A/N: I would appreciate a little more elaboration on reviews. "This is stupid" doesn't exactly clarify to me what went wrong. Thank you all who are excited for new chapters. I really didn't expect this story to get much attention. Wait it out a little longer I know you're waiting to see what's going on with Edward and Alice.


Bella's point of view

Jacob was out doing Quileute business with his friends. I figured he was off somewhere wrestling with other wolves or protecting the woods. Charlie was at work, as usual. After cutting up a cucumber and eating it for breakfast, I drove into town and bought some groceries. Jessica was coming in for her shift just as I pulled up. She must've heard my junker pulling into the lot because she turned around and ran, smiling, in my direction.

I turned off the truck and hopped out, shoving two twenty-dollar bills in my pocket. "Bella!" she shouted, "did you hear? Dr. Cullen is back in town!" Her expression quickly changed. "He told the police his family's missing."

My heart sank into my stomach. If he was resorting to human police assistance, he must have checked everywhere around the world by now. The resurgence of feelings of love for Edward and fear for his life burned throughout my entire body. I wondered where he could possibly be. Maybe he was just hiding from everyone, or maybe he had finally succeeded in setting himself free from his life as he'd hoped to do for decades now.

Remembering where I was, I shrugged and said, "That sucks," and continued towards the store. I could see in my peripheral vision Jessica was staring at me. "Bella you know you feel something a little more about this than 'that sucks'. I'm not saying you should throw your heart into the search for him but he was your first real boyfriend and he's missing. He could be anywhere right now." I chucked under my breath at her last statement. She had no idea how true it was.

"Did you really just laugh? Bella it's not even about Edward. I know you're bitter that their family moved and you can't be with him anymore but you were such good friends with his sister. How can you just laugh this off like it's no big deal?"

I flung myself around, almost knocking over a pile of newspapers, and pointed my finger in her face. "Jessica, fuck off. You don't know me and you don't know what I feel, obviously. Just stay out of my life, okay?" Her tone and her attitude quickly forced all feelings of remorse for The Cullens and love for her as my friend out of my mind.

She passed by me without saying a word. I went through the farthest line from Jessica's that was open, packed the groceries into the truck, and headed home.


While I was unloading them there was a knock at the door. It was really strange for a while to hear people knocking. Charlie always had a key and Edward never needed one. By now I was used to the sound.

As I opened the door, Jacob almost flew inside, pouncing on top of me and wrestling me to the floor. I gasped, then giggled as he planted kisses on my neck. "Jake that tickles" I tried to get out between fits of laughter. The door was still open so he quickly stood up and shut it. Just as I was beginning to get back up he looked at me with his seductive eyes. "What?" I asked, biting my lip.

He reached out his hands to help me up, and then smothered me in kisses. His strong arms wrapped around my small body and pushed me up onto the dining table that was in the kitchen. I pulled back from him and shook my head. "Jacob we can't do anything on this table. People eat off of this table."

My heart pounded as he pulled off his shirt, then my own, and sucked on my neck just the right way. I felt a little overwhelmed, but this felt so good I couldn't stop it. His pelvis thrust against mine. Through both of our jeans I could feel his hardness for me. "Bella I wanna do it all today," he whispered into my ear just before he nibbled on my lobe. My eyes rolled to the back of my head.

Our kitchen table was stronger than I thought it would be. Jake pulled off my jeans, teasing me through my panties with his fingertips. I was sprawled out on the table, waiting for him to take some action.

We were both completely naked after a couple minutes of teasing. The head of his cock rubbed slowly at my entrance. I dug my fingernails into his back and pulled him closer to me. "I love you," he said as he kissed me. I nodded. "I love you too Jake." Slowly, he slid himself into me. I closed my eyes tightly, feeling my body adjust to his size.

Every once in a while I could feel him hitting my g spot. "Jake right there," I finally said after he hit it a few times in a row. My breathing sped up and just when I started to feel close to the edge, he lifted me up and carried me into the living room.

I looked at him pleadingly, but he put up a finger to my mouth. "Bella finish me off. Please. We don't need a little baby running around and I don't have condoms." I smirked at him, then raced to my bedroom.

When I returned he was rubbing himself, eyes closed. I slid the condom into his empty hand. As soon as the package was opened and he put it on, he was back on top of me. It took him a couple minutes to find the right spot again, but when he did I arched my back and tightened my legs around his waist.

Jacob stood, removing the condom to throw it away, when we both heard a car pulling into the driveway. Wide eyed and afraid, he grabbed his clothes with the condom still in his hand and sprinted to my room. The car door slammed, and then I heard footsteps on the gravel. I followed Jake to my room, clothes in hand.

The two of us listened from behind my bedroom door as Charlie walked inside. Jacob was pulling all of his clothes on. He looked like a Broadway actor doing a very quick scene change. I felt sore, but very good. I slid into a pair of old pajamas and threw my clothes into the hamper. Shirt, bra, pants… but where were my panties?

Charlie's knock at my bedroom door startled both me and Jacob. The door slowly slid open. A slightly embarrassed and slightly disappointed Charlie held up my baby blue thong, dropped it on the floor, and said, "Jake you should probably head home. Isabella I need to speak to you downstairs."