Ok! so I checked your questions and have successfully answered them in the previous chapter; you will find some of the Joker's POV rewritten. And if that's not enough PM me and I will give a better explanation.

My heart thudded painfully as I kept my eyes shut tight. No matter how still I forced myself to be the wildly pounding heart in my chest and the fiery red blush across my cheeks gave me away instantly. Despite the warmth of stone chiseled muscles pressing up against me my body trembled with incomprehensible surges of embarrassment. I-I can feel them practically all around me.

Behind me, who I presumed to be White, tightly had his arms clasped about my stomach and his head with longish hair that tickled my skin resting easily on my shoulder. My chest was weighed down by another, Black, as he listened to my heart giving testimony that I was very much aware of the situation at hand. They both breathed in deeply snuggling closer to my tiny frame as if encouraging me to speak up soon. I've been able to keep this charade up for about twenty minutes but I doubt it will last much longer...

I shakily sighed hesitantly bringing my hands across Black's sides. Ah, he's shirtless...good hell this won't turn out well...and that probably means that White isn't either. But...I can feel that I have a shirt on right now. But before wasn't I naked - the heat over my face increased. I'm so embarrassed...I can't believe I let myself go like that! Every lingering touch, every soft caress made my heart flutter with butterflies on fire. I-If that hadn't happened...

I'm afraid that I didn't have the conviction to stop.

It felt so wonderful that I wanted him to continue. I wanted to feel his lasting warmth over my skin. I wanted him to touch me like a husband would his wife. I shuttered, terrified at my own reactions. What am I going to do? I...shouldn't I distance myself from them at this point? If I don't...I'll end up breaking their clocks when I leave. I may end up breaking my promise to Jay too. Ah, Jay...

My hands steadily drew up Black's sides in an automatic response to the feel of his bare skin. My fingers trailed up beside him before finding the sought after tufts of hair. I softly kneaded my fingers into his skull trying to calm myself. His rumbling chest hummed with a gentle vibration soothing some of my riled nerves. I need to relax and face it. Whatever happened...I remember clearly. The look on White's face...

"You saw." I muttered much less angrily than I anticipated. Rather, it sounded...meek. Like a question. I meant for a demand...stupid shaky voice...

"Every f***ing last bit it." Black's chest rumbled soothingly as he retorted.

"Ah...," I sighed. Figured as much. But...I've been through this so many times in my head. My memories, which I've locked away under the label 'do not think about' and haven't touched for a while now...I've argued with myself hundreds of times in my own head defending those that hurt me. They've all had their reasons and I'm sure, if I confronted them now, there would only be shame in their eyes.

For the most part but even now...

I forgive them.

Maybe it was just time that helped heal the wounds. Or maybe it was just my own maturity kicking in. I really have no idea but I do know one thing; whatever happened to me has made me into the person I am now. And I'm proud of...me. Of who I am despite those trials. I sighed. I wonder if I'm just one of those weird ones who's too forgiving. Yeah, that's probably it.

"My dear...please forgive me." White murmured pressing his lips to my neck. My eyes slid open as I tried to squirm away from the invigorating touch of his hand. I limply raised my head to shake off his advances. He complied but moved to my defenseless shoulder sliding down part of the long sleeved silk top to the milky flesh underneath. My heart pounded hard as my body craved for more of the heart throbbing touches.

I lamely moved my legs in a feeble attempt to slip out of his loving embrace but Black readily ceased that movement with his stomach pressed beside my legs and arms tightly wrapped about my waist. Crap. He moved accordingly to his counterpart's advances skimming his nose along my collarbone in a loving, strangely not lustful way. I bit my inner lip trying to restrain my primal instinct. I...I can't. Remember your promise, Jackie...

"There's nothing to forgive, Joker." I wasn't lying around doing nothing for the past half hour. I've been thinking of ways to explain my thoughts to them. Which I believe I've finally come up with a straightforward way to express myself. I bit my lip as Black kissed the base of my throat with a hum. If they would back the heck off and let me think, that is...

"Forgive me for my impudence dear...but we have seen everything and I do believe that forgiveness is in order." White crooned sadly.

"On both ends." Black growled. I paused. Me too? For what?

"What do I need to ask forgiveness for?" I asked. How in the world were they able to twist this situation so it's my fault? I grimly chucked. Well, that's Joker for you...

"For keeping such awful secrets from us." As Joker spoke the warden slipped his hand beneath the button down shirt resting his hand just over my upper back. The jester hummed fiddling his hands over my stomach in the same manner. I stiffened trying to cool my nerves. Relax relax...

"Sorry." I responded the first thing that popped into my mind. They both immediately backed off. Huh? Black's startled gaze looked through me trying to find a lie within my words. I'm guessing White is only doing the same.

"What? Did you think I wasn't going to apologize or something?" I grumbled a bit cross. I swear they can be so hard to read sometimes! Did they expect me to argue back or something?

