Recap: U found out that vampires can't sleep and u can't get around the fact that u need to drink blood to survive. U had gotten scared when it started to storm because u were afraid of the thunder so u decided to snuggle up to Edward and u two kissed. U were so happy till he told u he loved u.

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U stared right at Edward flabbergasted at what he had just said. 'I love u Becca' ran through ur head so many times ur head felt as if it would explode. 'I had always hoped that he would love me but now that he does I… I just don't know what to do. Should I say it back? Do I really mean it if I do? Am I ready to be in another relationship?' The thoughts were endless. "U don't have to say it back to make me feel better. Just know that I mean that." He stated looking at u with a plastered on smile. "Edward I…" U were silenced by an intoxicating smell. 'What is that… that… Aroma?' U asked urself. 'No one should be up at this hour unless one of the teens got up to get them a late night snack and decided they wanted to cook something.' U got up and walked out into the hall. 'There's that smell again.' U said as u turned in circles looking for the delicious smell that filled the air. "Rebecca Anne Brooks!" A voice whispered loudly. U turned around to see one of ur old roommates. "Bobby!" U said as u ran into his arms. U sensed that aroma again. It filled ur nostrils. U sniffed the air around u. "Hey bobby did u just cook u something?" U asked nonchalantly. "No." He replied. "I just got me some water out of the faucet." He said looking at u with a confused look. "Then what is that smell?" U asked as u sniffed the air again. Bobby sniffed the air right along with u. "Do u smell it? Can u tell where it's coming from?" U asked him still sniffing at ur surroundings. "I don't smell anything." He stated looking back at u. "Are u sick?" He asked as he put his hand on ur forehead. Just then the smell got more intense. 'Oh God.' U thought as he pulled his hand away. 'I'm not smelling food I'm smelling blood. Bobby's blood.' U thought as ur stomach started to growl. U sniffed him. "Becca What r u doing?" He asked as u continued to sniff him. "Becca? Becca, really what r u…" His sentence was cut short as u pounced on him ready to suck his body dry of blood. "Becca!?! What r u doing!?!" Bobby shouted underneath ur teeth. "Becca!!!" U heard Edward shout from behind u. U couldn't stop u were so thirsty and… and… "I gotta have that sweet taste." U said to Bobby. U suddenly felt urself being pulled off by a surprisingly skinny arm. "Becca what do u think ur doing?" U turned around and starred at Mrs. Jiles. "Mama… Mama… I just…. I couldn't help it." U said looking at bobby. "I gotta go." U said as u escaped from her grip and ran out into the cold rain. "Becca!!" U heard Edward call ur name as u ran off into the woods not caring where u ran. "I can't believe I would put Bobby in danger like that. What's wrong with me? I mean we grew up together, I'm like his big sister I can't believe I would do that. God I'm such an idiot." U said out loud to urself. "Ur not an idiot. It's in ur blood." U heard that oh so familiar voice say. "U don't understand Edward! He's like my little brother, and I put him in danger! I'm a horrible person!" U said looking up at his face as he stopped right in front of u. "Ur not a bad person… What do u expect to happen!?! U go eat some raw meat and that's that!?! No ur a vampire, we crave blood and blood alone! U can't just satisfy that craving with meat!" He said looking back at u with frustration raging in his eyes. "One can hope right." U said quietly. 'He just doesn't understand… He'll never understand. But that's ok u don't need him… U don't need anyone. Ur just fine by urself.' U thought as u started to walk away. "No ur not." U heard him say. "What?" U said turning around with a wtf look on ur face. "Ur not better off by urself… infact ur worse trust me. It's sickening I know, to have to feed off the one thing that keeps humans and animals alike alive. But it's either that or go mad starving to death and drink the blood of everyone u see. And I know u don't want that so come back home with me. Jack…" He stopped speaking when he saw ur eyes shift to the ground. 'Jack… what would he have thought if he'd saw u like that. A sickening blood thirsty vampire. Atleast he fed off animals. U were about to put the one person who had always been there for u in danger.' "He would have understood. Trust me we all understand. It's hard at first but u'll get used to it. Now come one back home with me and we'll face this together." He said looking at u. U looked down at the ground and pondered it for a little. "No." U finally answered. "What!?!" He said in astonishment. "No. I'm not going back there. I wanna face this head on and not run to the next vampire I see for help. U however should be getting back they're probably wondering where ur at." U said as u started walking away again. "I'm going with u." He said following u. "No ur not." U said turning around to face him. "Yes I am. Where ever u go… I go." He said stopping right in front of u. "No ur not." U said as u started to walk away again. "Yes I am." He said as he caught up with u. "No." "Yes." "No." "Yes." "FINE!!!" U yell as u stomp off Edward following close behind u.

