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***I just wanted to say Im sorry about Cory Monteith's death. I wasnt a big fan of his, but I know many people were. I just want to say I hope he rests in peace and we send our love to Lea Michele. I will be continuing the Finn storyline I had planned, as Finn is a character but maybe try to cut back on the meanness towards him for awhile. Again, Im very sorry.

*not sure if anyone watches Dawson's Creek, but there are a few spoilers for that show in this chapter*

Santana's POV-

I was so torn over what to do about Finn and Rachel and Quinn and the almost baby, that I only knew one person to go to. Mercedes and Tina could have helped but I was afraid the gossipers in them would have gotten the better of them. I walked down the block to my former best friends house and knocked on the door.

A small brunette with hazel eyes opened the door.

"Noah! Santana Lopez is here!" Becca Puckerman belted on the top of her lungs. "You can come in." She smiled at me.

"How you doing squirt? I hear you're dating my lil bro."

"Yeah, I ended that. He refused to share his gummy bears with me. I cant be with someone like that." She sighed and skipped away.

"Wow." I smiled at Puck as he came downstairs.

"Hey, what are you doing here?" Puck said running a hand through his mohawk.

"Uh...could I talk to your mom about something?"

"Sure, she's in the kitchen. Need me for anything?"

"Maybe after I talk to her." I half smiled.

"Alright, Ill be in my room." He smiled leaving me alone, knowing I knew my way around this house.

"Hi Ms. Puckerman." I said peeking in the kitchen.

"Oh, Santana its been so long!" Maria said rushing over to hug me.

"I know." I smiled. Maria had been like a second mom to me growing up. I spent more time here as a kid, than I did at home.

"Are you here to see Noah? Its been awhile."

"Actually Im here to see you." I smiled.

"Oh, what about?" She said putting down the dishes.

I thought back to the one time where I almost ran away from home, three years ago. The only person I could talk to was Maria Puckerman.

'It was just two weeks after my thirteenth birthday and I had locked myself in my room crying after watching an old episode of 'Dawson's Creek'. One of the main characters Jack, was forced to read a poem aloud causing everyone to think he was gay. As it turns out he was gay and his father ostracized him while his mentally challanged mother had no idea.

I had began to think I was gay when I was younger and I couldnt bring myself to think about guys like all the other girls. I had always known I was a little different, but I had only recently learned what it was to be gay.

My first crush was on my childhood best friend Alli DeLaurentus. She was the pretty and blonde girl that all the guys loved and girls were jealous of. I didnt realize it was a crush until then.

The only person I felt comfortable telling was Maria Puckerman. She could keep a secret and I trusted her with anything.

Knowing it was almost one at night, I put on a sweatshirt and some sophee shorts and snuck out downstairs and down the block. I had puffy eyes and a runny nose from all my crying. I knocked on the Puckerman's door and Maria came to the door.

"Santana?" Then she looked at me. "Oh darling come on in. Tell aunty Maria whats wrong." She said smiling and leading me to the kitchen.

She got out two mugs and poured us each a cup of milk. Then took out the oreos and chips ahoy cookies.

"Are Puck and Jake asleep?"

"Yes, and Becca too." She smiled pushing the mug towards me. "Now, are you alright?"

"There's something I have to tell someone and you're the only one I know who wont judge me." I said taking a deep breath.

"You can tell me anything Santana. You know I have a vow of silence here."

It was true. I had come to Maria for everything, I told her about my first kiss (which happened to be with Noah), my first period and the first time I drank (which was also with Noah). She was the most unjudgemental peron I knew.

"It's about like crushes and stuff. I feel really horrible about it but I cant help how I feel." I said starting to cry again.

"Santana just tell me." She said reaching for my hand.

"I...I think I'm gay. I like girls, the way Im supposed to like guys."

"Oh Santana, thats wonderful!" She exclaimed.

"What?" I said as I snapped my head up to look at her wide eyed.

"You're special. It doesnt matter who you love, as long as you love yourself at the end of the day." She said getting up to tell me.

Of course she was right. I grew into who I was and a year later, I told my parents. They supported me just like Maria said they would.'

"Can we go to the backyard?"

"Sure sweetie." She smiled getting up and we walked to the back of the house. We both sat down on the deck and I made sure the porch door was closed. "I still have that vow of silence sweetie, you can say anything." She reminded me.

"If you found out that your best friend's girlfriend was cheating on him, would you to tell him?"

"Oh my God, Rachel's? Gosh, its with Finn isnt it?"

