Chapter 8.5

A/N: I give this chapter the numbering of 8.5, because a much tamer moment of intimacy was written for another site. I am still not happy with the over all scene because to me... Female/female intimacy really is rather reepititious. I may be HORRIBLY wrong, but I do not see it having the same degree of "variety". My knowledge on the subject is quite limited. The scene is pretty much my own recollection of MY first and only encounter. Please forgive me should it come up short.

Here comes the crash, There Goes The Boom!

Hanzu quickly jumped to the safety of his mother's side leaving Koji to smolder momentarily. Even though his 'challenge' was highly mismatched, his mother decided that a quick exit would be the better part of valor.

Teelah smiled awkwardly as she scooped up her son and excused herself to prepare lunch. It was immediately apparent, that either she or her mate would have to sit little Hanzu down, and explain the proper demonic version of " the birds and the bees" to the lad.

Koji was most likely being kind to Hanzu for his mother's sake. But there would be no guarantee that such kindness would be extended should her son dare to try and challenge an elder demon for the attentions of a female again. Especially if he himself were nowhere even near the age of mating.

Once Teelah and Hanzu had left the room, Atzuki could no longer hold back her laughter. She snorted and guffawed openly. Koji chuckled as Rin gave an amused sigh.

Rin could not quite explain it, but for some reason, she was oddly comfortable with the attentions of the demon whose lap her head now rested upon. To her, Koji exuded a certain 'calm' that she had never felt before around Lord Sesshomaru or any other demon for that matter.

But, pleasantries not withstanding, Rin still wanted to be respectful and show her proper gratitude. Slowly, she slid herself free from Koji's protective grasp to a sitting position.

Koji, who was still laughing with his mother, did not take notice to her movements until she was well out of his reach. It was the slight scent of Rin's nervousness that finally brought the attentions of both demons back to her.

"Please forgive me Lady." Rin began, "I did not mean to bring such upset to your home. But, I felt that I had to help little Hanzu somehow. He was in need of some sort of encouragement. It was never my intention to be the cause of so much unnecessary turmoil." Rin bowed in apology.

Atzuki sat back and could not help but smile.

"You brought no upset to this house at all. In fact, I am rather impressed! Who would have thought a human could be so in tune to the youkai of another demon! You are simply a wonder Rin!" Rin blushed and bowed again. "Thank you Lady."

Rin's gaze slowly turned in inquiry to the second demon before her. Koji cleared his throat slightly and glanced at his mother. Atzuki could not hide the pleased twinkle in her eye.

" This is my son Koji. It was he who carried you in."

Rin blushed yet again, but smiled none the less.

"I thank you for your kindness lord. I will do my best not to trouble you like that again." Koji returned Rin's smile.

"It was no problem at all Lady. I will gladly be there to catch you should you ever fall." Koji recognized his accidental declaration too late.

"By the gods did she notice my what I said?" Rin blushed especially brightly. "I thank you Lord." she said softly.

"Oh gods! She noticed!"

Koji just barely kept himself together as he continued.

"I am also not a lord, just a humble soldier in my uncle's army. So if you please, just call me Koji. It is a pleasure to meet you Rin" Koji smiled warmly.

"Well then Koji, I believe that your uncle is most fortunate to have you with him - as am I." Rin momentarily blanched at her accidental declaration, and tried to hide her now crimson face from the demon in another bow.

"By the gods! Did he notice what I said?" Rin secretly peeked up from her bow to a practically beaming Koji.

"Oh gods! He noticed!".

There was a notable silence, as Rin and Koji seemed to become lost in each other's gaze. Atzuki chuckled and merrily clapped her hands bringing the couple's attentions back to the moment.

"Alright then! Introductions have been given! Now Rin, how about getting back to the garden and finish whatever it was that you were doing." Rin's gaze snapped back to Atzuki.

"Yes, lady. I was merely trying to familiarize myself with your herbs. I know most, but not all. I will continue my inventory, so that you can judge what I know and instruct me accordingly." Atzuki gave an approving nod. As Rin rose to leave, Koji stood as well.

"I'm not half bad at recognizing herbs myself." He said trying not to appear over eager. "I can help you. That is.. If you'd like."

Rin smiled warmly. "I would be honored."

With that, Koji smiled as he stepped to the entrance of Rin's bedroom. He slid the door open, and offered his arm. Rin smiled as she took hold. Both made their way outside, back to the herbs in question.

Atzuki gave a satisfied 'huff' to herself as the pair exited the room oblivious to her presence altogether at this point.

While it had been years since she'd seen her son, it didn't take a magician to see that Koji and Rin seemed to immediately "hit it off" . Atzuki ghosted silently to the front door of the house to look at the pair as they now made themselves comfortable among the flora.

Having sent Hanzu on an errand, Teelah now took a moment to join her mistress as she watched the couple before her. As the pair looked on, the fox demoness fidgeted nervously.

"I'm terribly sorry for all the trouble my son has caused you this morning my lady. My mate and I will have a talk with him, and I can assure you that similar disturbances will not happen again."

Atzuki smiled and placed a reassuring hand on her shoulder. "You'll do no such thing! Your son was a great help to me today." Teelah stared back inquisitively as Atzuki gave a contented chuckle.

"He may not have intended it, but Hanzu single handedly showed me that Rin has an innate ability to focus youkai.

I have rarely seen such a thing before, and even rarer still in a human. Make no mistake, Rin is by no means magical, but I see that she can move magic. Or perhaps, it is possible that magic can move through her somehow. I cannot tell which at this moment."

Atzuki smiled with satisfaction.

"That makes her more than worthy of my son!"

Teelah's eyes went wide. "Worthy .. of… your son?"

Atzuki beamed.

"Look at them Teelah. They have barely been introduced, and they behave like mates already!"

Sure enough, both Rin and Koji seemed almost 'familiar' with each other as they reached around looking at, and showing off the various plants. To the untrained eye, it would almost appear as if they'd known each other for years.

Atzuki's eyes began to tear.

"Koji is so much like his father." She commented softly.

"Tovu was Lord Dotsu's fiercest warrior. Yet, for all of his ferocity in battle, Tovu was a gentle natured demon. If given the choice between war or home life, my mate would choose to spend his day with me and our son every time." Atzuki's thoughts were disturbed by a bout of laughter over some amusement that had been shared by the couple.

The demoness now openly wept.

"Tovu had always told me 'soul meets soul when eyes meet eyes'. He'd often said that he had taken only one look at me and knew that I was to be his."

Atzuki sniffled a bit, then wiped at her eyes.

