I know I usually do my ANs at the bottom but I just wanted to say real quick that there's a lot of OOCness and fluff(is that when its like really cutesy? I don't exactly know...) in this chapter and from now on. Oh and this chapter is rated M. ;) please don't hate me if its awful...
Chapter 9
Harry blinked several times in a row, trying to get used to the bright light in the room. He moved his tongue around his mouth, repulsed by the taste of morning breath mixed with vomit. He began to sit up when he noticed the other person in his bed. He recounted the events of the previous night and smiled. He came back! He doesn't hate me after all! Some of his memories were fuzzy and there were parts he couldn't recall at all but he did remember Draco getting angry and leaving. He knew Draco wanted him sexually but he didn't know that he actually cared about him. He must if he came back and made sure Harry was okay. He smiled again.
"Why are you so happy? You must have a killer hangover." Draco said groggily. He was laying on his stomach facing Harry. Harry decided to get right to the point, he'd been waiting too long for this anyway.
"Why did you come back?" Draco looked downcast and shrugged.
"Please tell me Draco, I need to know." Draco sighed sitting up.
"Well, after I left last night I heard you talking to yourself," Harry blushed. "But I never heard you leave the bathroom again and I wanted to see that you didn't drown in the toilet or something."
"How sweet of you." Harry chuckled and saw Draco crack a smile. He soon became serious again as he took a deep breath before continuing.
"I also came back because.. I wanted to apologize for overreacting and making you think I was mad at you."
"If you weren't mad at me then why were you mad?" Harry was trying to egg Draco into admitting his feelings. He knew there was something between the two of them besides just lust but he didn't want to be the one who put himself out there first. Just in case he was wrong.
"Not so much angry as confused."
"Anything I can help you figure out?" Harry had a smirk on his face. Draco was a little surprised at how forward Harry was. He always pictured him as a bumbling idiot when it came to things like flirting.
"Yes, actually. I've never been in a serious relationship before, but I think I want that with you." Draco had never blushed so hard in his life. His face all the way down to the nape of his neck was bright red. Harry on the other hand had never smiled so hard in his life. His cheeks were starting to hurt.
"Draco Malfoy, was that you asking me, Harry Potter, to be your boyfriend?" Harry was purposely teasing Draco. He liked seeing the blonde blush. Hell, him showing any emotions was amazing to Harry as he hardly ever saw them from Draco.
"I, Draco Malfoy, would like nothing more than to date you, Harry Potter."
"Why?" Harry hated asking that question. He needed to know though. He thought Draco hated him a day ago, but now he wanted them to be together. It didn't make any sense.
" Why not? I mean, I know I don't know much about you right now, but I do know that you're smarter than you let on. You're talented at a lot of things and you're extremely powerful, which is extremely sexy by the way. Not to mention the fact that you're gorgeous. I've always been attracted to you but now I've seen the real you and I want to see more of that. I want to get to know you and be the reason you smile everyday."
Harry felt like his heart was going to explode. No one had ever been so sweet to him. He knew he probably shouldn't trust him right away, but he figured he didn't have much to loose so he might as well open himself up to love, or failure. Which ever came first. He tried to school his features, much like Draco does, to make it seem as though he was calm and not jumping for joy inside his head.
"Okay but I want to take things slow." Draco practically leaped across the bed at Harry and embraced him in a tight hug. Harry hugged him back before things began to go further. Draco was kissing, licking and biting the skin of Harry's neck. He started at the bottom and worked his way up. Harry slid his hands from the blonde's shoulders into his hair. Ever since the day at the pub he wondered what it would feel like. Now he knew that it was soft and silky in his hands. He grabbed a handful of it and pulled gently, causing Draco to tilt his head back.
