A/N: sorry for the extremely horrible updating shit. Really sorry but I'm back...4 day weekend this week :D then I'm gonna go see the hunger games :D YAY! My life has been bust (and by busy I mean 'I've been really tired and lazy and you all probably hate me and don't want to read my stories, so basically you want to go all anti-Brittany on me, and I understand completely).

Disclaimer: I donot own Vampire Academy or the plot.

Oh and BTW my name is Brittany...if you didn't figure that already :D


It had been a week.

A week without any clue.

A week without any 'head-start'.

A week with essentially nothing.

Victor had left no trace of his existance.

No trace of the track he took to get out of here.

Leaving us with no fucking idea where the hell they are.

And, yes, we had tried the bond.

But the clever bastard found a way to block me from Lissa's mind.

Damn him.

I really underestimated him.

WE really underestimated him.

We as in myself, the other guardians and...Dimitri.

Dimitri.

The one man who sets my heart racing everytime his eyes meet my own.

The one man who gets me.

The one man who seems to love me no matter what.

The one man I can't seem to trust or feel safe around anymore.

And I don't know why.

One minute I'm gazing into his deep brown eyes, the next I feel like a knife has been wrenched through my heart and twisted numerous times and I have to look away feeling betrayed and disappointed.

While cold sweeps over my body, I can all but glare in his direction for somehow inflicting this on me.

And I know I can not help but feel a niggling thought at the back of my mind trying to break through my personal winter to tell me something important.

But I always dismiss it as soon as it appears telling myself I'll deal with it later.

But it doesn't appear again.

Doesn't appear all day.

Until I see Dimitri again.


:D short. But I don't care! I HAVE TO CATCH UP :D thnx read and review :D

Brittany OUT!