Reaching up I took Jasper's hand and held it against my face.

"Come on its time to take you to my special spot." He whispered. Getting out of the car I looked about it was wooded area. Jasper came around the car and gabbed my hand, leading me for about an hour before we eventually appeared on the edge of a cliff over looking the ocean.

My eyes widened in delight, it was so beautiful.

"Before we sit down what do you think I am?" Jasper asked he sounded afraid like I would run away from him once I knew.

I looked at him and began thinking. Well he was not human that was for sure, he had no heart beat. He was ice cold extremely beautiful with a dangerous smile. I had seen his teeth once when he thought I wasn't looking, they were sharp like they were made to pierce.

Jasper Hale could also do extraordinary things like stop cars, dent them, and is really fast. Not to mention he was who knows how old and he can also climb building and open windows from the outside, then to top it off I had the suspicion that he didn't eat.

I looked at his eyes they were gold, odd they were black on Tuesday and he was super crabby.

Then my first day at Forks came back to me, my vision of my blood being sucked out of my body, could he be. "That would be so cool."

I didn't realize I said that out loud till Jasper asked "What would?"

I shrugged "If you were a vampire." I went back to thinking trying to come up with a better theory, he probably thought I was crazy for thinking he was one.

"Hmmm I'll take a stab maybe you're apart of a freak creating science lab?" Laughter was only answer. I looked at Jasper who was holding onto a tree to keep from falling.

"Hey I'm trying to come up with a good theory, though the vampire one was pretty good."

Jasper waved his hand and tried to speak, but he couldn't. Finally he calmed down enough to talk to me "I'm sorry Alice. Its just you hit it right on the nose and then trying thinking of a better one because that was the one you was to cool to be right."

My jaw dropped "So you are a vampire? I was right, who would have thought."

Jasper sobered up and looked nervous "Yes."

"That is so cool! So what's it like being a vampire? Are all the myths true? Is the rest of your family vampires? Does that mean Rosalie has been a bitch for longer than these four years, oh those poor people."

Jasper put his hands on my shoulder and looked me in the eye "Alice slow down. Aren't you worried?"

I blinked a couple of times and cocked my head "About what?"

"Maybe the fact that I live off of blood?"

I pondered it for a second "No, if you were truly intent on killing me I would have stayed home from school sick of seeing my death every time I sat near you. Ever since you came back I haven't seen it once, well excluding yesterday."

Jasper smiled slightly "You are not normal are you? Your dating danger and you think its cool."

I smiled "Well at least it doesn't disrupt my punk image to much."

Jasper looked sad "Alice you need to know everything about me. I'm no saint."

I lifted my hand and placed it on Jasper's lips, "None of us are, if we were we would be in heaven. I don't care what you are, what you've done, or what you can do all I care about is you."

Jasper kissed my finger and suddenly ran to the edge of the cliff. I followed but was to late to stop him from jumping looking over the edge. I screamed in shock before I saw him land neatly on the beach below.

Then he was a blur coming back up the sear side of the cliff and before I could blink my eye he was beside me again.

Then he lifted a dead log off the ground with one hand and lightly tossed it into a rock where it shattered and the rock cracked.

I blink several times and turned to Jasper, where I blinked some more. I was going insane I must be because right in front of me my Jasper was sparkling.

Like a millions of little diamonds were implanted into his skin. Maybe there was some brain damage after that accident. He walked up to me and taking my hand held them between us.

"Alice everything about me is supposed to attract you to me. My smell, my voice, even my sparkles they appeal to you and draw you."

"So you really do sparkle?" My face brightened.

Jasper chuckled but sobered up to continue. "Along with attracting you my every instinct of mine tells me to kill you. Your blood smells so good, its like a drug that I can't get enough of. Some days I have to lock myself in my room not to go and find you just so I can smell you again.

"The first day you walked into the English I wanted nothing more than to lure you away and taste the thing that smells so good. If you had looked at me with those big eyes I would never had resisted, for some reason beauty makes the blood smell so much more sweet.