"Ah, forgive me, it merely startled me that-,"

"You would apologize so f***ing quickly." Black jumped in suspiciously glowering at my face, searching for any indication of a lie.

"If you want to know...then ask, Joker." I said lying my head on White's shoulder and closed my eyes. I waited for their response listening to my own pounding heart. The things which I've kept from everyone for so long is finally coming out...I'm actually kind of nervous.

"Tell me." Joker sweetly demanded. I sighed trying to sort out my thoughts.

"Get off of me first." I can't think with them all over me like this! Joker grumbled and did as I asked. They laid on either side waiting for my explanation.

"Well...where should I start?" I asked aloud. Really, there is so much to talk about...

"Start with that odd look alike you have." White offered trailing his finger over my cheek. I raised my hand, about to slap it away before holding his hand to face. It's so warm. I peeked under my eye lashes looking over their eager faces. This is actually pretty hard...

"Had." as I spoke my voice already began to choke up. I shakily inhaled trying to rid myself of the coming tears. I reached up and unlatched my choker popping it open to the picture of me and my twin brother. I held it out allowing both of them to look at it.

"This was my twin brother, Jay. We were inseparable. We did everything together. And then...well - one night...," I searched my mind searching for the correct words. My heart pounded so painfully it felt like two rocks were pounding away on either side as my throat began to close. Joker waited patiently as their hands slid over mine, encouraging me to continue.

"And then what?" Black coaxed with a sweeter voice than normal. I squeezed Jokers hand forcing the story to be told orally by my own words for the first time.

"He was an idiot and drank a bit too much while we were out with friends. And then...," My throat closed refusing to release the last batch of words. I clutched their hands tighter which were the only things keeping me from bursting out into a hysteria right then and there, "And then as we were approaching a red light I stumbled on a sidewalk that was raised slightly higher. As we fell...well, it happened pretty fast so I wasn't sure but Jay...he pushed me back onto the sidewalk. And, by the time I looked up, an eighteen-wheeler had already passed by killing him on impact." Again I paused listening to their reaction. They were calm, almost uncaring as I explained the horrific accident.

"And these scars?" Black encouraged running his finger down a slightly darker patch of skin on my arm. I breathed out surprisingly more calm than before.

"My mother went insane. She already had problems before; she's actually poured acid on women's faces because they were 'too pretty' and others who she thought were invading in her 'territory'. Every other night she would come home with a new man and then take their money. When I was younger I never understood what it was but, of course, I've found out that she was-,"

"A whore?" I immediately grimaced at the word. A whore...

"She sold herself to men, yes. And after my brother died she blamed me for it and began beating me on a regular basis. My father found out and was about to divorce her but then he died in another car accident later. After that I began to withdraw myself from everyone. My friends left me, some a little more cruelly than others, and I was left alone. Sam was the worst I think. The only thing I had to do was engineering and fixing things. I love to 'fix' things. I love to see the gears moving and interlocking to make the whole machine work in an orderly fashion. Makes sense, doesn't it?" I asked smiling. I...actually feel pretty good right now. I'm...happy that they know. Strange...I was expecting to be crying and blubbering at this point.

"And?"

"And what?"

"Your violin?"

"Ah. Well, my brother always used to play it for me. After he died I began to practice as often as I could. And then, one day, my mother came in screaming 'Jay! Jay, is that you?!'...and, well, after that I began to dress as a guy. She hardly beat me after that and her mental stability began to improve. But...she was sent to an insane asylum after a passing officer heard the commotion in the apartment. I was half dead by the time he was able to ram the door down," I sighed, sad, "So, the only times I could see my mother was when I went to visit her. I got a job as an engineer to help pay for her medicine. I never dropped out of school though. My father always used to tell me that education is the most important thing so I went to school for that and learned all about fixing things-,"

"Jackie." Joker cut in.

"Hm?" I asked, surprised at the interruption. I nearly forgot they were listening.

"Where is that b**** now?" My blood ran cold as I gazed into White's deadly eyes.

"N-no! Joker, I forbid you to do anything to them!" I growled, scowling at them.

"You forbid me? Cute." He sarcastically hissed. I breathed out. Great.

"Joker, the past in the past and nothing will change that-,"

"I don't care. I'm still pissed." He growled tightly gripping my hands. I cringed; ouch-!

"Do you love me Joker?" I asked, desperate to defuse their rampant temper.

"Of course."

"Would you rather me be more like Alice?"

"F*** no." his brows came together insulted by the mere thought of it.

"I am who I am now because of what happened. That being said, shouldn't you be glad what's happened to me?" I pressed trying to make them come around.

"How can-!"

"I am. I'm more or less proud of my past." I admitted. Hell I'm twisted...

"Hah?"

