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I Belong To You

Chapter 9

babygirl2006

(Spencer's POV)

"Are you ready for tomorrow?" Kendra asked.

"Yeah. Next week should be fun."

"Are you okay with Ashley going?"

"Yeah. You?"

"It doesn't bug me." She said then turned away and looked out the driver window. It does bug her I know it does. Its not my fault though. Aiden and Kyla invited her. And when she found out I was going, she was all for it. Next week is spring break, we are all driving up to San Francisco. This is going to be fun. Hopefully. Ashley, Kyla, Aiden, Kendra, and I are taking Aiden x-Terra. Tammy, Krystal, Mandy, and Max are taking Tammy's car. Kendra was supposed would ride with them but as of our date last weekend, we are a couple. Honestly I don't say she is my girlfriend but she tells everyone I am. It doesn't bug me, its just, that I'm not ready to call someone else my girlfriend yet. I am just not going to say anything. I'll let it all play out.

"Are you ready? Or do you still have to pack?" She asked pulling me from my thoughts.

"I'm ready. I am so glad my mom is letting me go. Are you ready to go?"

"Hell yeah. I've been ready since Monday." Kendra said, smiling from ear to ear.

"I'm going to go in now. I'll see you tomorrow morning."

"Later baby." She said then kissed me. I pulled away and go out of the car.

After I walked into the house I looked at the time. 11:30. I walked straight up to my room and changed into something more comfortable. I put some sweat pants and a hoodie on, putting my hair up in a messy pony tail. I opened my math book and leaned against my headboard, doing homework. As time when on I heard everyone in my house go to bed. Not one of them came in and bugged me. By 12:45 am, everyone in my house was in bed. I don't know about sleeping but in bed. Last Friday night, when I was with Ashley, I heard every word she said. Bits and parts of it have its moments to play over and over again in my head. "I'm sooo sorry I hurt you. I am sooo very sorry about the things I said. I wish I could take them back. I really do because I love you so very much. I'm in love with you so much." I've thought of just that part about 100 times a day. "but I want you to be happy" I was happy with her a few months ago, the happiest I have ever been in my whole 16 years of life and she took that from me. Why couldn't she want me to be happy a few months ago? "Always remember though I love you and I am in love with you. No matter what I say or do. I will never ever stop. You are my first true love." It really makes me want to cry. When someone you love tells you things like this (no matter what they did to you) makes you want to love them even more. When she said that, I hated myself for even thinking about going out with Kendra but I do have to try... I don't know what I am trying or even why I am trying. Its just something that I feel. It has no explanation to it. My phone started vibrating on the night stand next to my bed. I grabbed it and the little screen on the front read; 1 new txt msg. Flipped my phone open and it was from Ashley.

"R U ready 4 2morrow?" Its what the text read.

"Yes! U?"

"Yup. Well do u want 2 hang out 2nite be4 we leave 2morrow?"

"Sure. I'm ready when u r..."

"I'm outside." She text me back a minute later. She was already out there. She knew I would say yes. She doesn't know I heard her last week. I don't want her to know. Not right now anyways. I'll tell her sooner or later. I snuck outside and climbed into the passenger seat of her car.

"Hey!" She said with a smile. I just smiled back. "My place? Beach? Food? Snack?" She added pulling away from my house.

"All the above." I replied.

"What would you like to eat?"

"Whatever sounds good to you."

"McDonald's it is."

"Thats nice... Like you need anymore fast food." I told her with a giggle.

"I am not fat. You love my body, so, don't hate."

"I don't hate. Just say the truth."

"Anyways, how are you and hand girl?"

"When are you going to learn her name?"

"When shes not with you." She told me with a smile. Yes, I did tell Ashley. "Next week is going to be weird. The ride up there is gonna be weird." She added.

"Yeah.. Just a little. We will live though."

"Oh.. You will, but the girl may not." She said with an evil grin. She looked like she was thinking of a way to kill Kendra. Ashley has been in my head so much this last week. I have caught myself calling Kendra, hand girl. I've done it twice. Tammy and Krystal just laugh about it but Kendra looks like she takes it a little personal. I'm sorry but it just comes out before I can stop it.

"You never answered my question." Ashley said, breaking my thoughts.

"We are content. How are you and..."

