A/N: Hey!

It's finally time for Carlisle and Bella to have their first kiss... Yummy. :)

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A New Heart

Chapter 9: I Want You

CPOV:

I'm starting to question whether or not it is actually impossible for a vampire to go insane. I have been sitting in the exact same spot on this couch for hours now waiting for Bella to come back home. I know it isn't my job to be worrying about her, but I seem to have no form of self control when it comes to Bella. I just hope that she comes home soon or I think I will really be the first vampire in history to be put in a mental institution.

Bright headlights snapped me back into reality.

I heard gravel crunching under tires as a car drove up to the porch. I sprang up from the couch at vampire speed and ran to the front door and listened to the sounds of Bella's laughter slightly muffled by the car she was in.

I smiled as I heard the cheerful sounds of her laugh, but my smile dropped slightly when I heard the conversation that her and Tommy were having.

"We did make a good couple, didn't we?" Tommy said with a wistful sign.

Bella laughed again and said in a slightly slurred voice "Only in your dreams baby, we made a horrible couple! We're both way to bossy and rebellious to live with each other for any length of time. We spent all of our time screaming at each other and...Well, and making it up to each other, if you get what I'm sayin'."

Tommy chuckled lightly "Yeah... I guess your right. But if you ever decide to change your mind...just come into my office wearing a sexy trench coat with nothing underneath, or you could just send your secretary in instead."

Bella giggled again and cut him off "Ohh yeah baby, that's definitely going to happen soon...And you seriously need to quit your obsession with Jenny, you've only seen her twice you idiot, and I really don't think she's the type of girl that wants to put on her cat suit and let you whip her with a riding crop... don't give me that look, I know damn well that's what your into, big boy. Now I think I'm going to bed, Goodnight Tom..." Bella ended with a yawn.

I saw Bella start to open her car door and Tommy quickly reach out to grab her arm "Wait! I'll walk you to bed, I don't need you tripping and hurting yourself...you do that enough when you're sober."

Bella turned back and grinned at him "It's ok, I texted Carlisle on the drive here, he'll help me. In fact, I think I see him coming right now..." Bella said in a cool voice as she looked towards me and smirked evilly, like she knew all along I was ease dropping.

Which I'm sure she did, it isn't like I was being very inconspicuous with my nose practically crammed into the glass of the door.

I took this as my cue to open the door and step out. Bella leaned over to Tommy one last time and gave him a reassuring kiss on the cheek "I'm good" she whispered as she stumbled slightly on her way out of the car. "I'll see you back at work next week, and you can call me tomorrow if your sooo worried, ok?"

Tommy still looked slightly weary but nodded anyway "Yeah I guess that should be fine, but just be careful alright?"

Bella laughed and rolled her eyes at his concern "I always am, you know that. I've been taking care of myself for years; I think I can handle one hangover. See ya Tom Tom"
Bella stepped fully out of the car and gave Tommy one last smile before turning to me and as her grin widened she started to stumble over her heel when it got lodged into the gravel of the drive way.

I ran at a quick human pace to steady her as she wobbled. I don't know if it was from the stilettos on gravel, or because she was drunk. Probably a combination of the two.

Bella clung to my arm and looked up at me with her big beautiful eyes "Can you carry me in please?" she asked sweetly.

I heard the purr of an engine drift away as Tommy left, and swooped Bella up bridal style. Our faces were almost touching and her eyes kept going from my eyes to my lips, and she suddenly giggled "You're kinda... prrrety Carlisle."

Yep... Definitely a little drunk.

I grinned at her as I walked us inside and tried to lay her down on the couch, but Bella had her arms wrapped so tightly around my neck that I couldn't try to pry them off without hurting her.

"Noo... Carlisle...could I just sit on your lap?" she winked with an evil glint in her eye that I didn't trust, but either way, still managed to turn me on.

It's almost as if she can see that I'm having an internal debate with myself. I knew that if I had Bella sitting on my lap that I would definitely not be able to stop myself from being able to kiss her, and I really didn't want to be seen as the old guy who takes advantage of drunk women while they don't know what they are doing.

...But it did actually seem like she really wanted to kiss me as well earlier tonight.. So what would be the harm, really?

It's not like I would force her into anything.

With a heavy sigh I righted myself with Bella still in my arms and carefully sat down on the couch, while making sure to sit Bella on the edge of my lap so that she didn't feel my... the dilemma I got every time I thought about kissing her.