"Because my past has made me into the best person I know." I grinned gripping their hands tighter in my tiny grasp. They both oddly looked to me as if not completely understanding.

"Foreigners are weird." He finalized. I laughed.

"Yeah, well, if you haven't noticed I am very different from any foreigner you'll ever meet." I laughed.

"You are a rare and one of a kind creature. And you are also mine." Joker purred as the warden greedily snatched hold of my lips. I stiffened before melting into the soft and tender contact. It feels so nice...I eagerly wrapped my arms around his shoulders as White kissed the back of my neck with eager intent. A fire sparked within my chest as I chuckled.

"Yours huh? If that's the case...they you are mine." I teased kissing Black's lips with more force. He immediately shoved against my lips as his hands slipped up my sides holding my waist firm.

The warden broke the kiss without warning and moved to my neck as White tilted my head back for a deep kiss. I craned my neck back complying with his wish as Black gently fluttered about my throat. White pulled me back so I rested just on his pelvis as Black leaned forward lying in between my legs, more so in a loving gesture than anything else. Ah, I remember this...they did this exact same thing before that woman nearly killed the jester half. I glanced past the jester's head almost expecting someone to pop out. But nothing was there. I hummed contently and disengaged from his sweet lips planting kisses over his neck. An odd humming moan slipped past his parted lips as the warden's nose grazed my neck. I jumped and curved my back in, startled. Oh please don't bite me...

"Jackie...," His throat vibrated under my kisses.

"Hm?" I huffed. Don't interrupt...I parted my lips placing bites over his neck to discourage speaking. Just don't talk...

"I love you Jackie." He rumbled past my bites. I chuckled. That's what he wanted to say? Alright then~

"I love you too Joker." I purred, brazenly drawing my nose over the jester's flushed neck before nipping with my lips on a sweet spot just below his ear.

"Ah-!" They both cried enthusiastically. The warden took my legs as the jester greedily gripped my waist memorizing my skin beneath their hands. My body twisted and followed their trained motions with an eager desire for more. My heart pounded hard as they flopped to the side lying across the large bed with me between them. I sucked in a quick breath as the Jester nibbled at a bit of soft flesh on my neck.

"So cute...," Joker crooned as he sucked in a deep breath soaking in my wonders.

"Joker..." I sharply inhaled reveling in his warmth. Joker's presence...is so comforting. I'm not frightened or intimidated by him at all. I...I just really love him.

"Jackie...," He purred as both parts pulled back slightly.

"What is it Joker?" I seductively crooned pressing my lips to the jester half's throat. His breathing deepened as his next words came out in a husky groan. I sucked in a wild breath as the motion nearly pushed me over the edge of sanity. A tiny voice in the back of my head hummed. Hm? What was I just thinking...? Again the voice shouted trying to overcome my sense of security with Joker. What...what was that? My promise to Jay-! My body froze as if it was just electrocuted from the sudden remembrance. That's right-!

"J-Joker...stop. Wait a minute, Joker...," I whined, reluctant to make him stop his advances.

"Such a cruel toy...you're voice says one thing and yet you're body screams another...what am I to do about that dear?" Joker throatily groaned realizing what I was going to do. I struggled to calm my racing heart.

"Joker, please listen...I can't do this." I meekly squeaked. I know...I know that he wants me in that way. And he's planning on it tonight too. But...that's something I can't give him just yet.

"And why is that?" the jester purred eager to continue.

"I-I made a promise." I breathed as the Warden kissed my cheek.

"To do what, sweetheart?" White pried as he bit my collarbone peeking through the buttoned shirt.

"To stay a virgin until after marriage." I gasped out as the Jester's bite went to deep. They both pulled back in shock unable to reply with a retort. I remained silent, almost trembling under their grasp.

"So what you're saying is-,"

"That before we f*** you're brains out-,"

"You want me to marry you?" Joker finished. I rapidly sucked in greedy breaths trying to collect myself. Oh man...how is he going to take this?

I froze as his next words sank in immediately dulling my raging desire.

"Jackie...marry me?"

WARNING! THE NEXT BOOK 'REVENGE' HAS BEEN DELETED UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE; PLEASE FEEL FREE TO CONTINUE ONTO 'THE PAST BITES BACK' BUT KEEP IN MIND THAT THERE IS A BOOK MISSING AND I WILL POST IT WITHIN THE NEXT WEEK OR TWO AFTER SOME REWRITING. THANK YOU.

Oh ho~ what an interesting development! So I think that's it for this series. I'll start up the next one soon enough. Look forward to it! I already have something planned so expect it soon~ I hope you've enjoyed this! Till next time my little chickadees~ Oh, and if you have any other ideas of what could happen, whether it's another role holder coming between them or something else the stupid faction does, don't hesitate to tell me about it in the reviews or simply PM me. I'll get back to you as soon as I can. Thank you for all of your support! REVIEW!