Hi guys! Em is finally back in action (although it really hasn't been that long)!

This chapter promises *happiness* to yaoi fangirls, sappiness, a little bit of OOC on Kuro's part, and Fai being being both side of him. I reallllly hope you guys like it because it's the last chapter before the epilogue- which I promise you guys will like (I hope)

For those of you have read it this long I thank you- and there will be something more extensive on that in the AN of the epilogue.

Guys I need some help! In order to finish the epilouge I need a HAPPY song that fai can sing that pretains to either Fai, Kuro, or both of them! The key word being HAPPY! Just post suggestions in the comment box- or PM me with them. All suggestions are greatly appreciated!

Random rant: Okay, so I was listening to the song Runnin' Outta' Moonlight by Randy Houser the other day and I immediately thought of Legal Drug/ Drug and Drop. Weird, so I thoguht more on it, and I have a bunch of songs like that- probabably becasue I listen to the same song on repeat while reading something so it becomes like the theme song for it along the way. Following are just some that you might find interesting:

God Love Her by Toby Keith- Soul Eater

Caramelldansen (Japanese version)- Black Butler

The One That Got Away by Jake Owen- HunterXHunter

Embers by Owl City and Fighting by Yellowcard- Tsubasa (Kurofai) (I listened to Embers while writing this entire last chapter)

Those are just some that I can think of at the moment- great songs that I recommend that you check out!

Something else that is fun: A quote that I found in the FF- Under chapter 5 AN:

Anyway, one more chapter to go after this one. This is the point where it occurred to me that writing KuroFai AU is an ever-expanding exercise in "You know what Fai's backstory could use? More life scarring trauma!"

I thought it was so perfectly true in any Kurofai AU that I had to include it.

Read the bottom AN to find out my new story idea.

Warning: Yaoi smut :), swearing, Fai being Fai, and a little bit of sappiness.

Disclaimer: CLAMP owns the characters. I own the plot (and is searching hard in ever closet for Kuro so we (Moyashi-chan and I) can use him a bloodhound and track down Fai)

Read, review, and fangirl on!

Seconds, minutes, days, weeks, months, years? I'm not sure how long I lay on my bed either crying, sleeping, or just being there.

In reality it's only a few days- but it feels like it's been forever.

I remember Sakura-chan knocking on the door multiple times- trying to get me to eat something, but I never responded, and my door was locked. It's not that I wanted to ignore the little girl, it's just the fact that I couldn't deal with people at the moment- especially Kurogane.

It was just my luck that he left me alone.

My luck doesn't last too long.

Not long on the day that Sakura-chan finally stopped knocking there started to be a pounding at the door. I knew it was Kurogane without him even announcing himself.

I don't respond.

But that doesn't stop him. The pounding keeps up for another few minutes, and I just when I thought that he had given up, the door opens with a soft 'click'. I raise my head slightly to see Kurogane coming toward me- after shutting the door behind him with another audible 'click'.

"What are you doing, Kurogane? How the hell did you get in here?" He flinches regular use of his name and I hear my own voice sound like gravel.

He comes closer and closer until he's standing right in front of me. He raises his hand as if he's going to strike- and I close my eyes expecting the blow.

But it never comes.

I just feel a slight pressure on my head where he placed his hand, and the movement as he musses up my already unruly hair. I open my eyes slightly and see a calm, but yearning look on his face.

"I picked the lock," He says matter-of-factly, "you've been here for four days. I think that your mourning period has passed." Kurogane says gently and my breath catches.

"Please come back," He continues, and I don't have the heart to tell him how uncharacteristic he sounds, "Sakura is so worried that she's come to me, and Syaoran- the kid, is spending all his extra time comforting her. As for me. . ." Kurogane trails off in a mumble, his face slightly red in the dim light.

I pull away and scoot to the other side of the bed- not facing him.

"I don't need your guys' pity. Just leave me be- I'll be able to smile soon."

Kurogane harshly sits on the bed and roughly grabs my arm to make me face him.

"You god damn idiot!" He spats, "Smile because you want to, not because you think its right! Say and do what you want to for fucking once!"

"I stare at him in shocked silence before the tears start to run again- as if someone had turned on my emotional waterfall and purposely broke off the handle- stupid mental me.

"I'm sick of being the one always left behind. I'm sick of having to play along the rules of others! I want to be wanted- needed by someone for something other than a dependent, punch bag, and sex toy! I want someone to care about me the same way I care about them! But I know that it's something I don't deserve, that I deserve to be treated like shit because that's how I was born! I don't deserve to be loved kindly or treated sweetly, and I don't understand why people, people like you would bother!"

I finish my rant and flinch when strong arms bundle me close. A hand taps me lightly on the head, "Idiot mage," Kurogane chastises, "You're happy here, right?"

