AN: Hey guys... sorry it took so long :( I wanted to wait for more of those chapters to come in and it turns out only ONE was submitted other then my own (CayHopeCullen). Okay, So i'm putting them both up for this chapter, it doesn't really matter, they both end the same way anyways. RATED M! Okay, so here are both the lemons:
"Just for this moment
as long as you're mine
I've lost all resistance and crossed some borderline
And if it turns out it's over too fast
I'll make every last moment last
As long as you're mine."
-Idina Menzel and Norbert Leo Butz, As Long As You're Mine
LEMON 1:
JacobsPOV
I had to admit, I was kind of scared for this. I was going to lose my virginity to Nessie before we're married. Don't call me a bible freak, it was how I was raised.
Thankfully Embry prepared me Incase something like this happened at any time. In a way, I was glad Embry cared about getting my ass kicked if I got her pregnant. I remembered shoving the bag of condoms back at him saying I didn't need them. I had to take them back because he used the room threat again.
Nessie had a beautiful body, it was better then I imagined. You can't expect me to not imagine having sex with her.
Her breasts were... Perfect, her ass was nice and round, she was perfect... Everything about her was perfect.
We were taking this so slowly. I took of her shirt, She took of mine. She tried to undo the button of her pants, I'd do it for her as she undid my own. I pulled down my pants with my boxers to get things to go faster. She did the same, but she was more concious about her own body then I was with mine.
We lay down on the floor and I undid her bra-it wasn't really easy since I had no experience undoing someone's bra before- and before she could cover them, I took her breasts into my hands and kisses her. She loosened up and I knew I had to get this done.
I started to get nervous. Will I hurt her? Did I really want to do this? Did SHE? I let go of her lips.
"Nessie," I said, breathless. "Are you sure you want to do this." she nodded quickly. She looked even more nervous then me. "Promise me you'll tell me if I hurt you." I reached for my pants pocket for the condom package. I ripped it out and put it on.
I kissed her and slid into her slowly. Our breathing quickened as I felt her around my dick. She felt so good, so tight. If it was possible, I fell even more in love with her in that moment.
She whimpered a little and I pulled out A little
"Im not going to do this if I hurt you." I said. She kissed me again and started touching me... I moaned loadly. It didn't matter how loud we screamed, we were in the middle of the forest and far away from anyone. Only me and my boys knew where this was.
"Just go in and get it overwith. I'll be fine after a few minutes." she assured me. I sighed and did as she asked. I slid completly into her and she squeeled a little in my mouth.
"You'll be fine... It'll be gone soon, I swear." I said. I kisses her neck hoping for the pain to go away fast. "I won't move until you don't feel any pain."
NessiePOV
When the pain was gone, all that was there was pleasure. I've never felt so whole in my life. Two puzzles pieces put together. If it were possible, I fell into a deeper love for him. My heart was beating so fast and I was hiproventalating as he started moving. I moaned loudly.
"Jake," I breathed. He stopped.
"Are you okay? Did I hurt you?" I shook my head.
"No, no." I forced out. "Im just... Having a lot of thoughts, you know?"
He moved a little again, catiously. He had no more experience as I did.
"The hell, i'm talking too much." I said. "Okay, I'm going to stop talking... I'll shut up." I took his face in my hands and kissed his lips and he started moving again, in and out, back foreth... We moaned like crazy, the moment was perfect, then I started talking again.
"What are you thinking?" I said. "What are you thinking about right now?" he groaned a little, not really in pleasure. "Did you know that this was going to happen when you brought me here?"
"No." he was as breathless as me, then he looked at me and rested his forehead on mine.
"No? You didn't think about it?"
"Well, of course I thought about it." I got frusturated with myself. I was probably the only one in history if forever who talked during sex.
"How are you feeling?" I asked.
"Nothing compares." he said. He kissed me again and started moving even faster. I screamed his name and a bunch of other things I couldn't even understand like "Urgg... Jake... Oh, I'm... Arg... Love you... Uhhhhh..." he also groaned a lot like me. But he never said anything except like "uhhhh" and "ahhh I..." Then I got so frusturated I pushed Jake off of me lightly.
"Jake, what's going on here?" I said, he pulled out of me and sat up, I did the same. "Im going crazy here and you just... Do you have any care in the world?" I started crying, I felt like such a baby. Jacob deserved so much more then me.
"What's wrong?" he whispered. He hugged me, I hugged his naked torso back.
"I just... Wanted this to be so perfect and I can't shut up..." he kissed my head.
"Im sorry I made you do this I just..." I looked at him in disbelief.
"Jacob, you didn't force me to do anything." I said. "If it was anyone who forced anyone, it would be ME forcing you." he ran his hand through his hair and sighed.
"I only did this because I wanted to..." he said, not looking at me. I wrapped my arms around him again. "I love you, you know that?" I kissed his cheek.
"I love you too..." I smiled. "And I don't regret it, or making love to you." he smiled and he kissed me again. It went to far again and as we were about to do it again, the door was swung open.
Jacob covered us quickly with a blanket, even if it was too late and he saw both of us.
"Seth! What the hell are you doing here?" he yelled. "Get out!"
"Sorry, but...um..." he stuttered, I frowned and blushed. It was probably from seeing me without my clothes. He turned around and said those words. "Nesssie's parents have every cop in town looking for her!"
