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Midnight Moon: Renesmee and Jacob
Chapter 9: Idea
Jacob Black
WHAT THE HELL, JAKE!" Drake complained. "You want us to protect your stupid wife-,
HEY! Watch what you say about my wife! I yelled in my mind. And yes, I want you to not only protect her, protect the pack!
I don't see how that works, Jake. Oliver said, calmly. I mean, our lives are on the line as is and now you want us to protect your house instead of the perimeter.
Guys, any vampire that's ever going to cross the line will be headed for my house. We may as well be there as a surprise ambush.
Drake sulked there knowing I was right. I decided to get down to business.
Embry, Peter, I need you guys to come with me to the Cullen's. Everyone else, stay in wolf form unless I say otherwise. There's a meeting and I have to be there as human with Nessie.
I could see Embry and Peter heading in that direction, most likely trying to meet with each other so they could race. I headed that way too, while everyone else went back to their usual positions.
I had no idea what the hell was with Alice's vision, but I knew it couldn't wait. What ever it is, we either had to think of something against it or think of some way to make it come true.
A vision? Finally!
I know, right?
Took long enough... Embry and I rolled our eyes at Peter. I wished he was more like his parents then the old bitter Leah.
I'm nothing like Aunt Leah! Watch it, Black! If I was human, I would've snorted.
We finally made it to the Cullen's house and I phased and dressed quickly, trying to put my shorts on while running up to the front door. I knew Edward wouldn't let anyone open the door until I was dressed so I wasn't worried about them seeing anything they shouldn't.
When I got inside, I realized that I haven't actually BEEN to a meeting. I usually stayed outside and eves dropped. Where do I sit? Should I stand or take a seat beside Nessie?
"You can anywhere you want, Jake." Nessie's voice rang.
I followed it. Dining room, why didn't I think of it?
Edward laughed at my thoughts and I pulled a seat beside Nessie.
Carlisle started the meeting as always.
"Okay," he said, down to buisness. "So, what did you see in your vision, Alice?"
"Actually," she looked at Nessie. "Nessie should know."
I looked at her in shock. She never told me anyting.
"Know about what?" Nessie asked.
We looked back at Alice.
"Renesmee, you know... that idea you had about Unknown and the Volturi?"
Nessie bit her lip. I looked at her with confused and worried eyes. Nessie looked at her hands.
"Why didn't you tell me?" I asked.
"Jake, I was sick! Besides, I wasn't thinking straight. It was a moment of thought."
"But, Renesmee, what you thought of, Alice predicted might work!"
"What might work?"
I was kind of scared of his answer, he knew that. So Edward took a deep breath as a time for me to do so myself.
"Changing her before the Volturi come and find us." I raised an eyebrow in confusion.
Come again? I thought.
"Nessie had a thought about Irena and how when she claimed Renesmee being dangerous, when it was false, she was killed." Edward explained.
"I remember. But what does that have to do with Nessie?"
"Well, Jacob, that's what we wanted to discuss." Carlisle finally said. "Changing Renesmee before the Volturi come here will make Unknown seem like liars. They will be distroyed and we can carry on with our lives."
"But I don't want to kill anyone." Nessie objected.
"We're going to have to." Bella said. "They hurt you, and I can not forgive or tolerate that."
"How do you even think we'll be able to do that. Nessie's already half vampire half wolf. Unless you can find a zombie or some other species to change her." I was only half serious about that last part, but I was really clueless about how Carlisle thought we could do this. We were out of options as is as far as I could see.
Carlisle sighed.
"Jacob, Renesmee," he started. "This is just a theory, but I think that if you could somehow make Renesmee pregnant, than maybe her wolf gene will go into the child, making her half vampire again."
"What makes you think it'll be the wolf gene to move?"
"Well, technically speaking, she's more vampire than wolf. The wolf gene that is passed in your semen will be killed with the vampire gene inside her."
That got me thinking. Was that why Nessie hasn't been able to have kids? Her vampire gene over powering the gene in my... stuff? We've never used protection, even over they honey moon.
I would've told Carlisle about this, but I asked the question that was concerning me the most as Nessie stayed silent, thinking about this hard.
"Will Nessie be harmed in any of this? Any pain? Risk of her dying?"
Carlisle was silent, I held my breath.
"I think... she may be in the worst kind of pain, being the child will be changing her. It's a risky process, Jacob."
I made my decision.
"No." I said. Nessie looked at me, looking confused and angry.
"What do you mean, no?"
"I'm not doing it if it's going to hurt you."
"Don't you think this is also my decision. It's me who's going to be in pain." I rolled my eyes.
"Nessie, think about it. We don't do it, no one gets killed."
"You will though, Jacob."
"It'll kill me more to see you hurt."
"Didn't you say you wanted children?"
"Not if it's going to hurt you." she rolled her eyes.
"Jacob, my whole life is a pain. Besides, it'll only be our first kid, the rest will be out in a breeze like planned before you turned me half werewolf."
"Guys, Renesmee, Jacob, calm down." Carlisle said, shutting us up. "Give it some thought. No one's rushing you."
"We're not doing it. We decided." I said, getting up to storm out.
"It's not only your decision, Jake! It's my body!" she said as I headed toward the back door.
"Yeah, well, it's my gene!"
I slammed the door, not caring if I broke the frame or not. I ran into the forest and phased, not bothering with taking off my pants so there were shreds everywhere. I lived close by, no worries.
Wow, first couple fight, huh? And right in front of her parents! Peter said in a little bit of a teasing voice. I growled, him being in my thoughts.
I wanted to be alone now. Be the animal that could handle these feelings better, but be alone. Of course, that wasn't going to happen in this form, the only way was to be human again.
I wanted to run through what just happened in my head, what Nessie said making the pros of this decision. I didn't want this because Nessie would be in pain if we did. I did want kids, but I thought we would have a few years before then. But it looks like our years are now months, maybe weeks. The only chance we had were at least a year. I didn't know how long it would take to develop in her, but it had to be fast enough. Maybe I should wait for the numbers to come up through Carlisle, then maybe...
No, I would not put Nessie in this kind of danger. I remembered Bella being pregnant, the blood through birth, the vomiting, broken bones, but that would seem like nothing compared to what Nessie will be going through... should I risk the love of my life for nine months tops to possibly bleeding to death and a theory a two hundred year old vampire doctor came up with?
AN: I can't wait to write the next chapter :) No saying when it will come out. MAYBE after exams... maybe next week since i have it off until Thursday. REVIEW REVIEW!
