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Chapter.9
- What?
- Turn it off. All the guilt, the fear and the remorse will be gone. You won't feel it anymore. –he explained.
- No… -I shook my head. –I can't just do that, Kol.
- Yes, we can do it. –he looked at me. -You won't have to feel guilty anymore. Everything will be better.
- I can't kill someone and not feel guilty.
- Evelyn isn't the last one you will kill, Alexa. You will kill more than once. This is what we are now. It's our nature. –he approached me. – I have also killed. –I looked at the blood on his shirt. At least, he had cleaned his face.
- How many people have you killed? –I was scared of his answer.
- Do you really want to know that? –he asked me. –I have killed more than once. –my hand went to my mouth. I couldn't believe it. –And you know what, Alexa? I liked it. I liked draining the blood, watching the light in their eyes disappear, and seeing their lifeless body on the ground. I liked every bit of it. And don't tell me you didn't like it when you killed Evelyn. You never liked her. You should be happy that she is dead. She ruined you, she ruined us. –he raised his voice. I was scared of him. How could he say such things? He had changed so much; he wasn't the boy he used to be.
- How can you talk like that? Like a life doesn't matter anything? I don't recognize you, Kol. –I shook my head in disbelief.
- No, I don't recognize you. Since when did you turn into such a whiny girl? All you do is complaining. Can't you just shut up? –I shook my head at his words and started walking leaving him there. –Where are you going? –he shouted.
- Far away from you! –I shouted back. In a second he was next to me. I sighed.
- Do you hear that? –he made me stop.
- Hear what? –I rolled my eyes.
- Listen carefully. –he said. I did what he said and heard footsteps. Whoever it was was coming closer to us. If I had still been human I wouldn't have been able to hear it. Kol made me a gesture to remain silent. –Do you smell it? –he whispered in my ear. I concentrated and smelled blood. I felt the veins under my eyes and my fangs growing. I looked at Kol, his face had also changed.
I tried to control myself. I didn't want to hurt anyone. So, I took a few deep breaths and closed my eyes. Suddenly Kol flashed away and I heard a scream. I opened my eyes and saw Kol attacking a young woman. He pulled away and cleaned the blood from his mouth with the back of his hand; he turned the girl around and looked at her.
- Don't move, love. Stay here. –he said and the girl nodded. I didn't know how he did that, but the girl obeyed and didn't move.
I saw Kol approaching me. He was smirking.
- I know you want a little taste… -he touched the veins under my eyes. I closed my eyes, trying to calm myself down, but the thirst for blood was taking over me.
- N-no… -I said, my voice trembling.
- Don't deny it, Alexa. You are dying for a little taste… - he whispered in my ear. His voice was very seductive. –Come on… -he kissed my ear and I shivered. – Don't you smell the blood? It smells wonderful… And it tastes so amazing… Just one little bite. –I looked at the girl and saw fear in her eyes, but she wasn't moving, she couldn't. I shook my head.
Suddenly Kol disappeared from my side and appeared next to the girl. He touched the blood on her neck and then licked his finger.
- It tastes wonderfull… You should come here and taste it yourself, Alexa. –he looked at me. – You are going to love it. –he smirked. He flashed with the girl and appeared in front of me. I was about to lose control. –Come on, Alexa. Or I'll just kill her right in front of you. –he said.
The girl's hand went to her neck to cover the wound. I closed my eyes and smelled all the blood. And that's when I lost control and attacked her. I bit her neck aggressively and drank her blood. Kol was right, her blood tasted wonderful. I heard the girl complain, but in that moment I didn't care and kept on drinking her blood, when I finished I broke her neck and let her limp body fall on the floor.
- Well done, love… -Kol approached me and stroked my face. –Don't tell me you didn't like that… -he paused. –You enjoyed it, right? –he asked and I nodded. –Her blood tasted wonderful, didn't it? –I nodded again.
- I want more… -I said and looked at him. He smirked.
I let the body of the girl fall on the floor; I had drained all her blood. This was the fifth person I had killed since we had arrived to this little village. I clung to my new nature; it wasn't that bad after all. I just had to get used to it.
- You are not letting anything left for me. –I heard Kol complain when he looked around the tavern. I growled at him. He was covered in blood like I was.
All of a sudden I stood up and ran out of the tavern. I stopped in front of a tree and started crying. What had I done? I was killing innocent people like they didn't matter anything to me. This was my new nature, I was a vampire now, but why did I have to do it? I thought I was getting used to it, but I couldn't. It wasn't easy.
