Chapter 9
It's been one week, two days, twenty hours and a few minutes (not that I am counting) since one of the most important people in my life decided to walk out on me. I haven't been sleeping properly and I am barely eating. People that still care about me are starting to notice the difference I am paler, my eyes are darker, I have heavy eyes and I have been very quiet a little too quiet. The Jock still pick on me but I haven't got the strength or energy to fight back. I feel broken both mentally and physically. No one has even noticed how much I have been struggling with this not Quinn. Not Mike. Not Mike and Not Rachel. They are all busy with their own lives and I didn't want to bother them after all I am supposed to be the strong one. It crazy to think that a girl I have only known for a few weeks could have this effect on me. It's Friday and my class let out early so I head straight to the choir room sitting at the piano starting to play any notes. The notes start to make a familiar song and I softly sing along. I could feel some one watching me from the door but I don't want to turn around only to be disappointed it not who I want it to be but instead it is Rachel or Quinn. The bell rings but I carry on playing the song I start to fade that song out and starting to play a different song. I sing softly make my own lyrics this time when I hear footsteps leading into the room I don't turn around to look who it is. They take slow steps leading them to the other side of the room where they sit staring at me. I feel their gaze burning a whole into the side of my head. Santana what are you doing to yourself. The person thinks before the quietness of the room is interrupted by everyone else who walk s into the room. I stop playing when Mr Shue walks into the room.
"Right guys, I have a new assignment for you. This is a new assignment all about feelings. I want you-"I look up to meet Blue eyes they connect for a second before everything turns black and I am falling it's all black it has been fore a few seconds now but some of my other senses are coming back.
"Puck can you get a chair please?" someone said. I think it was Mr Shue. "Puck⦠Puck" no one moved. I feel my head before the most beautiful voice cut him off.
"Move out my way Puck, For Fuck sake." Brittany said before a chair was put down near me. Gentle hands lift me legs on top of the chair. I heard footsteps walking towards me then I felt soft hand taking hold of my head lifting me into some ones legs. "Mr Shue what do we do now?" Brittany's voice is coming from above me.
"Everyone else go out for ten minutes. I will go and get some water" Mr Shue said before walking out of the room. Everyone walked quickly out the room but Brittany didn't move. Her hand are now combing through my hair.
"She needs blood" Puck said to everyone who was in the room.
"We know Noah and we will make sure she eats when she is home" Quinn snaps at Puck "Sorry Puck I have never seen her like this not even over Vikki"
"It doesn't matter all we know is that she hasn't been eating when she say she has" Rachel says sounding concerned. "We have all been wrapped up in our own lives to notice how much she has been struggling."
"She has always been there for us but we are never there for her" Mike whispered sounding very guilty. "We said we would be there for her but we just left her and this is the result. We all think she is so strong and that she can deal with anything but she can't."
"Who's Vikki" Brittany asks stopping her hand movements.
"That's for San to tell you not us" Mike said before everyone relapses into silence. The door opens and footsteps are walking up to me and Brittany. Mr Shue whispers something before the door opens and closes again.
"San you are starting to scare me you need to wake up. Please for me" Brittany breaths into my ear something in me snaps and I slowly open my eyes to be meet with blue ones wide with concern. Puck mutters about going to get Mr Shue. My eyes are still locked with blue. Mr Shue walks in saying that I need to go home and get some rest. Brittany gets up pulling me up gently with her wrapping her arm around my shoulder keeping me steady. I pull away from her and walking over to Mike who gives me s cuddle before Quinn takes over leading me to the cars. I walk around to get into the driver side before a soft hand darts out grabbing my keys.
"No way are you driving" Brittany says before taking my hand before leading me around to the other side sitting me down before walking around the car getting in the driver's side. "I am taking you home while the others go out for a bit. Is that okay" I nod while she starts the car.
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The drive to the house was silent. We pulled up and I went straight into the house not waiting to see if the blonde will follow me into the house. I walk down to the basement. I walk straight past the studios to the back of the area. I hear footsteps following me but I just carry on walking. I get the hidden door and open it using a key to open it.
