Thank you again everyone for the awesome reviews! Also thank you for answering my question! Your opinion is really important to me so I hope I make you happy with this chapter. It was actually very hard to write because my first language isn't english so it was difficult to find the right words sometimes. I hope you like it though.
My next update won't be up until Friday because I have important exams this week. But I think this chapter will make up for it :) The chapter begins where the last one stopped.
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Santana POV
Before I could say anything, she wrapped her arms around my neck. I threw my arms around her waist and pulled her closer against me. I felt her tears on my shoulder and she whispered ''I love you too santana''
I pulled back a little. It felt so good to hold her.
''You love me too?'' I asked her barely audible.
She took my hand in hers and with the other she stroked the tears away from my face.
''Yes, I love you Santana. I'm still hurt about what happened and I don't know if I trust you enough but I love you and I want to try. You have to promise me one thing though''
''Anything''
''Promise me that everytime you are insecure or sad about something or when you're mad at me for some reason, just talk to me before you do anything.'' She said. I saw the sadness in her eyes again for a second.
''I promise you Britt. I never want to hurt you again and I will beat the crap out of everyone who tries to hurt you.'' I said while squeezing her hands.
''You're so cute when you act like a little gangster'' She chuckled.
Hmm I guess Puck was right, the ladies like it. But fuck all the ladies, I have Brittany and I intend to keep it that way this time.
''uhm. sooo.. I love you and you love me.. so.. uhm.. does that mean you're my girlfriend again?'' I said while swaying back and forth on my feet.
''Yes, it's quite handy that you can sing when I can't sleep'' She chuckled.
''Oh is that the only reason, now you've heard my amazing voice?'''I played along.
''No this is too'' She said and pulled me in for a long kiss.
I think it was the best kiss I ever had, and believe me, I had a lot of them.
It was sweet and soft, but I could feel my whole body warming up and melt into her embrace. I guess I can now describe the warm feeling, I felt a while ago too.
Love, and it feels pretty damn good.
I had to pull back from the kiss to catch my breath.
''Brittany S. Pierce, would you like to go on a date with me?'' I said while resting my hands on her waist. She gave me a peck on the cheek.
''Hmm I'll let you know'' She winked and walked back towards the table where Quinn and Rachel were smiling at us.
Damn my girl stole my game, I thought, while following her to the table.
Brittany POV
It was Friday night, a week after Santana had sung for me. It was the sweetest thing someone ever done for me and I was so proud of her she did something like that.
The week after it was amazing. Santana is really trying hard to make things right. I feel the trust coming back every day when I see those brown eyes looking at me with so much love.
Tonight is our date and I'm very excited. Santana planned the whole thing so I have no idea where we're going. She told me not to wear anything fancy so I was wearing a blue blouse and a black legging.
Rachel and Quinn are spending the night in a hotel for their one year anniversary. I hope Santana and I will celebrate it too one day.
I heard a knock at the door and run towards it. I opened the door and there she was.
''Wow san you look amazing'' I said while staring at her.
She wasn't wearing anything special but I think she looks amazing all the time. She was wearing a short jeans and a black V neck shirt with a black leather jacket.
''Well, amazing enough for a kiss?'' She chuckled while stretching her arms out.
I gave her a quick peck on the lips and she looked a little disappointed that I didn't gave more. I like to tease her.
''Do I look okay?'' I asked while spinning around.
She watched me and smiled. She took a deap breath and started to sing ''when I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change. Cause girl you're amazing, just the way you areeee''
I laughed and said ''Don't go all Bruno mars on me, I didn't know you were such a romantic''
''Don't tell anyone that I am, cause I will ends you'' She chuckled and pulled me with her.
Santana POV
We were driving in the car and singing and laughing with the songs on the radio. I have the whole night planned out and I had a surprise for her.
I have to admit I had some help from Quinn because what the fuck do I know about dating. I've been on them before, but that was only to get in the girls pants if they were a litte hard.
But this one was different. This the first date in my life that meant something and I was spending it with the girl I loved.
I looked to my side where Brittany was dancing in her seat. She stopped when she saw that I was staring at her.
''San you better keep your eyes on the road, you can stare at me all night'' She chuckled.
''How do you always know when I'm checking you out'' I asked playfully.
