September 20, 2011

Dear Diary,

Justus doesn't care like I'd thought he did.

I saw him.

He was kissing her.

Why would he kiss her, other than to prove that he hates me?

I threw myself over a cliff, but I didn't do anything but injure myself, unfortunately… I got released from the infirmary just yesterday and he's been avoiding me.

Not that I care.

I'm avoiding him.

He hates me.

They have someone always watching me to stop me if I go suicidal. They won't tell me how long this will go on for, but when they do stop, I'll throw myself off the cliff.

And this time, I'll hit the rocks.

I know I will.

~Jamie