I nod slightly, "Good, then that's what matters. You deserve everything you want and more, who knows that better than the man that watches you self-destruct everyday? You live here now with people that love you and want to see you for who you really are." he lifts my face up and kisses me gently- but I don't accept the kiss, "I personally don't see how people can use someone for beatings and sex. It's not something that anyone with any sort of honour would do, and I promise you that I'll never do that to you."

"How do I know that you aren't lying to me?" I question, though I know that, in the little heart I have, he's telling the truth.

"You don't," Kurogane says simply, "but whether you believe me or not I'm not going to let another person I love waste away in front of my eyes."

My heart flutters at his statement and I turn in his arms to face him. We stare at each other for a few minutes, and I see loyalty, truth, determination, and hidden love- written on his face. Before he leans down and once again captures my lips with his own.

This time I kiss back.

We hold each other close as we explore each other's mouths. I moan as I'm pushed down onto the bed and my collarbone nipped.

"K- Kuro, wait!" I gasp and he pulls back immediately, concern on his face.

"What is it?" He asks.

"Can I," I blush, "can I take a shower first?"

Kurogane blinks and lets me up with a mock sigh of exasperation, "I suppose," he says as I get up off the bed, but then wraps his arms around my waist - mouth right close to my ear, "But hurry back- or I might come after you. . ." Kurogane trails off and bites my earlobe. Gods, if he doesn't stop this I'll screw any chance of personal hygiene this evening. . . My mind trails off as I escape to the bathroom. But once in the shower I start to have second thoughts.

Do I really want to do this? Well of course I want to! That's not even up for debate! But do I really, truly deserve it? Kurogane did say that I do- so doesn't that mean that I can give it a chance? I think it does, and I know my Kuro, I know that my Kuro-sama will not hurt me like the others!

With my mind resolved I quickly towel up and leave the room- keeping the soft covering on because I'm sure that I should leave naked.

Kurogane is still waiting for me on my bed when I come back into the room- and my breath stops at the sight: slightly tousled hair, just barely open lips, faraway gaze, and partially unbuttoned shirt.

He doesn't seem to notice me when I come into the room, so I crawl onto the bed in front of him- my towel getting tangled a bit in my legs, and press my lips to his once again.

That brings him back to reality as we press together - me straddling his hips.

Kuro's hands go down to cup my ass and growls at the towel there- which is quite obviously not my skin, and pulls it off quickly, which in turn moves my hips closer to him and presses my erection against his cloth covered one, and we both moan with need.

Kurogane pushes me down onto the bed and runs a finger over my. I shiver and move my hands down to release the part of him straining to get free. Kuro pulls my hands away and I look up at him confused, "Wha?" I start, but he 'shushes' me.

"Not yet," He says and moves one hand back to my need, "I'm doing this to you tonight- and I'll restrain you with rope if need be."

I grin at him with that comment, "Lets save that for another time, shall we?" I say, though the thought of Kurogane restraining me was turning me on even more, "Do your worse." I end, referring to him pleasuring me.

He does do his worst- so much so that I'm in a puddle of 'want/need/fuck me/ love me already' by the time he's half done.

Kuro runs his hand down my still damp body as he kisses me- ravaging my mouth while his talented hands rub circles around my nipples. I moan when he finally presses down onto one of them and nips at my neck.

He then moves his mouth down to them- bathing them in his sent and warm saliva. And I gasp and grab his hair as he rubs his leg against my weeping arousal. I feel him smirk as he moves lower- his tongue creating a trail down my flushed skin. I try to buck up against his leg but he 'tsks' me and moves it away, and I'm almost ashamed at the whimper/whine that escapes my mouth when he removed it. . . almost.

Kuro opens my legs wider and runs a tantalizing hand slowly over the inside of my thighs and then leans down to kiss and nip at them- his hair tickling my need.

I buck again and grab his hair- pulling trying to get him to pay attention to what I need the most. He licks around the area as my fingers pull him up, but then he goes past the part and come up to my lips again. I growl and kiss him forcefully to make up for the loss of contact, he smirks and kisses me just as hard.

We break when there is no longer any form of sufficient oxygen to fill our lungs and his hand harshly grabs me- forcing me to almost cum right there. He pumps me gently- almost butterfly like contact compared to when he grabbed me- and fondles my slit, light enough that inside I'm going insane.

"P-P-P- Pl-e, plea, k, K-uro, s, sa, sama!" I moan, tugging his head down to my aching need.

Even though I had begged for it I was still filled with a version of shock, relief, pain, pleasure. and complete WANT when he finally into his mouth.