"I know I saw their souls touch! I could almost feel it! Rin may very well turn out to be my redemption for the wrong I had committed so long ago. It's almost as if Hiroshi has intervened on my behalf from the grave"

She whispered almost to herself. "I could not beg the Kami for so fitting a daughter in law! Thank you Hiroshi, I will protect your gift with my life."

Teelah's expression openly turned to worry.

"And what of Lord Sesshomaru?"

Atzuki gave a short sigh accompanied by a low growl.

"You do not profess to love someone, and then abandon them. There is no excuse for that! While I amgrateful for all that he has given us, his actions still were done to pacify his mind.

Rin's heart never once truly entered the equation.

If he is fool enough to leave such a treasure in my keeping, then I will see that his treasure remains in my keeping."

Atzuki's eyes narrowed.

"I could do nothing to protect Tovu. But I will fight to the death for my son's happiness. And I see, Rin will make him very happy. We will all be happy.

Teelah sighed softly, and nodded. "So be it then my lady."

~~~ &&& ~~~

Sesshomaru's temperament seemed to become increasingly foul with each passing moment. It had barely been two days since he'd left Rin, and he was missing her terribly already. He decided that he wished to be alone with his thoughts for his own sanity (and everyone else's safety).

With no explanation of where he'd be, Sesshomaru left for the one place on the palace grounds where he could be left alone with his thoughts of Rin.

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After her earlier "run in" with her son, even Midori had decided to leave well enough alone - but she could only allow Sesshomaru this melancholy of his for a shortwhile. The present lady of the west had just received a new message. The lord of the south and his family would be there in a few short days.

As much as she held no joy in it, she was going to have to have another "talk" with her son. Hopefully this time, he'd calmed down and would listen to reason. After a great deal of searching, she finally found him in one of the gardens far from the palace. (a garden that his "pet" favored if she remembered correctly).

Sesshomaru sat motionless beside a beautiful cherry blossom tree. He did not bother to acknowledge his mother's presence, but she knew he'd heard her in spite of her silent approach.

Midori knew that she had to at least try to be delicate. It would not do for the new demoness to arrive only to find out that she truly was notwanted by her intended.

While it was true that most inuyoukai marriages were arranged, the two parties were at least willing to meet. With Sesshomaru, this was most definitely not the case. Midori needed to "smooth things over" if she were to be able to make any headway. She was about to speak when a clawed index finger went up to silence her.

"You have nothing to say to me that I wish to listen to."

Midori sighed softly. "Would that I could grant you the simple pleasure of silence Sesshomaru, but I am unable to comply. I just received word that Lady Tsune will be here in a matter of days. I only ask that you meet her."

Sesshomaru turned a cold eye to his mother.

"So, now you now finally ask something of me?"

Sesshomaru returned his gaze to the field of flowers that sat before hum.

"You have done nothing so far but torment me with all of the obligations I have to everyone. This house, the court, my people… you. And not even once, have you ever considered my feelings about this house, the court, the people.. or you."

Sesshomaru rose from his seat.

"Would you like to know… my truth?"

Midori was not sure where this conversation was headed. She tried to search Sesshomaru's face to feel his mood, but centuries of practiced neutrality were working their magic. She saw nothing.

"What truth is that?"

Sesshomaru gave a brief smile.

"I don't give a damn." He responded calmly.

"I don't give damn about this house, I don't give a damn about the court, these people… or you."

Midori tried to speak. "Sesshomaru .. I…."

A deep growl silenced her sentence.

"The honor of this house dictates that I must meet this demoness. The supposed survival of our clan dictates that I must mate her to bear a new heir."

Sesshomaru slowly turned and began to walk to the field of flowers before him. "For the honor of this house, I will do as you ask."

Midori sighed visibly relieved.

"However.. As for the future of this house, that remains to be seen." Sesshomaru gave a side glance to his mother.

"You see mother, I have no further desire to live, nor do I possess the strength necessary to find that desire."

Midori's eyes suddenly went wide.

"You have silently controlled me all of my life, and I am done with it and you. Under the guise of honor, You have forced me to be rid of my life's one true joy. I will neither forgive nor forget that.

Do what you will. You always have."

Sesshomaru closed his eyes, and allowed his youkai to flair causing a wind to suddenly stir and slowly pick up velocity.

"Know now, that I hate you. With every fiber of my being, I hate you. It is only my pride, and what little remains of my father's good name, that stands between your next breath, and me leaving your head on the highest pole at the front gates."

Sesshomaru returned his gaze to the field in front of him, and slowly began to walk toward it. All the while, the winds picked up their speed, slowly lifting him off of the ground.

"Even if it should kill me, you shall have what you want.

I only ask of you one thing."

"And what is that .. My son?" Midori asked, her voice just barely shaking.

"Leave me alone.

The sight of you sickens me, and I wish to be numb when this demoness arrives. I wish to feel… nothing"

Sesshomaru then transformed himself into a ball of light, and was gone on the wind in a flash.

For the first time in many centuries, Midori felt… regret.

~~~~&&&~~~~

Koji and Rin had barely been in each others company but a few hours before it became evident to the both of them, that they were incredibly at ease with one another. Not once did Rin think of Kagome, or Inuyasha, or even of Lord Sesshomaru. Koji held her total attention. And Koji treated her as if she were his whole universe.

Koji was very knowledgeable of the herbs and their uses. He was patient, understanding, and talkative. He was unlike any demon that Rin had met before. (and for a human, she had met many). The remainder of the morning was spent laughing and learning. About plants… and each other.

It was not until late afternoon that either had noticed that they had missed lunch entirely. It took the grumbling of Rin's stomach, to herald the conclusion of the activities of the day.

Both blushed apologetically. They had spent the entire afternoon crouched or crawling around in the garden, totally oblivious to the time. Koji finally stood.

"Forgive my thoughtlessness Rin. Before you, I had never known anyone with such a hunger for learning. Especially in the area of medicine."

Rin smiled as she rose to her feet.

"I thank you Koji. I enjoyed my day as well. But my education started long before I came here. And it is I who am honored that your mother would take me in as a student and instruct me further."

Koji once again offered his arm as they both leisurely headed to the house.

"Please tell me of yourself and how it is that you are here with my mother. I wish to know all about you." he said smiling.

Rin stopped walking and suddenly became very withdrawn.

Koji stood silent. He was not sure if he had breeched some unspoken boundary, and wanted to make a quick amends for any transgression. "If you are not allowed to say, or do not wish to discuss it, I will understand." he said softly

Rin offered a weak smile, but the sadness on her face was still painfully evident as she turned her gaze to the ground.

"I'm sorry Koji, but to know how I got here, you would have to know about me. And my story is very simple. I am a nothing human who has been blessed by the Kami."

Koji stopped short and placed one of his hands gently her shoulder. His other hand, cupped her face and brought her gaze to his.

