As Carrie and Christian along with Ana bonded. Jack was at his home with Elizabeth. She was sleeping after a brutal beating Jack gave her with a whip. He knew that Carrie had saw her. Jack was also frustrated cause he saw Sawyer comforting her in the Alley. Jack was extremely Jealous that Carrie was forgetting about him. If he only knew the nightmares she had from him. Jack was typing away on his laptop in the office. His phone rang and it was Sarah his ex submissive. he got a cheap grin on his face and said "hello beautiful." He had this one on the hook cause of the tapes he still possessed of them and the evil and rude things he put her through for his pleasure.

Sarah on the other end was driving back to Escala she tailing her ex fiancee Luke Sawyer. "Hello yourself darling." She had a thick jersey accent. "your Beauties new security is just coming back home with roses. Seems he's smitten with your damsel." She said with a cocky tone. Jack let out a growl and said "watch your tone with me whore. I need to know when she is alone. Keep tabs on her and follow her and try to pull him back to you make him feel your sorry about the marriage failing and try to make it work. I need her Sarah." Jack heard a noise coming from the hall but paid no attention. "I need what makes me live." he said. Sarah rolled her eyes as she pulled into the parking lot. "look I've got an elevator to catch n a security to swoon." She fixed her lip gloss and hung up. Grabbing her brief case she ran for the elevator catching it just in time.

Luke's face was in awe and his ex wife's face after all these years. She looked healthy and back to her old self. The self he fell in love with all those years ago. He held the elevator door as she ran to it carrying a few designer shopping bags along with Victoria Secret bag. Luke wondered if she was still with her Dom but left it awkwardly silent. Sarah smiled as she got on and said "Luke..Oh my gosh its been a few years now. What are you doing in Seattle? I thought you would never leave Chicago." Sarah gave him a hug after entering in her code. Luke cleared his throat and it was an awkward hug, but she still wore the same perfume she always did. He shrugged her off and said "it's nice to see you as well Sarah. I never thought i would either but it reminded me too much of you so i took this great job. What about you? Are you still with that Dom and his girlfriend?" Sarah could hear the distain in his voice. She looked down at her feet feeling quite small after that comment and said "No actually once i got on my feet I left him. She wasn't much in the picture for the first few months." "Interesting.." He said looking down at his phone seeing a text from Carrie and smile.

As Luke stayed on the elevator Sarah grabbed her phone. She dialed Jack but got no answer. She figured he must be dealing with his other sub. As Jack's phone was going off Liz was wondering the halls looking for him. Jack put the phone on silent and found her on the balcony with a silk robe wrapped around her. it use to belong to Carrie and seeing it again it turned him on slightly but after their session he knew she wouldn't be ready for more. Liz was enjoying the view and just looked out at the city. Jack wrapped his arms around her with a smile n kissed her head. "This looks good on you." he whispered in her ear. Liz smiled and let out a blissful sigh. She leaned into his arm more. Jack kissed her head again and said "I have to leave for a few day go back to Detroit to get somethings from my folks. I need you to stay here and act like business as usual." His tone was forceful and almost a growl. Liz just nodded her head in agreement then spoke softly "That's fine Roach gave Ana your job temporarily I hope. So i have to help her out a little." She was meek and quiet As he spun her around and grabbed her throat and said "Good keep your eye on that little gold digger for me. Plus I'm sure that new bodyguard will be with her which will give me time with Carrie."

At the sound of that name Liz went to flinch away but he snatched her throat and said with a deep growl in her ear "She is carrying my child Liz. remember that." He toyed with her on her infertility. Liz held back her tears as he kissed her forehead and picked her up in his arms. Getting a whiff of the robe it still had a bit of Carrie's Perfume on it. Jack started to kiss on her neck softly. Liz let out a giggle as he carried her to their room. The two could never get enough but what Liz didn't know is he video taped every moment so she never forgot what he could do to her. Jack put her on the kitchen island and got some ice in a wine glass and then grabbed the wine to toy with Liz some.

As Liz and Jack were having their fun. Luke and Carrie had turned in early. But Carrie of course on schedule woke up from a horrible nightmare. They were starting to end the same every time. Jack would end up taking their child and raising it with liz and Carrie never getting to know their child. She sat up in a cold sweat and seen the time it was only two in the morning. She had to be up in a few hours but after that dream there was no way she was going back to bed. She grabbed a black silk robe off the bathroom door and headed for her beautiful piano. Its where she could lose her emotions and fears since she was free from the torture she had to endure with Jack along with their mother's Pimp. Carrie wished with all her heart that her life wasn't the way it ended up. She needed more in it. As her fingers played a sad yet magnificent tune. It was a song she remember that was always playing as a kid. As Carrie played she escaped into her memories.

