Okay...you guys are so amazing and you changed my mind...I'm going to continue this story...I'm not going to upload regularly because I write an other story too but I'll do my best...

CHAPTER NINE

Two weeks pasted and I have absolutely no intension to talk to anybody...Miley tried to talk to me...she even tried to make me laugh but she was just wasting her time.

I didn't eat much...I just slept a lot...they were always in my head...all of them...mostly he was...

"I'm sorry about Eric...he seemed important for you"Jack said."He was"I said looking at his face that was now looking at my wrist. He brought his hand up and started tracing the letters on my wrist...I suddered...

I don't know why I did it or how it even passed my mind but I leaned closer to his face and slightly kissed his lips. He seemed surprised...he let go of my hand and pushed my body from my shoulders to lay back on the bed and he kissed my forehead."You're so wasted Cai"he said slightly laughing and then left the room. Sometimes I wonder if any of this was real to him...if he meant it when he said that he was sorry for Eric...

Eric...Eric died mostly because I went to that school...why was I so stupid? I shouldn't have left...maybe if I had dared my father he would be so angry and he would have killed me...that would be easier...If I was dead Eric would be alive...I wouldn't feel like this...Maybe I should have died that night...at the eiffel tower...If I hadn't pulled the shadows I would be dead and everything would be different...

"Look...I'm sorry I don't know why I did...-"I started saying but he cut me off."It's fine"he said and turned his attention back to warming up. "OMG...you wanted to happed...the kiss...that's why you're not mad now"I stated."No I didn't"Jack said looking nervous."I didn't ask you I stated..I'm sure"I said and wrapped my arms in front of my chest.

"Do you like me Jack?"I asked not being able to control myself. He instantly froze and looked at me after he relaxed."Maybe I do..."he said...Okay now that I did not expect...I guess now I was frozen."What happened Cai...did I scare you with my confession?"he asked smiling before he walked towards the exit and the cafeteria...What just happened? Stop thinking about him!

"I'm coming out"I yelled through the bathroom door. When I opened the door I saw a smiling Kim with at least 20 bags around her."Are you sure you only shopped for two people"I asked her smiling."Yeah...it's not enough right?"she asked pouting."You're kidding me right?"I asked her with my eyes widened."Oh you were serious"Kim said and shot me a smile."These are for you"she said and moved 10 maybe 12 bags on my bed."And the rest are for me."she said."Why do I have more?"I asked her."Because I bought you some colourfull clothes too"Kim said.

"I'm not gonna wear them"I said determined."and I hope the dress is black"I said."It's not"Kim said."Oh god"I said."Come on we have to get ready"Kim said."But we still have two hours"I said."Yeah...I know...Just enough time"Kim said."You can't be serious"I said surprised."Oh I am"Kim said as she ushed me into the bathroom."Now...put this on"she said as she gave me my dress.

It might not be black but I liked it...It was an aquamarine strapless dress that tied with a bow under my chest."See what I did? I bought a dress that will make your eyes look even brighter than they already are and that will much with your bracelet"Kim said through the door. I put it on and opened the door. Kim smiled and took my hand."You won't see yourself before I'm done"Kim ordered"Yes sir"I said. She sat me on a chair and started putting on some make up.

When that was over she took something out of her bag and pluged it on."What is that?"I asked her."It doesn't bite"Kim said. She took straps of my hair on her hands and when she let them loose on my shoulders they were hot...and shorter..."You can walk on heels, right?"Kim said as she handed me a pair of silver high heel shoes."Yeah...I do"I said as I put them on. Just then Kim went into the bathroom and I heard the shower opened...

I walked closer to the mirror to look at myself only I couldn't find it. All I could see was a beautiful girl looking at me...The only thing I could recognise was my eyes...I don't usually wear dresses and it was a real surprise for me to see me in a straples dress that was hardly reaching my knees. My usual straight hair was curled into big curls that reached my shoulders...all my hair was curled while my quiff's were still straight. I didn't had much make up on but still it was more than I'm used to.

Stop thinking about that night! Stop thinking about Kim and Jerry and Milton and Eddie and most important him...I pulled my knees up to my face and prepared my self for the tears that were going to explode from my eyes when Miley walked in the room...well maybe stormed into the room.

"We have a problem"she said and I couldn't help but notice her anxiousness.

"What happened?" I asked and Miley just opened the door and let me see two girls I've seen before...two girls with chocolate brown eyes...I hate those eyes!

"What are you doing here?"I asked a little harsly the two gilrs.

"I don't think we've met...I'm Amanda and this is Emily"the older girl started."I know who you are"I said still looking at them."We need your help"Amanda said. I didn't say a word and she talked once more."We need to get into the college...we need to be with Jack" When she said his name I flinched."I know he wasn't nice to you but I also know that you are better than your father. We have to be with him...They starting a war..."

I wanted to help...I really did...it's not their fault that they're related to him..."I can't...shadow travel...I'm not fed."I whispered."We'll walk if you help us...protect us...I didn't know where else to go"Amanda said with pleading eyes. I looked at Miley."Do the right thing"she said. "Fine"I said. I took my shoes and quickly put them on. Before we left Miley said she would come too...I have to protect three Ingenious with no guns...

"Here"Amanda said while she passed me a gun."Jack gave it to me just in case...I don't know how to use it...but you do". I nodded as we exited Miley's house and walked out at the street. "Keep Emily close to you...if anybody recognises her...we're all dead"I said and Amanda took Emily in her arms."Walk fast. If they look at you...give them the impression you're dangerous...they'll stay away from you". It was still 10 in the morning and they couldn't be seen...I still had my bracelet...so if anybody looked our way...that anybody will be a Crow.

At the beggining everything was fine...until someone looked towards us..."Walk faster"I whispered. Now more people were looking at our way...recognising Amanda and Emily."In the alley"I said and they turned to the alley. I took off my bracelet and put it in my pocket...just then a man came towards us from the other side of the alley."Turn around" I said...an other man was already standing there...we're trapped. The first man lifted his arm and pointed a gun towards us...he was about to shoot and before I even knew it I pulled the gun Amanda gave me and shot him. I saw him falling on his knees as I heard the other man arm his gun...I looked at him and shot too...He fell on his knees as quickly as the other one did.

I heard people running towards us...we don't have time...we have to leave..."I have to shadow travel"I said."Cai, don't be stupid...you'll die" Miley said. I gave her the gun and I just realised that my hand was shaking. I ignored it."If I don't do it then we're all dead"I said as I pulled the shadows. I couldn't think a good clear image of the college in my head so I pictured the dojo...and soon enough we were there.

I heard a low gasp from Kim and Jack asking what happened. I saw Emily running to hug him before I fell on my knees...I don't have much strenght...Soon enough I fell on my back... My vision was blured...I felt someone hands feeling my forehead but I just ignore it...It was really hard for me to breathe...

Maybe it's time to give up...A small voice in my head said.

Maybe you're right...

I guess I am finally going to find out how death feels...

***wow! This was a really fast chapter...It only took me 20 minutes to write(maybe because it had too many flashbacks :P). So as I said I'm going to continue this story because of these four or five reviews that were telling me to continue it...you guys convised me and I hope I didn't dissappointed you with this chapter...