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U had stopped smiling when u noticed that the smile had left her sweet lips. 'I had always hoped that he would love me but now that he does I… I just don't know what to do. Should I say it back? Do I really mean it if I do? Am I ready to be in another relationship?' U heard her think. "U don't have to say it back just to make me feel better. Just know that I mean it. " U said with a fake smile. 'I just wish that she would understand how much she means to me. I didn't even feel this way with Bella. I love her so much.' "Edward I…" She started but suddenly stopped. 'Wonder what got her attention.' U thought to urself. 'What is that… that… aroma?' U heard her think to herself. 'What aroma?' U thought sniffing the air. U heard her think something but it was inaudible considering the forefront of her mind was clouded by a certain smell that u had yet to sniff out. U stood up and walked over to the window. "It's a gorgeous night." U said to urself looking out at the night sky. 'I guess I had better give Alice a call.' U thought as u pulled ur phone out. "Hello, Edward." U heard that familiar petite voice on the other end of the phone. "Hey." U said as u smiled at the stars. "So u found her, huh?" U could hear the smile of confidence in her voice as she asked. "Yes." U stated in a simple one worded answer. "When r u coming home?" U heard a soft voice ask. "Hey Renesmee. I don't know when we'll be back. But…" U were cut short when she stopped u. "What happened with u and mom? R ya'll goin to get back together?" She asked frantically. "Sweetheart… Ur mother and I… We've gone our separate ways." U stated sadly thinking back on the days when Bella would smile up at u with that same loving look she always had. "Becca!?! What r u doin!?!" U heard a teenage voice yell at the top of his lungs. "Renesmee… I… I've gotta go." U said frantically. "Daddy wha…" U heard her say before u cut her short to run and pull Becca out of her hunger daze. U ran out of the room and saw a boy of 18 – 20 laying under Becca as she readied herself to suck his blood straight from his neck. "Becca!!" Was all u could get out before u saw that same tall slender woman from before pull her off of the innocent on the floor. Ur nose caught a whiff of the boys sweet smelling blood and u had to turn away before u too were trying to rid his body of that sweet essence. "Mama… Mama… I just… I couldn't help it." U heard her say in the direction of the teenage boy. "I have to go." U heard her whisper before she was gone. "Becca!!" U yelled after her as she disappeared into the sheet of rain. "U must be Edward." U heard the elderly woman say in ur direction. "Yes." Was all u said. "One worded answers huh… Don't think I don't know what's going on here." U heard her say. U looked at her with a confused look. "No matter how cold ur eyes may seem… I still see that caring and loving look in ur eyes." U looked down at the floor suddenly finding the tile pattern interesting. "Go and make sure she's ok. And let her know that she's still welcome here no matter what. We don't condemn u for what u r, but we do ask that u treat everyone here as human beings and not as snacks." U looked back up at her and came face to face with her eyes. U noticed the understanding in them. U gave a quick nod and rushed out the door to find Becca and set things right. U reached the middle of the forest when heard that same aweet voice talking top no one in particular. "I can't believe I would do that. God I'm such an idiot." U heard her say to the night sky. "Ur not an idiot. It's in ur blood." U said capturing her attention. "U don't understand Edward! He's like my little brother, and I put him in danger! I'm a horrible person!" She screamed looking up at u. U, now pissed off, walked a v-line straight to her and stopped only when u were right in her face. "Ur not a bad person… What do u expect to happen!?! U go eat some raw meat and that's that!?! No ur a vampire, we crave blood and blood alone! U can't just satisfy that craving with meat!" U said looking back at her with rage showing in every inch of ur body. "One can hope right." U heard her whisper quietly into the cold wet air. 'He just doesn't understand… He'll never understand. But that's ok u don't need him… U don't need anyone. Ur just fine by urself.' U heard as her thoughts rippled through out ur head. She began to walk away trying to leave u to ur and her thoughts. "No ur not." U said in a frustrated tone stopping her in her tracks. "What?" She asked with a confused look on her face. "Ur not better off by urself… infact ur worse trust me. It's sickening I know, to have to feed off the one thing that keeps humans and animals alike alive. But it's either that or go mad starving to death and drink the blood of everyone u see. And I know u don't want that so come back home with me. Jack…" U stopped speaking when u noticed her eyes were no longer focused on u but on the ground as she thought to herself. 'Jack… what would he have thought if he'd saw u like that. A sickening blood thirsty vampire. Atleast he fed off animals. U were about to put the one person who had always been there for u in danger.' U grew quiet as u thought of what to say next. "He would have understood. Trust me we all understand. It's hard at first but u'll get used to it. Now come one back home with me and we'll face this together." U said turning to walk in the direction of Forks, Washington. "No." U heard her say after a few minutes. "What!?!" U said in amazement. 'Damn I was so sure that would work." U thought to urself. "No. I'm not going back there. I wanna face this head on and not run to the next vampire I see for help. U however should be getting back they're probably wondering where ur at." She said as she turned and began walking in the opposite direction. U turned around and started walking in that same direction. "I'm going with u." U blatantly stated catching up with her. "No ur not." She stated mater-of-factly, turning around to face u. "Yes I am. Where ever u go… I go." U said as u stopped in front of her looking directly at her face. "No ur not." She stated as she began to walk away again. "Yes I am." U replied as u caught up with her again. "No." "Yes." U could tell u were getting under her skin. "No." "Yes." U replied once more. "FINE!!!!" She yelled at u as she stomped off in a pissed off manner. U chuckled a little and smiled as u ran to catch up with the hot-headed girl who stole ur heart.