LEMON 2:
Nessie POV
Jacob spread a somewhat large blanket on the wooden grown. My heart was beating out my chest, i wanted him so badly, I was just so nervous. Jacob stared at me with his dark brown sparkling eyes, longingly. I begin to undo the buttons on my dress, from the bottom to the top. I tried my best to be seductive, but it seemed so natural. As i did he begin to pull off he jacket and it reviled his large mussels. all he had on now was a tank top. my heart raised more, My hormones flared with want. I begin to slide out of my dress reviling me in my normal red bra and Skimpy underwear. he watched me so closely. he looked nervous, but also seemed natural. did he want me as bad as i wanted him? I pulled off my heals, i was little nervous to pull off my bra. He quickly pulled his shirt over his head, reveling his perfectly sculpted body. No actor i have ever seen could compare to this gladiator type man in front of me. he had a perfect 8 pack. i needed him more then ever. i began to undo my bra and let it fall to the floor. I was only in my under now, He pulled off his pants, and he stood there waiting for me to make the next move. I quickly pulled out my earring. he instantly took of his underwear, reviling his magnificent Naked body.
My hormones screamed with want. I was the only one left with close on. I slowly pulled off my underwear and looked back at him. We were both completely naked now. I wanted him so badly, he took a few step toward me and took some toward him. He both got down on are keens and looked into etch others eyes. I was nervous but my instincts took over. We moved closer to each other and being to kiss, his tong entered my moth and explored mine did the same. We both took deep breathes as we moved. Soon he was on top of me, he inserted him self inside of me, it hurt a little but not enough to stop. We were together skin on skin It felt so right. He begin to lightly thrust in and out of me. It felt so good, but It also took my breath a way for a moment. He put his hands beside my the sided of my head. I rain my fingers through his hair and pulling it lightly. We never stopped kissing and if we did it was to breath. I loved how he felt inside me but it felt so wired not talking. He didn't say anything neither did. I was new to this, I didn't know what to do? Did he think I did? He acted like this was nothing for him. from what I knew… when he first kissed me, he said he was new to that. so he had to be no this. right? If he was why didn't he seem as nervous? As his kissed my lips with force and passion, I couldn't take it anymore. I didn't know what I was doing. Do I lay here and let him do the work? What am I supposed to do. I needed help. When he kissed me, I moved my head to the right and took a deep breath, he kissed my neck.
"Jacob?" I said I moaned.
"Hmm?" he said, still thrusting in me. I stroked his hair.
"I know I said I wanted you make love to me…"
"Yeah." He moaned lightly.
"but baby… your going to have to talk me throw though this." I said, trying to get his attention, That last part got it. He looked me in the eyes with disbelief. I stroked his hair. I hoped he wasn't mad that I made him stop.
"Nessie? You're a Virgin?" he asked breathlessly and with disbelief.
"Yeah." I admitted, A little upset that I made him stop.
"Did I hurt you?" he asked, completely concerned now.
"No, No." I said, telling the truth. "No Jacob, it's just I'm having a lot of thoughts...it's just….Never mind." I said and leaned up to kiss him. He kissed back with need and passion. Let it go just do what comes natural, I thought. He begin to thrust in and out of me again and it felt grate… it's just I couldn't let the fact go that we were so quite and this was my our first time we had to talk right?
"Jacob… What are you thinking about? Like what are thinking bout right this second?" I asked breathlessly, as I stroked my hands up and down his toned back. He stopped moving, Witch was bitter sweet. He breathed on my neck, and laid his head down on my shoulder. He didn't answer. So I just asked another question. "Did you know this going to happened when you brought me here?" I asked ,curiously. He had to have been, like the way he kissed me when I got to his house. He lifted his head and looked at me innocently. I put my hands on the sided of his face.
"No."
"No?" I asked in disbelief.
"No." he said again.
"You didn't even think about it?' I asked, more curious.
"well I have honestly thought about."
"You did? Well what did you think?" I asked. A look of confusion over came his face. STUPID ME! We were in the middle of something grate and I was doing a freaking Interview.
He looked to the left away from me. "Jake, I'm so sorry… I'm talking to much." I admitted stupidly. "OK I'm just going to shut up now… Mums the word" I said acting like I zipped my lips closed. I being to take deep breaths in and out really fast. I was become over whelmed.
"You all right?" Jacob asked, concerned.
"Yeah… yes." I lied. He begin to lean in for a kiss. I turned my head. "I just don't get it why are you so quiet!" He put his face into my shoulder and lifter his head back up and took him self out of me. He sat up and rubbed his face with his left hand. You don't have one thought, Me I am LITTERLY going crazy over here but you…No, just fine." I said as I sat up behind him. "Do not have a care in the world?" I asked, he didn't answer. The only sound was of us breathing.
I felt so bad now. Me and my insecurities, my nerves, my stage fright. I rested my head on his back.
"I'm sorry, I wanted this to be perfect…and now… I can't shut up." I admitted breathlessly and sorrowfully. I was disappointed in myself.
"I love you…" His voiced echoed in in my ear. "You know that right?" I knew he loved me, I hoped the way I seemed right now he still loved me. I nodded agents the back of his shoulder. I knew I needed to say it for him to believe it though. He turned his head toward the right so he could hear me. I leaned behind his ear.
"I love you too Jacob." I whispered, with a smile on my face. He laughed and turn to look back at me. I hid behind his shoulder. He smiled, I looked at his gorges face, I kissed his arms.
"You don't have to this if you don't want to Ness." I laughed. Of chores I want to.
"No, no Jacob I do, I do," I whispered. I nuzzled his nose with mine.
"Jacob! Jacob!" we heard someone screaming coming up the stairs. Jack quickly cover him self. I hid the best could be had him. Seth walked through the door.
"WHAT?" Jacob yelled in the scariest voice I have ever herd him use. "Seth, you jerk! Get the hell out of here!" Jacob yelled, pointing the way Seth came in.
Seth coverd his eyes. "Look guys I'm sorry! It's Just Nessie's parents have got every cop in this town and La Push looking for here!" He yelled.
AN: Yeah... sorry about the long wait. I've got every chapter written out (almost but still) Lets say... 3-4 reviews? At least 2? REVIEW REVIEW
