Same Night

I had sat around the table chugging whiskey like it was water for most of the night, but eventually they all thinned out finding some whore they wanted to spend the night with. Happy had just about gotten the slut completely naked before he dragged her off into the dark a few hours ago; moans were heard all over the place as the wee hours of the morning took over and there wasn't really much socializing left.

"You look lonely,"a man around my age sat down at the table across from me, blocking my view of the fire. His hair was a light blonde and his eyes were some sort of light color, I could only see him from the few lights that were around shining a yellow cast on everything, but one of the few distinct things I could see was that he wasn't wearing a cut.

"You look lost," I would like to think I didn't slur as bad as I had.

The guy laughed before he spoke again, "Dad's a member, I'm just here for the party,"

"You're missing it," I picked up a new bottle in front of me and took a swig.

"I don't think so," he smirked at me, "Name's Toby," he held out a hand and I just looked at it, "Okay," he muttered before pulling it back.

"Hi Toby," I said to him no emotions in my voice.

"That is usually where people say their name," his smirk came back.

"Bowie," I didn't hold out my hand.

"Bowie? Like the singer?" he asked lighting up a cigarette.

"Exactly like that," I ran my finger around the top of the bottle watching the man in question.

"Okay Bowie," he flicked some ashes and smiled at me,"You seem like a nice girl, what are you doing here?"

I laughed out loud, "God you must have had more to drink then I've had, your vision is off,"

"Nah, I see you clearly Bowie," he stretched his smile even wider than I thought humanly possible and I only rolled my eyes.

"Your dad teach you to say that?"

"Nope, I inherited a great set of eyes.." he stopped and looked me over before he spoke again, "Want to see what else I inherited?" his smile disappeared and I saw the dark guy inside the blonde, he was just trying to seem like a nice guy to get my attention; now his true colors were slipping out.

"Sure," I nodded at him, not knowing why I said it, I knew what else he must of thought he inherited, but my mind wasn't speaking for me tonight, she had left a few shots ago, and those moans out in the dark all around me messed with me, I knew at one point one of those was the whore with Happy. The guy that I had been with, in every way for most of my adult life, we had bought a house together, tried to have a family, and now he was fucking some girl in the bushes half a foot from me.

Toby stood up and grabbed my hand pulling me up and I couldn't help but laugh as I stumbled and he held me up straight, "Come on," he grabbed my arm leading me out towards the dark.

"Bowie!"goosebumps instantly covered my body as his voice met my ears and a firm hand grabbed my other arm.

"Hey man,let her go," Toby snapped at Happy, his earlier tone leaving him, Happy's grip tightened as the man tried to pull me. The guys of all charters of Sons of Anarchy suddenly weren't so occupied with their whores as they filled in a small circle around us, the guys that knew Happy knew it wasn't good if someone bucked up against him. No matter how dark it was you could see the muscle in his jaw moving where he was grinding his teeth, he was also missing the shirt he had on earlier, a light skim of sweat was glistening on his chest.

"I don't think so," Happy growled, "She's mine,"

"I said..let her go," Toby said to him again and an echo of mutters filled the air around us from the leather wearing crew. I watched what was happening on both sides of me, I had heard what Happy had said but it was still registering in my brain, even when we were together he had never told anyone that, even the guys that hadn't known about us at all. I wasn't some bitch he could piss on and mark as his own, anger started bubbling up from my toes and spread through my body, still having each hand held by a guy. The moment I opened my mouth everything around me quieted down, I could only hear my voice.

"WHO THE FUCK..do you think you are!?" I ripped my arm out of their arms and pushed as hard as I could against Happy's sweaty chest, causing him to fall back a few steps before locking his eyes on me and coming forward. "I don't belong to you!" I pushed him again when he got closer only this time I used all my weight I had and some I didn't know I did, pushing him back.

"Don't push him bitch," his whore from earlier stepped in between us before Hap could react to the second push, trying to bump up against me. I saw red, and it was like a siren was blowing behind my ears and rattling my brain as I laughed in the girls face, before pulling back in what felt like slow motion and before I knew it my fist was in the bitches face and she was on the ground.

"HEY!" I heard Jax yelled but it sounded like he was twenty miles away from me, a tornado siren was going off behind my eyes. I was down on top of the girl, repeatedly hitting her in the face, my shoulder had long since popped out of place but I didn't stop, it was like with every hit I released another demon I didn't know was in side me, and then I would get pissed off again, I was in a cat fight that started out over Happy Fucking Lowman, the man who had left me and then blown back into town like he hadn't. More voices echoed my name as the bitch got a few hits in, hurting my already broken nose but I didn't stop, I couldn't stop myself. The woman's brown eyes clouded over and I knew she was about to pass out, and everything clicked, all the sound came back into play as I looked at the crowd around us all looking concerned all except for one, Happy stood with his arms crossed, smirking down at me, he thought he had won.

"Bitch," she muttered one more time and I broke eye contact with the murderer and went back to the girl.

"That's enough," Arms wrapped around me and pulled me into a standing position but I knew it wasn't him, he was still standing there, still smirking, no though of concern for his whore, or the man I was with earlier, he was just watching me.

