Author's note: If I knew threatening you all would make you review I would have started it a long time ago. Thanks everyone who did review last chapter, I'm going to dedicate this chapter to you.

Best part about the reviews I got are that they were all positive, so I must be doing something right :).

I'm going to say I want 5 reviews before I post chapter ten.


Disclaimer. I used to own glee. Yeah, it was amazing. Then my alarm clock went off and I woke up. I don't own glee, only in my wildest dreams do I.


Kurt leaned against Nicholas, it was Friday, Blaine's birthday. The day of the huge party Wes and David were throwing. Nicholas was leaving in approxmiately two minutes and he also had to drive Joseph to his place because Joseph's car was broken.

"I don't see why you can't stay." Kurt frowned. He wanted to be with Nicholas while watching Blaine getting drunk.

Nicholas chuckled. "Because mom needs me home this weekend. I'm planning on telling them. Also Joseph needs a ride."

Kurt laughed, Joseph was really a sweet guy. If Kurt could get over the fact that the long haired boy was kissing on the love of his life anyways. "Okay. Text me?"

Nicholas nodded kissing Kurt. "Come on Joseph. Happy birthday Blaine, Kurt will give you the present from me later tonight."

As soon as the two were gone the stereo was cranked so high the walls were vibrating. It was already eight at night so it was common for the houses to have parties. Wes had payed for enough pizzas for a small army, mixed in with junk food. David had scored alcohol that everyone was now drinking. Blaine had decided to wait for Joseph to leave before drinking.

"Kurt, join me for one drink before I open presents?" Blaine asked with his puppy dog eyes on. He didn't even wait for an answer just disappeared, coming back with two plastic cups. Blaine had told himself he wouldn't drink too much. He didn't want to be clinging on everyone.

Kurt drank half of it before disappearing to get presents. "Time for presents Blainey!"

Wes had tossed one at them. Kurt smiled as Blaine ripped off wrappings and thanked various people. Nicholas had gotten him the Katy Perry CD, signed. Finally he got to the last present, Kurt's. He opened it easily, not surprised to see a scarf. It was green with some small strands of brown and blue, Kurt thought of Blaine when he saw it, so he bought it. Blaine also saw two tickets, to a play, Rent. It was showing the next day.

"Amazing Kurt. Amazing." Blaine muttered, grabbing the boy in a hug.

Kurt smiled taking his cup, sipping at the sweet non-alcoholic beverage while watching all the boys sing and dance and laugh. Wes and David were really cute and cuddly when they were both drunk. Nick sat beside Kurt with a smile.

"You drinking?"

Kurt shook his head. "I don't go above one cup. You?"

"I've never drank before." Nick said shyly. Kurt stood coming back with two cups.

"Drink." They both drank more then enough for two boys that didn't make drinking a habit. Blaine finally grabbed Kurt up.

"KURTIE!" Blaine held him and spun. "Can you sing with me?"

"Sing what?" Kurt giggled, clinging to Blaine as he stumbled over his feet.

"Peacock!" Blaine said going to the karaoke machine putting on the song. To their drunken surprise most of the boys moved over and got quiet to watch them.

Blaine started off still spinning with Kurt.

I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock, cock
Your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock

Kurt was blushing as he started singing this was embarrassing but he will do it for Blaine on his birthday. Anyways his drunken state wasn't helping things.
I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock, cock
Your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock

Blaine took the first verse, putting his hands on Kurt's hips.

Word on the street, you got somethin' to show me, ee
Magical, colorful, Mr. Mystery, ee
I'm intrigued, for a peek, heard it's fascinating
Come on baby let me see
What you're hiding underneath

Blaine's finger tips trailed down Kurt's thighs before doing some obscene moves.

Words up your sleeve
Such a tease
Wanna see the show
In 3D, a movie
Heard it's beautiful
Be the judge
And my girls gonna take a bow

Come on baby let me see
What you're hiding underneath

Kurt giggled as Blaine started grinding against him.

I want the jaw droppin, eye poppin, head turnin, body shockin

(Uh, oh, uh, uh, oh)

I want my heart throbbin, ground shakin, show stoppin, amazin

(Uh, oh, uh, uh, oh)

Blaine gently pushed Kurt away pulling up Jeff dancing with him but keeping his eyes on Kurt.

Are you brave enough to let me see your peacock?
Don't be a chicken boy, stop acting like a beeotch
I'ma peace out if you don't give me the pay off

Blaine pushed Jeff away. Once again grabbing Kurt.
Come on baby let me see
What you're hiding underneath
Are you brave enough to let me see your peacock?
What you're waiting for, it's time for you to show it off
Don't be a shy kinda guy I'll bet it's beautiful
Come on baby let me see
Whatchu hidin' underneath

Kurt took over with ease letting his fingers play around on Blaine's chest.

I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock, cock
Your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock

Blaine smirked taking Kurt's fingers as he started singing.
I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock, cock
Your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock
I wanna see ya

Kurt pushed at Blaine walking around him playing with his hair.

Skip the talk, heard it all, time to walk the walk
Break me off, if you bad, show me who's the boss
Need some goose, to get loose, come on take a shot

Kurt grabbed someone's cup taking a drink before grabbing at Blaine, by his belt loops.