I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around and saw Kol there, I just hugged him tight. I felt his arms around my waist.
- What's wrong, Alexa? –he pulled away and stroked my face.
- I can't do this, Kol. –I cried on his chest.
- Hey, look at me. –I said as he did. He cupped my face in his hands. – Turn it off. You will feel much better. It's the best thing you can do. –he put his forehead against mine. –You won't feel pain anymore. It will all be gone. Do it for me. –I closed my eyes and tried not to think about all the pain and the guilt. I turned my emotions off.
I opened my eyes and looked at Kol.
- Better? –he asked.
- Much better. –I said. Kol smiled.
- Now, where were we? –he smirked. He grabbed my hand and walked us back to the tavern.
A few months had passed. Kol and I had travelled to Europe. We now owned a huge castle in London. We even had compelled servants.
We hadn't heard anything about Mikael, and not even from Finn, Elijah, Niklaus and Rebekah. But, we hoped they were safe.
Kol and I weren't back together. Since he was a vampire, he had changed a lot. He didn't show any kind of feelings towards me. It was like he didn't love me anymore since he was turned. I loved him, but I acted like he didn't mean anything more than a friend or a companion to me.
He brought a lot of girls to the castle. He had sex with them, drank their blood and then killed them. And I had to hear everything. It hurt me a lot. I had turned it off, yes, the pain and the guilt when I killed where gone, I didn't feel any remorse now. But my feelings for him didn't go away, and it pained me to know that he was with other girls. But, in front of him I tried to act like I didn't care.
He sometimes flirted with me, but that was it. He just teased me and then he went with other girls. I flirted back. It was just a game for him and two could play it.
I was sitting in front of my boudoir; I was combing my long hair. I was only wearing a nightgown.
I heard the door open and someone flashed next to me.
- Good morning, darling. –I looked at the mirror in front of me and saw Kol there. – How have you slept? –he kissed my neck. I tried not to shiver at his touch.
- Good. –I answered. – I heard you had a lot of fun last night. –I said without looking at him.
- I did. –he smirked. –Are you jealous? –he smirked.
- Why would I be jealous? –I turned around and looked at him. –I also have some fun. –I bit my lip.
- Do you? –he pulled my body closer to his and he crashed his lips against mine. I made us flash and pushed him against the wall. I pulled away and put a hand on his chest. – I like this new Alexa. –he smirked. – Feisty and seductive.
- Oh, so you didn't like me before? Then what were you doing with me? –I walked away. He grabbed my hand and turned me around.
- Don't be like that. I liked that Alexa, but I like you even more now. –he approached me.
- You are a liar. –I raised my voice.
- I'm not lying. –he approached me.
- Well, I don't like this Kol. He is heartless and very cheeky. –I said.
- Oh, don't lie. You love this Kol. –he put his hands on my waist. –You like him so much that you even dreamt about him last night… –his face was now close to mine. I turned bright red.
- That's not true! –I pushed him away.
- It is… I heard you. –he bit his lip. – How was it? Kol, don't stop… Oh, Kol, Kol… –he moaned. I threw him a pillow.
- SHUT UP, IDIOT! –I pushed him on the bed and threw myself on him. I bared my fangs at him.
- Mmm, feisty… Such a turn on. –he put his hands on my waist. –Are you going to bite me? –he winked. I sighed and rolled my eyes. – You want me to make you moan like in your dream? –he smiled mischievously.
- I hate you. –I punched him in the chest and stood up. – I want you out of my room. I was trying to get ready.
- I won't see anything that I haven't seen before. –he appeared in front of me.
- I said… GET OUT! –I pushed him of the room.
He could be such an idiot sometimes. I sighed and started to get changed. I put on a cream dress and I pulled my hair in an updo letting some curls fall on each side of my face. I checked myself a few times on the mirror before leaving my room.
I walked down the stairs of the huge castle, today we were throwing a party and Kol had invited a lot of people. I took a deep breath and walked through the crowd of people with my best smile. The people were greeting and smiling at me.
- You look gorgeous, love. –someone whispered in my ear. I turned around and saw Kol. He looked amazing.
- You don't look too bad. –I smiled. He offered me his hand and I grabbed it. –You invited a lot of people. I bet half on the village is here. –I said.
- I like to throw big parties and I like everyone to see my beautiful girl. –he smirked.
- I'm not your girl, Kol. –I paused. – I was. –I clarified. –But that seems like it was a long time ago.
