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Chapter Nine.

I sat down in my kitchen and put my head in my hands, every time I closed my eyes I would see her face. It wasn't right with Cool it was right with her, I felt like me but a better version of me, I could be my complete self. I lifted my head up when I heard my mum walk into the room.

"Have you noticed how quiet it is?" I was so lost in my own thoughts I hadn't even noticed that there was nobody here.

"You kicked them out?"

"Probably take a few days to clean the place, right?" I remained quiet still thinking until she sat down to the table with me. What did you want to talk to me about this morning?"

I debated for a minute whether to tell her about me and Emily. I had to do it in private though no one else could know "Is anyone here?"

"Oh, just some man who seemed to think you wanted him back in my bed." She smiled a big toothy grin. "Very entertaining for an Irish man"

Still I couldn't risk being over heard and whimpered out on telling her. I changed the subject. "It is peaceful" We paused and I knew she still thought something was wrong.

"Did I ever tell you how angry I was when I found out I was pregnant with you?"

Great here it come, the pep talk. "Is this going to cheer me up? Because I need cheering up, ok?" I defiantly didn't need a lecture.

"Getting there, I'd met the man of my dreams, I wanted to travel the world, fuck on every beach in India, be in love, and then I found out I was pregnant" So far not so good with the cheering mum.

"I can only apologise."

She ignored my comment and continued "And even though your dad turned out to be a shitty little prick and it was all a little bit rubbish… Until you made my life complete, and actually rather fucking wonderful." I was slightly shocked I mean I never really have these types of conversations with my mother let alone her telling me I made her life complete!

"I did that?"

"I wasn't expecting it, people who make us happy are never the people you expect." Didn't I know it, I was finally starting to realize that maybe I could do this with Emily, I mean she made me happy right?

"So when you find someone you've got to cherish it." She got up and walked over kissing me on the forehead. "Right, I've got an Irish man waiting for me who says all he needs to e happy is regular sex and potatoes." She said as she walked out the door laughing. I smiled she was happy, that just leaves me.

I sat there a while longer just thinking, Emily made me happy I felt good with her, right. I was a better person around her and she loved me. It was like a spring finally jumped out of my head. I rushed out of my seat grabbing my bag, flying out the door to Emily's house. I had someone, I was going to cherish it just like my mum said. The door slammed shut as I scurried away forgetting my bike.

She loved me…….