I was pulled away from the group being dragged backwards as some ,fellow whores circled the one on the ground checking on her, and away from him.

"What the hell was that?" Jax asked turning me around towards him when he got out of ear shot of everyone else.

"Take me home Jax," I didn't give him the satisfaction of an answer and I saw how much blood was on my hands, and finally felt a powerful ache in my shoulder.

"You can't just.."

"Take me home!" I shoved his chest as well, it wasn't such a risk pushing Jax, he was used to it after our childhood years together, I would push him if I couldn't get close enough to dig my nails into his arms.

"Okay," he held up his hands and walked back towards SAMCRO, as I leaned against his bike, looking down at the dirt on the ground.

"Okay psycho," Jax smiled when he came back up, "Lets go," he got on his bike and held out his helmet to me. I put the helmet on with my burning hands and got on the bike behind him turning my head one last time to see Happy in the distance, this time he didn't have a smile on his face, he had a murderous look.


Happy had never come back after the run, that was two months ago; Shit had gone back to normal and my bones had healed, there was no evidence of either night on my body ,or at least he hadn't come back until a bomb went off, blowing Chibs up 2 feet before landing him on his head in the middle of the lot. Happy showed up an hour later, so he must have been close before he got the call. No one had time to think about what had last happened between Happy and I, we were all worried about Chibs, and what the next move was going to be for the club. Gemma told me about seeing the girl with that van earlier and I felt a rip of guilt in my heart, maybe if we had said what really happened to us the lot wouldn't be filled with Chibs's blood and a blown up van.

"This isn't on us," Gemma muttered as the ambulance loaded Chibs up in the back.

"What are they going to do now?" I asked her as the guys walked into the club house slamming the doors behind them.

"They won't let this go," she was watching them too.

"I'm heading home," I told her, making a decision in my head, "Keep me in the loop with Chibs," I didn't wait for her reply as I got in my car and headed towards Main Street. I knew Weston and Zobelle would be in their store, they were every night at this time, I always saw them when I left the shop late. Probably waiting on the club to show up and beat their doors down. I parked my car in front of mine and Vic's shop and headed towards the store front next door, only to be stopped on the side walk by Weston; a sick smile spread across his face.

"I knew you'd come find me," he licked his lips and I shook my head disgusted, "Have a little fright tonight? Heard something go boom," Weston had been showing himself more and more over the last few months, it was almost like he knew Happy wasn't watching over my every move and he thought he was going to convince me to be with him. He had pushed himself into my daily routine, around almost every corner that I turned. Telling me about the ultimate race he believed in, how I could be a part of a great cause, and reminding me that I was alone, that Happy, my half breed, as he liked to call him, was gone. "Don't worry Bowie, I'll keep you safe, come stay with me, help me raise my boys," he stopped speaking and a smile spread further across his face, "I'll give you a baby that will live,"

That stopped me in my mental lashing of him, I knew he was evil but now I really saw the devil inside, he was trying to use his words, the power he thinks he had against me, to convince me that I needed him.

"You and your boss better back off," I pointed a finger at him but didn't touch him with it, I was certain his touch would burn my finger like I touched hell itself. "His whore daughter as well,"

A chuckle came out of the tall man, "There is that biker slut inside you,"

"You've made a mistake, they are going to skin you alive, torture you before they kill you!" I felt myself smile this time, "And I hope I've got a front row seat to watch, then those spawn children of yours will end up in the system, probably with a nice beautiful black family," his smile fell, "who will raise them and love them better than their ignorant, Nazi father ever could," I put my hands on my hips as I felt my words hiss out, "And the only thing they will think of when they remember their sperm donor father is that they wished you had died earlier,"

"Oh Bowie," he tried to stare me down, but after the last few encounters with Happy it didn't compare, "I'll give you one more chance to come to your senses, come to the light side before I do something you are going to regret,"

"Oh fuck you Adolf," I spit at the ground in front of him and turned back towards my car, knowing he wouldn't follow. His game was intimidation, he wanted me sitting at home scared that he was going to come get me in the night, or when I wasn't paying attention.

Once I got home I noticed I locked the door without a second thought, something I usually didn't do. While I was picking up the house I heard every noise around, wondering what it was before investigating. Feeling shitty as I realized that his little game had worked I was walking around my own house in fear. I sat down in a chair in the living room exhausted but a tingle of nerves caught me off guard when I couldn't force myself to go into my bed room alone.

A rumble of a bike was heard getting closer before it stopped right outside my house and I stood up looking out the blinds like usual and saw Happy once again sitting in the drive way, this time right up beside my car blocking the path to the house so no one could get it and every drop of fear I had left me knowing he was outside. A yawn escaped and I walked into the bedroom, almost asleep before my head hit the pillow.


You didn't think she was just going to let that girl go did you?

Let me know what you think! I always thought Weston was creepy during the show, and even more so as I re-watch the season on Netflix

BTW I don't own anything SOA.

Do you think Happy and Bowie should be together or is that played out, if they shouldn't who will she end up with?