Authors Note: First thing first - Please don't hate me! Second - Bella and Edward will meet in the next two or three chapters. Yay! This chapter will be from both Edwards and Tia's POV. Bella and Edward will be a little OOC in this chapter, just a little not too much. They are OOC because they are just more comfortable with each other now. This is a shout out to one of my friend's! You know who you are. Thanks for reading and telling me how it was. Love you forever.
Disclaimer:
Q1-Do I own twilight?
A1-No!
Q2-Do I own Edward?
A2-Nope!
Q3-Do I own anything related to twilight!
A3-Nothing at all!
Q4-Do I love Edward?
A4-Hell Yes. I love him more than I love myself. And that is saying something considering I love my self a lot!
Now you know folks I own absolutely nothing related to twilight, but I LOVE Edward! I wish I did own something of twilight though but, so do you. So, HA!
Previously:
"Alice, could you come here for a moment please?" Jasper asked. "Coming" She called back to him. So now that just left me and Tia in the room. "Do you want to take a walk with me?" She asked me.
Chapter 9: The walk!
EPOV . . . . .
"I . . . Umm . . . Sure, why not?" I answered her unsure of why I said yes. I didn't want to take a walk with her but, it looks as if my mouth didn't want to listen to my brain. "I will go tell Alice." She said and then darted off. I walked towards the door and waited near the stairs.
I had a bad feeling about this walk. I wished my angel was here to calm and to claim me. I wouldn't have to go on this walk if she was here. Well she is not Edward and its all your fault.
I sighed, what I wouldn't give just to see her one last time. I ask for nothing else. Just one look will be like fresh air in a wasteland. She was my fresh air. Without her I couldn't live. I wondered how long it will take for me too run out of air completely. Not too long, I hope.
Tia came back down then. Since I was mad at her before - not that I wasn't still upset - I never really noticed how she looked. Until now. She had blondish - brown long hair and she was slender and tall. She had on a dark red top that hung off her shoulder on one side and rhinestone jeans. Alice defiantly got to her at the mall.
Soon enough she was at my side "Ready?" She asked me. I just nodded, not wanting my traitor mouth to betray me again. She gave me a sweet smile - that almost looked as good as Bella's - and then she took off in a run.
My competitive nature got the best of me and I took off in a run as well. It felt good to run but I wished my angel was on my back, yelling at me for going to fast. A memory hit me when I thought about her while running.
"Bella, do you really want to hike to our meadow again" I asked her. Today morning, when I asked her what she wanted to today she told since Charlie has gone fishing that she wants to go to our meadow.
Now we were standing at the edge of the forest which leads to our meadow arguing. She didn't want me to run there with her on my back. She was afraid that she would get sick again.
I on the other hand loved it when she clung to me. She would be pressed up against my back, closing her eyes and hanging on to me with all her trust.
"Bella, please! I like running with you and wouldn't you want to spend more time in our meadow. We would get there in a few minutes if you let me run with you." I told her, hoping it would change her mind.
She bit her lip and then sighed saying "Fine, but only cause you want me to." She told me. A big smile lit my face as I pulled her on my back. "Hold on tight, love" I told her, loving the way her arms and legs tightened around me. "I'm trusting you Edward" she said. I just let out a soft chuckle and took off.
About half way there - which is is just about two minutes - Bella said "Edward your going to fast, slow down." "Would you rather me slow down so that you will have to wait longer to reach or speed up so that you can get down much quicker." I answered her but, it looks like the thought of going any faster didn't appeal to her. "Maintain the same speed please" she whispered and if possible hung on tighter.
We reached the meadow about a few minutes after that. I slowed to a jog and then stopped in the middle. She had other plans though, she jumped off me and when I turned around she looked like she was dizzy.
Her hands were on her knees as she bent forward to help her feel better and I like the idiot I am said "did you forget to close your eyes?" She looked up at me then and slapped my arm.
"Stupid, Volvo owning sparkling vampire!" She mumbled while laying down on the grass. I quickly took my spot next to her and pulled he on top me. "Why does every one have a problem with my car?" I mumbled mostly to my self.
She just laughed her beautiful laugh and gave me a kiss on the cheek, I looked at her with a pout on my face and she, after seeing that, smiled and pressed her soft lips to my stone ones.
The memory stooped there to my disappointment I wanted more. After this walk I would go home and play all my memories in my head again. That was when I remembered that I was on a walk with Tia.
I reached the clearing then and stopped waiting for her arrivalShe reached the middle of the clearing a few moments later. It was not as beautiful as our meadow but it was close.
"Man, you are fast?" She said coming up behind me, while panting for air even though it is unnecessary. It was just a silly human trait that almost everyone had. Even me.
"I said a walk man, not a race." She said while she went to the middle of the clearing to sit down. "Well are you going to sit down or not?" She asked me, baffled that I not sitting yet. 'Not' I wanted to answer but instead found it more polite to not say anything. I sat down a few feet away from her but that was close enough for me.
"You look like you are going through depression." She said, scooting closer to me to my disappointment. Was it that obvious that I was depressed? Oh well, I guess I didn't really care weather or not people knew if I was sad or not. Nothing will make me happy again though. Sure, I could pretend to enjoy myself like my life has meaning. But in truth it doesn't have a meaning. My life was boring and plain and just . . . Lifeless. My life was lifeless.