Come on baby let me see
What you're hiding underneath

The 'audience' was giving wolf calls hollars as Kurt sung, making Blaine dance with him.

I want the jaw droppin, eye popin, head turnin, body shockin

(Uh, oh, uh, uh, oh)

I want my heart throbbin, ground shakin, show stoppin, amazin

(Uh, oh, uh, uh, oh)

Kurt pushed Blaine into a chair, sitting on his lap still singing easily. Some slip ups thanks to his alocoholic state.

Are you brave enough to let me see your peacock?
Don't be a chicken boy, stop acting like a beeotch
I'ma peace out if you don't give me the pay off
Come on baby let me see
What you're hiding underneath
Are you brave enough to let me see your peacock?
What you're waiting for, it's time for you to show it off
Don't be a shy kinda guy I'll bet it's beautiful
Come on baby let me see
Whatchu hidin' underneath

Blaine stood, making Kurt do the same as Kurt was still on him.

I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock, cock
Your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock

If Kurt wasn't drunk he would have been so embarrassed to do this.
I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock, cock
Your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock

Blaine pushed Kurt against the wall leaning closer as he sung.

Oh my good no exaggeration
Boy all this time was worth the waiting
I just shed a tear
I'm so unprepared

Kurt let his hands rest on Blaine's hips wiggling his closer as he took over.
You got the finest architecture
End of the rainbow looking treasure
Such a sight to see
And this all for me

They both gladly sung the next chorus, pulling up Nick and Jeff to dance with.

Are you brave enough to let me see your peacock?
Don't be a chicken boy, stop acting like a beeotch
I'ma peace out if you don't give me the pay off
Come on baby let me see
What you're hiding underneath
Are you brave enough to let me see your peacock?
What you're waiting for, it's time for you to show it off
Don't be a shy kinda guy I'll bet it's beautiful
Come on baby let me see

I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock, cock
I wanna see ya
Your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock
I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock, cock
Your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock
I wanna see ya

Kurt pushed Jeff from him and pulled Nick from Blaine landing on his knees as he sung the last few bars.

Come on baby let me see
Whatchu hidin' underneath

The Warblers erupted in drunken cheers and Blaine blushed as Kurt stood stumbling into him. Kurt smiled though taking bows. Yeah that was embarrassing but it was fun.

"Okay I'm hungry. Blaine have you cut your cake yet?" Kurt asked keeping an arm around him.

Blaine giggled. "Let's go get my cake!"

So Kurt accompanied him to the kitchen, eating his peice there before stumbling back out to the common rooms where some boys were falling asleep. Kurt curled on one end of the couch watching everyone esle stumble around, he hated the drunken feeling he had why did he agree to drink this time around?

Blaine sat on the arm of the couch peering down at Kurt. "Want to dance?"

Kurt giggled. "Can you even stand?"

"We can hold each other up. I promise. Come on." They slow danced for what felt like a lifetime. Kurt pulled back a bit looking at Blaine, his lips looked very delicious. But no even drunk he won't do anything.

Blaine was looking at Kurt his mind has been on Kurt since the party started. He saw Kurt bite his lips and leaned in. Aware that Kurt was also leaning in. Their lips met, melting together.

Kurt pulled back shocked. "Blaine. No." He wanted to, man did he want to. But he knew Blaine didn't. "You're drunk. I'm drunk. No."

Blaine pouted. He finally worked up the courage and was being told no. "Kurt please?"

"No. You don't really want this." Kurt said prying Blaine's finger's off of his clothes. "Everyone get to bed its three in the morning we need lights out!"

The warblers all stumbled up the stairs and Blaine watched Kurt forcing the tears that wanted to fall to stay. "Kurt I want this please I want-"

Kurt cut him off by kissing him. Then Kurt pulled away, he can't lose his control again. "No you don't. You just don't have Rachel here to kiss. Come on let's get to bed."

Blaine felt the tears fall and cursed himself, stumbling up to his dorm, listening to Kurt come in behind him. How could he have been so stupid, of course Kurt didn't want anything to do with him. It was foolish dreaming and now he had to live with the rejection.


Kurt tossed and turned all night long and finally woke around eight to a pounding headache. He remembered the events of the night before regretfully. His singing Peacock, dancing with Blaine, kissing Blaine, telling Blaine no. He shook his head taking a shower doing his facial routine and just brushing his hair.

He traveled to the kitchen finding some asprin and taking a drink of the orange juice to wash it down before starting every coffee pot in the house so people could get rid of their headaches. He then got to cleaning up the mess that was made, having nothing better to do.

He realized they still had alcohol left over and put it all in bags, they would decide what to do with it later. When anyone came into the room he immediately poured them a coffee and handed over asprin. When all the Warblers that stayed were down there, and had coffee in them Kurt realized Blaine still hasn't shown.

"So that's what a party is normally like here?" Kurt asked casually, sitting on top of the counter near Thad.

Wes heard and laughed. "Well we think you had more fun then us. I wanna see your peacock cock cock."

