September 20, 2011
Dear Diary,
Justus doesn't care like I'd thought he did.
I saw him.
He was kissing her.
Why would he kiss her, other than to prove that he hates me?
I threw myself over a cliff, but I didn't do anything but injure myself, unfortunately… I got released from the infirmary just yesterday and he's been avoiding me.
Not that I care.
I'm avoiding him.
He hates me.
They have someone always watching me to stop me if I go suicidal. They won't tell me how long this will go on for, but when they do stop, I'll throw myself off the cliff.
And this time, I'll hit the rocks.
I know I will.
~Jamie