"Ahh. . . ah!" I yell as he sucks, taking the dripping parts of my essence into his mouth and down his throat. My hands twist harder in his hair- keeping him on me as he swirls his tongue around me- increasing the suction depending on the part he's paying the most attention to: the shaft, the tip, or even the base.

I soon feel myself about to explode and apparently so does Kurogane because he pulls his head up from my now glistening wet cock.

I can't hold back the noise of disapproval I make when he removes that warm section of heat from my need, but I understand that he's probably not ready to swallow yet.

His lips come back to mine and I expect him to pump me to completion, but. . . he doesn't. I moan under his lips and I shift uncomfortably back and forth- to attempt to have something substantial to rub against my erection.

"I'm not done yet," Kuro purrs, "I told you I'm going to make you feel good, and I'm. Not. Done. Yet."

"Y-you're n, not just go-going t, t, to leave m, m, m, me hang- hanging, right?" I pant.

"Course not, idiot." He scolds before dipping back down and bathing my balls in that warm, addicting heat.

It seems like he teases me forever, bringing me up to almost orgasm and then letting me back down.

"PLEASE! Kuro-sama!" I moan as he moves back to my collarbone, "Please, ju, just FUCK ME, already! PLEASE, take your cock out of your pants and stick it into me!" Hw smirks and leans back from me- untangling himself. I do my best to lean forward and watch him undress from my state of utter need.

His shirt is unbuttoned the rest of the way and is dropped onto the floor next to my towel. It takes him a few minutes though, to unbutton and unzip his pants because of his own erection, and there is obvious relief on his face when the pants join the other articles on the floor.

I summon enough strength to sit up and crawl over to him- helping him remove his boxers, and I lick my lips at the sight of him. I long to move forward and take his weeping need in my own mouth, but Kurogane's serious question somewhat distracts me.

"Do you have anything like last time, lotion, lube?"

"Lotion in the bathroom, I grab his arm as he starts to move, "but if you go get it I'm going to come after you, push you against the wall, and impale myself on you!"

He seems to think about it for a minute before speaking, "Well then what do you suggest I do?" he says, a slight scowl crossing his face. I smile and grab his hand.

"We have a wonderful solution right here." I say and take his digits into my mouth- running my tongue over them and sucking to get them wet enough for insertion.

Kuro lets out a moan at the feeling and pulls me closer to him.

I finally let his fingers go and lay down on my back- opening my legs wide for him. He gently pushes them in, one at a time and stretches me.

I moan and push down onto them, and soon he takes them out. In a burst of speed I sit up and push him onto his back- taking his cock deep into my mouth, doing the same thing to it as I did his fingers. Coating him in saliva so he's wet enough to enter. Kuro moans at the feeling and tries to pull my head up- and after a minute I finally allow him to, and grin at him mischievously as he positions himself at my entrance. He frowns disapprovingly at me but I just grin until he lets his lips turn up in a smirk, then he pushes forward into me and a gasp escapes me at the foreign intrusion. Kuro, expecting this, pushes in all the way and then stops- waiting for me to get used to it.

It doesn't hurt much at all, and if it was supposed to hurt then I was too blinded by pleasure to care, "Kuro, Kuro-sama." I pant when I'm ready and he starts the rhythmic action of pulling out and pushing in.

He goes at a slow, soft pace and I soon lose my patience, "Kuro-sama, go harder and faster! I'm not glass- I'm not going to break!"

Kurogane looks surprised at my comment and then pulls out swiftly and slams back in with an amazing force to which I moan heavily at, "Of course." he mutters and continues on his way.

Although it was easy to tell that he wasn't looking, with the repeated, hard thrusts Kuro quickly found my prostate.

"KURO-SAMA!" My voice lets out in something of a gurgled shout. Kuro nods slightly and through my white filled haze I see his gaze become more determined, mixing my moans with his own grunts.

I feel myself almost ready to cum and I warn Kurogane with a sharp, quick saying of 'Kuro', and he nods once again and takes my erection in his hand- pumping it to his thrusts.

Between the hitting of my prostate and the pumping of my cock, I cum within minutes from the intense stimulation with a loud call of 'Kuro-sama', using his nickname to its fullest extent. Kurogane pushes into me a few more times before cuming as well- my names bursting from his lips.

As we lay in the afterglow he grabs some tissues that had been sitting on the bedside table for the longest time. He uses them to clean us off, throws them in the wastebasket, and pulls me on top of him- into his warm embrace. I sigh contently and nuzzle into his chest. His breathing slowly quiets and I sneak a look at his face to make sure that he's asleep (since he said that he always sleeps on his side) Kuro's face looks peaceful enough- hair splayed, body sweat covered, and mouth swollen but in a half smile. I grin at his sight and then manage to fall asleep myself.

