alright here is chapter i hope you like
chapter 9
'' i think we should let mom and baby get some rest you can come vist tomorrow .'' the nurse told us talking the baby from me and giving it to another nurse.'' alright .''christian wrapped his arm around me and walked me out the room.'' rose can i talk to you?'' dimitri asked from behind us christian snaped around and was about to tell him no but i cut him off before he could say anything .''yeah come on .'' i kept walking we went out to the front . i turned and faced him .'' roza i want to apoligze for all i have ever done to you .'' he took a deep breath .'' for how much i have ever hurt you it was never my intention to do it i loved you with my everything i just wanted to do what was best for you me staying around would have done nothing but hold you back from what you can do i really hope that one day you can forgive me and understand what i did was for a reason.'' he told me his voice horse with emotion.'' i forgive you.'' i ran to him and gave him a big hug. it felt nice i had missed dimtiri so much.
''so what do you plan on naming my baby because you know he is officaly mine.'' i smiled and leaned lazly agianst the railing .'' tasha told me she wanted to name him after he was born so i guess we will wait tell she comes to .'' he told me .'' i guess i get but you guys should totally name him something cool with a ring to it because you are aware he looks like you with ozera eyes a totally lady killer.'' i smiled .'' i was n-'' he was about to say he was not we both knew he was . '' i will keep that in mind.'' i he laughed lightly.'' good tell tasha when ever i am around i will baby sit him as long as he isnt a little brat.'' i told him truthfully.'' gee thanks roza that is so thoughtful. but one day i will want you to train him,'' he smiled.'' what why me ?"' i questioned i did not understand dimitri had trained me if anyone should teach the kid to fight it should be him. he looked at my face and understood i was not being a bitch about it i was just confuesed.'' me and tasha heard you trained christian and he was able to fight and beat his cousin.'' he explained.'' so his cousin was not that great.'' i crossed my arms over my chest .'' my only question is why they got in a fight from what tasha has told me they were good friends .'' he said i looked down slightly blushing.'' guess i know now .'' dimtiri gave a light chuckle.''so you and christian huh?'' he asked looking past me even though there was nothing to see.'' yeah .'' i smiled happily .'' thats good what happened between you and the other guy also what i heard not to long ago was you guys were getting serious .'' dimitri looked down at me .'' no we only dated a few months we hadnt even had sex yet.'' i smiled at the thought so happy i had not gone all the way with nicholas .''wow.'' dimitri sounded surprised with either i had not had sex with nicholas or that i was telling him all my information is such a way i really didnt care though.
'' what is it that he did ?'' he asked his eyebrow furrowed there was a flash of anger in his eyes. '' he cheated on me .'' i shrugged that didnt matter either i have christian now. i think dimitiri wanted to say something to me but instead cursed in russian.'' you know i really want to countinue this conversation but i am so beat im going to have to head home.'' dimitri yawned .'' alright i will see you then it is a date .'' i laughed at the thought of it. funny. '' of course.'' i gave dimitiri another hug he kissed the top of my head but it was not in a romantic gestraure . i walked back in the hospital and met christian .'' so ?'' he looked at me trying to decide what my feelings were.'' it was nice were gonna catch up after we all get some rest .'' i told him.''really?'' he looked at me surpriesed. '' yes i forgive dimtiri he apoligezed for everything and it is so nice to have back in my life.'' i grinned.'' christian frowned.'' not like that you know he did change my life i would still be that bitch rose you know proubly like lissa.'' i hadnt thought about her in a long time i was glad about it i had forgave dimitri but i dont think i could ever forgive her dimitri was like a boyfriend those will come and go but me and lissa were supposed to be friends best friends like sister we had a bound for christ sakes and she ruined it all for a boy for something she should have known i would never do to her everytime i think about it it makes me angry .'' you were not that bad before .'' he drapped his arm around me and kissed my cheek.'' i was a bitch at times i cant belive at one time i had thought you were not good enough for lissa. '' i wrapped my arm aound his waist.'' now she would never ever ever be good enough for you.'' i stoppted him and gave him a light peck on the kiss i did not want to get into a big make out in the middle of the hospital when i hate pda myself sometimes well i hate seeing it.
'' you want to go to a hotel?'' christian yawned.'' yeah .'' i followed him out and we caught called a cab it came to get us about 10 minutes later
