Author's Note- I hope you like the story, But it has been brought to my attention that this might be triggering, so bear that in mind.
Mori PoV
Mitskuni was had been taking everything pretty well, he had cried but he was accepting of what happened, he missed her, we all did. But he put up a brave front, I believe it has something to do with the note Haruhi left him.
He had been doing so well. He hadn't made an effort to contact anyone yet, he figured we all needed time to come to terms. But when we returned to school we realized that that hadn't really happened. When we returned to school the entire atmosphere was deppressing sad. Not like it had been the day her death was announced, it seemed worse. I hadn't the slightest idea of what had happened. I didn't know what brought all of this about until I was called up to the chairman's office.
I met Mitskuni there, I gave him a question look, thinking he might know why we were called her. When we entered there was Chairman Suoh, The head of the Ootori corporation and the head of the Hitachiin business.
"Boys have a seat." The chairman said gesturing to two seats in front of his deck.
We sat down silently. I was worried. Something must have happened to them. They all looked tired, sad.
"I know you were close to my sons, being in that club together." Hitachiin said. I nodded, in sync with Mitskuni. "They won't be coming back." He chocked out.
I didn't understand. I didn't want to understand. I knew what he was getting at but I couldn't accept that.
"What do you mean?" Mitskuni asked softly.
"They were wrapped up in there little world. They couldn't take it here. They weren't in pain, the embalmer believes they were happy when they died, he found huge amount of hallucinogens in there systems." He told looking down at his hands.
I shook my head, that was, they wouldn't have...
They would though. I knew that Haruhi meant alot to them, more than I could really comprehend. I didn't believe thay would react like this though. I looked up Ootori began speaking.
"I'm sorry, you boy's have already been through enough. But Kyoya ran away." I looked up, so he wasn't dead yet? We just had to find him. "Don't get your hopes up, we found his body. He collapsed on a road miles from the school, died of over exertion and dehydration." He told us bluntly.
"Kyo-chan, he. No he would have. He can't have. I promised her." Mitskui stuttered, starting to hyperventilate. His eyes were open wide, tears streaming out of them. I wanted to do something to console him but, I was frozen, I couldn't accept that they were just gone.
"I hate to add anymore to this but, there is one more thing." The Chairman started. Not Tamaki, he brought us all together, I really didn't want it to be true, but I knew. I looked over at Mitskuni, it didn't look like he could take much more. "Shortly after Haruhi died, he took his life. He's in a better place now, with his friends."
He's with our friends. I'm stuck here though. No not stuck, I could join them right now if I really wanted, I could jump out the window. No, I couldn't leave Mitskuni though, then he would be alone and he would surely follow.
Mitskuni got up and left, I followed him. He shouldn't be alone, who knows what might happen. He walked down the halls in a trance like state.
No I know why everyone seemed to have died a little, most of the school's beloved host club had gone, leaving only two members.
I followed Mitskuni down to Music room #3, I followed him as he walked to the shrine he'd left for Haruhi. He took out his wallet and pulled out a picture of all of us and put it on the shrine. He had stopped crying, now he just looked at them in the picture.
"Haruhi?" He began. "I'm sorry, I couldn't do it, I wasn't strong enough. Please don't hate me. If I had known I would have done something. If I had only known. I'm sorry. Please forgive me."
It scared me, the way he was talking, he sounded crazed, like he wasn't him an more , I couldn't blame him, he had just lost some his closest friends, I had just lost some of my closest friends.
Disclaimer- I do not own OHSHC