The boys laughed. Jeff's eyes glinting with amusement. "Did you get to see his peacock?"

"Shut up. I'm so glad Nicholas didn't witness that." Kurt mumbled downing his sixth cup of coffee and starting another fresh pot. How did the night get so choatic? How did he even think about letting Blaine kiss him.

Speak of the devil and he will come. Blaine stumbled in still sleepy-eyed and in his pajamas. "Kurtie why'd you leave?"

Kurt winced thrusting a cup in the boy's hands and two asprin before turning away. "I'd like for you to refrain from coming down here without coffee next time your drunk?"

Blaine finished two cups of coffee and looked at Kurt with wide eyes, the nights events coming back to him. "Uh... So Kurt, you're coming with me to the play right?"

The tension in the room died away and Kurt smiled. "Of course I am. If you aren't inviting Joseph. What time are we leaving?"

"Say six?" Blaine asked ruining a hand through his hair.

Kurt nodded. "Of course. Now if you don't mind I'm going to our room and fixing my hair."

Blaine's eyes followed the boy, the pain evident for anyone who looked. He regretted what he did the night before, but you only turn eighteen once and that surely made the night memorable. He sighed looking down, but now he knew for certain Kurt didn't care for him at all that way. It was probably just brotherly.


Kurt smirked the play was amazing now he was dragging Blaine around, the hazel eyed boy was wearing a blindfold. He easily showed two passes and slipped into a room that he was shown too, uncovering Blaine's eyes as they stood infront of the main cast of this particular Rent production.

Blaine looked surprised, his jaw dropped. "You was amazing. Especially you two."

Blaine had motioned to the two who played Collins and Angel. They gave small smiles. "Thanks. We're Johnny and Gabe." Angel 'Johnny' had said.

"It's amazing to meet you. I was so upset when I couldn't get tickets!" Blaine said excitedly, making Kurt chuckle. Gabe rose an eyebrow.

"Then how are you here?" Gabe asked, if he couldn't get tickets why is he there?

Kurt smirked, "That will be me. I got him the tickets for his birthday yesterday. I knew he couldn't do so because he was away on vacation."

Blaine gave Kurt a huge hug. "Thank you! Oh my Rowling I love you! I love you so much!"

Johnny laughed. "You have a great boyfriend there."

Kurt who was stunned by the 'oh my rowling' and the I love yous, snapped his head to look at the very cute actor. "Um I not his boyfriend..."

The girl who played Mimi laughed. "Johnny just because you and Gabe are gay doesn't mean everyone is."

Blaine laughed. "No no Kurt and I are gay."

"Yeah just not with each other. I have a boyfriend and Blaine has a..." Kurt was confused as to what to call Joseph.

"... A distraction." Blaine said firmly. They were quickly introduced to the rest of the cast, talking and laughing. Getting advice on singing. By time they left Blaine was giddy all over again.


Kurt flopped on his bed, "That was great. Thanks for taking me."

"Thanks for the tickets. Kurt we should talk about last night. The party the song the dancing the..." He didn't want to say kissing.

"Trying to swallow each other's tongues?" Kurt asked. Yeah this was going to be awkard.

""Yeah that part. Listen, I'm sure the other boys didn't see anything. So if you want to keep it secret or want to do something-" Blaine wanted desepately to say he wanted to kiss Kurt sober to see if there was any feeling.

"Look Blaine, you don't feel that way for me. So lets just keep it between ourselves. I don't want Nicholas to find out. Can you keep it secret."

Blaine didn't notice how Kurt didn't mention anything about his own personal feelings. He just nodded, that's all he could do. Kurt didn't want him. Kurt had Nicholas Long. Kurt was happy so he will act happy. Yeah, he could do that.

Kurt sighed, he wanted to tell everyone he had kissed Blaine and liked it. But of course it wouldn't happen because Blaine didn't like it. So he'll suffer. He slumped back. This was so difficult. "Okay well onto homework. I have a history paper that I haven't even done the reading for."

Blaine chuckled, grabbing his bag as well pulling out a notebook, letting the Katy Perry cd play softly. It was on shuffle but when Peacock came on they both froze, looking at each other. Kurt dove for the cd player shutting it off, his eyes wide.

"Um so let's listen to my ipod?" Kurt muttered setting the ipod dock on his desk. Blaine nodded looking down with a blush. That was embarrassing.

"I'm going to go get me something to eat or something okay. Want me to bring you something?"

"Uh no. I have three more pages to type. Then I have to move on to music appreciation." Kurt mumbled flipping through his book. As soon as he heard the door shut he leaned back in his chair this was so difficult.

He shook his head, this will get easy. It has to get easier. He went back to work, he wanted to have a free day on sunday.


Author's note. I don't own the song, its Peacock by Katy Perry.

So I just loved this chapter, they kissed! They kissed! They kissed! But then Kurt is stupid, and then Blaine is stupid. They just need to kiss again and again and again.

Is it bad that I feel bad for doing that to Nicky boy? Because seriously, it made me all upset, like I was the one cheating on my boyfriend.

So the Rent play is actually going to be mentioned again, I didn't just toss it in there for the fun of it.

Five reviews. Then you'll get your next chapter :)

Love you all.