In the Door Of Freedom
Rework Of Jealous And Different
Chapter 9 – Backstabbers Need No Apply
„Hold me, heal me, keep me near
My heart will burn for you
It's all I can do" – Salvation - Skillet
A/N: I don't own The Incredibles. Neither the song. Oh, and it's in Violet's P.O.V! I'm going to see The Incredibles 2 at Saturday!!!!!
What the hell were in my mind, where I texted that, to Wilbur, I am willing to help. Something really makes me weird during this pregnancy. Okay, let's skip this one thing. We are going to meet up. Was I scared? Of what I am going to hear? Was I excited? For meeting him after all these times? Was I worried? Of what he is planned to do? Who knows? Not me. That is the point. The excellent question.
„I thought you won't help me." Wilbur said.
„What is this about? I can turn back and act like nothing happened." I said.
„Cara."
Well, well, well. It looks like I am staying. This is an interesting topic. He is going to talk about Cara to me. Maybe it was worth to get here.
„Do you like her or something other?"
„I start to develop strong feelings towards her. I thought I am impossible to be in love, after all how you wrecked me down."
„Wilbur. I have been in love since 2 year. I thought I love you. I know it is hard to hear, but since we are just trying to be friends with eachother, I can be honest with you about my feelings. You can turn out and love someone even after hard wreks."
„I am just worried about Cara. You know how they have wrecked her. Her emotions. She was brutally down. And just returned to normal now. You guys made her feel better. You and Ann. She is the person who she is because of her scars. And we are beautiful because our scars."
Wait a minute. How the hell he talks about Cara. The passion. I felt it. How he adores her. I bet he isn't playing it. I really hope he isn't playing the passion. The way I talk about Dash. Same felt passion. Everything is the same. I just really hope Cara can be happy for once in a while.
„I can help you." I breaked the silence.
„How?" Wilbur asked.
„Cara's scar's are officially gone. We had a talk this weekend." I answered. „She is so ready for everything good to happen in her life again."
„Does that mean, I could even try to take a step?" Wilbur asked, again.
„You definitly should." I answered.
„No wonder why they say you are the head of the group. You always know what to say to make the people feel better."
„It comes inside."
At that time, I didn't even realize, someone will misunderstand everything.
I walked to my room. And waited like a few minutes, until a message appeared on my lockscreen.
6. 18PM: We gotta talk, Vi. Are you free?
I felt my heartbeat in my throat. I wanted to cry. Scream. Is this going to be the end? I still didn't told you the most important stuff here! Oh my god, please, somebody hold me!
6. 20PM: I am. Come in!
Just questions of minutes, and my life can go back down to the darkness and all those things? I am not ready for it! God, help me now!
„You know how much I hate Ann. But what she told me was a thing, what makes me rethink everything." Dash said.
„What the hell are you talking about?" I asked.
„She planned something. And you better keep yourself away from her." Dash answered.
„Containing Wilbur?" I asked back.
„How did you knew it?" Dash asked, agian.
„Damn it!" I facepalmed. „I should've know it for true! Wilbur wanted to meet me today, because he told me, he actually played me that he has a crush on Cara. And then Ann made it look like I am trying to get together with Wilbur, right?"
„Exactly. But you are smarter than that."
„Us. We. Both of us are smarter than that, Dash. Nothing could break us away from eachother."
„Why would they thought it? They are not that smart."
There is the moment? I should ruin this? Nothing could make ruin our moments. I bited my lip, slowly, then rested my head on his shoulder, while thinking. All I wanna feel forever, is that our hands tangled together, and we are next to eachother. We need eachother. I feel it, inside me.
I did tell him my pregnancy. But not at that moment. I contacted to Cara. Wrote her down everything I know. But I bet she isn't going to listen to me. I hope she will, one time. But she will thank it to me, than. If this is all going to be a worster war, than stand out for everything I love and respect.
The night started to turn out pretty awful. I kept thinking and thinking in the am's. When I have finally made my decision. And grabbed my well known phone.
11. 37PM: I have something important to tell, are you awake?
My heart kept running in my chest. Burning me up. It is so scary? I think so. The truth is always scary. Never even try to think any other version of truth, being amazing.
11. 43PM: On the way. You are scaring me, Vi.
Take the longest breath you could ever take and relax. Okay, you can do it. Now, it won't be that hard. Come on…
„We always meet up after midnight, now it is before midnight, you can be pretty serious." Dash said.
„I am always pretty serious." I sighed.
„Not just pretty serious, but also pretty. As always." Dash said.
Okay, no time for making me blush. Serious is the time what needs to come, for now.
„Can I tell you why I wanted you to come here, because of serious talk?" I asked.
„Always. Come on, let me know." Dash answered.
„It didn't turn out as I wanted to, either you would wanted to but, our life is known for making serious things worster for us, but, okay. I am pregnant."
„Are you kidding with me?"
„No, I am being brutally honest."
„You know this is something what shouldn't even happen, but happenning."
„Why wouldn't I be concearned with the things going on? I don't know what to do, this is the only thing."
„Everything will be fine. Don't worry."
He is with me. I never thought he will be with me. Ever in life. I think it is now my time to rest.
