I look at myself in the large bathroom mirror, and take several deep breaths. Sweat beads are rolling down my forehead, and tears roll down my cheeks. My face is beat red, and what lays in my hand is possibly the most horrific, terrifying and unexpected situation.
"NUDGE!" I call out several times desperately. I hear her run her little feet across the rug in my and Fang's room. I hear him make a remark about my choice of person for help. If only he knew it was nothing against him. Right now, I am scared to death about telling him.
She opens the door and closes it gently behind herself; fuddling with the lock for a moment, I hear her let out a sigh.
"What does it say?" Nudge's face is gleaming with joy.
"Positive."
"Oh!" She is squealing with excitement, and well I am…
What if because we are mutant… it doesn't develop right? I can't go to a doctor because of the mutant, having wings thing, during the pregnancy either. Is it going to be healthy then? How can it go to school when it gets older if it has wings? Will it have wings?. I wish I had never even told Nudge. I didn't even think I could have 'babies'. Let alone, I didn't know that he was capable of getting me pregnant.
Millions upon millions of questions filled my mind; I'm standing in basic and utter panic because I know that it will not be okay.
She smiles and tells me it will be alright. We hug and I put on a fake smile to get her to leave without hurting her feelings. I promise her the full ownership to godmother if she speaks not one word until I say so. Nudge was always good about respecting my wishes, and leaves.
I take a few deep breaths again and walk myself out of the bathroom. With a neutral expression on my face, I sit at the corner of the bed, and call for Fang.
"Fang, I need to tell you something important." He looks into my eyes so easily and smiles his half smile, but I can tell that his mind is elsewhere. I might as well just spit it out.
"Fang," I feels like I swallow my voice, and after a few seconds of coughing and clearing my throat, I manage to get out the words, "I'm pregnant."
Fang's eyes bug out of his head, and a huge pit forms in my stomach. All of the blood from his face is drained and he stares off into a distant place. I swallow hard and grab his hand. They're shaking and I don't know what I am going to do.