I smell apple pie in the oven and piano playing. My dad was doing business as regular. He was trafficking drugs to people he arrested or pretended to. But when he was high he let them use me. He made money off me. I remember one night bleeding bad and it hurt i didn't want to get out of bed at sixteen. He grabbed me by my copper pigtails and smashed my face into a pillow till i couldn't breathe and let the man violate me.

Luke put his hand on her shoulder and she jumped and the piano lid closed on her hand. It hit hard and she flinched. Luke said "Shit I didn't mean to scare you." as he sat down next to her kissing her fingers. "I didn't mean to jump just been in my head a lot since the doctors are working on evening out my med now that im pregnant." she said laying her head on his shoulder. "I should know better Christian doesn't like being disturb when he plays either" Luke said kissing her forehead. "So why are you up again?" He asked her moving her hair out of her face. Carrie smiled at him and said "still having those nightmares. I'm scared he's gonna find us and finish what he started." She said tensing up when he went to run his fingers down her spine. This was affection she wasn't really use to and didn't know how to take it. Her eyes closed and she let out a breath as Lukesat behind her wrapping his arms around her. He put her hand in his and kissed it softly. "Look Carrie I am not sure what all you have been through. But nothing is going to happen to you or your child I promise you that." Luke said kissing her neck softly. Carrie shrugged him off and said "Don't make promises you can't kept Sawyer please." She said trying to hold back her own tears.

Carrie felt like she was a battered and broken woman scared of everything and had a man already there to protect her. But she knew those promises couldn't hold true all the men that promised to protect her all hurt her. She even at one point put Christian in that category before she knew him and Jack poisoned her mind as well as her "dad" Luke spun her chin around and looked her in the eyes. "I never make a promise I can't keep. Now lets go back to bed please." Luke said with a soft peck on her lips that were stained with a few tears. "I hate seeing you cry but your lips taste sweetest after they have dried from the smile i put on your face." He said standing up with her and picked her up after she let out a yawn. She teased him and said "do it now before i become a fat whale in a few months. Soon this bump is gonna pop out and be big enough to carry another human being." "well don't make it seem so attractive." She let out a smirk and tried to cover a giggle. Luke liked seeing her smile . It made him feel like he had purpose again. Neither of them expected this to happen the way it did or how fast it was going they were just going with it . Luke placed her on her side even covering her up with the black silk sheets and the down comforter. He went to the bathroom to pee and she made sure her alarm was set for the morning. She wanted to go talk to Elena after everything going on lately. Carrie hoped that Christian wouldn't put a guard with her she needed a moment in reality.

Luke came back in and Carrie was already back to sleep. He decided to sit up for a few minutes and watch her breath. He was unsure why he felt a connection with her but he did. As he watched her his mind went back to him and Sarah. He was married to her for almost five years. They had tried for children but were unsuccessful and that's when the marriage failed. Luke remembered the day.

I was sitting at my desk at home waiting for her to come home. We just went through a treatment of IVFs and she told me it failed to take. We stopped trying because she didn't want to do it anymore. I get a text message obviously not meant for me.

Sarah: Sir we need to talk at our usual spot in the city. hubbys working late with my dad. room 23

Rubbing my face im pissed wondering what i was about to walk in on Cause i was damn sure going to be there at the motel to see. Getting in my truck I go to the motel and i see her new mustang i got her for christmas with my bonus from her dads security company. I decide to to the bar and have a drink i order a shot of whiskey and a blonde is sitting next to a copper haired girl and she grabs him before he leave and he grabs her throat and smacks her across the face. He drops a couple hundreds in her lap and tells her to stay her till he came back with his other whore. I take another shot and know what i gotta do an that was catch Sarah in the act. I ordered another shot and one for the girl next to me. She had her bangs over her face cause she was hiding her tears. The bartender looked at me and said "don't try n save that one what happend always happens they are regulars around here. He hooks up with some other girl and she sits down her getting plastered and ends up sleeping on the floor outside the room till morning and he drags her in. I haven't seen you around here though.""yeah im surprising my wife" I say with a smirk And he says "Lucky lady then." He pours me another shot.

I feel sick to my stomach and feel the liquid courage. So I decided to go to the room to catch the act in motion. Peaking through the window I saw my wife and the abusive blonde guy from the bar. Her legs were wrapped around him like a whore bouncing up and down on his dick. It disgusted me and took my wedding ring off and threw it into the camero and poor the beer into it sine the top was down. I hear an angelic drunken voice say "well i can see you wanna piss someone off. Since i'm obviously not getting in my room tonight we could always put the top up and piss two someones off in the same moment,"

before i could say yes i grab her hand and grateful i have a spare set of the keys. I put the keys in the ignition and put the top down making certain i don't sit in the beer soaked seat. When my lips meet hers its magic. I felt free and hot i had never been this hot with Sarah. This one even let me pull her hair. Getting her into the backseat she sits on my lap facing away from me letting my hands and lips wonder as she lets me give her a pounding. The windows steam up and im certain most people are wonder what the hell on this winter night. It was about a half hour later and the car door opens and Sarah is yanking the Girl by the hair and when she sees her face she's ashamed and pissed all in one moment.

