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Chapter8: Where will I go?

Jake's POV:

I was running through the forest, trying to get my anger under control. Running always helps me. I was mad because Bella was leaving. I liked her a lot, and I was going to wait for her to get over that ass, but now she was leaving and I didn't know how long she was going to be gone. I was thinking of a way to stop Bella, when Sam voice interrupted my thoughts. Sam had told me he picked up the scent of a vampire. That got me running faster; it was actually what I needed to get my anger out. When I caught up to the pack we ran until we came to a little meadow. I smelled the stench of the blood sucker, but what I didn't expect was Bella's scent. I stepped out into the meadow; I saw my nightmare come to life. The Vampire was leaning over Bella, drinking her blood. I launched myself at the blood sucker and ripped her from Bella and threw her threw the forest. I came to Bella's side.

"Bella… Bella… Bella?" I called her name over and over again, but all I got was a whimper of pain. I changed into my human form and grabbed Bella and ran as fast as I could.

I ran until I got to an abandon shed, I ran inside and placed Bella on a old what looked like a work bench. I stood their calling her name, but I only got more whimpers. I realized I was too late to save her. I heard growls coming from outside, I knew it was the pack. I went outside and faced six growling wolfs. Sam changed into his human form to talk to me.

"How is Bella?" he asked

I broke down, "I was too late to save her, she becoming one of them, and I don't know what to do?"

"We have to kill her before she becomes one of them." Sam answered.

I looked at him, shocked, why would he say that, he knew what Bella meant to me, I couldn't… they couldn't …no… I wouldn't let them kill Bella. I looked Sam in the eyes and yelled "NO! I WONT LET YOU!"

Some of the other members of the pack started growling, but Sam just looked back at me and said "Jake I know what she means to you, but we have to protect our people and land we can't let her become one of them, We have to kill her, there is no other way, I'm sorry."

I was furious; I started to shake and transformed into my wolf form, and took my position in front of the shed, and growled at my pack, I warned them to stay back. I was thinking I will not let any one come near my Bella. Sam looked at me in shock; he then also transformed into his wolf form and heard what I was thinking. He knew I would do anything to protect Bella.

"I command you to move out of our way and let us do what we have to do." He ordered me.

I thought for a seconded that I failed Bella; No one can resist a command from the Alpha of the pack. I couldn't fail Bella, I couldn't let her down. Something inside of me was fighting against the command, until I felt released from the command, like I was free. I looked at Sam and smiled. He looked shocked and so did the rest of the pack.

I looked at Sam and said "I want to be the Alpha of the pack." He looked at me for a second and knew he couldn't refuse my request, because of my bloodline, and I was the rightful leader of the pack. He just bowed down his head and said "As to wish." The pack looked shocked, but I didn't care that I had just took what Sam should rightfully have. I looked at all of them and said my first command "No one is to harm Bella in any way that is a command." They looked at me and then turned away and ran into the forest. Sam stayed behind and asked "Jake why did you want to be the Alpha all of a sudden?"

"Sam, I told you I would do anything to protect her and this was the only way to make you listen." He looked at me and then said something I was not accepting "Thank You, Jake." I looked at him, but all he was thinking about was Emily. I realized I had gave him a chance to be with Emily more, to have a almost normal life. I just nodded my head and sat down in front of the shed.

Sam left after that, I just sat their tormenting my self, hearing Bella's screams, and whimpers from the pain. I stood by Bella threw her transformation for some time, but I couldn't watch her suffer, so I waited outside. I kept thinking about ending her life, but I could not have a life, if Bella did not exist in this world, even if she didn't want me the way I want her. As long as she was in this world, I would be content with my life.

The three days of her transformation were long, and painful. But I was so happy when she stopped whimpering and screaming, I knew it was over. I walked back into the shed to come face to face with a vampire, and my best friend.

Bella's POV

I remember Victoria stalking toward me and then all I remember was darkness. I must have blacked out. I remember regaining consciousness, but it was the feeling of searing fire like pain running through my veins, that woke me. It felt as if my whole body was on fire, then I remembered the last time I felt this type of pain. James and Edward, It was when James bit me and my angel had stopped the pain. Thinking about Edward added to the pain, the hole in my chest was ripping apart as all the memories of me and my angel flashed before my eyes. Then I heard someone calling my name over and over again "Bella… Bella… Bella" I wanted to tell that person to help me, I was hoping it would Jake, I wanted to tell him to stop this pain, but I couldn't find my voice. All I could get out was small whimpers from the pain.

