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9. Temper and tears-B.P.O.V

Polly and Dan arrived home and they said they'd had an eventful day. What did that mean?

"Well after you left I said it was because you missed our parents" Dan said grinning, I could just imagine the look on the woman at the desk's face when he started using his power on her, I bet she was very convinced. Hopefully.

Dan said that she was looking at him with gooey eyes and he said he wanted to throw up. "I seriously think she might be in love me" Dan said with a creped out look on his face, and me and Polly couldn't help but laugh at that. It was odd to think how we were beautiful to them, I mean in my old life I was just average and now its like you're a model. Everywhere you go people stare and whistle at you or ask you out on a date, it's a strange feeling and sometimes not a nice one. Polly was pretty, she had dark brown hair which she would often wear in plaits and she had small pink lips and a lovely smile, that made everyone around her happy.

Dan was very handsome although he couldn't compare with my angel…ed-, wait stop it Izzy he's not yours, not anymore. Dan had dirty colour blond hair, he was tall about 6.2 and he had dimples. It was hilarious because wherever we went he always had hundreds of admirers, which he found extremely annoying.

"Hey Izz, have you decided what we're goanna do?" Polly asked me. "Yes Polly, I've decided we can't run, we're staying and from now on I will play my character really well, no more slip ups, no more mistakes, I shouldn't let them influence me so much" I said determinedly, my hands in fists at my sides. No from now on I would be brave. Polly glanced at Dan with a worried look, as if they were hiding something from me. "What is it Polly?" I asked suspiciously, I didn't like them keeping secrets from me. She hadn't realised I'd seen and so she scrambled around for an answer "It's nothing B…oops Izzy" she said nervously, I didn't believe that, the look on her face said it all, she might as well have printed 'I'm lying' across her forehead.

Suddenly the phone rang and before I could answer it Dan had it out of my hands, and was talking in the mouthpiece.

"Now?" Dan asked the person on the other side. The person answered and then Dan said "Well if they really want to then come over now just give me ten minutes to explain everything" And then Dan hung up, and I had no idea what was going on.

"Ok Izzy I don't know how else to put this but…but the Cullens are coming" Dan said as he looked at the floor and that was it I just snapped. "What?!" I screamed at the top of my lungs, "they're coming here, now, in ten minutes, I heard you on the phone…I…I… well good luck then with your little friends but I'm off, if you want me I'll be at the old oak tree." I shouted I was angry…no…furious. "Please stay" Polly mumbled and she reached out for me but I just yanked my arm out of the way.

"Next time, if you don't want me to react like this, then tell me first thing, not ten minutes before they arrive, bye, enjoy!" I shouted and then I was running out in the forest. Argggggh, how could they wait until 10 before they arrived to tell me? I could even hear them running, the Cullens and so I went and sulked in my tree. Today I didn't sit beneath the leaves on the ground, instead I sat on a branch and leaned my back against the trunk then I closed my eyes and began to sing. I blocked out all other sounds except the sound of my voice as I sang 'breakeven by the script'. This song was just like me 'I'm falling to pieces'-

"I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,

Just praying to a god that I don't believe in

Cause I've got time, well he's got freedom

Cause when my heart breaks well I don't breakeven, even,

Best things will be some of my worst

She finally met a man, whose goanna put her first,

Well I'm wide awake he's no trouble sleeping

And when my heart breaks no it don't breakeven, even, even, no,

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?

And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok

And I'm falling to pieces yeah; I'm falling to pieces,

They say bad things happen for a reason

But no wise words goanna stop the bleeding

Cause he's moved on well I'm still bereaving,

And when my heart breaks no I don't break even, even, no

And what am I goanna do when the best part of me was always you?

And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok

And I'm falling to pieces yeah, I'm falling to pieces, yeah,

I'm falling to pieces, I'm falling to pieces…"

Then my song came to an abrupt end when I heard breathing and whispering coming from beneath me. I tensed my body and

my eyes snapped open and I heard someone call "hey", but as I looked down I saw the 7 of them all watching me and I fell off of the branch and landed with a 'bang' on the ground. Why are they here? , o right they're going to my house. Even though I can't normally feel any physical pain, (since I'm technically dead), I can feel a slight pain now, but then again that was some fall at least 60m. Why can I still hear their quiet breathing, why won't they leave me alone? I want to get up now but I'm not going to because I can't bear to look up into their angel faces, what happens if they recognise me? Well I'll have to face them so here goes, I groan and then roll over onto my back and all I can see is 7 pairs of golden eyes staring at me from the darkness.

"Hello, are you ok…Izzy right?" Carlisle said offering me a hand to pull me up, I didn't take it, so he let it drop. They all just stared at me, waiting for me to say something. Oops! I just realised I'm making mistakes I should say hi before they start to get suspicious. "Mmm, yes its Izzy, sorry about that, you all just surprised me" I said while getting up from the ground. I struggled to make my voice more than a whisper. But I had to keep it together so they would believe I was Izzy and they wouldn't recognise me as Bella. So I attempted conversation, "I'm so clumsy, even after changing into a vampire I haven't improved very much" I said chuckling at myself trying to lighten the mood a bit, it worked I could here there laughter. "Why are you all out here anyway?" I asked pretending to sound confused although I knew what they were here for, "I come here a lot to be alone, its kind of my special place, where I like to hide form the world" I said with great sadness. "Didn't your brother and sister tell you?" Alice asked shocked. Yes they did Alice I'm just acting, and apparently you all used to think I sucked at it, well look at me now, if I suck so much then why can't you figure out who I am "They invited us over to talk, as were all vampires, maybe we could even be friends". "We used to be" I mumbled too low for them to hear, I hoped.

"I should get going" "Mmmm, do you think you could come over tomorrow instead?" I asked, please say yes, please say yes, I chanted over and over in my head. "Sure" Alice said. And then I was about to run for it when Esme asked "Dear, are you sure your ok?" in her motherly tone. "Yes thank you, I'm as healthy as a horse" I replied grinning. Then I made my escape thank god, I thought.