Luke snaps out of it when Carrie lets out a whimper and he curls up to her. The next day Carrie seemed to give her security the slip while doing some shopping. She need a normal moment with out everything added. She was no where near use to all this. Never in a million years did she ever picture her twin living this life style when they reconnected and she was unsure how he did it. Carrie walked through the employee entrance trying not to draw attention. She didn't look as bad and her bump seemed to poke through her tshirt a little. she ran up the stairs avoiding anyone. She seen Elena on the phone when she slipped into the office. Elena smiled and said "yeah Kelly we will get you in here for a consult and a test on hair and make up for the brides maids and urself so we can make sure its what u want. K see you then." Carrie took off her hood letting her curly copper locks come down her face. It felt nice to be in a familiar place. Elena was stunned to see her here and with out the security team. "I wasn't expecting to see you out and about. Christian said you weren't ready to leave the apartment. Where's the security team?" Elena asked before sitting at her desk.

Carrie said "i needed a moment to be normal so they are probably looking around the mall for me. I took an uber here and left the car. Everything is crazy and im scare Elena. I really am because i don't deserve any of this and I'm scared jacks gonna do something stupid over this baby." "Does he know?" Elena Asked "He has to he brought me the baby blanket that we've had since I got pregnant the first time in chicago but i had a miscarriage cause he pushed me down the stairs." Carrie responded. hearing Jacks actions toward her made her sick to her stomach. "Has he contacted you at all?" Carrie asked knowing that Elena was his mistress at one point in time when he like that. Elena drummed her nails on the desk she wasn't sure if she should lie or tell her the truth. But she didn't want to stress Carrie out more about Jack's visit. "No he hasn't its been dark on his end since everything that went down. Last I heard he's shacked up with some Hr gal in y'all house. but that was from Clarissa from the pub down the street from there. She comes and gets her roots done every two weeks like clock work. Elena said trying to make her smile.

Carrie let out a little laugh as she adjusted her seat a little. Elena's phone started to ring and it was Christian. Elena looked at Carrie teasing her "you wanna answer that or should I?" Elena of course answered her phone. "Hello Christian." Christian was already in a foul mood cause of some problems with a buisness deal. But when he heard Carrie bolted from security he called everyone he could think of. No one had eyes on her. He thought to call the one person that both he and his twin trusted. "Have you seen Carrie by chance? She slipped her Securtiy detail." Elena shook her head at Carrie giving her that shame on you look and then replied to him "Yean she's right here." Christians breathed his own sigh of relief. He was glad she was saw and with someone they trusted. "can you keep her there for a bit? I have a meeting in ten minutes that shouldn't take long and i'll be there for her myself." He was furious and upset but kind of understood his twins logic a little. "I'll try but she is a free woman. But I'm sure once i give her the keys to her dance space you'll have an issue getting her out of here." Elena said with a giggle.

Elena tossed her the key that was on a key on a heart key chain. Carrie took the hint and smiled biting her lip a little as she went to her space where she teached her dole dancing class. She locked the door behind her before going into the dressing room off the room itself. She still had her shoew as well as her clothes here still. But when she opened it there were roses in it they were fresh and a letter with a phone. It was a burner phone that couldn't be traced. There was a message on it from Jack

Jack; hi beautiful. I was worried about you and the baby?

Carrie Hesitated to answer

Carrie: Why do you care.

Jack: I'm sorry for how everything happened. Look i wanna see you make sure you both are okay.

Carrie: i'm at Elena's good luck.

Carrie thought that would make him go away knowing he wasn't going to get to her, Carrie took the battery out of the phone and left it in her locker and threw the dead roses out of her locker. and put on her workout clothes and decided to put on some music and close all the blinds so she couldn't be viewed. "tennessee Whiskey." By Chris Stapleton came on and she start to work on a sow and sweet routine to it. As she was dancing she thought of Sawyer. He made her smile and feel safe even though she would never truly feel safe till she knew the demons were gone for good. But those would be around for a while while Jack could reach her anywhere. But she let her mind fade off and just think about the movement and closed her eyes. As she danced Jack found away and snuck himself in picking the lock to her studio. He could tell she was dancing for some one and he decided to join her movements. This was the one thing they did well together and matched every move. As he wrappped his arms around her he could feel her bump and let his hand sit there.