My life had colors before. They were dull but, they were still there. Then my angel came into my life and all the colors got brighter. When she was no longer with me, my life turned black and white. Nothing could bring the color back in my life except my Bella. Nothing!
She is not your Bella. You may be hers but she is not yours. Not anymore, at least.
I didn't believe that my love was dead. She was somewhere in this world or was. Even if she wasn't dead that time I went to her funereal, she would be now. No one could live for a hundred years, unless they were a vampire, but I refuse to believe that this soulless fate found her.
Who am I fooling? Everyday I believe that she was . . . that she is alive. Everyday I hope that I could see her again. Everyday. If she was like me now there was a chance that I could see her again. Wasn't there?
My ang . . . Bella couldn't be dead. She had to live and if not here now she had to be somewhere. I searched for her for almost twenty years. I was never with my family at that time. They convinced me that if she wanted to be found she would have been by now.
I knew for a fact that she was alive possibly even happy wherever she was. She might have been happy with someone. Or maybe she is happy. Even now anger boiled up in me, thinking that she was or is happy with someone else.
Thinking of another man's arms around her burned like poison in my heart. I didn't want anyone else touch her let alone another man. I am her lion and she is my lamb . . . Was Edward, she was your lamb.
Hopefully, she didn't find another vampire to love. There was room for only one vampire lover and that was me. Only me!
"You have been staring at absolutely nothing for about five minutes."'I heard a voice say to me. I then remembered that I wasn't alone. I looked at Tia and felt a surge of anger rush trough me, at the fact that she wasn't Bella.
I wanted to see Bella not her. Stop being so selfish you haven't even gotten to know her. I didn't think that i could stop being selfish only thoughts that were in my head was - I love you Bella . . . I miss you . . . I love you . . . I want you!
TPOV . . .
God! What is with his moping around all the time? I can only do so much! I felt his vibes for a long while. I realized how messed up he was. Oh, well the more the better. He'll be around a lot longer for me to play with. No one said I had to be nice.
I slowly started to manipulate his vibes, all of them were not bad. Just a lot of them. "So, tell me about yourself? How did you turn? You seem too nice to have asked for it or something like that." he told me. Good now I knew that it was working. Oh and yes I was nice indeed. Nice enough to use him to have some fun!
I was going to give him my most common story because it earned me sympathy. "I was at home once when this lost man showed up on our doorstep." Lie, I was in the forest, when this stupid lustful man showed up. " I was seventeen or eighteen at the time. He claimed he was lost and my father was kind enough to let him in." Another lie. He was just too hot to resist and I was lustful enough to go back to his place for some fun.
Don't get me wrong I got my fun but then he told me what he was. I asked him to turn me so I could be immortal and have fun the way he did. I been having fun ever since then. It's been working out great for me.
Now back to my lie. "He kept up his pretense for a while though but, suddenly he jumped up and attacked my mother and then my father. He claimed he was to full to drink me as well so he decided to turn me for his so called coven." Yeah right! He taught me how to get boys and then took off. Although I was ok on my own some support would have been nice. But, Whatever!
" He wanted me only if I had a good extra ability. He spent the first few years helping me with my new born phase and the next six years trying to see if I had any good talent. When he found that I didn't have any he was planning on killing me. I ran away from there." I was so good sat lying now I bet I could start sobbing, but that would just be too much.
" It has been nearly fifty years now. I can still see him killing my parents . . ." I trailed of at that part. I saw him shudder once and then he pulled me in a hug. Yes! I'd have him in bed by no time.
"I know what it feels like to loose your parents." He said with ancient sadness in his eyes while pulling away from the hug. Then his face took on a whole new level of pain. "In fact I know what it feels like to loose almost everyone you love." Ahhhh! He had love-life problems. That's why he was always so mopey.
Oh well, he will just be more fun to play with. "What do you mean?" I asked him out of general curiosity. "Nothing much. I fell in love and she died. End of story." He said flatly. He had so much pain in his eyes and his voice that even I almost felt bad for him. Almost.
"Yeah, sometimes life just hates you like that." I said, one of my old 'toys' said that once. Edward didn't answer me but instead sent more vibes towards me to change. Yay!
"Well I haven't fell in love yet so I can't tell you anything about that part of my life." I told him. I just had to get that point across. I'll seem so innocent after that was true . . . In a way. I hadn't fell in love yet, but hey who needs love.
"I guess you don't have to find out the hard way then." He said, the ancient sadness returning in his eyes. Although he tried to hide, it was just too much to hide completely. Find out what?! I thought to myself "What exactly do I not have to find out the 'hard way'. "That if you don't deserve something, don't go after it."
Woah! Where did that come from. I thought we were talking about love, I am pretty sure we still are. He is seriously messed up! Oh well. Beggars can't be choosers although in this case I was the chooser. He was just too HOT to pass up.
I could go to jail if I let him go. Hehehe!
"I guess I just need comfort or something." He said. There was my chance. Just the right number of vibes and a well spoken line. "I could give you comfort" I said while leaning in to kiss him. "No!" I heard him whisper and then I pressed my lips to his and pretended I didn't hear his protest.
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