"Never refer to yourself as 'nothing' in my presence, or anywhere else again." he said with a warning growl.

Now, Rin was near tears. "But that is what I am." she said softly. Koji inwardly wondered what hardship could the beautiful creature in front of him have endured to speak so poorly of herself.

"Then please tell me your story, and allow me to judge if you speak the truth about yourself or not." Rin sighed softly, and nodded as the pair headed for the flower garden.

~~~ &&& ~~~

Tsune had kept Aoi running at a frantic pace as she searched for gifts for her beloved aunt. Not since Hiroshi had Aoi seen her mistress so happy. Aoi had literally dragged yet another bolt of fine fabric for Tsune's approval, when the demoness had had enough. Aoi fell unceremoniously to the floor in the middle of Tsune's living area, bolt in hand.

"My lady, a moment to breathe I beg of you!" she whimpered from underneath her load.

Tsune had been packing what had to be the tenth trunk for that day. She merrily spun to take in the sight of her faithful maidservant unceremoniously slumped on the floor before her. Tsune could not help but laugh. "Very well dear one, you may have a short rest."

Aoi huffed in gratitude before slowly rising from her burden.

"I am pleased to see you so happy my lady. But somehow, I do not believe that this newfound joy has anything to do with meeting Lord Sesshomaru."

Tsune laughed heartily. "You would be correct. I look forward to seeing my aunt. Meeting Sesshomaru is just an unpleasant detail that will be dealt with later."

Tsune's smile faded as she remembered the true reason for this trip. She stopped packing and sighed.

"Now see what you have done? You have ruined my good humor with your nonsense." Tsune now closed the trunk she had been packing, and flopped herself down upon it, dejected.

Aoi gave a sly smile as she nudged Tsune over in order to sit with her. "You know, while I have no real knowledge as to the reasons for your aunt's exile, meeting her may turn out to be a good thing." Tsune folded her arms and rolled her eyes.

"Think about it. Your aunt may have insight that can help you with your situation." Tsune's countenance immediately brightened. "Do you really think so?" Aoi pulled Tsune into her embrace. "It could not hurt to ask." she said softly.

"I hope you are right Aoi. I do not wish to leave my home. Aoi sighed softly as she pulled Tsune closer. "And I do not wish to see you leave beloved."

~~~ && ~~~

Koji guided Rin to sit with him on the bench that sat by the small pond that was nestled among the trees in the garden. Rin's mood had not changed much. In fact, she seemed to become even more withdrawn than before. Even though he barely knew her, it broke his heart to see her so defeated.

"Please Rin. If you can, start from the beginning. I would be honored to know all that there is to know about you. If you will allow me that knowledge."

Rin sighed as she tried to avert her eyes from the demon before her, but Koji was not going to allow her to look away from him.

A gentle clawed hand stroked at her cheek until she finally relented and looked into his stumblingly beautiful green eyes. "Very well Koji, I will try." Koji smiled, but did not release his hold.

Rin offered another weak smile, as she began her story.

"The first seven years of my life were quite typical by human standards. I was the youngest of three, and the only girl. We were a happy family. Until the night bandits came."

Rin gave a sad sigh. "Night bandits ..human night bandits, came and killed my entire family. I was spared only because one of my brothers had pushed me out of a back window of our hut and told me to hide in the woods.

The bandits took everything, then burned our hut practically to the ground. None of the villagers were even aware of the robbery until they saw the flames. But by then, it was too late."

Koji sat quietly shocked. He knew that humans could be cruel, but he thought that cruelty was reserved for demon kind alone.

He removed his hand from Rin's face and took her hand in his.

"Please continue."

Silent tears fell as Rin continued.

"For a long time, I would wish that I had been killed as well. Although I was a ward of the village, no one took me in. I was left to survive on my own. I lived on scraps and refuse. No one even bothered to allow me into their hut at night, so I lived in the charred remains of what was once my home. While I was grateful for each new day that the Kami would grant me, I was just as sad, because I was alone."

One morning, shortly after my eighth year, I had chanced upon Lord Sesshomaru in the forest. He was badly wounded, and seemed far worse off than I was. I felt that I had to try and help him."

Koji's brow furrowed with curiosity. "Lord Sesshomaru?"

At the sound of his name, Rin perked up and smiled brightly.

"Yes, the dog demon who would end up showing me more kindness and mercy than any human ever could!"

Koji did not bother to hide his curiosity.

"And where is this Lord now Rin?"

Rin's bright smile faded just as quickly as it came.

"He is a mighty ruler of the west." she said softly.

"He has people to govern, and lands to rule. There is no place for a weak human with him. Although I had always hoped that there might have been." Rin whispered the last sentence almost to herself.

"Rather than leave me to live among humans I did not trust or even care for, he found your mother and told me of her need of an apprentice. I have always felt more comfortable in the company of demons, and if I could not be with him, I could at least take some solace in knowing that I would learn how to be able to help others of his kind."

The pair sat silently for a time. Both Koji and Rin lost in their own thoughts. Koji took in a deep breath before asking the question that seemed to hang between them both.

"Do you love him?"

Rin bowed her head to hide her misery.

"Yes. It was always my hope to be with him." she said in a pitiful whimper. "But I guess that the love of a human was not good enough." Rin released herself from Koji's hold and stood. "Not good enough at all."

Tearfully, Rin turned from Koji, and headed silently to the house. She would go to her room and remain there for the rest of the evening, leaving only the smell of tears to tell anyone that she was home at all.

~~~ && ~~~

Koji would spend the remainder of that afternoon and a good part of the evening riveted to that seat in the garden. He was totally dumbfounded. What demon in his right mind would casually throw away such love and devotion?

Surly this 'Sesshomaru' was simply an idiot! Or worse, a coward!

Koji was about to go to look for his mother, but Atzuki saved him the trouble by coming to the garden herself. With only the scent of Rin's tears to go by, she was very concerned as to what it was that her son may have either done or said to upset the girl so.

"What happened between you two?" she said not bothering to hide her concern. "I have yet to go to Rin's room, but I wish to hear to your story first."

Koji sat silent, but only for a moment.

"Mother? Exactly who is Lord Sesshomaru?"

~~~ &&& ~~~

Sesshomaru took to the skies blindly. He did not care where it was that his youkai took him. He only knew that he needed distance between him and all that was about to happen to him in a matter of days.

Sesshomaru had not taken into consideration exactly how much Rin's not being with him would ultimately affect him. Granted, during those initial years of separation, he secretly longed for her.

But there was always the comfort that came with "peeking in" on her "progress", and the ultimate joy that loomed of her returning to be with him. While still vague as to her place in his court, He had no doubt that Rin would have a place with him.

