*phoebes point of view*

Jen had just come in and gave me some breakfast which was very nice of her but when she came in I was just putting my top on and I am pretty sure she saw my new cuts and bruises as well as my scars. Then after she gave me the breakfast we both sat next to each other on a couch that was in the room while I ate. We just sat there in silence and I decided then to say something "I know you probably saw my scars and bruises and that you probably don't want me here anymore because I am so broken and ugly, just tell me that" my eyes were watering.

Jen doesn't say anything she just hugs me but then she says, "I don't want you to leave" and then I did something I never have done before and hugged her back then we stayed there for a little bit and then Jen let go and then she said "phoebe you can't think like that, I want to get to know you and I don't care about your scars. Well I care why someone would do that to a little girl, but they are part of you and I am willing to accept that and there nothing to be ashamed of. They show what a brave girl you are." While she was saying all these true things I couldn't keep the tears in they just trickled down my cheeks but not too far because every so often Jen would use the pad of her thumb to wipe them away. Then after she had finished talking I basically jumped into her arms and hugged her and carried on crying.

I don't know how long I was crying for but the whole time Jen was just cradling my head and telling me things like "its going to be ok" and "don't worry". It felt just right to cry in front of her. I could tell that I wouldn't get told off for crying in front of her like in my other homes. I am not 100% sure but I think Jen was also crying because a few times I felt a few drips on my head but I just left it. Then after I had no tears let to cry I sat up and looked at Jen and she wiped her tears away and then wiped mine away too. Then we sat there in each other's arms for about another 5 or 10 minutes until Jen said "right we could go out shopping but there will probably be loads of paparazzi asking questions and taking pictures"

"aren't you used to that" I asked

"yes, I am but I might be a bit overwhelming for you right now" she answered

"oh well then if its ok could we stay here" I ask

"yes, that's fine if that's what you want to do, maybe later if your up for it we could order some things online" she suggested

"that would be nice, but you don't have to" I say "I don't want to be a charity"

"you would never be a charity it's just I thought you might want a few new clothes because not to be rude or anything, but your clothes seem a little to small and worn out and you only have a few begs so your probably don't have many" she said and all she said was true, so I just nodded.

After another 5 or so minutes Jen said that if I wanted too then I could finish getting ready then we could go see everyone else, so I stared to get ready.

Then I asked, "Jen I was just wondering something and you don't have to but could you do my hair for me?"

"of course," she answered, "what would you like doing?"

"surprise me"

"ok" she did my hair quite quick and then she told me to go over to the mirror to see if it was ok. So, I walked over to the mirror and looked at the hair style she did for me. She had done two small braids at the top of my head and did them half way back and then she tied them off and then left my blond waves down. I loved it. It was so different for me, I usually have it in a high ponytail or I just leave it down.

"do you like it?" Jen asked

"I love it" I reply "thank you so much" Jen just smiled back. I then went to my bags and started looking through them for my tooth brush. I looked through them all and I couldn't find it. But I was sure I had put it in here, so I carried on looking but a bit more aggressively because I couldn't keep asking Jen for things. I had to find it.

"what you looking for?" she asked

"My toothbrush I am sure I put it in here" I say still looking. Jen then walks into the joint bathroom we share and walks out and hands me a toothbrush. "thank you" I say.

"your welcome and you do realise next time you need something you can't find then please ask me"

"ok" I reply shortly then go to the bathroom to brush me teeth which Jen does too.

A/N: sorry its taken so long I have had a lot of school work to do