"And who? I don't have a girl. The last person I had sex with, was you. So, don't even go there." I didn't say anything. I looked out my window, while she continued to drive. We got to the drive-thru and she ordered for the both of us. She already knew what I wanted. The same thing I always get. She is going to make Kendra jealous. Something I really don't want to deal with. Kendra already dislikes Ashley so much but Ashley can careless. Ashley is going to make sure Kendra knows, that I will not be with her for every long. Okay, maybe, next week is not going to be as much fun as I thought. I need to talk to Ashley about this. I need her to back off a little bit. I don't want my last spring break of high school to be crappy. We were already at the beach. I didn't even realize, we left McDonald's. She headed me my food and we sat in silence and ate. After she was done, she got out and started walking down towards the water. There is something wrong with her. I can tell by how silent she is. Ashley is not one to be quite unless something is wrong. I got out and walked to her. I stood next to her and followed her gaze, out over the dark water.

"I sometimes I feel like these last couple of months are just a bad dream and I am going to wake up soon. And when I wake up everything will be okay. But then I see you with hand girl and I realize I am just wishing." Ashley said breaking the silence.

"Ashley, I need you to promise me that you will back off a little bit. I don't want to be miserable over spring break."

"I can't promise you anything." This is going to be harder then I thought. I knew she wasn't going to agree with me. So, I don't even know why I asked. She looked at me then started walking along the beach.

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I wake up to the sound of Ashley's alarm clock at 5:05. She wasn't in the bed next to me. I got up and looked around. She wasn't in the bedroom at all. I walked down the hall, walking pasted the guest room and the door was open I looked in and she is asleep on the bed. I walked and sat on the edge of the bed. I looked down at her. She looks so peaceful. The alarm clock in here started going off. I looked at it and it read 5:00. She should fix that. Maybe hers would have went off first. When I went to sleep at 2 in the morning, she was right next to me. Apparently with the clocks set like they were she wanted to wake up first. She obviously she didn't want me to know she sleep in here. I reached over and turned the alarm clock off. When Ashley is really tired it takes awhile for an alarm clock to wake her up. She turned over and was facing me now but was still sound asleep. I stared down at her face. God she is so beautiful. I reached up and tucked some of her hair behind her ear. I left my hand on her face, rubbing my thumb back and forth on her jawline, then along her bottom lip, and back the other way. She slowly opened her eyes and looked at me. I pulled my hand away slowly and smiled at her. She looked up at the clock and got up. I followed her to her room then out to the car. Last night wasn't so good. After our conversation on the beach she hasn't said one word to me. I guess we are back to not talking.

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I woke up to my cell phone going off on my night stand. I looked at it and it is Kendra.

"Hello?"

"You ready? It's already 1pm and we are heading out. Aiden and Kyla just picked me up. We are headed back to Kyla's to get Ashley. She wasn't ready earlier. So, we'll be there in about 20 minutes." She told me. Knowing Ashley there'll be here in 45 minutes.

"Okay.. See you later." I hung up and took a shower. I was ready in 20 minutes but like I said 45 minutes. And I was right. 45 minutes later they pulled into my driveway. I said bye to my family and I was out the door. Aiden grabbed my stuff and put it in the back. Kyla got out of the back and let me in. I sat between Kyla and Kendra. After we left and headed for the highway, Kendra grabbed my hand and intertwined our fingers. Ashley keeps looking back at me. Kendra started whispering in my ear and Ashley was glaring at her.

"I need to go to the bathroom." Ashley said to Aiden.

"Can't you hold it? We have only been driving for 20 minutes."

"No, I can't. I need to go now." Ashley said, pissed off.

"Okay, okay. No need to get angry." Aiden said, then got off the highway and pulled into a gas station. "If you have to go to the bathroom... Go now. I am not stopping for another 2 hours." Aiden told everyone and got out to go to the bathroom also. Ashley went in first. After her went Kyla, Aiden, Kendra, and, then me. After I reached the car. Aiden told me to get in front. I looked at him confused but then I realized Kyla was sitting in the middle in the backseat. Ashley did that so Kendra couldn't touch me. I laughed to myself and shook my head getting in the front seat.

"What's wrong with you?" Aiden asked. I looked back at Ashley and she smiled at me. I turned to Aiden and said.

"Nothing."

"Everyone set now?" Aiden asked.

"Hell yeah! Lets go." Ashley yelled. Kyla and Kendra shook their head. Kendra looks mad. She also knows why Ashley got in the back and made me sit up front. This is going to be fun...