But now that his mother's constant badgering had pushed him to a definitive decision, he was riddled with regret. This regret showed itself immediately after he told her she was to remain in the village.

Sesshomaru gave a pleased smirk.

"By the gods where did she get that backbone from?" he mused. "My idiot brother and those pathetic humans did nothing to damper her spirit! I was upset at the moment, but giving it thought, my Rin carried herself like a true taiyoukai demoness!" Sesshomaru's smirk faded. "But now I have sentenced myself to never see that spirit again."

There was something about the terrain that he was flying over that caught Sesshomaru's attention. In spite of his best efforts not to return, he found himself near Atzuki's woods.

Sesshomaru landed quietly, and cursed himself. His youkai had brought him to Rin. There was no way in hell that he'd be this close to his beloved, and not take the time to see how she was fairing. He needed to see Rin. In truth, he wanted to know how she was adjusting to her new home.

While he knew that he could arrive at the house in no time, Sesshomaru chose to walk the remaining distance. Even from where he presently stood, he could catch intermittent "whiffs" of Rin's scent. He would take his time and tease himself with as much of Rin as he could for the moment. If he paced himself properly, he'd arrive at the house by some time tomorrow morning.

~~~ &&& ~~~

Atzuki went to sit by her son. She closed her eyes, and took in a deep breath. "Sesshomaru is my benefactor." she said softly.

Koji remained silent, but waited for his mother to continue.

"All that you see now, is here because of him. And all was truly done for Rin's comfort. I am not clear what Rin was or is to him, but I know that she holds some sort of value." Atzuki's eyes momentarily darkened as she gave an annoyed growl. "Although how one can profess to 'love' someone, and then abandon them is far beyond my ability to understand."

Koji tapped at his chin thoughtfully.

"But what has this all to do with you?"

"Sesshomaru had unwittingly done me a great kindness. I am quite sure that it was not his intention, but I'll not complain. Taking Rin in as my 'apprentice' to learn the ways of healing, was my payment for that kindness." Atzuki shook her head disbelievingly.

"I'm still not clear why he would leave such a wonderful child with me. As far as I am concerned, he is a fool to let her go to begin with."

Koji then stood. "I would speak to her then."

Atzuki also stood and placed a gentle hand upon his shoulder.

"No son, leave her to me for now. Tonight, she will be in need of a woman's comfort." Atzuki turned to leave but stopped suddenly.

"I cannot say that I know Rin well, but I have no doubt that she has suffered and is in a great deal of pain at this moment. She deserves better than she has so far received. If you seek only a moment's amusement with her, I will ask that you leave my home now. However, if your intentions are honorable, you have my blessings." Atzuki then gave a brief smile.

Koji gave a quick nod. His mother knew him better than that. Of course his intentions were honorable. Koji then bowed as Atzuki followed the scent of Rin's tears to the house.

"Do not worry mother, I will do my very best to help Rin be rid of the memory of this Sesshomaru. And the Kami permitting, she may find reason to love me instead."

~~~ &&& ~~~

Atzuki gave a gentle knock to Rin's bedroom door before entering with a tray with some food and tea for her. Rin noticed neither the knock nor the demoness until she was practically on top of her.

Rin had been laying on her futon, sniffling and whimpering to herself, unsuccessfully trying to gather her composure. Atzuki knelt quietly beside her.

"Eat something little one." Atzuki said in a motherly voice. Rin quickly wiped her eyes and sat up. "I am sorry Lady, I didn't mean to leave Koji alone.. I didn't mean to…I'm trying to be strong,.. I just can't right now." Rin's voice trailed off into another volley of quiet sobs.

Atzuki set the tray down beside Rin, and gently pulled the girl into her arms. "It's alright Rin. Even demons cry on occasion. You will find that at some point, when the tears stop, the laughter can begin."

Rin was overwhelmed by the kindness of this demoness. She sniffled a bit, then sat up to look into her warm golden eyes.

"I will remember your words Lady, thank you."

Atzuki smiled. "Good. Teelah has made a lovely dinner. Will you eat just a little?" Rin sighed softly. "No lady, if it's all the same to you, I'll just go to bed now." Atzuki smiled. "Fair enough. But at the very least, please drink some tea. It will help you to relax."

Atzuki reached to the tray and poured a cup of the hot liquid. Rin accepted and sipped. "Drink it all now, I'll not see you with an upset stomach come morning light!" Rin couldn't help but laugh as she finished her tea with Atzuki looking on satisfied. "Now prepare for bed. I will see you in the morning." Atzuki then gathered up Rin's dinner tray, and left the room.

Teelah stood outside waiting on her mistress.

"Did she at least eat something lady?"

Atzuki shook her head to the negative.

"I truly didn't expect her to. But she did drink the tea. It's my own special blend. It will help her to relax and fall asleep. Because she is human, it will not take long to take effect."

Teelah took a moment to look in on Rin, and it was just as Atzuki said. The girl had barely gotten into her sleeping yucata, Before she lay down and was sleeping sound. Teelah covered Rin with a blanket, and left the room.

Atzuki passed her friend in the small hall and headed outside.

" I need a bit of air. I will be back shortly." Atzuki gave a half smile. "If my son is half the warrior that his father was, he will be more than capable of keeping Sesshomaru away from Rin should he return. And if he is half the lover his father was, he will surly give Rin plenty of reasons to forget the bastard!" she said with a snarl.

Teelah made no comment.

~~~&&&~~~

Koji tried to stay put, but he had to know that Rin was alright. He quietly made his way into the house and slipped past Teelah to her room.

Koji was silenced by the beauty that lay before him. Even in half light silky raven hair against pale white skin could not help but be noticed. Rin's cheeks and lips also held a natural 'rosy' color. Koji could only kneel close by and watch in awe as Rin breathed. Once he was content with how she was sleeping, he prepared to leave the room.

Rin held such an angelic expression on her face, that Koji could not resist the temptation to steal a kiss from her. Slowly, he bent over and gave a chaste kiss to Rin's lips. Even though Rin was fast asleep, she kissed him back. Her face fell into the most beautiful smile as she gave a soft sigh and mumbled the word "beloved".

Koji went wide eyed with shock. He pulled back in an effort to collect himself. He then licked his lips to taste the slight sweetness of her that was left there, then slowly, rose to leave.

"I swear this to you Rin." he growled softly, "The next time you utter the word beloved, you will be in my arms, looking at me. Not dreaming of him."

~~~ &&& ~~~

Atzuki did not normally walk through her forest at night, but with Gah now dead, she made an exception. She needed to clear her thoughts. At some point, she knew that Sesshomaru would be by to check up on Rin. Her son being with her, was not part of the original agreement. This could present a problem.

There was also Rin to consider.