Carrie could feel two hands touching her her moving with her movements and dancing. But when they paused on her stomach. Her eyes opened and spun around and seen jack Pushing him off. "Jesus what the fuck are you doing here? you know you aren't suppose to be near me or contact me. So why are you here?" She said turning off the ipod and keeping her distance. Jack said "you told me where yu were at and i had t see you and our baby." "no My baby. you don't get to do what you did with a man that tried to kill us and try to claim this baby its mine." She said making her point and making him upset with what she was saying. She had such a smart mouth that pissed him off so bad. "no it mine no matter how bad you don't want it to be and How bad Sarah's ex husband wish it wasn't" he said with a smirk. Carrie of course remembered Sarah and her ex husband but she only met him once and they screwed in Sarah's car to make Jack and Sarah both pissed off. Carrie got angry and said "what does he have to do with it?" "Hes the one your shacking up pretending i don't exist." Jack said with a sigh and fire in his eyes and rage running through him but he had to keep his hands to himself.

Carrie never seen Sarah's ex husbands face cause that night was a blur and she couldn't remember much from the liquor she was drinking along with the pills she was taking. "So what if im shacking up with someone else. You got the inheritance whore you've always wanted that way you can live off her daddy's dime. So what does it matter?" She yelled at him. The door opened before jack could answer Taylor had him in a full nelson. Carrie felt a slight cramp something she was all too familiar with from when she was pregnant with Sarah's husbands baby and Jack had made her miscarry by fucking with her emotions and making her stress. Of course this time Jack didn't want that. Jack fought with Taylor before seeing the cops outside waiting for him. Carrie and Christian shared a look and she knew she was in for an ass chewing once she felt better but he was worried for her. "I'll yell later.. lets get you home and i'll have my mom come check on you." Christian told her. He was angered more than ever and needed to take out his fusterations of the day. But he promised never to take Ana back to the red room not after his horrible mistake.

As the cops were putting Jack in the back of a cop car Carrie was getting into the Audi with her brother and just sat in silence. She didn't know what to expect from him. She knew what jack would do but her and Christian were related. Taylor drove them back to Escala. "Since you won't break the silence I will" He said looking out the window. He never had to be this vulnerable or brotherly in sometime. When the greys adopted him he didn't speak till Mia came because she reminded him of Carrie. "Look I know your not use to this security stuff. But I do it cause I lost you once in our life time and I can't forgive myself for all the time that has gone by and i never looked for you. So That's why I go over the top a little with everything. I am mad you gave Ryder and Prescott the slip and left your phone behind I was worried not to mention Sawyer. He was just as worried so I am sure he is mad with you too." He told her. Carrie rolled her eyes and gritted her teeth to say "Okay i get it i'm sorry but i needed to seconds of normal. no i wasn't expecting Jack to pick the lock to my studio nor did i plan to go to elena's I just found myself there." "I get it I go there too when i need to clear my head though i haven't really had a heart to heart in sometime with her." Christian told his sister A grin came on her face as he said that. That gave her hope that they were more alike then she understood. But once they got to Escala Chrsitian made sure that Taylor put her on bed rest till Grace got there.

Once grace showed up Carrie was shy and didn't know what to say to her. she could have potentially been her mother too had it not been for Her "dad. Grace examined her stomach and said "The baby will be fine You are just on bed rest for a day or two and no more stress enduced sistuations for you." Carrie let out a laugh and covered her mouth then said "sorry for that but my life seems to be turned on its heels so everything involves stress because im not use to this all. " Grace patted her hands and kissed her forehead. "I totally understand. But it will get easier for you and Christian both. Before you know it you two will be acting as you two did when i met you in the hospital you hiding behind him and him tucking u in and shy." It Marveled her how far Christian had come since then But Before Grace thought to long on the what if of her past. She grabbed her stuff. Carrie had to flutter her eyelashes to stop her own tears from crying Grace said "you get some rest and no stress." Carrie rolled on to her side and curled up with luke's pillow. Grace headed to the living room of carrie's place where Christian waited for her. "she will be fine. Just bed rest for a few days and no stress." Christian nodded his head and said 'thank you mom" as he walked her to the elevator he asked his mother one question "Whould life had been different for me if she were adopted with me?" but grace couldn't answer just be stunned. When the elevator dinged she responded "I'm not sure. But you got your her in your life now but just remember she isn't use to all this she grew up rough and has a lot of scars from it. But you will be able to get through it, Cause you two are from the same cloth." The Words just sat with Christian as Garce pecked his cheek as she got on the elevator. Once Grace was gone Christian decided to stay here till he decided to pick ana up since she was going to move in today.


Okay so super sporry this is late i been working on this for weeks trying figure our some connections and how i wanted it to play out. I hope you like it and i promise more to come later.

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