''You're not very good at hiding it'' She laughed and took my hand to let it rest on her thigh. I instantly felt tingles on my finger tips from the soft skin underneath them. Get it together Lopez.
''Oh may I remind you, that you were staring at my ass the first day we met'' I smirked
''I was not!'' She blushed.
''It's okay Britt, I would stare at my ass too if I could.'' I chuckled.
A few minutes later we arrived at the park. I saw brittany looking at me with a confused look in her eyes.
''What are we doing here?'' She asked.
''You'll see'' I winked and stepped out of the car to open the door for her. I took her hand in mine and walked through the woods towards the lake.
When we arrived, it was even more beautiful than the last time I saw it. Maybe because I was a freaking mess then.
The two swans were swimming in the lake and the moonlight lightened the ground around it.
I took Brittany to the spot in front of the rocks where she was sitting two weeks ago after the party. I grabbed my bag and pulled out two blankets, some food and a bottle of wine.
''I know this place is very important to you Britt and I think I messed it up for you because you know, last time you were here it was a fucking mess. I want to make this place special again for you, so I thought this would be the best place to spent our first official date.'' I said while spreading the blanket on the ground.
I turned around and I saw tears in the corner of her eyes. I pulled her in for a hug and just helt her.
''Thank you for doing this san, it's perfect'' She said while tightening her arms around my neck.
An hour later we were laying on the blanket with the other one draped around us. Brittany was laying with her head on my chest and with her arm tight around my waist. I was rubbing my hand up en down her arm while burrying my head in the sweet scent of her hair. I could lay like this forever.
I had one more surprise with me. I asked Puck to pick it up this morning, because I had class. I think now is the perfect moment to give it to her.
I have to say for someone who doesn't know how this relationship shit works I'm getting pretty damn good at it.
Brittany lifted up her head and looked up to me.
''Are you okay san, your heart is beating so fast'' She asked.
I softly pushed her up and now I was sitting next to her.
''I want to give you something Britt'' I said and I pulled the box out of my bag.
Her eyes widened and she looked confused.
''Don't worry I'm not going to ask you to marry me'' I chuckled.
I gave her the box and she just stared back and forth between me and the box.
''Come on open it'' I said to encourage her.
She opened the box and the silver necklace came out of it. On the necklace there was a little heart. The heart was shaped with two swan necks bent towards each other.
''Oh my god san this is beautiful'' She said with a shocked but happy look on her face.
I took the necklace from her hands and sat down behind her. I gently tucked back her hair with my hand to one side of her face. I put the necklace on her neck and placed a soft kiss on the skin there.
''Swans are beautiful and magical, just like you. I looked it up and when they find the Swan they want to be with, they will never go away from it again. They'll always stay together. So I hope everytime you look at this necklace, it not only reminds you of home, but it also reminds you of my love for you. I will never go away or doubt you again.'' I said.
I was surprised I actually could said it without stuttering. Brittany turned around and I saw she was crying again, but they were happy tears.
''Santana this means so much to me, I love you'' She said.
Before I could say it back, Brittany pushed me down and I was laying with my back on the ground again. Brittany was on top of me and she just looked at me. She was so fucking beautiful with the moon light in her hair and her eyes looked even more blue because of the colour of her blouse.
''I love you too'' I said and I meant it.
She leaned down and our lips melted together. It wasn't rushed or anything. it was tender and soft. My breathing became heavier and I felt my whole body warming up. I need more of her.
I graced her lower lip with my tongue, begging for entrance. She parted her lips and I gently pushed my tongue between them. I soon felt hers massaging mine and exploring everything it could. I pulled her closer with my hands on her waist and now she was laying flat on top of me. I heard her let out a moan when I did it. With one smooth move I turned us around and now I was laying on top of her. Her lips instantly found mine again and I moaned at the contact. It's been so long, I need her so bad.
I lowered my head and placed soft kisses on her neck while running my hands up en down her sides. Her hand was tangled up in my hair and the other one was moving slowly up and down on my lower back. I sucked on her pulse point and let my tongue run over the small hickey I left. We were breathing both heavily.
Her hands were now underneath my shirt, caressing the skin on my back. It left a burning feeling on my skin. I moaned at the contact and began sucking harder in her neck.