"I couldn't take it I made a vow moving in with Carlisle that I would never take a human life again. We eat animals instead of humans, kind of like vegetarians. I couldn't break that vow so I left for Alaska, but something came over me, I couldn't keep you off my mind.

"The longer I was there the less I could think of your smell and that scared me more than the idea of killing you. So I came back, when I saw you walk into English I knew that you had become my life and nothing would separate me from you again.

"I almost killed Michael Norington when his lust for you rolled off in waves. Your smell became my defense, if my throat burned then you were alive, I've come to love that burn. Alice I love you, and I swear I could never do anything to hurt you."

As his last words came out I felt my heart soar to the sky, he loved me. I closed my eyes relishing in the feeling that it gave me.

Suddenly I felt something covering my mouth, it was cold and hard. Slowly it began moving back an forth I realized it was his lips. He was kissing me, then I was kissing him.

My hands released his and intertwined into his hair, he grabbed my waist and pulled as close as he could to his body. My neck was beginning to hurt for craning it up to reach him, as if to agree I heard a disgruntled grawled come from Jasper. The next thing I knew in the air, with a small gasp I wrapped my legs around his waist.

I didn't want it to end but I needed air, breaking apart I looked at him. He was breathing normal, "Air another thing a vampire doesn't need?"

Jasper laughed and kissed once more, "Yep along with food, or drink well save blood."

I giggled and nestled my head against Jasper neck. In one fluid motion Jasper laid me down next to him in the grass.

If I had had a bird's eye view I would bet that this was the exact scene I had seen in my vision. Laying next to Jasper I marveled at his beauty, and it was all mine. I lowered my eyes and wondered what he saw in me a punk.

"I saw the most beautiful creature to walk the face of the earth, a quick wit, a spunky girl, a little pixie." Jasper whispered in my ear "Not a punk or anything else you try and hide behind. I saw Mary Alice Brandon, and no one else just her. And no matter what anyone else thought I think she is amazing."

I raised my eyes and saw the serenity in his eyes, "I'm that that easy to read?"

Jasper chuckled "No I have a special ability like you do, I can sense and influence emotions."

My eyes went big "The calm waves."

"Yep that was me."

"Does it run on batteries?" I teased poking his side.

"I could ask the same thing about you."

Then I blushed thinking of this morning.

"And yes I felt your appraisal and attraction in the kitchen."

I groaned.

He chuckled again "Don't worry I won't influence your feelings unless necessary and you'll know when I do."

I snuggled close to Jasper to hide my face still embarrassed that my feelings were literary worn on my sleeves. Jasper laid on his back and pulled me so I was laying a crossed his chest. "So I'm curious is your mom's in the Marines isn't she?"

"Yeah, why?"

"Well I was curious where was she going to get a tank if she's in the Marines?"

A tank why would he ask… "How do you know about that thought?" I asked propping myself up so I was looking at him.

"Edward" was all he said.

I thought hard how would Edward know. "Can he read minds?" I guess.

Jasper smiled "Right and he was very amused by the idea of you driving a tank at a car full of vampires. When he told us we wanted to see you do it, then see your reaction when we all appeared alive and well out of the wreckage."

I smacked his chest, wrong idea. Holding my hand up I shook it hard. "Ouch you have a chest of solid rock did you know that." I muttered.

Jasper took my hand and laid it on his chest. The cold made it feel better. "I should have told you sooner, vampires are immortal."

"No really" I rolled my eyes.

"We have no heart as you can tell and our bodies are like solid rock. Nothing can harm a vampire except another vampire. Though we are strong enough to ripe each other to shreds, our teeth are the only things that can pierce a vampire's skin.

"Even then we can live through that, you have to completely disassemble a vampire and burn the pieces before they are considered dead."

I thought about that "How old are you?"

"19"

"How long have you been 19?"

Jasper smiled "Since the Civil War."

My jaw dropped "No way."