Given enough time, there was no doubt in her mind that Rin and Koji would find love with each other. Atzuki hated to admit it, but not since Hirohi and Tsune had she seen the potential for so strong a bond.

While her "human hating" days were long behind her, Atzuki had to acknowledge that Rin showed a certain 'empathy' toward demons. In all likelihood, a small part of the youkai of the demons that she lived around had somehow "bonded" with her making her more than human, and yet less than hanyou. While she may held no powers of her own, Rin was definitely capable of calling upon the powers of another demon. In her lifetime Atzuki had only known but a hand full of humans that proved themselves worthy enough to possess even the slightest amounts of youkai. And by far, Rin possessed more than anyone she had ever met.

Inadvertently, Rin had proven herself to be a prize worth fighting for.

"How foolish of you Sesshoamru. You had in your possession the only human that would have been worthy of you, and you threw her away. I have no doubt that my son can keep you from her, but for how long? And more important, how strong does Rin's love for you remain?"

Atzuki decided to stop worrying and just let things happen. If Sesshomaru stayed away long enough, there was nothing to fear. Time and her son's gentle nature would heal any wounds to the spirit that Rin may have.

~~~ && ~~~

Atzuki ghosted through one of the human settlements that were near her home. It calmed her to see the human children as they slept. A small human child had gone into the forest unsupervised to go to the bathroom.

A little boy was not paying attention as he headed back to his hut when he suddenly stumbled upon the 'goddess' of the forest smiling at him. Although he was startled, the child showed no fear. Instead, he blushed as he smiled sleepily and bowed respectfully.

"Good evening goddess!" he said as cheerfully as he was able through sleepy eyes. Atzuki smiled lovingly. "Good evening young master. What brings you into the forest at this hour?"

The boy bowed his head slightly embarrassed.

"I had to go make water."

Atzuki's eyes sparkled as she chuckled softly.

"Which home is yours?"

The child wordlessly pointed.

"Very well then."

Atzuki was never one to 'display' her powers unnecessarily, but this child's smile and politeness deserved a small reward. She called upon her youkai to form a small zephyr beneath the boy. The child was wide eyed, as he was gently lifted up off of the ground.

"The forest is dangerous at night little one. In future, go before you go to bed." The boy chuckled gleefully. "Yes goddess!"

The zephyr then quickly whisked the child to the front of his hut and left him standing at the door. The boy was elated! He turned to offer his thanks, but Atzuki had 'disappeared'.

The demoness chuckled to herself as she listened to the boy excitedly relay his encounter to his sleepy siblings. She had given the boy a story he would elaborate on for many years!

The little human had lifted Atzuki's spirits.

Yes, things will be alright if Sesshomaru would just stay away long enough. Atzuki decided to head home. She had gotten herself half way there, when a steady wind had stirred. she stopped suddenly and growled in disgust. Sesshomaru was coming.

But worse than that, he'd be at the house by morning.

~~~ &&& ~~~

Night had finally fallen on the palace of the south. And Tsune had finally decided to bring only two chests of gifts for her aunt (much to Aoi's great relief!). Only one trunk had been packed for her trip to the palace of the west.

As far as she was concerned, she was taking this trip as an act of duty to her parents. Tsune knew full well that if she wanted nothing to do with this demon, they all would simply return home and no doubt laugh heartily at the expense of Lady Midori for having wasted their time to begin with!

Lord Sesshomaru was not worthy of her best efforts.

Tsune now stood on the balcony that lead off from her bedroom, taking in the scents of evening. The moon was barely a slit in the sky, but it still glowed radiantly upon the surrounding area. All in all, it was a beautiful sight.

Aoi had gone to the kitchens to bring her lady a snack. She returned bringing a small tray with the evening's repast, and set that tray on a small table that stood on the balcony.

Tsune did not acknowledge her servant. Instead, she sighed heavily and hung her head.

"I'm not sure how much of this I can take Aoi." she began softly. "I will be at the end of two extremes come the day after tomorrow."

Aoi smiled and shook her head.

"It is only as difficult as you make it my lady. I still believe that your aunt holds the key to resolving your present dilemma. Do not dwell upon that which has yet to occur."

Tsune now turned a tear-filled glance to her maidservant friend.

" I know. But between my nervousness for meeting her and my desire to have nothing to do with Sesshomaru, I just don't know how much longer I can remain rational."

Aoi stepped closer to her mistress and took her in her arms.

"Then don't be."

Tsune allowed herself to relax into the embrace.

"You make things so simple Aoi. Perhaps it is you who should take the throne."

Tsune rested her head on Aoi's shoulder. Aoi just chuckled. "I would gladly take that throne if I could have you by my side." she whispered."

Aoi pulled Tsune closer.

Tsune laughed good naturedly as she wiped away her tears.

"But it takes a male to produce an heir."

Aoi chuckled in turn before placing a kiss on Tsune's brow.

"So I've been told."

Tsune looked up to give a sarcastic stare to her maid. For the first time that she could remember, she truly looked into her eyes. It was evident that this demoness cared for her deeply.

"Never leave me Aoi." She whispered.

"I would die first." Aoi said smiling.

Before Tsune could offer any argument, Aoi gave her a gentle kiss.

Aoi's boldness was rewarded with the subtle scent of Tsune's arousal. Aoi smiled broadly before giving a slightly deeper kiss. Tsune sighed into Aoi's neck.

"I have always known of your desire for me Aoi." Tsune purred. "And while my desire for a male still rules me, I must admit to a certain… curiosity of being with a female. You have served me all of your life, and not once were you ever deterred by my status. In an odd way, you kept me grounded, even through my most difficult times."

Tsune turned herself to face Aoi directly.

"Take me Aoi, take me now. For tonight, I simply wish to be loved. I need to be close to someone and have neither fear nor concern about what is 'proper' or 'right'. Aoi, I do not know what tomorrow holds, but can you do this for me?"

Aoi growled softly before truly kissing Tsune deeply, then she scooped her up into her arms.

"I have always wanted to be with you. And if I am to be granted only this one night in your arms, then I will be grateful for it. This is more than I ever hoped for and more than I could ever ask of you. I promise to leave your femininity in tact so that no male will ever know that the first true touch your body ever received, came from a female."

Aoi then gave a toothy half smile. "But I also promise, that I will do everything in my power to see that you will enjoy."

Tsune offered a tearful smile. "Thank you Aoi."

Gentle strong arms then lifted and carried Tsune to her bedchamber.

Tsune giggled as she was lifted almost effortlessly off of her feet. " I did not know that you possessed such strength Aoi!"

Aoi just smiled. " I carry precious cargo my lady."

Aoi lay Tsune down gently upon her futon as nimble claws effortlessly sliced through her garments. All the while, Aoi kissed and fondled and tugged at neck, breast and belly. Tsune's breath began to hitch.