The next day I wake up in a panic. Sitting upright in my bed, the covers fall back- I look around feverishly, hoping that the activities of the previous night weren't a dream (but knowing in the back of my mind that I don't deserve for them to be real) I don't see him, and after a moment I call out softly, "Kuro-sama?"

There's no response. I throw back the covers to lurch out of bed when a voice and person connected to that voice come out of my bathroom stops me.

"Yeah? What, idiot mage?" Kuro asks- towel around his waist and hair in damp spikes.

I sigh in relief before allowing myself to sit back down.

He comes over to me- concern hidden on his face, "Hey," he says lifting my face to him to look at it, "what's wrong?"

I shake my head 'no' and he stares deeper into me, "Do you regret last night?"

My eyes go wide and I shake my head furiously 'no'.

"Then what is it?" Kuro sits down behind me and encircles me into his arms.

"I. . . I expected to wake up, to wake up in your arms," I start, "that way I'd know if last night was real- the words, the meaning, the love, the sex, but then you weren't there- and I figured that it was a dream, and that a dream was as close to the real thing as I'd ever deserve." tears start to0 form in my eyes as Kuro turns me around- still in his embrace.

"Well you're in my arms now, aren't you?" I nod, "And those are my clothes on the floor correct?"

"Yes." I whisper.

"And I told you last night that you deserve everything and more, right?"

I nod once again, "Then I don't see what you're worrying about."

"You don't think I'm dirty?"

Kuro touches my stomach and then pulls his hand back, "A little sticky maybe, but that's to be expected- nothing a shower won't fix."

I smile at him then- a real smile and he looks shocked for a second, but then he smirks- letting a smile twinkle in those ever blazing eyes.

We stay that way for a few minutes, then Kuro seems to realize something and his face goes from happy, to confused, to apologetic, and looks away.

"What?" I ask, placing my hands on his shoulders

"Umm. . ." He says, "I'm sorry."

"Sorry about what?" I ask, even more confused.

"Last night- when um. . . calling your name. I'm, I'm sorry if I said the wrong one."

My eyes go wide and then calm down into a gentle gaze, "It's okay, Kuro-sama. Just knowing that you can love the 'Yûi' part of me makes me very happy. But I don't think I'm ready to give up Fai just yet, and I've been using that name for even longer than when I turned eighteen."

Kuro nods and seems to think about my statement, "Wait. . ." he starts, "you were eighteen when this whole mess with Ashura started happening?"

"Yes."

He's quiets for another minute, "So then. . . you're twenty five now?"

"Yep!" I grin at him

"Damn," He swears and my grin wavers, "that means you're two years older than me! How the hell did that happen?!"

I smile once again, "So Kuro-woof is a puppy after all~?"

He growls and pushes his lips to mine- mainly to keep me quiet.

It's very effective.

I kiss him back and we just sit there a while, kissing and letting the world go on without us.

He finally pulls back, pushes me toward the shower, and I somewhat grudgingly comply- wanting to feel his lips on mine again.

When I come out of the closet after I finish changing Kuro-sama's waiting for me in fresh clothes.

"Let's go to breakfast idiot mage." He motions toward the door and starts to open it. I grab his shirt just as I had in those first few days and he stops, "What?"
"Kuro-sama, do you believe in fairy tales? Are you my prince charming?"

Kuro answers after some deliberation, "I've never had much time to believe in nonsense," he starts and my heart falls, "but," he continues, "If someone believes in them then they must be true. And as for being someone's prince- well, I'm nowhere near 'prince like', but my mother read me enough of them when I was young to know that even a beast can turn into a prince when loved by the right princess." he turns slightly at the last remark and I see a gentle smile cross his eyes, "Come on Fai, time for breakfast." He says and leaves the room.

I stand there for another few seconds before running after him and catching his arm- holding on to him as he walks.

Fai, I love it here, and I've finally found my prince- just like you said I always would. I'm gonna' stay here for a little longer before joining you okay? Because, I know for a fact and without a doubt, that here, with my Kuro-sama, that evil wizards will be defeated and fairy tales will always come true.

Sapiness= yes, but don't worry I still have an epilogue- and don't forget about may song request mentioned earlier!

Hope you guys liked it!

New story idea: A Cinderella like fanfic, and while Kuro and Fai aren't the main characters they'll still be in it- and it WILL be AMAZING! It's a Legal Drug/ Drug and Drop- so Rikuo (Ri-kun) is the prince (I thought he fit the role better than Kuro) and Kaza (K-chan) is Cinderella (Also because Fai didn't fit right in the role) Other than that I'm not going to tell you anything about the other character's roles, but I promise you'll like Fai's (I've already brought this up to Moyashi-chan and she was laughing so hard when I told her the role!)

But anyway! See you next time!