Katniss gives me one of her side smiles and comes over to the window where rose and i are sitting. Shes in a weelchair and looks kinda like a mummy
"how are you feeling?" i ask her
She gives me another kind smile "im fine, just alittle sore is all. How about you?"
"im good" i say, holding a sleeping rose in my arms. Shes looks so pieceful and iniccent when shes sleeps, like a child should. I hold her tighter at the memory of what shes told me eveything shes been threw. I feel so bad for her...
"Whos this peeta?" she asks me, forcing me outta my thoughts
"oh! this is rosailien, shes a little girl i rescued during the war. i found her after the bombings at snows mansion"
She smiles at her "shes beautiful, how old is she?"
"7 years old, her father tried to kill her so he could escape a mutt..." i say, looking down at her sad
i can see threw the corner of my eye that katniss has her fist clenched tightly, i look at her beautiful pale face and see its red with anger, she really hates when kids are hurt from adults expectually the people a childs supost to rely on. She knows from her mother spacing out for years after her fathers death what its like to not having anyone to rely on, and she expectully hates when the parents are so selfish they dont care about there child. and im guessing the fact that rose is so small and skiny doesnt help eather...
"im gonna kill the fucker!"
i sigh and look at her "to late, the mutt he tried to feed her to got to him first"
she lets out a angry sigh and nods "good! that gerk deserves to be dead!"
I nod alittle, i personally dont think anyone deserved to be dead. no matter how crual or awful someone is, no one deserves to die
I feel rose move slightly in her sleep and i smile at her then pick her up in my arms easly, shes as light as a feather
"lets take rose back to our room and go somewhere to talk...''
She nods and follows me to our room. I tuck rose in bed beside alex, whos stll fast asleep. I would give her a kiss on the head but with katniss in the room it would make her suspiciuse and asks questions about her so i dicide not to
"shes really beautiful peeta..." i hear katniss say, its hard to hear her quiet voice over haymitches snoring. I give her a kind smile and weel her outta the room
"she sure is beautiful, just wait till you meet her when shes awake. Shes really special..."
She smiles up at me "you really care for her dont you?"
i nod "yea i do..."
"peeta, you know your only 17 right? you cant get attached to her... itll only make it worse for you to give her up to the orphanage..."
I think to myself 'she can never know that im keeping her and alex... she would be really angry at me and give them away. I can never give them away. its like katniss said, im already to attached... but i dont care, i love them both with all my heart'
i weel her over to a big belcony and put her beside a chair and sit beside her "hows your burns?"
She shrugs alittle "ok i guess, there all numb and i can hardlywalk but im fine"
i give her a slight nod "i was burned bad to but that burn cream your mother gave us helped alot"
she looks down and i can tell somethings on her mind
"peeta, before the bombs went off i seen prim... im scared shes hurt..."
i look at her sad, i knew prim went to the mansion but it hasnt really clicked in my head
"did you wanna look for her?"
She nods and and weel her off the belcony "thank you peeta..."
I smile and plant a gentle kiss onto her head, she gives me a sad smile and we keep heading down the hall. I tell her whats happened to me since i seperated from her and gale amd she tells me everything that happened to her. I hope gales ok, who else would i pick on?
Where half way down the hall when we see mrs. everdean sitting on a chair outside a room, i can tell katniss is staring into her sole trying to figure out whats wrong with her
when we get close she looks up at us, her eyes verry red and puffy
"mrs. everdean? whats wrong?"
she bites lip as if shes about to burstinto tears and she shakes her head slightly
"mom, whats wrong?" ii can hear the worry in there voice and i know whats going threw her mind, and i just hope where wrong
but sadly it couldnt be true, what she told us will scar us both for life
"prim was killed in the bombing at snows mantion..."