"Your scent is heavenly." Aoi purred as she finally sliced past the last layer of fabric to find soft pale flesh. Tsune trembled as Aoi's mouth found it's way to one of her breasts. She could barely inhale as Aoi's mouth claimed her globe. Tsune's back arched as she drew in a sharp breath from the contact.

Aoi did not release her hold, but chuckled softly. This would be Tsune's first and only time with another woman. She would take her time and hopefully leave her mistress with a pleasant memory of her.

A needy whine escaped Tsune's lips as Aoi's hand slowly made its' way to her core. Aoi then released her hold of Tsune's breast.

"There is so much I'd love to do to you, but you seem so eager for me that I will not make you wait." Tsune could only whimper further as Aoi slowly traveled down her legs to rest her face at the hairy mound at their apex.

Aoi rubbed her face against Tsune's sex as she further took her scent in. Tsune was practically trembling in anticipation. Her eyes seemed unfocused as she began clenching and re-clenching her fists in open air.

"Relax Beloved. I have waited a long time for this."

Aoi then hoisted Tsunes legs so that they were resting on her shoulders, bent at the knee. With great care, Aoi fondled at Tsune's outer folds as she slowly opened her up for her viewing pleasure. Tsune was practically convulsing with nervous anticipation.

Aoi simply smiled before she dipped her head to feast. Tsune tasted like candy.

~~~~ &&& ~~~~

Sesshomaru tried his best to find even the smallest patch of flowers to stay the night in, but he was unsuccessful. All blooms that held any substantial fragrance, would be found nearer to Atzuki's home. Instead, he sequestered himself by one of the many large trees that were near Atzuki's woods. He would allow his imagination to let him "see" a roaring fire along with Jaken snoring nearby.

He would allow his memory to place Rin singing by that fire as she wove daisy chains and floral crowns for her beloved lord.

Sesshomaru slept. Sesshomaru dreamed……

He could smell her sadness, feel both her hope and her despair with her ever changing heartbeat. Gods she was so beautiful!

Rin did not feel his shiver when she exposed her throat to him. She could not hear his low growl as he fought with his youkai not to mark her as Ah-Un flew. He was able to maintain his calm - just barely.

But it was when Rin submitted herself to him, in the proper inu youkai fashion, when she pledged to be his forever, then.. he was totally undone.

This time, he spoke his heart.

"Mine." He growled possessively.

"Mine forever. Damn the courts! Damn the demoness my mother has set for me to marry and let my mother be damned as well!"

Sesshomaru pulled Rin into his arms.

"Rin, can you find it within you to forgive the pride of this Sesshomaru for even considering living a day without you? Will you be my mate? My lady wife? The mother of my pups?"

Those beautiful chocolate brown eyes looked tearfully into his golden ones as a radiant smile graced Rin's face. Rin lifted her voice to speak…

….. Just as the morning sun broke over the horizon.

Sesshomaru could not help but growl in sarcastic annoyance.

"On any other morning, I would have been greeted with fog!" Sesshomaru's momentary irritation was halted immediately when he took in a deep breath. His eyes widened slightly as a ghost of a smile snaked across his lips.

"Rin! She's not far away at all!" The great taiyoukai rose and dusted himself off. "I will not have to imagine your smile beloved, I will see it soon enough." Sesshomaru thought to himself.

He had barely taken ten paces before another scent had met his nose. A distinctly male scent. Sesshomaru's eyes went red, his hands glowed green, and a deadly growl escaping his lips.

"I have barely been gone three days and that fool Atzuki has left Rin alone?" Sesshomaru sniffed the air in earnest. "This male is a demon! By the gods, if he has touched so much as a hair on her head, there will not be enough of him left to feed the creatures of the forest when I am done!"

With his poisons at the ready, Sesshomaru took off.

~~~~ &&& ~~~~

Rin rose early the next morning. She was amazed by exactly how refreshed she felt. There was no lingering stiffness to her limbs and her eyes did not bother her in the least.

In the past few weeks, she'd had plenty of experience with the 'aftermath' of a night of tears. There were red eyes and aching body parts accompanied with an overall feeling of what could best be described as 'bleh'. This morning however, she felt vibrant and ready for anything!

Rin giggled to herself.

" I do believe that the first thing to do right now, is to bathe and dress for the day ahead." Rin folded her futon and gathered her toiletries for her bath. "Surly this morning, I'm up before Lady Atzuki!" she mused.

Because the morning seemed a bit brighter to her, Rin's humor had lightened as well. For today, she had chosen to wear the outfit that Sesshomaru had left for her. The one that almost mirrored his own.

After having gathered all that was necessary, Rin headed to the bathing area fully intending to prepare her own bath. And, once again, Teelah had beaten her to it.

"By the gods, am I to always be the last one out of bed?" she inquired slightly exasperated. Teelah laughed heartily.

"You may be the last one out of bed this morning lady, but not by a great deal of time. Atzuki had some matters to attend to. You missed her leaving by only a few minutes."

Rin smiled weakly. "I don't feel so bad then."

"Take your bath lady. Your breakfast will be here when you have finished." Rin smiled before bowing to leave. She took two steps before stopping suddenly. "Teelah, have you seen Koji yet this morning?" she asked trying not to blush.

Teelah smiled warmly.

"Why, he waits for you lady. Lady Atzuki has left a task for you both to accomplish this morning. I'm not at all sure what you must do, I only know that you all should be finished in time for lunch."

Rin gasped excitedly. "I must hurry then! How long has he been waiting?"

"Not very long." responded a pleasant tenor voice making it's way up a hallway. Koji leisurely strolled into the dining area from the front yard. "Take all the time you need lady. I promise I will not leave without you."

Rin's face now flushed in surprise. She began to stumble clumsily as she made her way to the bathing area

"I'm sorry lord!.. I will hurry!" Both Teelah and Koji could not help but laugh as poor Rin scurried off to bathe.

Teelah quirked an eye at the satisfied look that Koji's now wore.

"And what is it that you find so amusing young lord?"

Koji grinned showing his fangs. "I'm pleased lady. She was looking for me!"

Koji then gave a contented huff as he turned to head back to the front yard. "Please assure her that she need not hurry. I will gladly wait for her no matter how long she takes."

