August 15, 12:30 pm, 9th Year
Nine fucking years. 3287.18 fucking days. The cycle had felt like it had been going on forever. So many times Gold had seen Silver die and he was sick of it. Gold had been trying to figure out what he was doing wrong, what was making the time reset. Having to remember all 3287.18 days was hard. It made him feel sick. There was something inside him that made he want to ask Silver something... Something important...
August 15, 5:56 pm
Gold wanted to laugh and cry. Here it was again. It happened again and again and again and again and again... There was no end in sight. And he was just so fucking sick of it. Gold hated it so much. He just fucking hated it. The tears started to stream down. Why won't it fucking stop?
August 14, 3:36 pm
Gold covered his ears. He didn't want to hear any of this anymore. He was just so pissed off and annoyed. Nothing was going right. He couldn't take it. "You weren't supposed to die..." Gold mumbled as he fell to his knees. It was like a knife in his chest. He couldn't take it. He started to scream, he just couldn't help it. "JUST LET THIS FUCKING STOP!"
August 15, 12:59 pm
"I'm so done with this. Silver... I just... Please." Gold whispered. "What the hell are you talking about?" Silver asked with a frown. The same fucking words, the same fucking words for nine fucking years. The same damn frown... "I'd be damned if you don't fucking know what this shit is really about! You're going to fucking die again and I can't take it! I fucking can't take it! I'll go fucking crazy! If you die one more ti—" Gold didn't get to finish. Silver had ended up kissing Gold. "Will you stop being so crazy Gold? It's really annoying." Silver said. Gold just couldn't help but cry. Within the next 11 hours Silver would be dead.
August 15, 2:56 pm
"You've been so emotional today, are you okay?" Silver asked as he frowned. The same damn frown. Why did Silver always have to frown?! "I'm fine. I'm just so... Worried... Maybe I'm happy... Or maybe I'm just crazy. I'm not sure. With the endless haze I'm never sure what to expect. Like... If I'm supposed to expect to have a half day with you or just a few minutes. I never know. Like am I supposed to expect a completely normal death or a bizarre one. It's driving me so fucking crazy." Gold said with a half-ass laugh. "Okay then..." Silver said, regretting he asked anything. "I swear that I'm not making this shit up to sound crazy. I'm being 100% serious." Gold stated. "Yea, sure. Whatever. Where should we go next?" Silver asked. "Doesn't matter. You'll be dead in about... 10 hours."
August 15, 6:57 pm
"You're being no fun Gold. Come on and do something." Silver whined. Gold sighed. "No. No. I can't. I'm waiting. I'm waiting for the time. I'm waiting for your death." Gold replied. "Well that's a fucking nice thought. Arceus dammit! Knock it off Gold! I'm getting sick and tired of your crazy talk!" Silver snapped. "Well maybe you should leave!" Gold replied. "Maybe I will!" Silver yelled as he got up and stormed off. "Watch for the damn truck Silver!" Gold yelled. "Wait, what tru—" Silver didn't get to finish speaking before the truck hit him. "Fucking told you. You little shit, you never fucking listen to me."
August 14, 6:54 pm
"...Fuck..." Gold muttered. He stared at the ground before feeling the tears sting his eyes. "Again, and again, and again and again... When the hell will this end? Why the fuck does this keep on repeating?!" Gold growled. "DAMMIT RED! TELL ME HOW TO STOP THIS!" Gold screamed. Red only shrugged his shoulders. "Can't help you..."
August 15, 12:30 pm
Gold just banged his head against the swing set. "Hey...! Gold stop that!" Silver yelled as he grabbed the other's shoulders. "JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! I'M FUCKING SICK OF THIS! ALWAYS REPEATING! THIS IS YOUR FUCKING FAULT!" Gold screeched. "What the hell?! What are you talking about? I don't understand! Will you knock this off?!" Silver snapped. "Nine fucking years. It keeps on repeating. This loop won't end. I just can't stand it! This is your damn fault!" Gold hissed. "Gold cut it out!"
August 15, 5:46 pm
"The same fucking shit. Just stuck on repeat. I can't stand this. I can't handle it. Every single day, every single time. The ending never changes." Gold whispered. The mocking laughter rang out. "OH JUST SHUT UP RED!" Gold snapped.
August 14, 7:45 pm
"Silver please stop. Stop please." Gold begged. "I have to go home Gold. I just can't stay here all night. I have to go now." Silver said in a slightly annoyed voice. "No please don't. You're going to—" Gold stopped and bit his lip. The tears were starting to blur his vision. Silver just looked at him with a confused look on his face. "I'm going to what? I don't understand what you're saying." Silver stated. "Watch out for the falling pipes." Gold said flatly. "Watch out for the wh—" Silver didn't get to finish before he was impaled. "Stupid..."
August 15, 12:36 pm
"...I'm not too sure. I don't know Silver." Gold whispered softly. "Not sure about what? About going to see a movie?" Silver asked as he petted his Sneasel. "Yea, I'm not sure about seeing a movie. I'm just not sure about anything at the moment." Gold replied. Silver just frowned. "Gold I just think that yo—" Silver started to say before Sneasel ran off. "WAIT SNEASEL! COME BACK!" Silver screamed. "Oi! Don't worry Silver he'll be back." Gold said. "But Gold...! I've had him since I was a child! I can't let him run off." Silver protested. "Well then let me go get him." Gold stated. Silver just punched Gold before heading out after Sneasel, running onto the street. "Oi! Silver wait for the—" Gold stopped before he was finished talking. Much to his horror Silver had run out before the light had even turned yellow. The sound of screeching metal hit Gold's ears. He heard what sound like a scream and then there was nothing else. Gold felt frozen. This was just like this first time. Just like that first day. The world started to spin before Gold blacked out.
August 14, 3:43 pm
Gold sat with his head in his hands, the tears were streaming down. He couldn't handle it anymore. "...Silver... Why? Why? WHY? FUCKING WHY?!" Gold screamed before he ended up getting up and punching the truck driver in the face. "HOW DARE YOU KILL HIM?! HOW DARE YOU DO THIS?!" Gold screeched. The tears blurred his vision as he continued to attack the driver. Gold screamed and punched until he finally passed out.