"Damn your observant. Yeah, I overheard Finn and Rachel talking about her possibly being pregnant. She said she's sure it's Finn's, if she is pregnant."

"What?" Jake said wide eyed standing at the door. Jake Puckerman was Noah's fourteen year old brother.

"Oh my God. Jake its not what it seems." I said quickly. But it was too late, he was already charging upstairs to tell Noah. I ran after him, thankful of all my soccer practice.

I caught him right outside Noah's room and I knocked him down. Landing on his back and struggling to cover his mouth.

"What the hell are you two doing?" Noah asked opening his door.

"Rachel's-" I shoved my hands in Jake's mouth before he could say anything else.

"Rachel's what?" Noah asked confused.

"She's knocked up!" Jake said pushing me over.

"What? Are you joking?" Noah asked looking back and forth between me and Jake.

"I'm sorry Noah." Maria said standing at the end of the hall.

"Are you shitting me? Even Ma knew before me? What the fuck?" Noah said gripping the wall.

"It's not, Rachel thinks it's Finn's." I whispered.

"No. They promised...Fuck! I should have known." He said punching his doorway.

"Noah!" His mom scolded him.

"Okay, Jake get out of here. I want to talk to your brother."

"Fine, I get to miss all the fun." Jake said shaking his head and going downstairs.

"Come on in. Ma, Im going to call Rachel just tell her to come up when she's here. I know you dont like girls in my room but trust me, all we'll be doing is talking." He said taking out his iphone to text her.

"It's fine Noah." She smiled and left us alone. I walked past him and sat on his bed.

"So how in hell do you know this? Because I know for a fact Rachel hates your guts no offense." He said slamming his door.

"I overheard her talking to Finn the other day. I wanted to tell you, I was getting your mom's advice first. She only thinks she's pregnant. She might not be."

"And your positive it's Finn's baby?"

"That's what she said. Im not sure how she knew but she seemed pretty sure about it." I sighed.

"Noah! Rachel's here!" Maria called a few minutes later.

"Fuck, uh do you mind hiding in the closet or something? No pun intended." He chuckled.

"Nice. Sure, Ill be as quiet as a mouse." I said getting up quickly and going to hide.

"Hey Noah, what's so urgent that I had to miss my dance class?" Rachel said walking in.

"Babe, we need to talk." Noah sighed and I heard the door shut.

"Uh oh the serious tone. Are you trying to play dirty again? Your mom is right downstairs." Rachel said teasingly.

"Im serious Rachel. I know about you and Finn."

There were a few moments of silence.

"What about us?"

"Dont play dumb Rach. I know that you and Finn have been hooking up."

"That's a lie."

"Look, Im done with all your bullshit Rach. You've been playing me for way to long. I dont feel like myself with you."

"I love you Noah."

"I love you too Rach. The first girl I ever loved but I cant do this anymore."

"Im sorry Noah." I heard her crying.

"Rach, just tell me the truth. Are you pregnant?"

"How did you find out about that?"

"I just want to know if it's mine. I dont wana be a deadbeat like my father. Even if we're not together, I want to be there for my kid."

"I...I think it's Finn's. I cant be one hundred percent sure." Rachel said inbetween sniffles.

"Well find out. I want a paternity test done as soon as possible." Noah said firmly.

"Okay." She blew her nose. "I promise I'll find out."

"I love you Rach."

"I'm so sorry Noah. Please, can we at least be friends?" Rachel practically begged.

"Not right now Rach. I think its best if you go."

"I love you." I heard her kiss him and the door open and close.

"You can come out San." He called.

"Im sorry Noah, I wish that didnt happen."

"You and me both. Wait, does Quinn know?" Noah said all of a sudden.

"Crap, no I thought telling you was more important."

"You like her dont you?" He smirked.

"Yeah. I have a bit of a crush on her, I know its totally unrealistic but I've always had a thing for blondes." I shrugged blushing a bit.

"That's awesome. I dont know why but Ive always had that feeling that she played for your team. At least half way."

"I doubt it. Do you think I should tell her?"

"Better you than Finn. Who knows when he'll get around to telling her. He's obviously not a good boyfriend."

"I think I'll tell her sometime this week. Thanks Noah." I smiled.

"No problem. Now, Call of Duty?" He said picking up a remote.

"You're on!" I chucked grabbing a remote.

I was happy Noah and I were bros again. I would need his help with Quinn. As much help as anyone could get.

Next chapter is Quinn's POV.

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