Chp. 9- Tell Me

Hermione's Thoughts

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It didn't take her long to climax, and Malfoy followed right after her. He collapsed next to her and after he had catched his breath, he got up and grabbed his clothes.

He slid them on and left her there, naked and alone, on her bed. Hermione pulled the sheets over herself and laid there. She felt used. He never stayed long after he was done.

He shags me and leaves like I'm some prostitute or something...For once I wish he would stay here with me, and hold me tight...

"Yeah...dream on Hermione," Hermione whispered to herself and snuggled down into her pillows. She fell asleep quickly.

Now:

When she wakes up, she stretches and yawns. She makes her way to the bathroom and starts the shower. She washes up quickly and just as she wraps a towel around herself, her stomach starts to churn yet again. She stops in front of the toilet and splatters her sick into it.

She heaves a couple times and then wipes her mouth. Hermione is breathing deeply, and can still feel the taste of her vomit. She flushes the toilet and grabs her toothbrush.

Hermione puts a big glob of toothpaste on her toothbrush before scrubbing at her teeth. She spits out the toothpaste in the sink and rinses her mouth. She makes her way over to her bedroom.

Hermione goes to her wardrobe and grabs out her uniform. She slips it on after putting on navy blue lace knickers and the matching bra. She puts her hair up in a messy bun, and then puts some light make-up on. She slips her shoes and socks on before grabbing her bag and shoving her Ancient Runes, Herbology, and Defense Against Dark Arts into it.

She makes her way out into the common room and heads down to the Great Hall.

I must be sick...Sweet Merlin, why must I get sick now? I have to focus on my studies and right now is not a time to be sick.

Hermione sits down between Harry and Ron. They look at her but they say nothing. She grabs a cup of tea and drinks it slowly. Then she grabs a piece of toast and spreads some butter on it. She eats it slowly and smiles when her stomach is settling down.

She starts making her way outside towards Herbology but before she gets far, she feels her stomach give away and rushes to the nearest lavatory. She throws the stall open and throws up her breakfast.

After several times throwing up, she flushes the toilet and walks over to the sinks. She washes her hands and rinses her mouth. She splashes some water on her face and then looks through her bag. She finds some breath mints and throws a couple in her mouth till she can brush her teeth again.

Hermione runs to Greenhouse Three and throws the door open. Everyone looks up at her. Professor Sprout frowns at her.

"Why are you late Ms. Granger?"

Hermione blushes deep red.

"Um...Woman troubles..."

The boys in the class blush deep red along with Hermione. A couple girls giggle at Hermione's excuse. Professor Sprout tells the class to be quiet and tells Hermione to go to her seat.

She sits between Harry and Ron, who can't look at Hermione. Professor Sprout begins class and shows them a new plant. Hermione watches, enraptured by learning something new.

The class is assigned a six inch essay to write and the bell rings, signaling the end of class. Hermione walks back up to the castle with the boys. They make their way to Defense Against Dark Arts and sit together, Hermione in the middle as usual.

Class starts, and they are given twenty five pages to read and they are told to take thorough notes. Hermione gets straight to work and finishes with five minutes left in class to spare. She reads her notes over till the bell rings.

The trio head to lunch, and Hermione nibbles on some food to see if her stomach will be able to hold it in. Once she is pleased it will, she eats till she's full. She slips her bag over her shoulder and places her hands on the boy's shoulders.

"Bye guys. See you at dinner."

They wave goodbye as she heads up to Ancient Runes. Malfoy sits down a couple tables away and smirks at her. She looks back at him before turning back to the board. The teacher starts class with some notes, and as Hermione writes them down, her mind wanders to Malfoy.

Merlin...When he's gentle and slow, my heart swoons. But then he just leaves me alone...He doesn't feel any different about me than he did before. Now he just sleeps with me...I can't love him...He's just using me and then when he's done, he'll just throw me away like all the other girls...

She sighed and concentrated on her notes. They did notes the entire period, and Hermione rolled her scroll up once class was done. She walked around for a bit before heading to dinner. The boys were already pigging out and she laughed before walking over to them. She sat down between her two best friends and started eating.

She felt eyes on her but choose to ignore them. She knew who it was. It was Malfoy...She ate till she was full before excusing herself.

Hermione made her way up to the Head Common Room. Malfoy was still in the Great Hall. She threw her bag into her room and slipped her shoes off. She went into the bathroom and started the bath. She checked the water to make sure it was warm before she slipped her clothes off. She left her hair up in its bun and stepped into the bathtub.

She sat down and sighed with satisfaction. The warm water felt wonderful...She shut the water off and laid her head back.

After at least ten minutes of just relaxing, she heard the door open but kept her eyes closed. She felt the water move and a soft splash sound accompanied by a warm and heavy body lying on top of her's.

She opened one eye and saw Malfoy lying on top of her, both hands next to her head on the tub. He had a smirk on his face. She closed her eye again and breathed in. She felt her breasts brush up against his chest.

Hermione groaned and opened her eyes. Malfoy was staring down at her.

"Can I help you?"

He didn't bother replying, and kissed her. Hermione kissed him back, and felt him slide inside her. She arched her back and rubbed her hips against his. He groaned and rubbed his hips back against her's, causing friction between the two.

Malfoy groaned loudly, and Hermione moaned. He pulled out and slid back in, going slow at first. Hermione laid her head back and let Malfoy take control. He knew exactly how she liked it...Paintakingly slow at first, and then rough and fast.

Malfoy trailed his lips along her neck, and bit her shoulder hard. Hermione felt tears come to her eyes and whimpered. Malfoy didn't seem to notice though as he brought his lips to Hermione's ear.

"Tell me how much you want me Granger," he whispered and Hermione shivered at how close his lips were, sending hot breath on her ear.

Hermione shook her head no and felt him slam into her roughly. She cried out in pain.

"Tell me..."

She shook her head no again.

I won't tell him I want him...It will only give him a bigger ego...Merlin he's being rough again.

"Tell me now Granger..."

Hermione felt his nails dig into her hips and cried. Tears fell down her cheeks, and she felt pain in between her legs.

"I want you Malfoy," Hermione whispered softly.

"How much do you want me," Malfoy said and was a bit softer on her.

Hermione felt instantly relieved and pleasure washed over her.

"I want you so much Malfoy...I want you like I've never wanted anything before..."

Malfoy felt her clamp around him and groaned as he orgasmed with her. Hermione placed her hands on the sides of the tub as she climaxed. Malfoy rocked his hips against her's, increasing her pleasure. Hermione cried out his name as her eyes rolled into the back of her head from the intensity of her orgasm.

Malfoy pulled out of her once he was done and climbed out of the tub, leaving a broken Hermione behind. He wrapped a towel around his waist and went to his bedroom. Hermione held her tears in as she got out of the tub, pulling the plug to let the water drain. She didn't bother to grab a towel.

Hermione made her way over to her room and opened the door. She slipped a pair of red knickers on and then pulled a white t-shirt on over them. She fell into her bed, and pulled the covers over herself.

Once she was alone in her room and covered up, she let the tears fall. She cried for an hour straight, not bothering to wipe the stray tears away. She was exhausted and laid there, staring up at the ceiling.

I can't believe he made me do that...I think he enjoys inflicting pain on me...He can get me to do whatever he wants one way or another...I don't know how I fell in love with the enemy, or why I slept with him in the first place...

Hermione hugged her pillow and let sleep wash over her. She was asleep, not worried by her problems to come.

Well I'm leaving it there. I hope everyone liked it...I know it's really angsty...I can't wait to get reviews!