Okay so I'm back with another chapter of Broken. This one is told through Renji's POV. I know it won't be a popular chapter but it had to happen at some point. Right?
I do go into a past with Renji giving him a father and mother and siblings. I don't know what the siblings' name should be it is a younger brother and sister. Give me some suggestions in the comment section below.
~ Casey
Broken Chapter 8
Renji
I look up to the ceiling from my position on the bed. Thinking about her. She left. I guess I was too hard on her. I should have been softer on her. I smirk.
I look at the picture next to me and I smile at it. Those were better times. What am I thinking? She is just a woman for me to use. Women are just tools that are used to threaten and abuse. My father taught me that.
He had always told me and my kid brother that women were nothing but objects to men, property. That's what my mom was to him and my sister too. When my mom did something wrong he'd hit her and tell me and my brother to do the same if my sister stepped out of line. I did it. I beat her for the first time. It was the first time I had abused a woman. I did it in front of everyone in middle school because she talked back to me and my best friend. I let my best friend take her away and all I did was watch with a cold expression.
I didn't know any better. I just did as my father told me to. My friend on the other hand got carried away and hit her so hard she fell down a flight of stairs and died from bleeding in the brain. I got blamed for it and that was the first time I got my ass beat in by my father. My father had told me I was also to protect my property. My sister was my "property" to protect. I was the only one allowed to beat her up. So from then on I only beat up women in private and did it to where other people couldn't see it.
I went through 3 different women before I stuck with Rukia. The woman was the best property to abuse. She fought back at some pints in the beginning and that made the beatings all the more potent. Then the raping began after finding out she wasn't a virgin. I was so pissed at her. God. the lie she told to me about that. I beat her senseless and I raped her. I followed her after that. She went to campus security, of course no one believed her, I'm the star quarterback for the football team no one would investigate any accusations against me. I raped her again behind the campus security building too. I wonder what clicked in me to where I started raping her? Dad never taught me to rape.
I'll have to ask him when I visit him in Rikers. Yep you heard right. He is in Rikers, a prison up in New York. I visit him every 6 months. He is doing 2 consecutive life sentences without parole for killing my mother and my brother. It was 2 counts of 1st degree murder.
I might go see him next week it's spring break and football season is on it's off week next week so the college kids can have some fun so I'll see him then.
I get up and look in the mirror at my bruised face, swollen eye, left one had a popped vein so the white of that eye was all red with blood, I had a swollen lower lip and a cut on my upper one that refused to stop bleeding. My nose was a lost cause. Broken in three different places. I had a loose tooth that with enough force I could pull out if I needed to. I also had a massive gash on my forehead from when I hit the ground, there must've been broken glass there or something. Damn it Ichigo really did a number on me.
I finally grab the first aid kit and start on the gash on my forehead. FUCK! The alcohol fucking burned. I carefully cleaned it wincing every so often when it hit a particularly deep part of the gash. I finally bandaged it. And made sure to take care of the cut on my lip too. I tossed the trash in the garbage when I noticed a pregnancy test in the garbage bag.
"The fuck?" I pick it up and my eyes go wide as I read the results on the little screen. "Pregnant? She's pregnant?" I drop the stick back in the garbage. "Fuck. Fuck. Fuck!"
Okay so not much but now you know why Renji is the way he is. So if you have any name suggestions for the names of Renji's family. I will mention them and I will use your name if you so wish! :3 Like my twist there at the end?
I love you guys a lot!
~ Casey