Teelah could not help but smile as Koji left the room practically skipping. Once again, Koji was guilty of making yet another declaration to Rin. But this time, he meant it.

~~~ &&&& ~~~

Rin returned to the dining table in what seemed like mere minutes. Teelah gave a sarcastic smile as she set breakfast in front of her. "Did any water even touch your body?" Rin blushed and looked away. "Yes, but I don't want to keep Koji waiting." she said softly. Teelah placed a gentle hand on Rin's shoulder. "Somehow, I'll wager that he won't mind."

Rin smiled as she started to wolf down her meal.

"Take it easy child! You will be no good to anyone should you choke to death!" Rin slowed her pace as Teelah cleaned around her. "Eat well. You have a bit of distance to travel and this meal must hold you for a while. You will find Koji waiting for you outside once you are finished." Teelah said smiling

Rin returned her smile as she continued eating her meal. She could not help but hear the genuine concern for her in the voice of this demoness. Teelah may have been Atzuki's 'servant' but Rin felt as if she were slowly becoming her friend.

~~~~ &&& ~~~~

With breakfast consumed, hands were washed, and last minute adjustments to clothing were made. Rin finally emerged from the confines of the dining area, to make her way to the front yard. She was a bit nervous, but still smiling as she looked around for Koji.

Rin stalked the flowerbeds in front of her. Had she been left behind? Was she that slow? Rin allowed her shoulders to slump. " He said that he would not leave me behind." she mumbled to herself.

A sudden gust of wind passed to her side, and the most handsome demon that Rin had ever seen (next to Lord Sesshomaru), stood before her. Koji was a wondrous sight to behold. He did not stand quite as tall as Sesshomaru, but he was still tall and strikingly handsome.

His face was broad, and yet still held an angular quality to it. Golden hair that fell to his waist swirled gracefully around a clearly sculpted and battle ready physic. Emerald green eyes looked unblinking at Rin.

Koji did not wear any armor this day, rather, he wore a hakama and haori in the colors if his house and clan. A red haori with black embroidery along its collar and cuffs, with a black hakama and gold sash that sat around his waist.

And much like Sesshomaru, Koji also carried two swords. Rin momentarily stood speechless. To cover her apparent awkwardness, she made an effort to bow.

"Oh come now lady!" Koji began playfully, "There is no need for such formalities between us!" Koji then tipped his head in mock concern. "That is, unless you are uncomfortable with me?"

Rin nervously snapped out of her bow. "No no my lord! You… you look wonderful." Rin sighed. Koji could barely contain his smile. Now having been put in a playful mood, Koji decided to tease Rin a bit. "So? Am I now your lord?"

Rin's complexion went alabaster. She coughed and sputtered as she fought for words. "No no.. umm that is .. Ummm.." Rin gave a defeated sigh and bowed her head in shame. "I'm sorry for being so forward. I'll be more careful in future."

Koji cursed himself as he recognized his mistake too late. He quickly placed an arm around Rin's waist and cupped her face with his other hand, so that he could look at her.

" I was not offended. Please don't be upset, I was only trying to be amusing. It was not my intention to make you feel uncomfortable."

But Rin was ashamed. For the briefest of moments, she had forgotten about Sesshomaru and felt as if she had betrayed him somehow. She did her best to avoid eye contact with Koji, but it was no use. Koji was persistent. His superior strength won in the end, and she lifted her eyes to meet his.

Koji had accidentally upset Rin yet again, and held no wish to spend the day with her in her present mood. Especially if he was the cause of that mood. He stopped smiling, and spoke in earnest.

"Rin. I am truly sorry. I promise I'll make no more jokes. I won't speak look, breathe or so much as twitch without your permission! Please Rin." he pleaded softly.

Rin looked up and could not help but grant a small smile.

"It is I who must apologize to you Koji. You looked so handsome standing there that I forgot myself for a moment, I'm sorry for staring." Rin blushed and attempted to return her gaze to the ground. Koji's firm grip on her face, wouldn't let her.

"Apologies all around then." he said good naturedly.

"Now lady, would you allow me to see your wonderful smile once more? I have waited for it since your departure last night."

Rin wrinkled her nose.

"Please?" Koji smiled as he asked a bit more earnest.

Rin pursed her lips a bit.

"Please, please?" I'll beg like a dog if it will make you laugh!"

Rin was weakening as her eyes began to dance and her lips slowly turned upward. Koji suddenly released his hold and begun to pranced around.

"Wait wait! I'll transform into my dog form! Then will you smile? Rin was breaking down now as she snickered a bit.

"Dog form it is!" Koji announced.

Rin could feel as Koji summoned his youkai, and in a surprisingly short time, a rather large black dog, about the size of a horse, stood in front of her wagging it's tail and panting excitedly! Knowing that she was in no danger, Rin now began to laugh uproariously!

Koji pranced around her in circles for a bit before lunging at a tree pretending to 'lift his leg'. Now Rin fell to her knees laughing!

"Alright, alright! Stop now before I need to change my clothes! Rin said as she gasped for breath.

Koji barked, then ran up and nuzzled and shamelessly licked at Rin's face. Rin stroked at Koji's head and nuzzled him in return (as any human would when faced with an affectionate dog).

Koji flopped himself in a semicircle around Rin's kneeling form as he rested his head in her lap.

Rin then wrapped her hands around Koji's large neck, laughing even harder as she hugged him as much as she was able.

"Alright you big silly! You've made your point. Now please transform back before your mother becomes cross with the both of us!"

Koji gave a playful 'yip' as he called back his youkai.

In moments, Rin found herself seated on Koji's lap, held from behind in his protective embrace.

Koji held Rin close as he took in her scent. She was heaven on earth! Rin smelled like flowers and the forest. It was a scent he would want on his flesh forever. Koji knew that he would have to release her shortly, but did not intend to move until he was told to. Quietly, he nuzzled his face into the side of her neck. Rin instinctively relaxed into Koji's warmth.

"What am I going to do with you Koji?" Rin whispered softly through her laughter.

Koji purred. "If I am fortunate, you will love me."

While Rin did not immediately react to Koji's statement, she did remain quiet and tensed up a bit. Koji sensed her discomfort, as he smiled and relaxed his hold slightly. "I will wait Rin, and I will pray to the Kami. If we are meant to be, it will happen."

Rin gave a relieved sigh.

"Thank you Koji. I have much to think about right now. So much has happened to me in so many days. I'm really not sure what to think about anything right now." Rin surprised Koji by nuzzling him in turn. "But for this moment, I am content to be in your arms." Koji could only purr contentedly.

"Now then," Rin began with a smile, "Let us concentrate on your mother's errand. I don't wish to look like a lazy woman to her."

Koji snickered. "I truly don't believe that you would know how!" The couple laughed as Koji summoned his youkai enough to lift the pair into a standing position. As he finally released Rin, Koji could not help but notice both her slight scent of arousal and her disappointment at the loss of body contact.

So she enjoys being held from behind eh? I hope I get to see what else she likes from behind!" Koji thought as he licked his lips and composed himself quickly.

