"I taught Ava how to say 'mama' " Kurt said proudly to his wife on their drive home from the hospital. She wasn't exactly cleared to leave yet but he practically begged Doctor Pilgrim to take her home. He didn't refuse at all he just smiled happily and said he's been without her long enough.

Her eyes widened when she heard him speak from where he was seated; his eyes were concentrated on the busy road in front of him but at every stoplight he'd stop to look at her, convinced if he hadn't she'd disappear again.

"You didn't" she exclaimed happily. Her smile was infectious he made him chuckle lightly too.

"I did. But now I'm a little jealous because she says 'mama' more than 'dada' these days" he teased.

She put her heart over her heart dramatically and fake pouted "Aw honey, I guess she just loves more me, what can I say?"

He missed that - their light teasing, the sparkle in her eyes when she was smiled and was happy. She was his home and she knew that because he was hers too.

His wife was coming home with him finally.

"Kurt?" You okay?" She asked gently when he stared out in the open.

He hadn't heard her call until she placed her hand on top of his feeling him jump slightly but turned over to look at her.

"Sorry, what were you saying?" He murmured now facing her direction.

"I was asking if you even let Ava sleep in her nursery just once" her voice was low and he knew what that meant, she was worried

She's been discharged only an hour and he was already worrying her by spacing out.

"You know I haven't, she sleeps with me" he said squeezing her hand in his.

"What's wrong, Kurt?" Her voice barely a whisper

"I was thinking of you - about us here together. It's been so hard without you; I look at Ava and I saw you everyday. It was all too painful; it was too much, even for me" he added smiling weakly

All it leaves is a little wet mark; a shallow pool of saliva on his cheek. But when she plants the kiss there Kurt feels warmth spread through his limbs and his mind feels a pleasant buzz. Every good thing seems possible, likely even. And then he knows he's found what he's been looking for, someone to show him what it means to be happy from the inside out, so his smile can be real and not a mask.

"Jane"

Her gaze rises slowly when I whisper her name, greeting me with the full force of her smoky dark green eyes, the exotic black flecks within holding the light.

"I heard you every time you came to talk me, I tried to open my eyes to let you know that I was holding onto your every word. I wanted so badly to open my eyes to see you but I couldn't. I'm just happy I could now you've been so patient, so good with Ava" she manages to choke out before he pulled her into a bone crushing hug.

He had always loved her with devotion and purity; He had in mind that they were going to be together forever. But things... they never stay the same. There comes a dark night after every sunny day. Being away from her made him realize it was never the physical love which made it special, it was something different - a connection between two souls.

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Sarah sat on the floor playing with little Ava that still had her mother's picture gripped in her hands. How the picture hadn't crushed or wrinkled with Ava's every movement was beyond her.

She heard a car stop in front of the house and she scooped Ava up to peek through the window.

Jane. She was home. She was here.

She glanced up and caught her gaze before she turned on her heels and leaped up the stairs. Sarah went to open the door greeting her in the most teary hug. When they both pulled back they were a mess, Sarah's mascara was running wildly down her cheeks but she wiped it away quickly with the back of her hand before turning her attention back to her niece that still had a questionable look on her face.

"Ava, hey, who is that?" Sarah cooed.

Ava's looked at the picture still grasped tightly in her tiny hands then looked up at the mother that stood before her. She reached up for the unknown woman to pick her up.

Jane could hardly hold back her eyes as she held her daughter for the first time in 7 months. Her tears fell rapidly into her hair as she held onto her.

Her daughter. Their daughter - hers and Kurt's

Kurt came in, caught a glimpse of their little moment and hugged them both. Ava peered up at him from between her mother's embrace grinning widely.

"Hey baby" he said kissing her hair but Ava just turned away. She was not looking at anyone anymore, she just wanted to be with her mother.

"Oh wow. First my wife, now my daughter, that hurts, Ava" he teased clutching his heart through his sweater.

Jane just turned to look at him

"I told you she loved me more" she said again, kissing his lightly

"PDA guys!" Sarah said shielding her eyes, "and not in front of the kid"

She hugged Jane again before hurrying out of the room rambling on about Sawyer being home from practice any minute now and she had to home to greet him.

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The yellow shining sun started rising from the ground. It filled the sky with mighty colours of red and splashed the clouds with endless rays of pink. It was bright and mesmerising as it invited me to stare, deep into the horizon but was broken out of my stare when I felt a hot breath on my neck, then the tender brush of lips. Burning as they make contact with my neck. A hand runs through my hair, as the kisses become harder and more urgent. Another hand slides around my waist, and pulls me close to his scented body. His kisses are now on my shoulders and in my hair.

His lips brush mine. Not innocently, like a tease but hot, fiery, passionate and demanding. I want to pull away before I lose myself because Ava slept in that very bed, but I can't seem to.

In this minty moment, my senses have been seduced and I can no longer think straight.

"Jane" he whispers slowly, prolonging each letter as if to savor them. I smile, my heart fluttering at his voice as I clasp my hands on either side of his face. Never before has my name ever felt so wonderful, I think, as I lean in for another.

Before pulling away gently, "I'd love to have sex with you but we've got company" she breathes out, pointing to the sleeping child huddled against her chest.

His fingers found a way to her wetness, he smirked against her neck "your body says otherwise"

"Kurt" she breaths pushing herself back into his fingers as he dug deeper, planning to give her exactly what she wanted. Her moans were strangled, drowned out by the pillow she kept her face in, keeping quiet as he dug deeper into her, seemed impossible but she had to keep quiet for Ava.

He felt her clench around his fingers, and knew she was near. Before she had the chance to come undone by his fingers, he pulled his fingers out of her.

"Kurt please" her pleads were barely there. Her breath was hitched in her throat

"Please" she begged again.

"But we've got company" he teased, kissing her neck softly

She turned over to give him an 'are you serious look' before she had a chance to open her mouth to protest she felt him at her entrance pushing into her slightly

She let out a soft moan

"Shh." Was all he whispered as he pounded into her

He felt her clench again and knew she was close but he wanted to see how long she could hold out before she finally woke up Ava with her screams threatening to erupt from her lips

"Kurt" he knew she was close, her voice was raspy and her breathing was all over the place

"Hold on" he whispered out of breath, sweat glistening his body in the soft morning light

"Kurt please" she was shaking uncontrollably. He felt her walls getting tighter.

"Not yet" he growled

It wasn't until she lifted her head from the pillow and let out a deafening scream that he let her orgasm wash over her. He released his seeds deep inside her gaining another scream from her.

Ava stirred in her sleep before sticking her thumb back into her mouth and snuggled closer against her mother's chest.

"She's certainly a heavy sleeper" she chuckles when her breathing was back to normal.

xxx

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