''Please santanta'' I heard her breathing out.
I crawled back up and I saw her blue eyes begging for more. I closed the distance between our lips and kissed her again and again. Our tongues were fighting for dominance and the kiss became more passionate. Fuck, It took all the power I had to stop kissing and move away from her.
She opened her eyes and looked at me with a confused look.
''Why did you stop?'' She asked. I was still trying to get my breathing normal so I could talk.
I took her hand and helped her up. I gave her one last kiss and whispered ''Let's continue this in my room''
I was surprised with myself. I wanted this so bad but I don't want her first time to be on a hard uncomfortable ground.
Normally I would've just jumped the girl and get it on but it doesn't feel like that now. I'm not going to have sex with Brittany, I'm going to make love for the first time of my life.
Brittany POV
The car ride back to the campus was silent. I think the sexual tension was to big to really say anything. I'm ready for it and I couldn't think of anyone else than to lose my virginity so santana.
I couldn't stop staring at my necklace. It was beautiful and it meant so much to me. She did so much to prove to me that she loves me, that there was no doubt in my mind anymore about our relationship. I trusted her with my heart.
We got back to the campus and Santana opened the door for me. She took my hand and we walked pretty fast to her room. I think we were almost running at this point.
She was messing with the keys to get the door open but it didn´t work.
''Fucking keys, fucking door, fuck'' She mumbled to herself. I smiled and waited impatiently for her to get the door open.
When the door was open I didn't waste anymore time. I closed the door and I pushed santana against the wall. She moaned at my action. I think I'm going to be pretty good at this.
I pressed my body hard against hers and kissed her hard. The kiss wasn't slow anymore, it was rushed and full with desire. I didn''t know I had this in me. Her hands on my waist pulled me closer against her, if that was even possible.
''Put your legs arount my waist'' She whispered and I felt her warm breath on my ear. I did what she asked me to and soon I felt her strong arms lifting me up. My legs tightened around her waist while she was carrying me towards her bed.
She softly lay me down on the bed and she was laying between my legs. I saw she was hesitating a little.
''Are you sure?'' She asked me with a worried look.
I am sure, I want her so bad but I'm nervous too. This was my first time and I want her to feel good too but I have no idea what I'm supposed to do.
''Yes I'm sure. I-I'm just nervous I guess'' I said a little emberassed.
She leaned forward and now our foreheads were against each other. She looked me deep in my eyes as if she was trying to read my mind.
''Don't worry Britt, I promise it's going to feel amazing'' She said in the most caring voice I ever heard. I nodded and closed the space between us.
The kiss started out slow and soft. I caressed her lower lip with my tongue. She parted her lips and I began massasing hers again. We were moaning into each others mouth. Her hands were running up and my sides and I threw my legs around her waist again so our bodies were flat against each other. I heard her moan again and I felt her plump lips caressing the skin behind my ear.
She sat up a little and threw her leather jacket to the side. I took this opportunity to pull on the bottom of her shirt. She threw her arms up so It was easier for me to get it off. I saw a black lacy bra and the tanned skin around it. I didn't get the chance to take a long look because she leaned down and was sucking and licking on that sensitive spot in my neck again. God it feels so good. I didn't know what to do with my hands so I just let them rest on her back.
I felt her tucking on the bottom of my blouse. She sat up a little and looked at me.
''Can I?'' She asked and I nodded.
I sat up a little to give her space and she gently took off my blouse and with one hand she unclasped my bra from behind. I lay back down and now we were just staring at eacht other.
''You're so beautiful'' She breathed out.
She attacked my lips again and our tongues were dancing together in perfect harmony. Her hands were still running up and down my sides and I felt a little more comfortable. I threw my arms around her back and pulled her closer. I was tucking on her bra a little clumsy but I finally managed to get it off. She sat up a little shocked at my action and she smiled at me. I looked at the revealed skin and she was breathtaking.
''You can touch them if you want'' She said a little insecure.
I hesitated for a second but I took her breasts in my hands and began to massage them. She threw her head back a little and was moaning of satisfaction. I'm glad I'm doing this right.
She leaned closer and scooted down a little. Her head was in front of my breasts now. I was running my hands up and down her back. Feeling as much of her skin I could reach.