"Yep Southern officer."

"So you're also Jasper Whitlock?"

Jasper raised an eyebrow "That's my real name. How did you know?"

I blushed again "I was yahooing you and a Jasper Whitlock appeared. I originally thought it was just a random mishap to think it actually correlates."

Jasper shook his head with a smile "On Yahoo."

"Hey you can't blame me I bet you did the same thing." I stopped as Jasper looked away. I smiled slightly "You did that's how you knew about the car crash. It must have been confusing when I never mentioned Montana ever in my heritage."

"Just a little."

Ideally I began drawing patters on Jasper's chest, without thinking about it I began wondering about what his chest looks like. "Alice what are you thinking about."

I jumped realizing what I was thinking about. "Nothing." I muttered blushing.

"Was it me?"

I debated answering that question, then the words fell out of my mouth. "Yes, gah I can't keep a secret from any of you."

Jasper lifted my face so I looked at him, then he trailed his finger down my cheek. "Don't be embarrassed about it, I only know what your feeling I don't know who your feeling it toward or why, Edward can, but I have to guess. I'm glad its me and that you can't help but tell me."

"What are you feeling Jasper? I can't read you, I can't even see your future. I'm completely in the dark." Suddenly a feeling of love and attraction filled me. Looking at Jasper I understood, that's how he felt. I leaned down and kissed him on the lips "I love you to."

Jasper smiled and the feeling left, laying back on his chest I watched the clouds go by. It was almost noon when Jasper broke the silence "We should get going. You need to eat and I promised Esme to bring you over for dinner."

"WHAT!" I jumped up and looked down at Jasper "Your taking me to your family and you just now tell me! I have to get home and get ready. Jasper which way is the car."

Jasper laughed before appearing at my side. "Its right through those trees."

"Lets go." I started towards the trees, but Jasper grabbed my hand.

"Walking at your speed takes too long."

"Then what are we going to wait here for a jet plane to come and get us?"

"No were going to run." The next thing I knew Jasper flung me on his back and took off threw the trees.

It was scary at first, I half feared we would run into a tree at any moment but it always flew harmless by.

As the shock wore off I began to enjoy it, the speed was nothing I had experienced. Before long we arrive beside the Mercedes. Laughing I jumped down from Jaspers back

"That was amazing. Lets do it again."

Jasper laughed "Tell you what I'll run you over to my house at dinner time."

Shoot I had forgotten about that in the thrill of the moment. Getting into the car I was glad I didn't have to wait on Jasper, before I even had my seat belt buckled we were on the road and zooming back to my house.

I got out of the car in half the time it took to get in and raced inside. Going to my room I pulled a long box from under my bed. Ripping the tape off I began going through my old clothes. They were all my fashionable clothes before I went punk.

I had to find something impressive to where to meet Esme Cullen. I admit it when it comes to mom's I'm terrified. I saw a momma bear protecting her cub once on TV and that's what I always think of when you say mom.

I also didn't want Rosalie to think I'm some dud, which she probably already though I was. Digging around nothing seemed to match or compare then I found it. Pulling out a pair of tight jeans, black boots, black cami and light brown jacket I raced into the bathroom to shower.

Ok so maybe I liked black a lot before I went punk, maybe that's why it was so easy. Showering I washed my hair and scrubbed every inch of my body cleaning off all the sharpie tattoo I had put on myself, or Cynthia did practicing for art class.

Finally clean from all that I turned off the water and dried off. Getting my clothes on I cleaned off the mirror and dried my hair. Pulling out styling gels I began sticking my hair out in different directions.

At first you think it should have looked messy, but when I was done it looked like it came from a magazine. Through a light touch of make up and some of my silver jewelry on I sighed. I still didn't compare to Rosalie but at least looked presentable.

I stared in the mirror a while longer, I hadn't looked like this for the past three years it was odd seeing the real me again.

The phone rang, dashing out of the bathroom I ran downstairs to pick it up.

"Hello?"