Their mouths met in a kiss that was soft and gentle. Harry let go of Draco's hair and moved them to his sides. Draco's hands were roaming Harry's chest and didn't stop until they were at his groin. His hand tightened around the hard member and he began to move it back and forth, as their kissing became much more passionate. Harry moaned and pushed Draco down on the bed and laid himself on top of him. They continued to kiss as Harry ground his hips into Draco's.
"Wait Harry. Stop." Harry was suddenly nervous that he had gone too far but was relieved when Draco wiggled out of his pants and threw them on the floor. He smiled up at Harry then captured his lips once more. They began to move their hips together so that it pleased them both. They were soon getting hot and breathing loudly.
Harry could feel that he was about to come. He didn't know if he should stop himself or not. He broke the kiss and looked into Draco's eyes. It was then that the blonde's back arched while he grabbed on to the blanket beneath him. Harry could feel the throbbing cock under his and he couldn't hold it in anymore. He let go of his orgasm with an unintelligible string of words and moans.
Harry rolled off of Draco and laid on his back next to him. Draco moved until his head was rested on Harry's chest and said,
"So much for taking things slow." They both laughed until their sides hurt. The after effects of their ecstasy kicking in.
"So do you plan on telling your friends about us?" Draco asked once they were calmed down.
Harry was sitting in the study waiting for Ron and Hermione. He had sent them an owl earlier in the day asking them to come over so he could tell them the big news. He made Draco stay in his room, as he didn't know how Ron would react. The red head was always very unpredictable. Harry had been sitting in the armchair for ten minutes before he heard the swooshing noises of people coming through the fireplace. He stood and greeted his friends with a smile.
"Judging by that smile, I'm guessing what you have to say is good?" Hermione stated, sitting next to Ron on the sofa. Harry had been thinking all night and all morning about how exactly to tell his friends that he was now Draco Malfoy's boyfriend. It still seemed surreal to him. He had bruises on his arms from where he'd pinched himself every time Draco was sweet to him.
"It is, but first I want to apologize. I'm sorry for skipping out on you two like that last night. I've realized since then that my drinking is becoming a problem. I was hoping you could help me with that?"
"Oh Harry! Of course we'll help you! And you know what they say, the first step to getting rid of a problem is admitting you have one!" Hermione was beaming and Harry couldn't help but chuckle at her. Ron was trying to hide a smile from her.
"Thanks but that's not the main reason I asked you here. Well, umm.." Harry was getting nervous. He stared down at his hands willing himself to say the words. He took the thumb of one hand and massaged the palm of his other hand. He noticed they were getting clammy. He was also getting hot and he wouldn't be surprised if his face was red. Harry took a couple deep breaths and looked into the faces of his best friends.
"I've recently come to terms with the fact that.. I'm gay." Hermione stared at Harry with a blank expression on her face. He figured she either already knew or she was purposely trying not to react. Ron on the other hand, has his head tilted sideways with an odd expression on his face. It was a mixture of confusion, disgust and realization. Harry waited for him to speak.
"That makes a lot of sense, mate." Harry was the confused one now. He wasn't expecting Ron to be so accepting. Ron could sense this and explained himself.
"Well, girls throw themselves at you and you turn every one of them down. You'd have to be gay in order to do that." Harry didn't want to let Ron know that he had sex with Ginny and enjoyed it. That wouldn't end well. He didn't mind letting Ron believe whatever he wanted.
"Ron! Don't be rude!" Hermione slapped Ron's arm who acted as if he didn't understand what she was saying.
"Anyway, there's one more thing I wanted to tell you guys." He took one more deep breath. "I have a boyfriend." He couldn't help but smile. Hermione also smiled, before she asked who it was.
"Draco Malfoy." Harry was looking at Hermione when he said it but was watching Ron out of the corner of his eye. Ron's mouth was hanging open and his eyes were wide in shock.
i have to admit, im super embarassed. i REALLY hope you guys liked it. please let me know cuz if you didnt there wont be any more of those rated m scenes. but if you do, expect them more often. but not until i get some reviews :P lol