She was trailing kisses on my breast and suddenly I felt her warm mouth on my nipple. She was sucking and kissing the sensitive skin and my back arched up at the feeling. Her hand was massaging my other breast. My whole body felt on fire and I felt a hot liquid between my legs. She shifted positions and she was now sucking on my other nipple while massaging my other breast. I felt her thigh rubbing up against my center. I bucked up my hip in search for more friction and I felt a moan leaving my throath.
''P-please Santana..'' I moaned barely audible.
I think she heard me because she stopped caressing my breasts and she crawled down painfully slow. She placed kisses all over my stomach and licked a little around my belly button. She stopped at the top of my legging and looked up to me to ask for approval.
She sat up and slowly took off my legging and I pointed towards her short jeans. She understood what I meant and took it off. We were almost completely naked except for our panties. I reached down with my hand and tucked a little on her pantie. She grabbed my hand before I could pull it down.
''Tonight is about you Britt'' She said and began trailing kisses again on my stomach, every kiss lower and lower. I looked at her and I felt her hands pulling down my pantie. She took it off and tossed it on the ground. She was now looking at my wet sex and I felt very exposed. She licked her lips and leaned down.
''Put your legs on my shoulders babe'' she said and I did what she asked me.
I felt her warm breath against my center and I felt a burning feeling coming up from deep in my stomach.
I felt her soft lips kissing the insides of my thighs and her hands were resting on my waist, trying to hold my hips in place. She was blowing small breathes of air on my clit and my whole body was longing for her to touch me.
''P-please..'' I said again.
I felt her tongue sliding up and down my folds. I never felt this before. I felt her moaning against me. She placed a kiss on my sensitive spot and suddenly I felt her tongue on my clit stroking up and down and curling upwards.
''Oh my god…'' I moaned while my hips were trying to buck up but santana's hands helped me down. She was now sucking on my clit and I felt her plump lips caressing the sensitive nerves around it. The burning feeling in my stomach was getting worse and I felt taken away by all the new sensation santana brought to my body. Suddenly the burning sensation in my stomach stopped and I felt waves of pleasure riding through my body. My whole body tensed and I had no sense of controle anymore, it was amazing.
I was still riding out my first orgasme when I suddenly felt her fingers around my entrance and she dipped her finger inside of me. I felt a sharp pain and my breath was stuck in my throath. She stopped her actions and looked up a little worried.
''Am I hurting you?'' She asked. I shook my head a little.
''N-no please continue'' I moaned.
Her finger began pumping in and out of me again very slow and the pain slowly was replaced by a new sensational feeling. She stopped sucking on my clit and crawled back up. Now she was sucking on my pulse point in my neck again while pumping her finger in and out of me.
It was a strange but good feeling. I feel so close to her now when she's inside me.
I felt her warm breath on my ear and she whispered ''Relax baby''.
She dipped a second finger in my entrance and began a steady pace. I moaned at the feeling of her filling me up and my body was on the edge. I felt her fingers curling up a little and they hit a sensitive spot deep in me over and over again.
''S-san, I think I'm gonna…'' I couldn't finish my sentence. Waves of pleasure ran through my body again but even stronger than the ones I felt before. I was shaking uncontrollably and Santana was slowly helping me riding out my orgasme with her fingers. I couldn't catch my breath and I felt her fingers pulling out of me.
''Breathe baby'' She whispered in my ear while holding me with her other arm.
I finally catched my breath and my whole body felt relaxed and exhausted at the same time.
''wow that was amazing'' I breathed out.
I opened my eyes and I saw Santana looking at me with so much love and happiness. She layed down beside me and I snuggled up into her side. She threw her arms around me and pulled me closer. I burried my head in the crook of her neck breathing in her scent, still coming down from my orgasms. I felt my eyes getting heavier and Santana took the cover of her bed and threw it over us.
I placed a soft kiss on her collarbone and said ''I want to make you feel good too''
She kissed the top of my head and said ''We have all the time in the world for that Britt. Let's just go to sleep''
I felt disappointed but also a little relieved, because I have no idea how I'm supposed to do all those things she did to me. I layed my head back down on her chest and I was determined to learn as fast as I could.
''I love you''.
''I love you too Britt'' I heard her say before I drifted off to sleep.
I hope you liked it guys, it was very hard for me to write.
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