Koji spun around and produced a basket from what seemed like nowhere. "Mother requires nuts and berries." Rin momentarily contorted her face into an expression of disbelief before composing herself.

"So be it then. Where can these nuts and berries be found?"

Koji sighed.

" I know where they are, but it is a considerable walk."

Rin grunted. "Well, let's get going then."

Koji smiled. "Agreed!" he said cheerfully.

"But I am in no mood for walking."

Rin then folded her arms and gave Koji a sarcastic look.

"What do you suggest we do then … fly?"

Koji gave a toothy grin. "Now that is a splendid Idea!"

Before Rin was able to pass comment, Koji stood beside her once again, and pulled her close. They were airborne in seconds. "Rin was immediately annoyed with herself. "I completely forgot that some demons can fly!" she thought.

"Koji! This is not what I had in mind!" Rin shouted as they whisked off.

"It was your idea!" Koji shouted playfully.

Rin gave a momentary annoyed growl, but clung to Koji for all that she was worth. Koji could not help but laugh!

Hidden in a cluster of trees unknown to either Koji or Rin, Atzuki stood smiling as the pair sped off.

"You are your father's son Koji! Let us see Sesshomaru try take Rin from you now!" she said with a satisfied grin.

~~~~ &&& ~~~~

Koji and Rin flew for about twenty minutes before landing beside a rather impressive field of wild strawberries. They gently touched down as Rin took in the beauty of her surroundings.

"Oh Koji, this place is beautiful! She gushed.

"And just breathe in that wonderful fragrance!"

Rin released Koji as she took a few steps toward the field before her. She closed her eyes, and simply stood quietly.

Koji could only smile. "I'm glad you approve."

Koji had the basket for the berries attached to his sash. He unfastened it and set it on the ground beside Rin.

"I will leave you here to gather the berries. The nuts mother requires are not far away. Should you need me for anything, you have but to call my name, and I will be here in seconds."

Rin chuckled softly. "So you're leaving me alone now?" she inquired playfully.

Koji suddenly became very serious.

"If you wish for me to stay with you, I will." Rin now turned to face Koji who now appeared to be the physical embodiment of concern. She then came close, and took his hand in hers.

"That was my attempt at humor." she said smiling.

Koji was not amused. Rin squeezed his hand, as she continued smiling. "I have been left alone plenty of times. I will be just fine." she said reassuringly.

Koji's face darkened. "But that was with someone else." he said unable to conceal his growl. "I will not leave you if you wish for me to stay."

Rin now pulled Koji's hand to her chest.

"I believe you. I'll be alright, I promise."

Koji's mood brightened, but only slightly.

"Very well, I will leave you then."

Rin smiled and looked deeply into Koji's eyes, but she did not release his hand. "Before you go, may I ask you a question?"

"By all means. I will answer if I am able."

Rin took in a deep breath.

"Last night, as I lay sleeping, did you enter my room?"

Koji's eyes went wide. He immediately looked away as if ashamed.

"Yes, but how did you know?"

Rin grinned. "I could smell you." she said softly.

Koji was at a loss for words. He had invaded her private space unannounced and uninvited - and had been caught! He'd assumed that Rin in her humanity, would not have been able to tell if anyone had been in to see her. He was grievously wrong.

Rin was amused by Koji's obvious discomfort. Even she was fascinated that her sense of smell could have been so heightened.

She continued.

"May I ask another question?" Koji shuttered slightly.

"Go ahead." he said just above a whisper.

"Did you also kiss me?"

Now Koji was completely undone. Red faced, he quickly released Rin's hold of his hand. He tried to turn away from her totally as he began to babble nervously.

"And how do you know that?" he asked totally exasperated.

Rin came to stand beside him and took his hand once again.

"I could taste you on my lips when I rose this morning."

Koji was embarrassed, but he was a warrior. He would face this shame head on. Slowly he returned his gaze to the human before him.

"Rin, I meant no harm. I just…. You were so sad… I just wanted to.." Koji groaned in defeat, then hung his head in silence.

"You are not human!" He whispered almost reverently.

Brown eyes stared into his green ones, as a gentle hand placed against his cheek stopped him from attempting to speak further.

"You are not like any demon that I have ever met before Koji. I feel very comfortable around you."

Before he realized it, Koji found himself cuddling his face into Rin's hand.

"And I with you lady, although I am not exactly sure why."

Rin took her thumb and began to stroke Koji's cheek.

"I am not this forward by nature, but somehow I feel as if I can be with you. I know that I am only human, and perhaps not worthy at all, but if you will allow it, I would like to know you better."

Koji's heart felt as if it would leap from out of his chest.

He was so happy, he was barely able to speak.

" No lady, It is I Who hopes to have the honor of getting to know you better. And make no mistake, if there is anyone who is unworthy, it would be me." he choked out.

Rin gave Koji a beaming smile, as she released his face.

"I will pick berries, and wait for you then."

Rin thought that she may be imagining it, but Koji almost looked as if he were about to come to tears. "By your command my lady."

Rin stepped back to allow Koji to leave. He had gotten only a few feet away, when Rin shocked him one final time.

"Oh Koji?" she called.

Koji turned to face her nervously, not sure of how much more of her he would be able to take.

"May I ask one last favor?"

"Anything Lady."

"Should you ever feel inclined to kiss me again, may I please be fully awake to receive this gift?" Koji could no longer restrain himself. He bounded to Rins side, and gently pulled her into his arms.

"Yes beloved, you most certainly may be awake!" Slowly, he took her face in his hands and inched his face closer to hers. Their lips were just about to touch, when suddenly, the deep snarling growl of a great beast could be heard. Koji instinctively pulled Rin behind him, as he gave a quick scan of their surroundings.

Koji then pulled Rin close to a nearby tree. "Stay low, and wait for me." he whispered. Another even louder growl came from what seemed like everywhere. Rin was afraid, but Koji's strong hand on her shoulder, calmed her. "Have no fear. I have not lived this long to finally find someone like you only to loose you that quickly."

Koji smiled lovingly before he gave a gentle stroke to Rin's cheek. He then quickly disappeared into the foliage.

~~~~ &&& ~~~~

Koji knew exactly where to find the source of the beastly growl. He ran directly toward it. To Rin's untrained human ears, all that was heard was a growl. But Koji distinctly heard a warningand a challenge. The demon that spoke was very specific.

"Touch her, and I will kill you! She is mine! Leave now, and live!"

Those Inu words were meant for Koji's ears alone.

No, Koji's 'challenger' was not far.

Koji leapt through the trees as he followed a barely audible continuous growl. He was being lead to what would either be a meeting place, or someone's gravesite. He quickly found a small open area not that far away. And standing in the center of this area was one very angry.. Sesshomaru.