I can't believe the day is finally here. I've moved into my dorm at McPherson College and I'm getting ready to start my college life in Kansas. 6 months ago I made the final decision to sign to this school and play soccer for them for the next four years. So I might have had some alternate motive but that isn't the point. The point is that I'm here and Brittany is only an hours drive away from me.

Brittany decided to go to a community college for two years and play there. She isn't really as close as I would like but it's better than being in two completely different states.

We've been together for almost a year now. I never thought I could be this happy with someone. Actually I never thought I could be this happy. We can't see each other this week because it's hell week and that means fitness for five days and a total of ten sessions.

xoxoxox

I'm walking back to my dorm after fitness and I'm dead tired. I can barely make it up the stairs. Why the hell did I get put on the second floor?

I open my door, apparently I forgot to lock it, and on my bed I see a familiar head of blonde hair and immediately move to her and wrap my arms around her.

"Wow babe, as much as I love this, and I do, really I do, you smell terrible."

I hear a little chuckle and then I realize I probably do smell bad. Immediately I pull away.

"Sorry B," I say, "It's just been so long since I've gotten to hold you and I missed you so much."

Wait...

"Wait, Britt...how did you get in here? You don't go to school here." This girl is going to be the death of me. How did she get into my building? You need a key to get in.

"Snuck in when some guys were leaving then I went looking for your room." She says it like it's the simplest thing in the world. And she says it with that confident smile that she knows I can't resist.

I kiss her.

Those lips. I will never get tired of the feeling of having them pressed against my own. I place my hands on her waist and pull her closer. Suddenly I'm left with a cold feeling and no more lips on mine.

"I love you babe but I meant it when I said you stink. Go shower and then we can cuddle and talk before I have to go, okay?" She smiles wider with every word and I know I'm a sucker when I hear myself agree. It's a little less time with her, but it'll be worth it to smell bad anymore.

I'm back in my room after my shower and putting my things away when I feel her arms around my waist. I smile and rest my hands on top of hers, enjoying the moment. This could be the rest of my life. That seems like a lot, we're both just now freshmen in college, but I really love this girl and I could see my life spending the rest of my life her. She's the most wonderful thing to ever happen to me.

"What are you thinking about San?" I hear whispered against my neck.

"Just how amazing you are and how lucky I am to have you. How this moment, this right here, is everything I've ever wanted and I'm finally getting to have it with the girl of my dreams. The one who's been there for me and will continue to be there for me." The words are just flowing out of my mouth as I turn around.

"Everything that we have is what I've always wanted and I wouldn't want to share these moments with anyone except you, B. I love you."

"I love you, too, San." She says, as she grabs my hands and pulls us to my bed.

She pushes me down on the bed gently and I'm looking up at her. I feel her lips press against mine and slowly move to my jawline, then down to my neck. Closing my eyes I'm suddenly thankful my roommate isn't an athlete and won't be here for another week. Then I'm lost in waves of bliss.

xoxoxoxox

I feel myself wake up when the body next to me gets up to leave. My arms wrap around her and I pull her close to me again.

"Don't go, B" I mumble. I haven't fully woken up yet. I know she has to get back to school and she has an hour to drive but I don't want her to go just yet.

"I have to. I gotta get back. We have practice in like three hours." She kisses my forehead and I know she's getting ready to leave.

"Stay for like five more minutes," I open my eyes and finally look at her, "please, B. I won't get to see you again until the weekend."

I hear her sign and I know I've won. She's gonna stay and I get to spend more time with my girl.

"Five more minutes, but then I really have to go." She says. She's right. I don't want her to be late to practice and I know she can't stay here with me all day.

"Five more minutes," I say with a smile. I press a soft kiss to her lips and then look at her. She's beautiful. She smiles and it's like nothing else matters. Just us. I tuck a strand of hair behind her ear and she blushes. After last night I don't why she would blush at that but it's the most adorable thing. Her cheeks turn a soft shade of pink that contrasts with the deep blue that is her eyes and I find myself wondering how I can possibly ever be good enough for Brittany.

"San it's been five minutes. I have to go." I pout slightly but I knew this was coming. We agreed five minutes.

"Don't look at me like that San," She says with a soft smile.

I get out of bed and hold my hands out for her to take. She takes them and stands up. Throwing on a pair of sweat pants, a t-shirt, and some slippers I tell her I'm going to walk her out.

We're at her car and I'm holding her hands. I wish she could stay and I know she wishes she could, too. She leans in a kisses me. It's brief, but it leaves me with butterflies in my stomach. Like all of her kisses always do.

"Bye San. You'll come see me this weekend, right?" She asks, as if unsure. Of course I'm going to see her.

"Of course, B." I say, "We're going to spend the weekend together."

She smiles and then gets in her car. I lean down and give her one last kiss.

"Drive safe, Britt. And let me know when you get home."

"I will San. I love you."

I smile. I'll never get tired of hearing those three words. Nothing in the world can compare.

"I love you, Britt."

She closes the car door and the next thing I know she's driving away. Since I can't bring myself to look away I watch her until she's out of sight. A part of me feels like I should be sad that she's leaving but I'm not. Thinking about it, I know she's only an hours drive away and I know I'll get to see her over the weekend. Thee weekend is a long ways away but I know it'll be worth it.

A.N. So sorry about the delay in this. It's been like two years and I know that's terrible but I really lost inspiration. Anyways, I'm back and hopefully this will be updated more often.