Chapter 9
Selena's P.O.V
She kissed me. Demi kissed me. I couldn't even believe it, the girl of my dreams kissed me and I let her go. You're a dumbass Selena, I said to my own self. Even though she made the first move I don't think she likes me, she was just caught in the moment, she was crying and I was comforting her, she probably just felt safe having me here to comfort her. I was definitely going to talk to her about it because I would never want to lose her or even to be less around her after all I'm in love with her. Sometimes, I wonder why out of all the girls I could've had fall for it was her. She sees me as a simple friend and she had the guns to run away after kissing me and practically make out with me. Every time I think of the way our lips and tongues moved in sync together and how warm her arms were wrapping around my waist. I wanted her again, I wanted her so badly.
I was heading to my history class and when I came in I noticed that the seat next to Demi wasn't taken, Kylie was probably ditching school or something so I decided to sit next to her.
'Hey' I said in a whisper to not cross any boundaries.
'Hey uhm how are you?' she said nervously
'Well, how would you be if one of your best friends kissed you and then runs away?' I said in a harsh voice after all she did kind of abandon me.
'I'm really sorry Selena I know I shouldn't have kissed you but I was just caught in the moment it'll never happen again don't worry' she said and at this moment I swear it was like every little pieces of my heart were falling out of my chest, it was worse than being stabbed in the back. It needed to get out; I needed to tell her the truth so I just let it out:
'uh actually I kind of liked it' I couldn't read the expression that just formed in her pretty face but I knew that she was shocked so I quickly added 'I'm sorry I cross the boundary, I'll understand If you don't want to talk to me anymore, I'm really sorry.' I said but her expression didn't change 'Demi say something' I whispered-yelled to her only to get shut by the teacher:
'Selena one more word to Demi and I'll change your place' he said, I just sigh and put my hands on my face to cover my shame, I was about to take my pen to write some notes when I felt someone poking me in the arm I quickly turned my head to my left only to see Demi, holding a small piece of paper in her hand and giving it to me, I was curious to what could she possibly has written so I quickly took it from her I almost had a heart attack reading it, I couldn't believe it:
Wanna go on a date Friday night? Was written in blue pencil on the paper, I read it over and over again just to be sure and quickly replied to her:
I would love to. Pick me up at 7? I wrote back
I would love to ;) She wrote copying what I have just written.
And a big fat smile appeared on Demi's face while reading the piece of paper, if someone saw us they would probably think we were some mental teens because we were both wearing a gigantic grin on our faces.
Friday night
'Oh my gosh, Selena I can't believe you finally have a date with Demi, I mean aren't excited to spend a date with the girl that you keep mentioning in your dreams since we were 13? The girl that you would talk about every single minutes of your life. The girl that you want to marry and have babies with? I'm so proud of you baby girl!' My overexcited best friend practically yelled at me.
'Oh come on Harper, it's not a big deal, we're just going on a date it's not like she was going to ask me to be her wife.' I said trying to keep calm because she would be here in less than 30 minutes.
'But what if she did ask you to marry her? What would you say?' Harper asked me trying to hide the excitement in her voice.
'Of course I would say yes, I mean have you seen those eyes, and lips, and her body is beyond sexy, ugh I wish I could just kiss her and grab her waist an-
'Okay. I understand don't tell me the details.' Harper said while I was completely lost in my dreams.
'You asked! But whatever how do I look?' I asked insecure.
'Beautiful Sel, you're beautiful don't worry' she said and I could see the sincerity in her eyes. I was about to reply when I heard a knock on the door. She was here. I wasn't just dreaming we were really going on a date.
'Sel, what are you waiting for? This is your moment go answer your girl.' Harper said while snapping her fingers in my face. I quickly run downstairs and opened the door. Wow. Demi is always beautiful but now she was beyond perfect. She was wearing black leggings that tight her thighs sexily and a really short tank top that covered only her breast and a jacket; I had a perfect view of her flat stomach, her outfit matched perfectly with her black hair. She was so sexy I could've just stayed here watching her all night long instead of going on a date. I, on the other hand was wearing denim shorts that exposed my long legs and the cutest t-shirt I could find and it matched with my long straight brown hair.