- I don't think so. –his lips were now close to my ear. – I remember not so long ago how you screamed my name, how I made you feel when I kissed you, how you shivered at my touch. –he whispered. I closed my eyes trying no to shiver. He still had that effect on me. –I still have that effect on you, Alexa. I can see it. –he kissed my ear and was about to go down to my neck, but I pulled away. I wasn't going to let him win.
- Stop. –I looked at him. –That's not true. I used to love you. Now I don't. You and I were over the day I realized about Evelyn and how you had cheated on me. –I tried not to raise my voice so the people wouldn't look at us. – There is no more us. I'm not in love with you anymore. That's in the past. –I paused. –And now if you excuse me… –I made a little reverence and left him there.
I needed some fresh air. I walked to the terrace and leant myself on the balustrade.
I had lied to him. I was still in love with him, I couldn't forget about him, but I didn't want him to see me weak. He clearly wasn't in love with me; I was now a toy for him.
He teased me and played me whenever he wanted, but he wanted nothing more from me. He was playing a game, a game that I could also play.
Where had gone all the love he felt for me? Had it disappeared when he turned into a vampire? I couldn't understand it. My feelings for him where still there, and they were growing every day.
I remember when we turned how he said that our feelings for each other were magnified. And I believed it, because it was true. But, what had happened? What made him change his mind?
One thing I had to admit, I had gotten better at hiding my emotions and I made him believe that I didn't feel anything for him, that there was only pure tension between us.
- Why is a beautiful lady like you here all alone? –a voice woke me up from my thoughts. I turned around and saw a young man at the door. He was very attractive.
- Needed some fresh air. It's a little bit too crowded. –I smiled and approached him seductively. – I also got a little bored. I need some entertainment. –I smirked and put on finger on his chest.
- And what do you propose? –he asked.
- Come with me. –I made a gesture for him to follow me.
I walked through the corridors; I stopped, opened a door and pushed him inside. Not that he complained. I entered the room and pushed him against the door. He tried to roll us over, but I didn't let him.
- Ah, ah! I'm in control. –I said. I went to kiss his neck. I smelled his scent and let out a groan. I pulled away and looked at him. – You won't scream or move. –I compelled him. He just nodded. I smelled once more his scent and I felt my fangs growing. I kissed his neck again, my fangs skimming his skin and I finally bit his neck. I gulped down the warm liquid. It tasted wonderful. I drank all of it until I completely drained him and let his limp body fall on the floor. I brought out of my neckline from my dress a silk scarf and cleaned my mouth.
I adjusted my dress and looked myself in the mirror before walking out of the room. I saw one of the servants and approached him.
- You will go in that room and you will get rid of the body. –I compelled him. –Be careful that no one sees you. –he nodded.
I walked through the corridor and down the stairs to where all the guests were. They were all enjoying themselves, I walked around and grabbed a glass of wine and drank from it.
I looked around, searching for Kol, but he was nowhere to be seen. I supposed he had left upstairs with one of the whores he had invited. So, I had to enjoy the party all by myself. The guests started to slowly leave the castle. And when the last of them left, I decided to go upstairs to my room. I was a little bit tired.
I walked into my room and closed the door behind me. I started to undress. I let my hair fall down and put on my nightgown.
I lay on my bed trying to concentrate in another thing, so I didn't hear the moans that were coming from Kol's bedroom.
I closed my eyes and I quickly drifted off to sleep.
I felt a hand on my thigh, stroking it up and down. I moaned. I hadn't been touched like this in a while. I felt the hand going up, it stopped at my womanhood. I let out another loud moan, but the hand kept on moving up and it stopped at my stomach. I complained and shot my eyes open.
- KOL! –I shouted. –What are you doing here? –I complained. – GET OUT OF MY ROOM! NOW! –I covered myself with the sheets. He was lying next to me wearing his typical smirk.
- Oh, come on! You loved it. –his face close to mine. I pulled away.
- I said… LEAVE! –I pushed him, but he didn't move.
- You can't resist me, Alexa. And you know it. –he paused. –Stop fighting. –his face was now even closer. I took a deep breath and looked at his soft lips. I licked my mine. He was right I couldn't resist him.
I threw myself on him and crashed my lips against his. It didn't take long for him to kiss me back. I was now lying on top of him. I felt his hand running up and down my back. My hands went down his chest, ripping his shirt off. I left a trail of kissed on his chest. He moaned. I felt something hard and looked down at his stiffened manhood. I smirked and my hand went to it, making him groan. I looked at him, pleasure all over his face.