It went on like this for three whole days, but it seemed like forever. Some time during the change, the searing pain started to settle down and then went away completely. I sat there with my eyes closed; waiting for more pain, but nothing came. I opened my eyes slowly and was shocked, that everything was so clear. I could see every little detail of the place that served as my personal hell for the past three days. I looked around and realized I was in some sort of shed. I sat up slowly and took in my surroundings, and then I smelled something fowl, my instincts told me to defend my self. The next thing I now in a flash I was off the bench in the corner crouched facing the door. Then the door opened slowly, I froze when Jake walked in. I felt like attacking Jake. No I couldn't, I wouldn't attack my best friend. Jake froze at the door when he saw me crouched, and looking at him. I controlled myself and straightened up and smiled at Jake.

"Bella" He asked as if he was talking to a stranger.

"Jake, it's me wants wrong?" I asked him, wondering why he was acting weird. Was he mad at me for trying to leave?

He looked at me for a while, and then my favorite smile appeared on his face, it wasn't as big, but it was still a smile. "Bella, how are you feeling, are you ok, are you in pay?" his face turned into pain as he questioned me.

"Of, course I'm ok Jacob, what's wrong, why are you scared?" I asked confused now.

He looked at me as if I was crazy and then a look of realization appeared on his face. "Bella, do you remember what happened?"

As he asked me that question, the pain, and events of the past three days came back to me. All I said was "Victoria…"

"What?" he asked confused.

I met his eyes and said "Jake I was attacked by Victoria… a vampire… I supposed to be dead." I realized at the very moment what happened to me, "I'm a… vampire." I looked at Jake who had a sad look on his face.

All he said was "Bella, I'm sorry."

I looked at him confused. "Jake what are you apologizing for?"

He looked at me and explained how he was to late getting their, from stopping Victoria from biting me. I got angry, how dare he blame himself, for something that wasn't even his fault. I yelled at him "WHY, THE HELL ARE YOU BLAMING YOURSELF, THIS ISN'T YOUR FAULT, IT HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU, IT WAS MY FAULT OK, YOU GOT THAT?"

All he said was "But…" I cut him off and warned him. "If you say this is your fault or you were too late I will… I will… well what ever I will do will not be in your best interested got it." He started laughing and said "That is the worst threat ever." I joined in on the laughing, he was right. But I stopped, when I heard my laugh, it sounded like bells, it sounded like Alice's laugh. Jake say the look at my face, and stopped laughing.

We stood there for a while, until I asked "Jake what do I do now?" He looked at me for a seconded, and then all he said was "Leave"

I looked at him and knew, he was right, I couldn't stay here, I was new born, Alice and Edward (Cringe) had told me as a new born, it was hard to control their selves, they were wild and the bloodlust would cause them to hurt any one in their path. I stared panicking, I didn't want to hurt anyone, and I didn't want to be a monster. Jake saw me start to panic and came over and held me. I embraced his hug, even thought he smelled and my instincts told me to attack him.

"Jake I have to leave, but where do I go?"

The next thing he said shocked me. "Bella, find them, find the Cullen's and get them to help you." I looked at him and said " No, I can't… and beside I don't know where they are… if I do find them they won't help me, I would just be a burden to them." He looked at me with a sad look on his face, because he knew of the pain that they caused me. "I'm sorry Bella, I didn't mean to cause you pain."

"No, it's not your fault that I can't get over them." I laughed a fake laugh.

"Is their some others, you can ask to help you?" He asked

I thought about it, until I remembered them mention, a coven of animal drinkers in Alaska. "I do, in Alaska. They are animal drinkers like the Cullen's; they could most likely help me."

"That's good, and then you have to leave now." He said.

I knew he was protecting his people and land and I respected him for it. "Yes, I will don't worry I wont stay here."

"Bella, I asking you to leave for your safety, you need to get help and the only way is to find others like you." He stated.

"I smiled and said "I know Jake… I'll miss you."

He hugged me tight and said "Promise me you will come back."

"I promise."

"I will miss you. And Bella, I love you." I said the only thing I could say "I love you too." and walked away from my sun for the second time this week.