God,
I feel like hell tonight
Tears of rage I cannot fight (should be
lie)
I'd be the last to help you understand
Are you strong
enough to be my man?
Nothing's true and nothing's right
So let
me be alone tonight
Cause you can't change the way I am
Are you
strong enough to be my man?
Lie to me
I promise I'll
believe
Lie to me
But please don't leave
Blair was getting tired of being in the hospital. She had already been there for three days and was dying to go home. Everyone had come and gone the only one staying through the days and nights was Chuck. Blair was staring up at the ceiling and Chuck was watching TV when the doctor came in to see her.
"Hello Ms Waldorf. How are you today?"
"I'm fine dying to go home though." The doctor couldn't help but chuckle while he was doing her vitals.
"Well I have good news for you then. You are aloud to go home today but you have to see a specialist for you bulimia and also you need to see a councillor about the suicide attempt."
"I really don't need to see a councillor it was a one time thing."Before Blair could continue Chuck cut her off.
"Don't worry doc she will go everywhere she is needed to be." He gave her a sideways glance that let her know there was no getting out of it.
"Fine." Blair threw her arms over her chest like on over grown eight year old. The doctor continued talking about what needed to be done once she left more addressing Chuck then Blair.
"Mr Bass do you mind if we talk in the hall?"
"Not at all." Chuck got up front his chair placing a kiss on the top of Blair's head. "I'll be right back." she didn't bother answering just rolled her eyes. The doctor was already in the hall when Chuck got out there.
"Does Blair have someone who will be there with her when she is released today?"
"Yes I'll be there with her and when I am not her maid will be there why?"
"The next few weeks are going to be hard. She hasn't eaten properly in a few months so her body and her mind will be telling her to reject food. You need to make sure she eats and keeps it down. Also watch for any type of behaviour that would show a replace or that she is going to hurt herself again."
"You don't have to worry I will make sure she is taken care of." Chuck was cursing himself inside his head. All of this was his fault no matter how many times Blair said no.
"Ok that's it I will be back in a few hours with her release papers." The doctor put out his hand for Chuck to shake.
"Thanks." Chuck left go of his hand and went back in the room. Blair was flipping through the channels annoyed that the two were in the hall talking about her.
"What was that all about?" she threw the remote by her feet. Chuck picked her up in his arms and moved her over so he could lie beside her. "You could have asked you know." Blair wasn't in the mood for any cuteness.
"What would be the fun in that?" Chuck pulled her back so she was lying in his arms and kissed the top of her head.
"Answer my question Bass." Blair knew what he was doing but it wouldn't work.
"He just wanted to know if you had a way home today. So I told him yes I'm taking you."
"You don't have to Chuck really I can get someone else to." She didn't want Chuck to feel tied to her out of guilt.
"I'm taking you no more arguments."
"Chuck you don't have to stay with me. Once we leave here we can go back to being friend I don't want you to feel indebted to me." Chuck cut her off with a kiss.
"I don't feel indebted to you. I want to be here with you now and once we get home. I love you Blair and nothing you say will change that."
"But I'm damaged. I have an eating disorder and I tried to kill myself for god sakes. I don't know if you can handle it."
"I'm damaged too we all are. I can handle anything you throw at me I'm Chuck Bass." He gave her his sexy smirk.
"This is your last chance Bass you can leave if you want."
"I'm not going any where without you." Blair looked into his eyes and knew he was telling her the truth. She wrapped her hand around his neck and pulled his face down to her for the most passionate kiss she could give him.
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The whole way to her house Blair kept playing with the bottoms of her long sleeved top. She wanted to hide the bandages as long as she could because surprising gossip girl hadn't heard anything about her hospital stay. Chuck grabbed her hands multiple times but she just kept pulling them away. Since she did what she did she hated people touching her arms it made her feel like they were examining her every time.
"Blair clam down we are almost there." Chuck really didn't want to bring her back to her place but he had not choice in the matter. So badly he wanted to bring her back to the hotel and make sure nothing ever hurt her again. Blair just kept looking out the window. She couldn't wait to get home, shower and sleep in her own bed. She had slept a lot at the hospital but she was still so tired. Suddenly the limo stopped and the drive informed Chuck there was an accident and it would be a while. Blair couldn't wait any longer. She pushed Chuck the furthest he could go and then laid her head on his lap.
"You should have told me you were still tired baby." Chuck couldn't help but be worried about the broken girl on his lap.
"Sorry." She moved her head around so she could get comfy and then shut her eyes. The last thing she remember was Chuck rubbing her back and hair to sooth her. About an hour later Chuck was waking her up.
"Blair we're home come on." Blair thought she was dreaming when he said we're home. Slowly she sat up and got out of the limo. The whole way into the building and on the elevator ride up Blair was leaning on Chuck for support. Once the doors open she stood straight and walked into her house. Dorota was standing there waiting for them with a big smile on her face.
"Miss Blair I am happy you ok." Dorota pulled her into a hug. "I miss you."
"I missed you too." Blair pulled back from the hug and went for her room. Chuck was right behind her with everything from the hospital.
"Still tired Blair." Blair turned to answer Chuck just as she was opening her door.
"Ya" Once she turned around she heard someone yell.
"Welcome home B." Serena and Nate were in her room with balloons and flowers every where and also a banner that said Welcome Home." Serena ran to Blair pulled her into a hug.
"I am so glad you're home."
"Me too." Blair walked into her room and sat on her bed with her three best friends. There really was no place like home.
I
have a face I cannot show When
I've shown you that I just don't care Lie to me
I make the rules up as I go
Just try
and love me if you can
Are you strong enough to be my man?
When I'm throwing punches in
the air
When I'm broken down and I can't stand
Would you be MAN
ENOUGH to be my man?
I promise I'll believe
Lie
to me
But please don't leave
A/N: Hey everyone! Sorry this wasn't up earlier but I was at the hospital with my grandma. I brought my laptop so I could write while she was sleeping and I did start this chapter but then there were two very sexy doctors that just happened to be my grandmas doctors and they were on the night shift so I got all caught up in talking to the very sexy men and thinking of naughty things to do with them lol. But anyways here it is and I hope you like is. :)