As if Bella was reading my mind, she scooted closer to me and slowly wrapped her arms around my neck, pressing her face into the side of my head. Soon I felt Bella's small warm tongue sneak out and start to lick the rim of my ear. I shivered as I willed myself to relax into her touch, and just feel instead of think. I let myself succumb to the feeling of her small kisses and licks on my ear lobe and was startled when she blew a long cool breath over the places that she had just licked.

A groan escaped me as my head tipped back in pleasure. Bella took advantage of this and moved her ministrations onto my neck and collar bone. The feeling of her soft open mouth kisses on my bare skin was making me lose control of my hands. Before I realized what I was doing I felt them snake their way up her back, feeling the silky fabric of her dress. Before things got too carried away Bella came up for air and let her chin rest against my chest and looked up at me through her thick lashes.

I looked down at Bella and realized that she was staring at me with a curious look in her eyes. I let my hands drift from her back to her hair and stroked it while I waited for her to ask whatever it was that was on her mind.

"What did you look like when you were human Carlisle? Were you still just as sexy?" She questioned with a grin as she moved to straddle my lap and scooted even closer to me.

Once Bella was in a place she liked, she started running both of her hands through my hair gently. All the while gazing back into my eyes.

I smiled a little as I attempted to answer the question without sounding breathless. Even though I had no need to breathe. I tried very hard to concentrate on my words and not the feel of her hands on me and her sitting so dangerously close to the place that I wanted her most.

"Well... No vampire really has a good hold on their human memories, event though I have a better memory than most. Looks were not at the upmost importance back then like they are today, so I never paid much attention to it really, but I would assume that I looked a lot like I do now. Most likely less pale and a couple of inches shorter."

Bella's hands slowly stilled in my hair and slid down from the crown of my head over my ears and neck and even more painstakingly slow down to my chest.

It was like I was watching Bella through rose colored glass as she leaned her head down and placed a tiny kiss on my chin, and continued to place little butterfly kisses all up and down my face as her hands had my shirt almost completely unbuttoned before I caught up with what was going on.

I knew that I was far beyond rational thought by now, but I tried in one last attempt to make sure that it was not just the alcohol that was making Bella want me as much as I wanted her.

I reached to still her hands from my shirt and gently pulled her head from mine to gaze back into her eyes. I was about to ask her if she was completely sure about this when she beat me to it.

"Carlisle, I know I had a little too much to drink, by the way that's a super funny story, remind me to tell you tomorrow, ok? Anyway, ummm... Uh..What was I saying? Ohh. Right, Even before I went to that god awful party I already thought about kissing you multiple times today. I want you so bad." Bella finished.

I saw a heated look come inter her eyes just then, and was about to ask about it when Bella quickly leaned over to give me a searing kiss on the lips that I wouldn't soon forget even if I could.

Her mouth was so hot and inviting and soft, that I had even more trouble thinking straight. All I wanted to do was keep her mouth on mine and I would die a happy vampire.

All of the sliver of control that I had left flew out of the window as I grabbed Bella by the waist and pulled her closer to me roughly. I tangled my hands into her soft hair and held her as close to me as I could, causing Bella to let out a strangled moan into my mouth which spurred me on even further.

Her smell was so intoxicating that I just wanted to lick every inch of her. I don't think I've ever smelled anything so sweet and delicious, I don't know how I never realized it before. And the feel of her body pressed into mine was unlike anything that I have ever imagined. I never wanted to let her go.

Bella sat up a little while still keeping her lips locked with mine and grinded back down on to my lap. I ravished her lips more thoroughly as I grabbed at her hips and pulled her to me at a slow rhythm so we could feel every inch of each other. She took my top lip between her teeth and bit down as she moved her hips harder.

I think I'm in heaven…

I pressed my lips as much as I could into hers without hurting her and traced my tongue over her full bottom lip before she pulled back.

Bella let out a little gasp and was breathing heavily as she pulled away from me with a grin and smeared lipstick "I need to breathe Sexy... some doctor you are" she said with a chuckle.

I gave a slightly embarrassed laugh and freed my hands from her hair "I'm sorry, with you I can't seem to think straight. If we keep doing this I might forget my own name."

...Not that I would mind.

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A/N: Hey guys!

Please review and tell me how far you think Bella and Carlisle should go while she's... Tipsy.

Also, I'd like to know how you all think that Bella should react once she finds out Rosalie and Emmett will be on their way to Montana soon. Happy? Angry?

Any suggestions or comments you have on the story would also be more than welcome!

With Love,

Tasha

XOXOXO