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Ludwig

Gathering food wasn't a problem, no not at all. Getting weapons was a little harder but we managed to get everyone a gun. The hardest thing to find are new clothes for us all, it's impossible so we decided to give Feliciano, Josef and Sacha some of our clothes and Muller and I have to wear our uniforms despite it's dangerous.

Tomorrow we will leave this place.

"Why do we have to take that old man with us? He will get tired easily and he's just useless ok?" Muller keeps complaining about it, sometimes he can be so childish.

"Because he's Feliciano's best friend. Just like you're my best friend, remember? I wouldn't leave you here either"

"But I'm not an old man and I'm not useless.."

"Even if you were an old man and useless" I playfully push him away. "Besides, Sacha's not useless he and Feliciano both used to practice as doctors before the war"

"Oh, well let's hope we don't need a doctor on this trip"

...

Finally it's Wednesday and we're fully prepared. I didn't speak to Feliciano for the past two days because it might have looked suspicious, but we all know what to do. Josef, Sacha and my sweet Feliciano will go to work like usual and they will wait until Muller takes them with him. I'm sure it will work but I'm worried about them because I'm not with them, I have to trust Muller. He's intelligent and he's strong, he will succeed.

The only thing I need to do is get the bags filled with food, weapons and clothes from the shed nearby the gate.

I wait until it's three o'clock, time to go.

...

Feliciano

"The three of you, follow me right now!" Finally Muller's voice, I'm so nervous that start trembling. Josef and Sacha look nervous too. When we're out of sight behind one of the barracks Muller turns to us.

"Everyone ready?" He asks. His heavy accent's still sending shivers up to my spine. I can trust him, but it's just that I don't know him very well. Sacha seems to have the same problem, he's staring at the ground avoiding Muller's eyes. Josef on the other hand looks like he wants to kiss him right there and then. It's funny. We all nod.

"Yes we're ready" We answer at the same time.

"Gut. Well I've got one of these for all of you, atleast Ludwig has them right now, you will get them as soon as we're out of here" He shows us his gun.

None of us knows how to use it but it makes us feel safe anyway.

Sacha's health condition still worries me; he looks tired and ill. He needs to eat something soon or he won't make it. Muller explains to us that we will be heading to the gate and as soon as we're past the gate we will have to run until we reach the forest, Sacha won't be able to do that.

...

Ludwig

When I enter the little shed I feel slightly relieved; the bags are still there which means nobody knows about our escape.

Feliciano and the rest of the group must have reached the forest already. No alarm, no shooting.. I think they made it and I pray for them all to be safe.

Just when I want to take the bags with me and leave, another person appears in the doorway. It happens to be Ivan Braginski, the last person I want to see right now. The Russian closes the door and moves closer to me. I try to act normal.

"What are you doing here? Go back to work!" I shout at him like any German soldier would.

Ivan smiles , gazing me up and down. "Why? because you want to escape just like your friends did?" He asks innocently. Sweat's suddenly dripping down my forehead. How the hell did he find out about this? I'm speechless.

"Don't worry, they succeeded." Thank God!

"And now you're going to take me with you..."

"W-was? You can't be serious" I feel panic rising in my chest.

"Oh yes I am serious"

"What makes you think that I will do that?" I reach for my gun because I know I'll have to shoot him but he steps closer to me and then there's pain, so much pain. I drop my gun. Mein Gott there's blood... Ivan stabbed me in the lower right side of my abdomen and I start to feel dizzy.

" This" Is his simple reply to my last question. If I faint now it's over, my friends will leave me here if I don't meet up with them within an hour. Stay awake, I keep telling myself. I watch Ivan taking the bags, then he offers me his hand.

"Come on, take it. If you stay here you'll get medication for that... but you will never see your boyfriend again. "

I take his hand, not really caring what happens to me anymore. I need to see Feliciano, he's a doctor too I'm sure he can help me. If I ever make it to the forest..

...

I can't do this anymore, I'm giving up but the Russian's pointing a gun at my head and keeps pushing me forward.

Why was it so easy to escape? There were no guards at the gate, which is almost impossible. What did Ivan tell them? or give them?

"Faster!" He pushes me again.

"Why are you doing this? Why wounding me first? I can't.. go.. any faster"

"I can't overpower two German soldiers.. but if one of them is wounded, the whole situation changes. You will see" He says smiling.

I still don't understand why he's doing this, maybe it's because I can't think clearly right now.

"Why go with us? Why don't you just go your own way?" I manage to say.

"No questions" He shouts and pushes me again causing me to fall over into the mud.

"Get up!"

I feel like throwing up, I'm so damn tired. I won't bleed to death it's not that bad, but it makes me feel dizzy anyway. I try not to think about how it will get infected soon; getting stabbed with a dirty knife then being pushed into the mud is not a good thing. Muller stole some medication from the hospital but it's not much.

I get up, apparantly not fast enough because Ivan grabs a fistful of my hair and I once again he's pointing my own gun at me.

"It's funny, now you're the prisoner and I'm the one threatening to kill you if you don't listen to me. Usually it's the other way round."

"I've never done anything like that.." I whisper and I know it's true, even though Ivan won't believe me.

"Hm oh really? Don't lie to me. "

"I've never shot a prisoner, I'm not like that." A few tears escape but I don't want that Russian pig to see them so I quickly wipe them away with my sleeve. I can't bare the thought that people will actually think I was just like the rest of them.

Ivan's not in hurry, we're far away from the gate now anyway.

The Russian leans closer to me. "Wearing that uniform makes you as guilty as the rest of them, that's what my comrades will say when I bring you to them, together with your friend my dear Muller"

Risking our lives to escape the camp was useless after all... Ivan will bring us to the Red Army anyway. Atleast Feliciano and Josef will be free and that's what matters to me.

I need to do something but running away is useless because he will shoot me, besides I'm wounded too. I need my gun. He doesn't let go of my hair but I feel him loosening his grip slightly and I use all of my strength to break free, then push him to the ground. I crawl on top of him and punch him in the face several times, but he tries to grab my arms and I feel that I'm going to lose this fight so I start using my nails. Blood is streaming down his face. He didn't have time to shoot me but he didn't drop my gun either so I try to take it from him. The Russian uses his free hand to push at the wound on my stomach and it hurts so much that I let go of his face and he easily pushes me backwards.

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