happen to me. I kept crying untill I felt a hand on my shoulder...
C.P.O.V
THIS DREAM IS NOT PLEASENT AT ALL! All I saw was me, standing outside Sonnys house, staring through the window and watchin the crime being commited, just behind the glass. The worst part was I couldn't do anything! I couldn't move, I couldn't scream...nothing! I coulnd't hear nothing except for Sonny's plea's and blood currdeling screams.
Suddenly, very faintly, I could her muffeld crying. I looked back at the Sonny before me, staring straight at me with wide eyes, and lokoing horror struck. But I still heard that crying.
I could slowly feel myself waking up. As I did, the crying grew louder. Finally, I was uned in. My eyes snapped open, and all I saw was a dark room. Except for the little light coming in through the windows. I felt the bed shake. I sat up and saw Sonny cying, clutching a pillow.
I hated seeing her like this. It went against her name.I slowly put my hand on her shoulder. She lifted her head up and screamed. I retracted my hand so fast I fell off the bed. Hard. "Oww..." I moaned. I heard Sonny gasp, and move over to the side of the bed.
"Chad! Are you okay? Oh, I'm so sorry! You scared me, and-"
"It's okay, don't worry about it." I said, slowly getting up and sitting on the bed. I guess I bumped my elbow because it hurt!
I felt Sonny shift over more towards her side of the bed. I must've really scared her. I turned on the lamp on the nightstand next to me, and turned so I was staring at her. She was sitting with her legs crossed and staring at me.
"Sonny-"
"What are you doing in here?" She asked, suddenly. I started to blush like mad.
"Well-I-I...Um...I was scared?" I tried. She looked at me, and I was pretty sure she wasn't conviced. Like anyone would be with that crap of an excuse.
"Chad-" And that's when she broke out crying. I immedietly went to her side, and lifted her into my lap. I gently rested her head against my shoulder, and held her.
"It's okay Sonny. Its okay. Everything is going to be okay from now on." I shushed her.
"No! No it's not!" She said, rather coldly.
"How do you know?"
"Because I do! Besides my mother, No one knew my step-father like I do!" She said, glaring at me.
"Sonny, I'm pretty sure he wasn't always like that. Maybe he's like that because your mother died" I suggested. I mean, it is possible.
"Ha!" She scoffed, pulling away from me.
"He's been like that for as long as I can remember! When I was younger, he pushed me down a flight of stairs! I had to get stiches in my forhead, more scares for the memories! And when it was time to get them removed, the doctor was booked, so my mom had to do it!
"He told me if I didn't stop crying, he would pick me up and throw me out the door! So don't - don't you dare - try stuff like 'I'm sure he was a good guy, and is still going through depression and will get over it!" When she finally finished ranting, she was breathing fast, and was crying.
"Okay- Sonny- I understand-"
"No- no you don't! You don't know how it feels to have no friends, and mother! No guidence in life! Learning to fend for your self at a very young age where you mind is still not developed enough to take car of yourself! Haveing to far every single day of your life! Wondering whats going to happen tommorow! You can possibly understand, so don't try to!"
She jumped off the bed, and grabbed her sweater off the floor that I never noticed.
" Where are you going?" I asked, jumoing off the bed and following her.
"Anywhere but here!" We were both out the bedroom door, and heading towards the stairs.
"Sonny!" I yelled, desperatly trying to calm her down.
"And I don't care, if it's the very bottem pit's of hel-"
BOOM!
A oud explosion threw us both of our feet. We both got up, and saw the downstarirs lit up by yellows and oranges.
"Oh my god! My-" I was cut short by an invisible voice:
"Sonny...come out come out where ever you are..."
I couldn't believe it. What I practiclly told myself was a lie. Sonny was right. He would come back. Not just for her, but for both of us. And no one knows Ryan Black...Like Sonny and her mother.
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So what did you guys think? I kow I probably owe you guys another chapter, but I'm trying to manage time for everything, and I'm trying my best to include fanfiction the most. Also, if any of you are interested, I really need help with werewolfe by day and night. So if any of you have any ideas, I would appreciate it. Till' next time! REVIEW!
~ Monkey87 ~
