(A/N: Ok number one I know I have been away, its kinda cause its hard to write a story that you don't own

(A/N: Ok number one I know I have been away, its kinda cause its hard to write a story that you don't own... for real. ANYWAYS!! Also its hard because I don't know if it's good… umm I just have to say a shout out because it made me total and complete day and its kinda why I'm writing this chapter at the moment. So thank you to PiPBiTESALOT you really did make my day with your comment I loved it sooo much kind of made me go "AWEEEEE!!" girly shriek "THANNNKKSSS!!" with a big smile on my face. So maybe I should get going with it huh…)

BPOV

The way he is looking at me is intoxicating, I just want to go up to him and lick him… wait... what? Did I just say lick I think I meant something else… I wonder how big he is... Is he bigger then Jacob? Whoa is it just I or is the room spinning…? My vision becomes a little fuzzy; those horrible dots are taking over my eyesight, shit.

EPOV

I try to stop myself from being so over whelmed by what Bella just said. As I am trying to think I see her stagger back and forth. She puts her hand on her head. Then I see her fall. In one quick reaction while everyone is gasping at her falling I run for her and grab her before she hits her head. I am starting to wonder if this girl has a problem with gravity. The angel is in my arms, fainted or not she looks like an angel that just fell from the heavens. I lift her up and take her to her room, place her on her bed. I turn around and shut the door. I just sit beside her and stroke her beautiful soft hair, waiting to see her big brown eyes. Suddenly there they are.

BPOV

Am I in heaven or is Edward really in my room with me? How did I get to my room?

"Um, hi..."

Edward strokes my hair and smiles sweetly,

"Hi"

I squint my eyes together,

"How did I get in here?"

Suddenly he puts his finger to my lips, I am tempted to kiss his finger but I don't.

"Bella, you always ask questions, it's my turn. What did you mean by '"Why can't I have you?" its kind of confusing me"

Oh no I don't want to answer this! Why did I have to be so dumb and implosive! He keeps looking at me like he is waiting for something special, I know he wants an answer.

"Look Edward, I can't tell you because you just laugh and it really doesn't mean anything."

Now he looks frustrated,

"Bella please tell me, I promise I wont laugh and I'll try and understand."

I sign,

"Fine… it's like I'm sitting here trying to convince myself that your not the one for me but the more I think the less I believe it and the more I want you here with me, I don't know what's wrong with me, I hate how you are always on my mind and there is nothing I can do about it. Ever since I saw you that first day I have been fighting myself and I know that it really has only been like two days but you are so intoxicating. I always have this love hate thing going on with you and I just don't know what to do, you just bring everything out of me that I try to hide and then I end up blurting out 'why can't I have you?' you can tell I get a little embarrassed. Then I say that I have to push you away and it feels like my heart is being ripped out. I don't know what I'm doing anymore…"

I look at him, his god like appearance and I see no expression, he opens his mouth to say something and then doesn't. Then he looks down and says,

"Whoa..."

All of a sudden I see him smile, he looks at me and says,

"I can say things like that to, lets me lighten things up for you, umm… Bella, its hard to wait around for something that you know might never happen, but its even harder to give up when you know its everything you wanted. I might just say that I know exactly what you are talking about except you're me and I'm you. The more I'm with you, the more I want to know."

Did he just say what I thought he said? I lean in to kiss him and he leans in as well, our lips about to touch – RING – RING – fuck! Always the best timing people! I pick up the phone,

"Hello?"

"How is you're party?"

I'm shocked…

"Uh… Jake?"

"The one and only baby"

"Um Jake this is kind of a bad time."

"Why?'

"Uh just – "

Edward suddenly took the phone from me and then says into the phone,

"Ello? This is Edward who is this? Who? She never mentioned you. Really? Yes that is interesting. I don't really care. Yes I'm sure I am. Are you? Well that sucks that you are not here. Yes because really nothing is stopping any guy from hitting on her. No, no I'm not saying I am. Really what gave you that idea? Well I never told you I was in her room. Who said I was in her room. Yes, yes I am. That's interesting but again I don't care, now if you don't mind, good night."

With that he hung up the phone and unplugged it. I am holding back the laugher that is rising. I need to know,

"What did he say?"

Edward looks at me and gives me a crooked smile,

"Oh nothing I can just tell he is really insecure."

(A/N: Ok I know its short but really I'm tired and it's a lot of thinking, I will try and make the next chapter a whole lot longer! And don't worry Jacob fans he will have his day soon wink, wink anyways you know the drill!! REVIEW, REVIEW, REVIEW!! Thanks sooo much I love you all! If you have any questions I am totally willing to answer them! Oh and by the way if you have not already I have been reading these stories by ashel–13 AMAZING! This the only way I can explain it! Check her out!! Complete and totally amazingness. Ok that's all BYEEE!!)