I started to unbutton his trousers, but he quickly flipped us over.
- My turn. –he smirked. He pinned my arms above my head, so I couldn't move and his lips went to my neck, kissing and sucking. I felt his manhood on my thigh and let out a moan. This was such a turn on.
He went down and kissed my collarbone. I shivered. He still had that effect on me, I couldn't deny it. I freed myself from his grip and my hands went to his hair. He removed the strap of my nightgown and started pulling it down. His lips went to my right breasts, licking and sucking my hard nipple, while with his left hand he massaged my other breasts.
- Oh, Kol. –I moaned. I was feeling an immense pleasure. He started to leave a trail of kisses down my stomach and stopped when he reached my briefs. He looked up at me, to see my face and smirked. He slowly started to pull down my briefs, I helped him remove them and he threw them somewhere in the room. His mouth went back to where it was before and started kissing down and stopped at my already wet slit. He left a kiss on it and waited for my reaction. I opened my mouth, but no sound came of it.
He had never done this to me before. It was new, but I like it. I felt an immense pleasure when he did it and I didn't want him to stop. I put my hand at the back of his head and pushed him down. He smiled mischievously and kissed my slit again. I moaned. And suddenly I felt his tongue roaming my clit. My hands grabbed the sheets with such strength that I thought I was going to rip them apart.
- Oh my God, Kol. –I said between moans. –Don't… Don't stop. –I screamed. He introduced two fingers at my entrance and started pumping them in and out. My eyes shot open at the pleasure I was feeling. – God… This feels so good. Don't stop.
- You taste delicious, Alexa… -he said while licking and sucking my clit. I pushed his head down. He let out a moan. He kept on licking and pumping his fingers in and out. My climax was very close. I shifted my hips up and he increased his pace. I couldn't take it anymore and I came very hard screaming his name. – Did you like that? –he looked up and smirked. My whole body was trembling and I was trying to catch my breath. – You taste so good, love… -he came out and kissed my lips letting me taste myself in his mouth. I moaned.
- I need you now, Kol. –I said and started to remove his trousers and his underpants.
He quickly positioned himself at my entrance, and he thrusted inside me. I let escape a loud moan. His thrusts were very aggressive. If I had been a human he would have broken me in two. But as I was a vampire, I could take it. I like it this way. It was more aggressive, but it gave me a lot of pleasure.
We were both already sweating. I quickly flashed us over, so I was on top now and I started moving my hips. He groaned.
- Oh God, Alexa… -he said between moans. – You are driving me crazy. I felt the veins under my eyes appear and my fangs growing. My face went to his neck and I bit it hard. He moaned again in pleasure while I drank his blood. It tasted so good. I stopped drinking his blood and my lips went to his, he licked the blood from my mouth and moaned when he tasted his own blood.
He flipped us over. I had the control for a while, but he liked to always be in charge. He thrusted a few times and started to increase his pain. I was about to reach my orgasm.
- Kol, Kol…
My eyes shot open. I was sweating and panting. I sat up and I tried to catch my breath. I closed my eyes for a second and opened them when I heard a noise. I looked around and saw Kol sitting on a chair next to my bed. He was smirking.
- Nice dream? –he asked and he was still smirking.
- What have you done? –I looked at him.
- I haven't done anything… -he giggled. I stood up and approached him, my body was still trembling.
- I don't believe you. What have you done? –I put my hands on each side of the chair. He looked up at me and smiled mischievously.
- It's not my fault if you dream about me… –he winked. But I still didn't believe him and kept on looking at him. –Okay… I confess… -he paused. –I did it. –he bit his lip. –It's a little trick I learnt. I call it dream manipulation.
- You manipulated my dream? –I asked furious.
- Don't tell me you didn't like it. Because I could see you enjoying every bit of it. You are a wild one... - –he put his hands on my waist. I slapped them away.
- Bastard… -I turned around.
- Oh come on, love… -he stood up and put his arms around my waist. – We could enjoy ourselves a little bit like in the dream… -he whispered in my ear.
- Don't ever do that again- -I turned around and slapped him in the face. He just stood still. – If you do it again, I will drive a stake through your heart. –I looked straight into his eyes.
- That wouldn't kill me. And you wouldn't do it. –he laughed.
- Oh, I would! And I know it wouldn't kill you, but it will teach you not to mess with me. – I said seriously. – And now out of my room.
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