Summary: Aramis comes to a shocking realisation

Sorry this one is a bit short but I really wanted to show another side to the whole Anne/Amarmis situation. I wish it were longer but I am running low on inspiration these days.

Before I forget, my imagination is running a bit short so I'm am officially taking prompts!

Disclaimer: Don't own anything


Realisation:

By Rosa241

As we stood on parade, watching the King and Queen flaunt their pregnancy in front of their visitors a sudden realisation occurs in my mind. I don't honestly know where it comes from…nor can I explain why it comes to me when it does but nevertheless it jumps into my brain.

Watching the way she cradles her hand over her growing stomach, watching the way she gazes at her husband as if all of her dreams come true my heart sinks. Ever since that night all those months ago my passion and desire for her has only grown. Now however my heart comes to a screeching halt as the realisation tears it in two.

She used me

The way she speaks about her pregnancy with others, talking about what it means for France, for her and the King...it seems so obvious now. As I look at her my previous passion begins to ebb away only to be replaced with anger.

She used me

She used my heart ache over Isabella to get what she desired. For years now she's wanted a baby and now she has it. She has the baby she's always wanted and her position as Queen is secure. The people have grown to love her more as news of the heir reached across the country.

She used me

Regretting the way my heart pains at the news I try to distance myself from the scene. I think back to happier, better memories but nothing works. Eventually I abandon my attempts and settle my gaze on her stomach. My child…that's my child…

Except its not. It's not my child and it will never be. The child will be raised as the King of France, son of Louis and heir to the throne. It'll never be mine.

I can love the child from now until the end of time but it'll never be mine.

It'll never be mine.

She used me…


Wow this was depressing. Honestly don't know where this came from but for some reason it wouldn't leave me alone. Hope you don't hate me too much for doing this to poor Aramis.

Spoiler – next fic will be called – Little Blue Line: Part 3

WARNING: NEXT FIC WILL CONTAIN SLASH AND MPREG!