'You're beautiful' she said and I could just melt here.
'So are you' I said and she blushed.
'So where are we going?' I asked curiously while we were driving somewhere I didn't recognized.
'It's a surprise' she said with that sexy smirk of her.
We were driving for 30 minutes when she finally parked her car in the grass because we were in the nature. I couldn't recognize where we were.
'This is where I usually come when I'm sad or just tired. I discovered this place 6 year ago and I come here at least twice a week. No one but me and you now knows this place exists. Don't tell anyone about here because you're the first person to know. I trust you. Pinky promise?' She said in a cute voice and I just nodded and gave her my pinky.
'It's beautiful Demi, the lac, the trees wow' I told her with sincerity. And it was true, the view was amazing.
'Happy to find that you like it here' Demi said with a big smile on her face.
'Actually I don't like it' I said and Demi's smile fell down. 'I love it' I said with a big grin.
'Ugh you scared me' Demi said while trying to keep a straight face but she miserably failed.
'Let's eat' she said.
Everything was amazingly perfect, we were enjoying ourselves. We ate in a comfortable silence and now we were walking hand in hands next to the lac when Demi started to take pictures of us.
'Come on Lena you're beautiful stop hiding your face' she said and I melt at the nickname
'I like this one' I said pointing to a picture where she set her camera to take a picture after 10 seconds and left it on a rock so she could get a good picture of us two. Her arms were tightly wrapped around my waist and mine were around her neck, it looked like we were about to kiss even though we weren't.
'Me too, it's my favorite' she said with a smile as she started to get closer to me, so close that just one step could fill the small gap between us.
'I don't kiss on first dates' I said trying to play it hard to get.
'I don't follow the rules' she said with a smirk, and at this moment she got me because next thing I know she was on top of me.
Her arms were still wrapped around my waist as her tongue was playing along with mine, she let out a small moan which caused my smile to grow bigger and I could feel my stomach doing somersaults.
Everything was perfect as she started to go down on my neck letting little butterfly kisses on my jaw line before biting on my neck and I couldn't hold back a moan. She was letting love bites everywhere on my neck, my hands were around in her soft her and we were both moaning, when she suddenly stopped, but this time she didn't run away she just stopped which caused me to groan.
'Demi, why did you stop?' I asked shocked and disappointment noticeable in my voice.
'Because I think that we were going too far, not that I didn't wanted it or liked it but I don't want to rush or to make you feel pressured' she said looking at the ground.
'Demi, look at me' I said taking her gorgeous face in my hands 'you're not pressuring me, if you were I would've told you to stop, I can control myself' I said truthfully while looking straight in her bright eyes, they were so beautiful.
'Sorry then' she said with a small smile.
'It's ok but I think that it's getting late, my mom's going to be worried' I said even though I really wanted to stay here in this place cuddling forever.
'Ugh, I would love to stay here with you' Demi said with a pout, shit did she just read my mind? She was so cute it was unbelievable. Demi had two different sides and I didn't which one I loved the best. She could be completely sexy that you would just want to fuck her hard. And she could be so sweet and cute that you would just want to cuddle with her all day and tell her how beautiful she is.
'I want to stay too but I can't maybe next time' I said with a wink as I watched Demi's jaw dropping down. Teasing her shouldn't be bad.
We unfortunately arrived at my house. We were at my doorbell.
'Tonight was amazing, thank you so much Demi' I said as I wrapped my arms around her neck.
'You're welcome, beautiful' she said as she bent down to kiss me. I kissed back.
'Bye Dems' I said interrupting the kiss.
'Bye Lena, I'll miss you' she said with a pout.
'I'll miss you too, text me when you get home, so I know you're safe' I said, I may be overprotective but I'm in love. I got in my house, said goodnight to my parents and promised my mom to tell her what happened in detail, put on my pyjamas, called Harper to tell her everything and went to bed with the biggest smile on my face thinking of her.
I couldn't be more in love with Demi right now.
Today had been the best day of my life. Ever.