"Wait here" I say quickly before walking into the room closing the door behind me. I walk over to one of the many fridges in the room. I pull out a blood bag pouring it into a cup before drinking all down. I open another making sure I drink enough blood. Ten minute later and I am walking out of the room to see that Brittany waited for me. I walk silently up the stairs with her following closely behind me. I walk into the lounge sitting on a couch waiting for her to follow.
"You don't have to stay" I say quietly not looking at the leggy blonde beside me.
"We need to talk San" She said looking straight at me.
"About?" I said trying desperately not to look at the blonde who was sitting right next to me. There was a short pause from the blonde before she answered my question.
"Us" she breathed out before turning her body so that she was facing me. "You have no idea how much I have missed you Santana. I missed seeing you every day after school. I missed talking to you. I missed texting you before I went to bed. I missed holding your hand. I missed you deep brown eyes that showed me every emotion you felt. But most importantly I just missed you San. The first few days were easy because I only saw you once or twice and that was from a distance. The third day was when I noticed a change in you, first it was your eyes they became darker and then after that you became paler, after that I talked to Rachel and she agreed to give me day updates." She took a deep breath before continuing. "San I hated myself after I saw you the day after I made the worst mistake I will ever make in my life. After that day I watched you I knew that you were struggling but I didn't think it was that bad until I saw you this morning. I hated seeing you so defeated so I decided that at some point today I would talk to you. I saw you in the choir room before glee you looked you broken but you also looked so beautiful." She reached over to put her hand on my leg before carrying on "and then you fainted. I was so scared that I lost you for good. I can't lose you San. I want to know everything about you. I don't care what you are or who you were all that matter is that you're mine and the Santana that I came to know and love. Please say that you will be with me. That I am not too late please San"
I look up at her for the first time since sitting down and I see something in her eyes that has been missing since she started the school but I have no idea what it is. Everything she said touched my heart if it was beating it would have been beating faster. I pick up her hand holding it tight in my hand. I link our fingers before looking down at our hands they fit together her pale skin mixed in with my caramel skin. I look back up turning my body toward her I bring my other hand to cup her face. My gaze flickers from her eyes to her lips. I lick my lips before leaning until I was just a few inches away from her. I stay there waiting until she closes the gap. She squeezes my hand while looking deeply into my eyes she pulls her lips up in a smile which lights up her whole face making her even more gorgeous. I close the distance not being able to wait any longer. Our lips are pressing lightly against each other's I pull away to take a breath before pressing back on her lips with a little bit more pressure. I slowly start moving my lips when she brings her hand up to the back of my neck. She pulls me forward kissing me deeper and faster. I close my eyes as she closes hers. She moves closer to me without breaking the kiss. She lets go of my hand trailing her hand up my side until she reaches my hip. I can feel sparks fly with every touch or movement she makes. My stomach feels like it is being taken over by butterflies and I am in love with the feeling. She breaks the kiss resting her head again mine while taking a deep breath in.
"Brittany will you do on a date with me" I whisper
"I thought you would never ask." She says before pecking my lips "I need to tell you something though but I don't want it to change what this is" she adds pointing between the two of us.
"You could never lose me Britt" I reassure her "I promise"
"Well the thing is that my dad is kind of a Vampire hunter and I am trained too" she says and I feel my eyes widen as a reaction "Baby listen to me I have talked to him and my mum about it. I told them that the reason why I haven't been myself is because I found out that the person I am falling for is a Vampire and I don't know what to. They said that I have to follow my heart and that you and your coven is protected as long as you don't feed of humans but he wants to meet you." she says looking into my eyes.
"Okay but you do know that we don't feed of humans that are unwilling right?" I ask her she nods before connecting our lips again. "I would like to take you out on our first date before I meet you parents" I said smiling at her. I don't care what her father is as long as she loves me and is with me I don't care. I think over all the things I have to tell and show her and I am actually very excited. There is only a few things I don't want her to know and I don't intend to tell her them until she asks me first. I look at her and I can see she is thinking hard about something. "What ya thinking about?" I ask but I never think that the answer will be the three words I never ever want her to ask.
"Who is Vikki?"
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Sorry it's been so long but I have been writing another story that should be posted soon which is called 'is it true'. Are you guys wondering who Vikki is to? Do you have an idea who she could be? Or why San doesn't want to tell Britt? Let me know what you think.
As always I don't own glee or any of the characters.
